why do I get the feeling like I am in a coma

[son of light]

All my life I've had this feeling that I am in a coma; just a shadow of myself.  You know the expression, "no one's home?"  I feel like I am not all there.

[Stookie]

Do you experience any joy out of life? A passion for anything?

[son of light]

Do you experience any joy out of life? A passion for anything?

not really, no...

[369]

Are you born year of the snake?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chinese_astrology

[Stookie]

Maybe you need to find something to be passionate about, that will give your life more meaning.

[The Present Moment]

All my life I've had this feeling that I am in a coma; just a shadow of myself.  You know the expression, "no one's home?"  I feel like I am not all there.

Depersonalization disorder, maybe?

[-lines-]

You sound depressed, which can be affect how you perceive the past. If you think that is the problem, do something about it. If you need help, find someone that can help you with it.

[Brolyson]

Son of Light,

You're here, in this present moment of now for a purpose. This purpose has been forgotten and you must try to remember why you are here. Listen to your thoughts, discern the truth from false, and seek the truth in any means that your God given abilities allow.

As mentioned, search for something that you start to feel any sense of passion about, and seek further to a reason why you have this passion to it's purpose. This can take 1 day, this can take years...as long as you seek it, as long as you ask, you shall find the answers.