New here, some of my experiences

[TTribaLL]

I have just become more aware about all the knowledge and interest in pretty much anything astral/spiritual, I used to think that it was all just bogus and a reason for anyone religious to express their beliefs when explaining their spiritual side...but now I know it's something more. Whether it be simply connecting to another dimension or the spirit world or the combined conscious of the world it's all starting to become clear to me why it has been practiced around the world pretty much since man started having higher conscious/understanding of the world around them.

Anyways, let me get to my experiences, they may seem bizarre but this should be the place to share. I heard somewhere that these experiences should be kept to yourself, but I'm looking for people that won't think I'm crazy, and may be able to give me some answers to the purpose of all this.


Notable Experience #1:
I had just come out of being put under during an emergency surgery, I felt like dying. I had zero nutrients in me except for the saline and sugar solution they were pumping into me(aside from the morphine). Anyways, I went through the day talking to family, and friends and trying to make sense of how I was feeling. I went to sleep with the t.v. on a channel, and I remember passing out on a channel that was blank(you know, like all it was was static) Anyways, I remember my brain started getting *shocked* or that is what it felt like.

I began to be aware that my body was completely asleep, and my eyes were closed but I could see the t.v. static in front of me. I remember being able to go REALLY close to the t.v with this odd vision, but it seemed like dream vision, just way more vivid. I remember being able to see exactly what was done inside my surgery(bowel resection) and memories of the surgery room came back to me...seemed almost painful. I was able to look at myself in my bed, but it was like I had a weird glow around my new vision, and my body looked empty, and almost transparent! I seen what looked like the saline solution going into my veins mixing with my blood and going throughout my body (I remember thinking "This sugar crap won't make me better!").

After that I started "hearing voices", just not in the normal sense of "hearing". More like ESP. It was coming from the t.v.!!! I focused on the static again and started to almost see thinks coming through the static and coming into my room (Think Poltergeist), they then dispersed and spread in a uniform pattern around my bed and faded. They started yelling at eachother! I remember an older lady saying "I want to talk to him first!!!" Another older mans voice(remember ESP voice, not verbal voice) was trying to calm her down but I couldn't make sense of what he was saying. The others were talking amongst themselves, I heard a few thing about what may have caused the pains I was having and what ended up being emergency surgery...something about being poisoned by doctors!!!

After that I started freaking out cause it was so vivid, then I woke up with one huge breath(It was like my vision got sucked back into my body, it felt really weird)and I was covered in head to toe in sweat. The next few nights I had vivid dreams, but decided to leave the t.v. off and my dreams were about old memories.

After this I started to heal, and my sense of perception had changed. I almost seemed like I could sense epople walking by me who were not there, and feeling odd energy emiting from certain chairs, or where chairs could have been at one time. It was like I could read peoples minds when they were walking buy, but only if they looked me in the eyes.

After a while it all started to fade, and I was back to my normal dirty self.


Notable Experience #2:
One more experience I had was on mushrooms after my surgery, I did them by myself and went into the woods. The woods seemed full of energy, just without the usual vision distortion that I seen previously on mushrooms. I was riding my bike and was trying to figure out a way to make riding my bike easier, then it came to me (once the shrooms kicked in) To use AIR! Yes, plain old breathable air. Everytime I stopped got off the bike, looked at it and closed my eyes I could imagine exactly how it could work. Most of my answers were answered with these same voices that I experienced in the hospital.

Needless to say, the weather changed(clouded over) and the mushrooms wore off. I knew I was going home with new knowledge I never thought was possible. I proceded to write down everything I learned and did math formulas that I never thought I knew to find out exactly how long the bike could go for, distances, energy loses and everything.

Over the next few months I built a working model of my vision...and it works exactly the way I planned it to!!! Note: It has been dissassembled and the parts/papers put into a double locked room not on my property. So don't even try. Noone needs to know this kind of information unless it benefits me in some way.

Anyways, I did some research and found out my design was about 23% more efficient, way cheaper to build, and more ecconomical/reasonable then a similar design by a group of mechanical engineers at some famous university in the states.
Needless to say, I don't think I would have been able to think this up without the use of mushrooms. I have also been able to design but not prototype(cause of financial issues) a few other designs that could be considered alternative technology. By the way, don't try to enter my head cause I know how to block out entities with bad intentions.


