i got a question one of those ones you probably always get

[scarred]

im just wondering if the act of my stral projections has been a fluke or progress alright heres how it went
the first time it ever happened it was an accident i had been exercising in techniques to obe but not succesful so this first time it happened i had been drinking alcohol and i had a sore throat at the time so i did have some nyquil and i had a little to much because i was really tired soon after my friend took me home and after that i passed out but somewhere during sleep i got to rem and magically awoke in the mind and was so shocked that i was in fear and i was surrounded by a light blue light and darkness all at once and i didnt feel natural i felt naked and exposed like i didnt want to be there and this experience seemed to last an eternity  and most of it just seemed like a quick blur of fear the next day after that nothing happened like that for months then suddenly like5-6 months later im sleeping and im all of a suddenin the ocean walking on the floor feeling like i belong there like its natural  aware im asleep but not focusing on that unintentionally just going with it  with out question and im walking with other people and i can see clear through the water and this guy is showing me things to look at and fish and for some reason i start eating a plant growing off the floor and it tastes like seaweed and he tells me its poisoness so i start spitting it out and i wake up spitting on my pillow after i flip the pillow i fall back asleep and im on a trolley and fully aware i am sleeping im exploring the surrounding and amazed that i just am awake like this with out even intending for it and theres alot of people on the trolley but none seemed concerned with me and then i notice one person staring  with a piercing glare that doesnt seem to friendly yet not threatening for some reason i try to mentally control and the dreams image of this person and it doesnt work and then out of nowhere im intensley frightened of the stare and scream and then im awake the next night i go to sleep and im awake in my dream again without trying this time im looking in a mirror with someone next to me whos head and body seem to be made of water and hes telling me to try and feel cool and turn into water but i try and i feel warm and then im on fire and the fire surrounding me is in the shape of a cobra but im not burning i just feel a warm sensation which for some reason i believe to what some people call the inner fire which would mean the the soul is cleansing etc. and thenafter the part about the firery cobra the water guy tells me not to do that and that he cant hang out with me like i was bad or something and thats it now i know water and fire have alot to do with stuff physical and metaphysical but why would these concious experiences come from nowher and so far apart then back to back then 1 month since that nothing has happened and ive been trying but all that happens is i have dreams of the unconcious nature do you think that this is a fluke or a sign of slow transformation what the heck is going on basically

[Magickist]

Wow, that is the longest run on sentence I have ever seen in my entire life.

[Novice]

Scarred -- I've seen two other posts of yours this morning and not a single post has any punctuation at all. Can you please use periods? I'm sure I'm not the only one unable to easily follow what you wrote because we don't know where to stop and start.

Thanks!

[Awakened_Mind]

Why don't you consider a fluke progress?

-AM

[scarred]

  I'm sorry you guys i wasnt thinking about punctuation.

[Borat]

Please elucidate