Well I came close last night!

[JustLikeThePill]

I downloaded a 20 minute mp3 that says 4.0 htz low theta and I had it on a loop and went to sleep.

When I woke up, I was paralyzed and I was at a stage where I could have started slipping into my head (Phasing, right?) but for some reason got scared and screwed it up I know there's nothing to be afraid of, but I just got a foreboding feeling that tonight's not the night I should do it. Ahh, oh well.

Visualizing AP island helped me get into a trance really early, but for some reason I have difficulty doing anything lying on my back where it's most comfortable. I guess because I sleep on my stomach sprawled out like a lizard lol.

Any tips? I've been working on energy development, too. Seriously It's like I had a block until I either A started posting here again or B started listening to that track lol.

I've been working on that "Am I dreaming?" thing during the day, too, to hopefully wake up and have a lucid dream while i'm dreaming.

I stopped this stuff for awhile I guess out of frustration, but when I'm into it I feel happier, like i'm connected or something lol, I dunno.

[dRealM]

i feel exactly the same

its frustrating not knowing.. feeling you are there right at the edge and then nothing..

i honestly feel better myself revisiting this site. just reading many of the threads and feeling everyones stories is uplifting.. i'm making a movie about my experiences right now.. in the next few months you will see a post about an animated movie.. hope you check it out

dRealM

[psychonaut]

that sounds pretty cool drealm

[MoneyAddyct]

I downloaded a 20 minute mp3 that says 4.0 htz low theta and I had it on a loop and went to sleep.

Hey, could you tell me where you downloaded this mp3? I'm curious to try it. Thanks!