Notable Experience #3:

I just recently started on a detox program, balancing my chakras, and trying to balance my brain chemistry using herbal suppliments. My dreams are as vivid as ever, and before I fall asleep I feel those same shocks in my brain that I felt in both previous experiences.

Anyways, my latest dream consisted of me and a good friend of mine running in a forest with other people. Some people were doing backflips, accrobatics and pushing trees aside and creating their own paths. I was looking at this(and it was extremely vivid)and was trying to show them up...I was able to push the trees aside and plan exactly where my food would plant about 20 steps before I landed. There was a river at the end, and some people were standing there. I noticed a path at the bottom and though(some people must have already walked there but how?) I then started running towards the river(Some people were screaming DON'T!, like the water was deadly or something), anyways every step I took the water pushed aside exposing the path. Once I reached the other side there was a group of people waiting and they started cheering!!! One shorter guy with black hair then gave me a golden shirt...and by give I mean it was on me before I even noticed. This shirt was not a normal gold shirt, but it was like flowing, and had lots of energy!!! I remember some hair dresser guy walking by, and he had some type of dye in a container and that dye got on my new shirt!!! Funny thing is, I went up to him and said "Hey! You got dye on my shirt!" He said it didn't matter, and when I went to show him it was gone.

Now the strangest part...after watching(And by watching I mean seeing through!! the damn trees) some people were running into tree's, falling into the water, and tripping...It was like a reality show, and we were laughing at them. After everyone was finished my attention turned right next to this scene and it was like some space aged barber shop, the guy with the dye was there(I think he was the one that gave me hte shirt, but I'm not sure)and there were 2 other "Entities" that were there that were REALLY tall(Like 7 1/2 to 8 ft)They were saying something to the people in the tree race that fell behind...like they were being disciplined. It was strange cause these tall "people" had different faces, the one was really dark skinned and his face was short but when I looked at him it's like I was not supposed to and it went blury and people started looking at me like I did something I was not supposed to.

After that all I remember was going with my friend to a messy room(like I was being disciplined as well, even after recieving a golden shirt, and passing the tree test with flying colours)We sat in that room and played on the computer, making copies of games that I never heard of, and then played some game that was in 2D but oh so fun...never seen it before in my life.


Anyways...has anyone ever "seen" these taller people before? Why do they have this status and why was everyone trying to impress them with their skills? Are these the Annunaki?

A few other questions I have:
-Has anyone experienced those brain "shocks"?
-Have any of you been able to gain new knowledge from being in an altered state(like on shrooms, DMT, natural mind altering drugs...not frigging man made crap *I added this in for the douche below*)or during vivid dreams?
-Is there information on how to increase the power of my vivid dreams?


Sorry for the long post, I promise my followup posts won't be as long!

[missym]

-Has anyone experienced those brain "shocks"?
-Have any of you been able to gain new knowledge from being in an altered state(like on shrooms, lsd, DMT, ect)or during vivid dreams?
-Is there information on how to increase the power of my vivid dreams?

1. I experience brain 'shocks' that send an intense buzz throughout my body, mainly during the separation process of AP.
2. I used to be able to 'see' spirits and feel the magnetism inside of my veins and under the ground while on Ecstasy. I also began doing mathematical formulas that I previously did not know,
however
Drugs can have serious, SERIOUS consequences when they are used/abused. Ecstasy, shrooms, narcotics, should NOT be used. Unless you are prescribed something by a doctor, you should be very careful with how you treat your body. I got addicted to the knowledge gained by using E that I became so addicted I could not go a day without taking at least 10 pills (my physical body was addicted).. and IMO, the experience you gain while on drugs doesn't count because of the altered state the drugs put you in.
3. I honestly don't know much about dreams, I'm sure somebody else on the forum will be able to give you better advice 

[kurtykurt42]

Drugs can have serious, SERIOUS consequences when they are used/abused. Ecstasy, shrooms, narcotics, should NOT be used. Unless you are prescribed something by a doctor, you should be very careful with how you treat your body. I got addicted to the knowledge gained by using E that I became so addicted I could not go a day without taking at least 10 pills (my physical body was addicted).. and IMO, the experience you gain while on drugs doesn't count because of the altered state the drugs put you in.

The addiction you feel comes from your mind, not your physical body. Although, it may feel this way, it's your emotions and energy that is changing as a result of the drugs. As a consequence of this your physical body then changes. To overcome the addictions you need to have a lot of discipline and self control.

