Re:Stalled!

[Seraphis1]

Hi All: Now, recently I have a new problem. I now get into a very powerful body asleep state mind awake... but in the last two sessions... the mind awake does nothing and I hit a wall of nothing happening and I get the urge to come out and I have closed down what would be an hour session to a half hour... is this a bad thing to do... should you press on to the end of a timed session irrespective of the desire to not I guess be bored silly.

S.

[CFTraveler]

It depends on what you're trying to do.

[Seraphis1]

It depends on what you're trying to do.

Hi CF: I am trying to breakout. I should be able to eventually pass through this to f15 no time... where I don't care whether the session ends or not... and I could theoretically go on forever or progress thru to f21... the question is whether forcing the issue now or waiting and keep coming back to it is the better plan... not sure... Buddhist monks sit for hours in some kind of test of will over the body and mind... but, I just don't know where that really goes...

S.

[Seraphis1]

HI: Well I figured the stalling and the static situation would not last. This mornings session was quite interesting in that I heard the music... I didn't call it up but, it surprised me... then, something unique happened that I have no idea what it means except that I feel better physically... a mass dropped off me... I just felt it fall away... what it was I don't know... but it definitely was a mass of some sort... and it did result in some kind of physiological change. Wonder what it was...

S.

[Pauli2]

Seraphis1, did you ask your guides for help or ask someone to do something to aid you?

[Seraphis1]

Seraphis1, did you ask your guides for help or ask someone to do something to aid you?

I must admit I didn't think to Pauli. But I did in this one no response.

Hi All: The session notes below through out the exercise series. I don't have the areas well segregated... what I don't under stand is why my commands were not responded to... I clearly was not in the astra.... So where was I... this is also clearly another episode of stalling... the literature does not cover this kind of thing... anyone with ideas or who have experienced this kind of thing I would appreciate a validation that this is happening to others..

10/24/2010 - Afternoon session:

Now I am out-of-body

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Sharp string pain right thigh... looking down a corridor... an energy cocoon develops as I respond to Moen's prompt to create energy from above... the focus is on my forehead... lots of pressure... energy pressure... the energy is not swirling but kind of static and there... in a huge auditorium... in the upper gallery is a kind of broadcasting studio... a white haired man wearing a red t-shirt who looks like Phil Donahue is the moderator... I hear nothing... in the lower portions there are teaming individuals... I guess are reporters and staff at work sort of like the newsroom floor in 'All the Presidents Men'... then the scene changes a cleae pyrex plate on the right... I am not in no-time... I feel time pressure... trying to figure out how much longer is the exercise... I have no 'intention' power in this place... it can't be the astral it will not respond to my commands... 'Now, I am out of body' does nothing... 'clarity now' results in some sharping but no real clarity... 'awareness now' gets no response... all the pressure and activity is around my eyes... see Renaissance clothing... and costuming... woman's face... a full face... red lips... 'who are you?' ... 'noone you know,' is the answer... heart chakra blips... decide to come out of session early... check time... 30 minutes into JOOB...

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Quickly into f10

Silly Little Finger exercise:

This exercise was done with conscious awareness but not aware of the intention flash point.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Only vaguely aware of this exercise being prompted.

Imagination exercise 2

Only vaguely aware of this exercise being prompted.

joob d

See opening blurb...

S.

[Seraphis1]

10/25/2010 - Morning session:

Now I am out-of-body

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Well, I think I know what the problem is now for my difficulties in the last series of sessions... an ego problem... I decided a few days ago to go a mild form of sleep deprivation going forward to get myself into the borderland state... it has worked in the past to produce a obe... but this morning I think the third day of getting up at 3am produced an odd state of alertness and C1 fixation like I was shot with adrenaline... or an upper... this should not have been the case... I should have been dragging my rear end... the session was characterized by not being able to get to f10 easily it took most of the allotted time to do in and toward the end I was getting some vibrations... the only good thing is I did get to the end of the disc... I realize now I hit an ego structure that isn't going to give up easily... I have no solution as usual except to keep hammering and exposing the dark underbelly of my physical consciousness superstructure...

