I've been past the astral plane - yes I have

[cocteautwin]

Because I don't know any of you and I'm just another bleep in the online blog world I really debated for awhile about sharing this experience with you.

Then I had a conversation with myself and realized that only people that really care to know of this experience will be "Universally" invited to read it.

I wish I could give you a lot of background, but then again we all have "back" drops, experiences, etc. So it's better that I just tell you about the experience and let you take away what you wish.

Let me start out by saying that I've been "astral" travelling since I was very young, although I had no clue what it was I was experiencing. I've kept detailed journals on all my experiences - currently at 101.

The one I've chosen to share tonight is that of December 20th, 2008 - a night journey!

I was in a dark hospital with only lights at the nurse station. I could tell by the way she was dressed that I was in the 1920s. Her name was Elise or Lisa or something very close to this name. Directly across from her was a room with a woman and a newborn baby boy. I suddenly had that baby boy in my arms and I named him Sai. Yes, I chose his name. The brown headed nurse (pretty and normal size - dressed in white with a white hat on) said "what are you doing here, you aren't not to be here!" She said it over and over and over again and I stayed there and told her I wasn't leaving. She said, "you do not have the right or permission to be here!"

Next, I remember holding that child in my arms - it seemed like an eternity and I felt close to him. I felt his being and I handed the child to the nurse and said I was going UPSTAIRS. She said, "you can't go up there, you'll never make it and they won't SEE YOU!" I don't know if I said anything back to her.

The next thing I remember was going into the hall and seeing a very, very, very narrow stair case that you couldn't see the end of and it was dark with tape on the side that said "caution" and if you were to miss your step you'd fall off into the darkness there was absolutely NOTHING THERE. I remember being very careful as I climbed my way up and I remember feeling very afraid but realized I needed to go up there.

Next thing was at the top - a wooden door - nothing else and as I entered the room there were a handful of figures - people - men and women and they said "we've been waiting for you!" I entered the room and they said "you made a long journey"....I remember nothing else except I do. I don't remember the conversation but I know who they were and I know where I went.

I know without a doubt that I met ascended masters on the etheric plane. It was not NOT NOT ASTRAL! I crossed over - something very different from previous travel.

The reason why this is so important to me is because I had aborted this amazing soul and the child's birthdate would have been December 20th. The child was indeed BORN! I named him! It doesn't matter to you "why" but I feel compelled to tell you just a bit of information on why I chose to have an abortion. I aborted because I already have two children and I went out with a guy on a date and was given a date rape drug and the details you can figure out on your own. I hated making this decision and it took me to the very depths of my being, of this creation, of this Universe - it was painful, horrible and so incredibly painful - I can't discuss with you. It was a very painful decision.....more than I can write about to be honest with you.

The thing is - I had this OBE - very deep and without words OBE that was there for me and confirmed everything I ever believed about love, consciousness and GOD! I was granted one on one time with the masters of the universe (so to speak). I was HEALED - YES HEALED and free to move on.

OBE can be healing - yes it can.

This was not ASTRAL - I must tell you this - it was higher consciousness level.

I want to tell you something I learned for sure. YOU ARE THE CO CREATOR OF EVERYTHING THAT MANIFESTS IN YOUR LIFE - ALL OF IT!!!! YOU EVEN AGREED TO BE BORN AND YOUR DEATH DATE AS WELL. YOU KNOW YOU DON'T EVER REALLY DIE RIGHT?

Sorry, this was hard to share and I wish I could say more but just getting it out there is enough for now.

[no_leaf_clover]

Wow, that was a very beautiful and moving post.  And I actually mean that.

I skip over at least 90% of the thread titles I see here, especially about astral experiences, but I was actually attracted to this one for "some reason."  For what it's worth I guess.  I for one appreciate you posting this here.  Bless you, sister. 

[ancient_one]

cocteautwin

Thanks for sharing this. I have also been having these experiences since I was a very small child. Some of mine seem trivial, and many more mean a lot to me. At times I wake up wishing I could have stayed wherever I had just been.  It has been an interesting journey. You have to experience these types of OOBEs to really appreciate how they can impact your current life.  I have been to similar places, and met with what I interpreted as Elders.  At times I have been very intimidated with these meetings. I have been warned at times to get my act together, and stop wasting so much time.  At other times, I have had almost pleasant experiences with the Elders. I have also written many of my experiences into my blog that is in my signature line here.  Good Luck to you, and thanks for the post.     

[cocteautwin]

Hi,

Thank you for allowing me a safe place to share. Much appreciated!!!

[phxsun]

WOW....very moving, very moving indeed. Thank You.

[JaxV]

I really enjoyed reading your account of what must have been an amazing experience. It is wonderful to read that you had some time with your unborn son and feel that you have healed. What a gift!

[Greytraveller]

cocteautwin
Thanx for sharing with us.
I do not know you or your personal history. So with that in mind I will offer my interpretation of what took place.
The soul of the child that was aborted was given an option of remaining where he was Or he could wait there until he was born to different parents on earth. Instead this soul chose to be born on the ethereal plane (not the physical plane, perhaps it was in a Belief System Territory.)
There has been some discussions about birth in the astral or ethereal realms and now it seems to make sense. If a soul opts to be born in the RTZ (real time zone/ethereal) it can enjoy a fairly normal "life" (by our physical world standards) and yet not be constrained by the laws, rules, and many of the dangers here in the physical world.
Here's hoping that your experience of seeing this soul in another realm comforted you in some way.
Regards 
Grey

[cocteautwin]

Hi friends,

For the last post alone...

The dreamy part of my being (yes I am oneness - I've connected) wants/needs to believe that this being CHOSE to be born on the etheral plan. Part of me thinks I was there on the etheral plane while the child was being born into our physical plane. I don't like to say "the child"...my child is more like it - yes my child.

My child was born. I think of him everyday. Everyday I send out love to him and hope his life so far is full of love. Grey, how do you imagine the etheral plane vs. the physical plane? Is their pain there? Is their a consciousness that is heart centered?

Grey, I'm bogged down by your last post - no, I'm not haunted by my choice but I am HEART CENTERED being...
I miss him.
Is he ok on etheric plane - I only visited one time.
I wish to go again.

I am o.k. I understand things in which they truly are.

Is this being o.k. Can I see him again?

[Greytraveller]

Hi cocteautwin.
You could very well be right - he might have been born on the physical plane.
My assumption of him being born on the ethereal plane was based on --
1) the description of you speaking and interacting with the nurse. Had the nurse been a physical earthbound being then it would likely have been very difficult to talk to her.
and
2) a long ongoing discussion (a multipage thread on what (I think) was on another website forum) about pregancy and giving birth in the astral/ethereal plane. If I can find that thread again I will post the link here.

As regards your second question

Is this being o.k. Can I see him again?

I certainly believe that you can see him again. Usually finding someone the first time is the hardest. Asking for assistance when OOB to be taken to see him could be successful. The emotional bond between the two of you is obviously strong and that is the best way of finding someone when out of body.
Good luck 
Grey