[Xanth]

The addiction you feel comes from your mind, not your physical body. Although, it may feel this way, it's your emotions and energy that is changing as a result of the drugs. As a consequence of this your physical body then changes. To overcome the addictions you need to have a lot of discipline and self control.

No... just no.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Drug_addiction

[missym]

The addiction you feel comes from your mind, not your physical body. Although, it may feel this way, it's your emotions and energy that is changing as a result of the drugs. As a consequence of this your physical body then changes. To overcome the addictions you need to have a lot of discipline and self control.

Yes, I actually can't completely disagree with you, for once  .. My mind became accustom to relying on drugs as a 'way out'.. Although my physical body went through serious withdrawal coming off of the drugs. I've been clean for just over 2 years now. It was the most difficult time of my life, and learning to deal with difficult situations without the help of drugs to make me happy, was one of the hardest lessons I've ever learned.

[Xanth]

Yes, I actually can't completely disagree with you, for once  .. My mind became accustom to relying on drugs as a 'way out'.. Although my physical body went through serious withdrawal coming off of the drugs. I've been clean for just over 2 years now. It was the most difficult time of my life, and learning to deal with difficult situations without the help of drugs to make me happy, was one of the hardest lessons I've ever learned.

Don't confuse "mind" with "brain".
Your *physical* brain became accustomed to them.  NOT your mind.

There's nothing metaphysical behind taking drugs.

The withdrawals are because your body is *PHYSICALLY* craving it.

I'm sorry, but Kurty should be keeping that kind of non-professional diagnosis to himself.

[kurtykurt42]

Sorry, Don't know what I was thinking.

[missym]

I guess I was right the first time then 

[TTribaLL]

For those of you "preaching" to me about drug use...seriously shut up. I know my own boundaries, and did I mention that was ONE TIME? I have never put myself in a situation where I would be dependent on so called "drugs"...I am no addict, and I have self control. There is freedom in this world ya know!

And by the way, those "magic mushrooms" have been known to cleanse toxins from your body, and have been used by...some culture that I can't care to remember...for a millenia to stay in touch with the other side. To be more aware!!! Let me guess, you would rather chew gum(aspertame), get shots(mercury), drink tap water(Flouride), and eat Mcdonalds (all this stuff takes you away from your TRUE self...unlike mushrooms...you must be in a VERY materialistic world my friend!)then eat something that I can drive 6 hours and go pick myself(And my pick, I mean load up a frigging truck!). I thought this forum was for spiritual awareness, not frigging religious like preaching about "drugs". I could get more into why such natural things are illegal, but I'm sure some of your brains are too small(and too brainwashed) to even comprehend what I would say. Way to be out of touch with reality...why don't you go believe your president some more and cast your next vote thinking it actually counts! HA!

You all think it's bad cause you were taught it was bad well HELLO...WAKE UP. It would be different if someone was addicted to say, morphine, crack, heroine, cocaine...Yet now I'm being told that things that grown NATURALLY from the ground are now a flipping sin or something?

To be blunt, I think if you are implying that I did something wrong by eating a little bit of magical fruit...then there is something wrong with you! Whoever judged me should not be in an "AWARENESS FORUM".

Doesn't 1+1=2?  I guess it doesn't anymore!

PS...that one mushroom trip brought me more knowledge about manipulating physical things then you will even come to comprehend in your entire life...did you design a bike that runs on air? No you did not.


Maybe we should talk about what DMT is...cause I take it you think it's just another drug...*no I have not done it*(well, if you don't count my birth, my OOBE, or VIVID DREAMS), but there is a reason why some tribes/shamans/Awareness seekers do. It's the same excrement that makes your dreams oh so vivid...but you probably still have some preconceived notion that because making it is "illegal", that somehow it isn't natural...Well how the F can something that is released when you sleep be considered "bad". Yes I do believe some people should NEVER try such a thing(especially if you are religious)as you may go crazy cause you cannot comprehend it(I call that Brainwashed Monkey brain syndrome or BWMBS). And also some people have ZERO control and would abuse such a substance...I guess it could be a good thing it's illegal cause if EVERYONE did it, and knew what it's like to die...there would be mass histeria and confusion.

Please open your mind a little before you try and belittle me.

/rant

[Stookie]

No one was trying to belittle or preach to you, just make it aware to others that come on this forum. It's been said before (and in many locked threads), that we don't condone the use of illegal substances. Please don't take it personally.