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MikeyVengeance

Hi Guys!

Been having weird experiences for a while now, lets see if someone can help moi.

Quite often (ranging from a few night a week to a few nights a month) when i am falling asleep i get this feeling in my head, it feels like a pressure build up but most worryingly is the feeling that accompanies it. Now the pressure feeling is uncomfortable but  by no means painful but it comes with this overwhelming feeling of danger. All i have to do is concentrate to make it go away but once its happened once it will carry on every time i close my eyes for about half an hour.

Now when the feeling comes i feel as though if i don't fight it then death is a certainty. Sometimes i toy with it and don't fight it immediately (mainly for the sake of curiosity) but then it feels as though something is squeezing my heart and choking me and it can be quite scary sometimes.

I have had a few experiences with astral travel (always been terrified when it happened though and haven't left my room) i don't know if that's relevant to what's happening to me but thought i would mention it anyway.

Also last week my mother who lives in Zimbabwe called me up and said her step sister had been possessed and while in her state confessed to trying to "destroy" my mothers life by any means. She knows how close i am to my mother so part of me thinks that maybe she has something to do with whats going on but she has since vanished.

Anyway i am rambling, so if you can offer any assistance to me of any sort i would be very grateful.

Looking forward to hearing from you guys

x


Mikeyn

Tiny

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Dear MikeyVengeance,

If you're looking for more than half-hearted blessings or soapy answers, I recommend going over to http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewforum.php?f=29 or http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewforum.php?f=21 and asking there instead. These are dedicated sections with dedicated experienced people and people with the same kind of problems that will offer you and your family real and technical solutions.


kind regards,

Paul
"He never speaks but he understands thinks higher than a manHes living in The northern lights In winter everlasting He travels around Big drum in his hand And he knows what you have in your mind Theres always wolf within That leads him down And back home"

MikeyVengeance

ah ok thank you Paul i shall do that now :D

Tiny

I'd like to add that you can also contact Robert Bruce author of "Practical Psychic Self Defense" here http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewforum.php?f=28 who has a lot of experience with working with cases of posessions himself.


kind regards,

Paul
"He never speaks but he understands thinks higher than a manHes living in The northern lights In winter everlasting He travels around Big drum in his hand And he knows what you have in your mind Theres always wolf within That leads him down And back home"

Xanth

Quote from: MikeyVengeance on May 04, 2010, 05:43:38
Hi Guys!

Been having weird experiences for a while now, lets see if someone can help moi.
Hi there Mikeyn!
Welcome to the forums!  We'll see what we can do for you.  ;)

QuoteQuite often (ranging from a few night a week to a few nights a month) when i am falling asleep i get this feeling in my head, it feels like a pressure build up but most worryingly is the feeling that accompanies it. Now the pressure feeling is uncomfortable but  by no means painful but it comes with this overwhelming feeling of danger. All i have to do is concentrate to make it go away but once its happened once it will carry on every time i close my eyes for about half an hour.
Where exactly in your head is this pressure located?
Brow?

QuoteNow when the feeling comes i feel as though if i don't fight it then death is a certainty. Sometimes i toy with it and don't fight it immediately (mainly for the sake of curiosity) but then it feels as though something is squeezing my heart and choking me and it can be quite scary sometimes.
You obviously have a slight idea of what you're experiencing, otherwise you wouldn't be asking these questions on an Astral Projection website.  :)

QuoteI have had a few experiences with astral travel (always been terrified when it happened though and haven't left my room) i don't know if that's relevant to what's happening to me but thought i would mention it anyway.
What you're experiencing is just part and parcel of projection.
Really no need to worry about it.

QuoteAlso last week my mother who lives in Zimbabwe called me up and said her step sister had been possessed and while in her state confessed to trying to "destroy" my mothers life by any means. She knows how close i am to my mother so part of me thinks that maybe she has something to do with whats going on but she has since vanished.

Anyway i am rambling, so if you can offer any assistance to me of any sort i would be very grateful.
I, personally, don't believe in "possession".  It think other factors come into play, but that's beyond the point here.
You won't get possessed by delving into Astral Projection.

Please read the following posts: http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_out_of_body_experiences/any_dangers_having_obe-t2629.0.html;msg17571#msg17571
And this post: http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_out_of_body_experiences/negs_real_entities_or_just_old_fears-t1535.0.html;msg9738#msg9738
I believe that they will help ease your fears regarding the dangers of Projecting.


Quote from: Tiny on May 04, 2010, 06:18:56
I'd like to add that you can also contact Robert Bruce author of "Practical Psychic Self Defense" here http://forums.astraldynamics.com/viewforum.php?f=28 who has a lot of experience with working with cases of posessions himself.
Tiny, I have to seriously ask why are you even posting on the Astral Pulse?
The majority of your posts these days point people to Astral Dynamics. :?

Perhaps you'd be more happy making a home for yourself over there?

MikeyVengeance

Xanth, thank you so much for your advice and input. The more i think about it the more i do believe its nothing to worry about, its the fact that i have had real experiences with actually being outside my body before and this while there was always an initial feeling of fear the head pressure and heart squeezing were never present. Also the pressure in my head feels like its a current it seems to begin from my right temple and make its way to the brow yes. I don't recall any time when that has been different.

I also am not a believer in possession and i feel a bit silly posing that now, its just that my mom is uber catholic and believes in such things and i have never heard her so terrified sounding as when she was telling me what happened my little sister was there as well and she was practically crapping herself so i thought it was worth a mention.

Anyway thanks again, going to try not fight off the feeling next time it occurs and see what happens (might write my will just in case though lol)

Xanth

Quote from: MikeyVengeance on May 04, 2010, 14:49:44
Xanth, thank you so much for your advice and input. The more i think about it the more i do believe its nothing to worry about,
Also, the more you stop worrying about it the easier this will all come to you.  :)

Quoteits the fact that i have had real experiences with actually being outside my body before and this while there was always an initial feeling of fear the head pressure and heart squeezing were never present. Also the pressure in my head feels like its a current it seems to begin from my right temple and make its way to the brow yes. I don't recall any time when that has been different.
The pressure is just the energy centers at those areas activating.
Heart squeezing... brow/temple pressure... all signs of energy activation.

QuoteI also am not a believer in possession and i feel a bit silly posing that now, its just that my mom is uber catholic and believes in such things and i have never heard her so terrified sounding as when she was telling me what happened my little sister was there as well and she was practically crapping herself so i thought it was worth a mention.
It's a valid fear!  It's a valid fear that will keep you locked in your body.
So it's always best to release it.  I can imagine that it was a terrifying experience for your mother and sister.  I hope all is well now though.  :)

QuoteAnyway thanks again, going to try not fight off the feeling next time it occurs and see what happens (might write my will just in case though lol)
That's really the crux of the matter!
Get comfortable with each stage of projection and you'll be fine.  :)

~Ryan :)

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