Hi everybody

[Invoke]

I am interested in such things for about a half year. Living wasnt perfect. I was hard kid. Psichologists, psichoterapeutics, difficulties, discomfort, stress at school, agression, emotional instability, hysterics, thinking of suicide. I beleve many peoples has similar expierence here. I dont want to write to much about it so i will begin to the point.
I began to lucid dream, meditate(rise of kundalini 7 chakra) and practise lbpr. It gave various feeling, effects. Sometimes i feel that ''creepy'' feelings from people and situations i think i feel energetics, astral, etheric bodies, ''energy'' and chakras. Also i have sow some astral nasties(in dreams too) pseudo ghosts, white shadow of people, yelow shadows, astral dame, blue star over the building, silver stars from girl's eyes. Sleep paralyzes.
I am depresed cant find reasons, propably too many of them. Everything just sunks me off particularly emotions. Feels like nothing can be changed and helped. I cant change in any way, if i think that am changed - its just iliusion. Sometimes depresion kills me i feel pain inside me, like some kind of abyss has been opened inside me and eats all me energy. I am energeticaly sensitive, badly. Masks, heavy energetics, ''programs'' - demage people psyhics.
Any suggestions?

[OneTraveler]

Welcome and I look forward to getting to know you around here. You have has some incredilbe experiences and I hope you will share more about them.

[Invoke]

Could anyone post an exact links for REAL energy practices to strengthen my bodies and chakras. I have seriously decided to astral project and everytime my heart starts to beat it ends soon, i cant go any further. I think the basic problem why i cant project is lack of energy. I get the feeling that my development is way to slow and i cant do anything more alone. I still get the highter environment feelings and similar things.

[Invoke]

LBPR doesnt work anymore

Everything stoped within myself

Its not waste, but what now?

[astrowytch]

Hello Invoke. I'm new here too. it sounds to me like you are the perfect candidate for meditation. It will really help with all your confusion from your childhood. It will still your mind, stop all that negative chatter that goes on within you. meditation helps to get everything into perpective and raises your energy levels. It becomes a very peaceful practise and I think from what you have described in your earleir post you really need to do this. It takes time to train your mind to shut up during med. and you have to keep on with it. take 10 mins a day to start with, if stray thoughts come into your head observe them and let them go. It will take lots of practise so keep with it. Eventually you will relax quicker and the thoughts will reduce in content. it took me about 2 months of doing it every evening before I managed to stop all the chatter. I still get stray thoughts but they don't get my attention anymore. Eventually you will be able to astral project, eveyone can do it. granted some folks find it easier than others but it is all about sticking with it and being determined. You will find that your outlook on life will improve and you will be more relaxed and energised. Don't try to rush things, take it easy and enjoy the process. x let us know how you get on. You could try making sacred space before you meditate. Light some joss, light a candle, soft music etc. make the time completely special for your self and you will find that you will begin to enjoy and slide straight into the process with some practise. x