I feel so powerful. The best feeling ever.

[mcdwg]

I feel so motivated to share this because I have never felt this way until today, it's like a switch kind of thing.  I have been searching for so long for the truth, my truth and I think I am finally in the path of getting my puzzle together, let me tell you how it all started please.

I found this video in youtube about reality being an illusion, I even posted a topic here, I think it is still being discussed.  By the way the video is no longer available in youtube, who knows why but it has been my base to find amazing things and weird things you could say.

So watched this video and there were many speakers talking how reality is just an illusion and we are the ones who create our own reality.  All these speakers pretty much share the same concept but there was one that really resonated with me, I just kept going back to hear this guy even though he spoke maybe less than most of them I will venture to say my expanded self said "hey that's the one" kind of thing.  Anyways I even went to the site and researched all the speakers bios and they all had intensive training but I kept going back to this guy whose name is Robert Scheinfeld.  he has a couple of books out there and transformational multimedia dvd's.  I bought his book "busting loose from the money game" and I started reading it and everything just made sense to me.  According to his book, we are infinite beings with infinite joy that we can not even comprehend and that we decide to play the human game to experience limits and restrictions, basically we want to experience being opposite of who we really are by imposing limits, restrictions from the day we are born.  Feeling miserable, and feeling happy for our expanded self has no difference, they are both an experience and the way we get more directly connected to our expanded self is by knocking down these limits and restrictions not because this physical part of me wants to but because my expanded self decided to play a different game, by giving me hints and it is amazing how I recognize these hints like feelings saying question this question that.

Now here's why I feel so good, in Robert's book there is a process to start knocking down these limitations. Basically instead of running away from discomfort you welcome it the most because discomfort is what creates limitations.  So for example when I feel discomfort I welcome it and try to intensify it as much as I can when it reaches a peak I just say that I am pure consciousness, or presence of God and that the situation that gave me discomfort is only an illusion that I created and I want the power back, then I appreciate the fact that I created such an experience. Believe me I have felt this surge of energy going through my body instantly and such joy afterwards.  I have practiced meditation, energy works and nothing has ever worked as good as this for me, basically the more I apply this process the more I will feel joy for everything that happens to me no matter what the experience is, and this leads to live a life of no worries because I know my expanded self will take care of whatever needs to happen since everything is an experience anyways.

This has led me to the feeling of just living the moment without worrying about tomorrow or the days ahead because I know i will be taken care of and I have a couple of experiences that have reinforced this new understanding in my case.

I had to go to North Carolina from LAX so I showed up at the airport about two hours before my flight was scheduled to leave. I then realized my ID was missing, I felt very frustrated and a lot of discomfort. I applied the process at that moment and I felt peace so I decided to go back home and get my ID, I didn't feel bad that I would lose my flight I just felt oh whatever happens happens thinking everything will be fine. I arrived at the airport which by the way was packed, made it to the counter, the lady told me I might not make it because of security and they were about to start boarding, I just said ok I'll try anyways.  I got to security and you will not believe that being so packed there were barely anyone in front of me, I still didn't care, I thought this is cool, I walked to the gate and by the way I didn't have tickets yet so I got to the gate and this guy hands me my ticket and I was the last one to get on the plane, coincidence maybe but security not being crowded, not having tickets and barely making it I just thanked myself for taking care of myself at that moment.

Another example just happened this morning which I truly believe is no coincidence.  My wife got a call from her doctor to see if she could make it to hear our baby's heartbeat but it was short notice.  She asked me if my boss would let me go and I said probably not because it is short notice.  I applied the process because I felt frustrated that I had to wait longer and work all day, after I applied the process I felt relieved and went to work, at around 8 in the morning, my boss receives a call that the First Lady is on her way to base and that the base will shut down, at 8:20 he says go home we can't risk being here and not able to go home because of security.  It was amazing, never has something like that happened, I was able to hear my baby's heartbeat.  I just feel it that I am truly in a more direct connection with my expanded self than ever before, without words or asking directly just by appreciating my life no matter what brings me.