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 1; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Never got to f10 in this disc cut.

Silly Little Finger exercise:

This exercise was completed but still no awareness of the 'intent' originator.

Perceiver/Interpreter:

Got into f10 around here but blanked out...

Imagination exercise 2

Only vaguely aware of this exercise being prompted.

joob d

Began to get some vibrations but the disc ended.

S

[personalreality]

you're letting yourself stay too awake.

narrow your consciousness down to a point, like you're barely there.

[Seraphis1]

This is better:

10/25/2010 - Afternoon session:

Now I am out-of-body
This session was so rich in event and imagery that it would take a book to describe it. This is the condensed version.

Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

Got into relaxation fairly easily... f10 achieved at end of relaxation cut/silly little finger beginning cut.

Silly Little Finger exercise:
Perceiver/Interpreter:

In the SLF cut I am really feeling the energy collection... I am enclosed in a cloud of energy... new phenomena... I feel as tho I am hovering above my body... (the mantra is always going... when I can put my attention on it)... body jolt around the shoulders... that's when I realize I may actually be obe... my poc is in the energy cloud... I feel four feet... two cloudy ones and two physical ones... the energy cloud is rich with images... but predominant... is the swirl of neopoitan ice cream in a round container... strawberry, pistachio, chocolate and vanilla... the top of my nose itches... right side... (this must be where the energy cocoon (etheric double??) is touching my physical body... heart chakra jolt...

Imagination exercise 2

imagination exercise kicks in... itching continues... another heart chakra jolt... gathering energy from above... fundamental body jolt... imagining the orange, peeling it... tasting the delicious chilled orange...

joob d

Joob... now I am doing the mantra as I observe Britney Spears dancing with a flowing pastel colorful cape... now I am in f15... No time... I can do this forever... no pressure to abort... strong itch above the right breast... pressure in the middle of my forehead... gosh I gotta pee... eos...

Assesment: This is good I guess but what is missing is my ability to step into the event flow and interact... such as dancing with Britney Spears.

S.

[Seraphis1]

I hope this is the begining of a beautiful future in non-physical endeavor... 

11/6/2010 - Morning session:

Note: Have put the retrieval exercises on hold for another 30 days... when I got back from the Buhlmann seminar he said to do the exercise for at least 30 days... I got so close that I decide to go 60 days and my reward is the following:


My last posting was 10/25/2010. It isn't that I was not doing my sessions... it is I was in draught. Nothing of any note happened... to report... this change this morning.

Now I am out-of-body
I had a consciousness shift (phasing??!!) a move inward and I was prompted to change my mantra to:

Now I am an inward body


Potpourri session: AKG disc 1: cut 1-relaxation exercise; cut 5-Silly Little Finger Exercise; cut 6 - Perceiver/Intercepter exercise: disk 4: Imagination exercise 2; joob condition d

Relaxation phase:

The whole dynamic of relaxation has changed... I am now using diaphragmatic breathing with a lot of improvement in the expansion and control of the diaphragm and it produces a powerful deep state of relaxation... takes longer to realize f10 but it eventually kicks in...

Silly Little Finger exercise:
Perceiver/Interpreter:
Imagination exercise 2

Somewhere in here the inward shift (phasing took place)

joob d

By the time I got here I was feeling great... even now the state is holding... sometimes these things fade after the session... I feel like I am a new person... I am light and happy at a very deep level of awareness of same...

I saw a kind of Little Lord Fauntleroy being appear looking something like this:

http://www.worldlymind.org/llfs06.jpg

Except that he was standing looking right, had curly platinum hair kind of like Shirley Temple:

http://witchesbrewonline.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/07/Shirley-Temple.bmp

Wearing the top hat and a graduation gown with pleats..

Have I graduated??? I sure feel different. Am I a youthful being just stepping on the path toward my goals of enlightenment??? This was not a classic obe... but it sure was an inner shift (phasing???!!!)

Really looking forward to what comes next.

S.