First Fully Lucid Dream

[dopeywiseman]

Okay, i've had dreams of flying, escaping and all the "lucid" situations i can think of, but those dreams were i guess only partly lucid for those particular situations i guess.

Today i had a different one, basically this is how i think i got into it. So i was Asleep dreaming, and waking up in the process a few times. While i was awake, i was still extremely tired, but my conscious awareness was wide awake i guess. So i was still dreaming vaguely, with my eyes closed. By the time i fell back asleep, i was in a situation where these two cars pulled over about 50m in front of, the drivers took off somewhere.

Anyways, so i'm thinking, i'm gonna take one of those cars and drive off. So i get to the car, start the engine, deciding whether to drive in manual or automatic. As cool as manual would be, i'll drive in automatic for "safety", less hassle for my mind. I've decided that i'm going to drive around in realtime, with my physical perspective. So i'm driving to places i want to go and stuff, in realtime. I know i'm experimenting visualising realtime. By the last part of my dream, i find myself walking with eyes closed, in realtime; Trying to walk using my "minds eye". I could see everything vaguely, but clear enough to know where they are (its like lets say, when you are mad drunk, everythings a blurr, but clear enough at the same time). I come across people who are obstacles i have to overcome, since i didn't want to walk into them. I find my own solutions - walking slowly, trailing fingers on the wall, to keep me grounded and knowing of where i actually am.

I decide to quickly go home to bed and "wake up", since i'm getting really tired, and the front of my forehead is feeling an uncomfortable pressure. So i'm walking to my front door, i decide whether i should knock, but i figured i shouldn't, as, if my dad were to open it and talk to me and all that jazz, it would be too much for my mind to handle, and i didn't want to lose my "realtime" visualisations and perspective. So i took my chances hoping the door would be unlocked, and viola! the door was unlocked. I get inside, i'm about to walk and explore my house, but as much as i'd love to experiment around, i really cannot be bothered, i just want to go to bed. I'm walking up the staircase, i'm really tired, my physical perspective, is breaking down, and i guess i view myself walking up in many diff perspectives simultaneously. I'm about to walk into my room, but realized that i was actually sleeping in my brothers room, so i turn around and go to my bros room. I hop on the top bunk, cover myself beneath the quilts, and lay my head on a pillow. I think i remembered, that i wasn't using a pillow, or i think i could actually physically feel my head sitting the metal rounded edge of the bunk. The last scenario didn't go in proper "realtime" perspective, so i did that scenario again. I finally lay my head on the metal edge, relaxed, and opened my eyes.. i remember my eyes opening, i was than in the real physical, laying on bed just as i had thought of in my dream.

The weird thing is, i thought i was just visualising everything, everything went pretty much how i consciously thought of. But i realized, just how spontaneos some of the things were; like I drove to see my mate, but when i got there, my mate was somebody else; or switching from driving to walking with eyes closed..The whole dream i was very consciously aware, and i was experimenting with what i wanted to do within it, especially the "realtime". In some parts i would lose the physical perspective, but i would just zone into it again, until i had it right, than went along with whatever i wanted.

I think this just maybe, i guess my first fully lucid dream, start to finish.

So is it?