I used to ask for my expanded self to show himself so I would believe but I now realize that my expanded self and me are the same, it's wild. I still have a lot of layers to work out but I want to get to the point where joy rules my life and having a hint of it just makes me feel powerful, even astral projecting, OBE's are not a major issue now because I realize I am here to experience and when this ride is done I will go back to being who I really am, very simple, not complicated at all.

I just thought I share this because it's an overflowing feeling, it's awesome.  I used to be a very analytical person but now it's like why try to explain it and just enjoy it just let go.

[radman32]

Very powerful man, I'm totally there with you. I love it when life just clicks into place and it eases up on you. I've noticed the more 'natural' you are, the more you allow yourself to 'naturally' process things, that it doesn't hinder you or your surroundings.

[mcdwg]

Very powerful man, I'm totally there with you. I love it when life just clicks into place and it eases up on you. I've noticed the more 'natural' you are, the more you allow yourself to 'naturally' process things, that it doesn't hinder you or your surroundings.

Thanks man I find it now that the more one tries to rationalize things the more limits are being built.  I just have the feeling, this unique feeling of walls being knocked down and that I can now connect more directly with the real me without even words but just by feeling.

[Panthau]

Interesting approach. I guess there are so many approaches as there are humans. What about this whole "learning" process?
Near death experiences, where people get told to learn to love. What about the evolution of mankind? Is there any? Is it just a game
with no sense?

Anyhow, if you feel good, it must be right.

[radman32]

I believe NDE, like OBE are conscious/subconscious interactions and adjustments. It's really the wholeness of you communicating what it wants (ie you to 'love' more, to 'learn' from your self, to 'adapt'). Think of it as a collective nudge into what you should be doing, and there is a sense to it, it senses where you are on your life.

[Panthau]

I believe NDE, like OBE are conscious/subconscious interactions and adjustments. It's really the wholeness of you communicating what it wants (ie you to 'love' more, to 'learn' from your self, to 'adapt'). Think of it as a collective nudge into what you should be doing, and there is a sense to it, it senses where you are on your life.

Yeah but that´d implie that theres a learning process, whereas mcdwg´s point of view would be rather a game with no sense but to have fun (for the higher self).

[mcdwg]

Yeah but that´d implie that theres a learning process, whereas mcdwg´s point of view would be rather a game with no sense but to have fun (for the higher self).

Panthau, let me clarify a few things, I say game because it sounds more fun, I could very well say an experience but either way a game or experience; it is for the expanded self to know what it's like to have pain, love, frustration, so yeah you could say it is a learning experience, but if I realize whatever happens on this earth is like a game or an experience and take joy in it whether in human concepts good or bad, then I can just let myself go and just live the moment without worrying about what I should learn or look for the meaning of life because everyday is part of the experience or game and my expanded self will guide me to where I need to go or do and I have experienced this already, it's awesome.  

So basically I would say my expanded self and me ar the same and I just let my expanded self do the driving, experience through me and have fun in this game whether from good or bad experiences.

[Panthau]

"Experience through me" haha i like that... you and your higher self. The paradox of the ego.

Yeah this "living in the moment" thing is quite popular and works very well if someone
manages to really stay there. I was there a few seconds, where Eckhart Tolle is all the time,
but instantly lost it... nearly impossible to stay there, with all the distractions from the mind.

I guess its a kind of basic sense of trust, a let go. The three magic words... let go, let it happen and
relax. They work through all the ages... but personally i tend to forget them, just to remember them again

I guess the next step would be to drop the identifying with the "you". Awake! http://www.enlightenq.com/

[FirstWave]

Great for you! You have arrived. When you finally awake into what this 3d construct is then you become very powerful. When find that you can just go with the flow life just falls in place. It is true that what you think in your mind creates your reality. It goes back to the 7 Hermetic Laws.