At long last my OBEs have ceased...jubii

[Mustardseed]

  Well it may sound crazy to most of you but I have finally succeded in making my OBEs stop. I had years of concious exits as well as Lucid dreams and other experiences and after maintaining a strict regimen og excercises it is over.  at least it seems to be.

After years of OBEs etc I decided that living in THIS world was more important than the other one, and the lessons learned here were best learned without the distraction of OBEs etc. I decided to shut them out...the best sign of being in control, I assumed. So far so good.

As a big part of my plan was a ban on my visiting this site, its all in the ""mind" right, so maybe now I will start again making them happen. That was part of the original scheme but it was only to happen if they truly stopped. I have not had any for a LONG time, so maybe the time is right to reverse the process. Anyone interested in how i8t is done I shall be glad to share...

Regards Mustardseed

PS Hi everybody how are things going

[Xanth]

It's always important to stick to your decisions.  It doesn't matter what anyone else here might think.
If YOU feel that's the right choice for you, then that's great! 

Goodstuff. 

[Naykid]

Hey MS!  Maybe we can go back into training together. 

[Stookie]

Hi MS, I was just wondering last week why you haven't been around much. Please share your process with us, I'm sure many here could learn.

[personalreality]

mastery of focus is a good thing.

welcome back ms

[TofuAttack]

well that's a first.

[Naykid]

What's a first? 

[Xanth]

What's a first? 

It's what comes before a second. 
It's also a "base" in baseball.  \o/

[Naykid]

Ha! 

Ok, now for the real answer, what did you mean Tofuattack?

[TofuAttack]

first time i heard someone trying to stop his projections on this forum.

[Xanth]

first time i heard someone trying to stop his projections on this forum.

Oh we get all kinds here.
We get people quite often asking us how to stop sleep paralysis. 

[Naykid]

first time i heard someone trying to stop his projections on this forum.

Oh.. lol.

I don't find it strange because I had to do the same thing several years ago.  I'm just starting to consciously project again.  It was getting out of control, I was popping out every time I went to bed and my experiences were becoming extremely frightening.  So, my only choice was to literally push the feeling away every time it showed up. 

[TofuAttack]

Oh we get all kinds here.
We get people quite often asking us how to stop sleep paralysis. 

lmao, next thing they'll be wondering why they keep waking up on the floor in the morning XD

[Xanth]

I don't find it strange because I had to do the same thing several years ago.  I'm just starting to consciously project again.  It was getting out of control, I was popping out every time I went to bed and my experiences were becoming extremely frightening.  So, my only choice was to literally push the feeling away every time it showed up.

I can totally understand someone wanting to stop their escapades due to certain issues like what you mention, Nay.

I'm curious though, might I ask what you tried to ease the 'frightening' scenarios?
If you do not wish to discuss it, I'll understand.  Just tell me to STFU. 

[Naykid]

I can totally understand someone wanting to stop their escapades due to certain issues like what you mention, Nay.

I'm curious though, might I ask what you tried to ease the 'frightening' scenarios?
If you do not wish to discuss it, I'll understand.  Just tell me to STFU. 

I don't mind at all Xanth, after all we are here to discuss and share experiences. 

First thing you need to know is that when all this started I had been having a argument, just as yourself about Negs, for years though.   And like you I had not had any demon/neg issues, ever.  I even conducted an experiment to see if I started thinking negative thoughts everyday, talked about negs everyday I might start having some experiences.  I mean these people were bummed everyday, you couldn't find any happiness in them.  They lived to be miserable.  So, I did and I posted about it, but can't find it right now.  I think it was the one I showed you several months ago.  I'll look again later, I'm in a bit of a rush right now.

Anyhoo, I thought I was saving people by trying to make them see that they create their demons, but there were too many of them and the constant, daily nipping at the heels started to wear me down and after that self induced test, I started to find people standing in my room, less than nice people mind you.  The feeling of evil is the worst part.  It permeated my whole being and made it impossible to go any further.  I was that child of four again hiding under my covers.  It was embarrassing because here I was in the same position these people seemed to be in.  Damn.

So, I thought OK, self induced, self thought evil people, I can handle this, I've been preaching about it for years.  The problem with that is by this time my belief about God had already changed and at that point I was like....oh great, if I can't pray to God to save me, then wtf am I going to do?  I knew I wasn't about to feed it anymore by having a hose running under my bed, or taking a salt bath, etc.  If I knew one thing, I knew feeding it like that would only make it worse.   And it seemed that my projections became ten fold at this point and I'm not exaggerating.  Every night I would either find myself in vibrations or my nose pushed up against the ceiling with evil beings all around.  Well, what did I do?  I shoved the whole thing to the side every time it happened.   

So, to answer your question I basically did nothing.  I threw myself into my home and family and concentrated on staying in the physical.  Three plus years later, here I am.  And pleased to announce that I've woke up to vibrations without the feeling of evil in my room, it has that same pleasant, warm feeling.  I've tried a few times for an conscious exit, but yet to have one.  I'm OK with that.  It will happen when it happens.  I have so many dreams, lucid or not, that I'll keep busy waiting. 

[Xanth]

That's awesome. 

Thank you for sharing that, Nay. 
I'm glad you were able to beat it. 

[CFTraveler]

I'm surprised no one has asked, but was jubii going to be jubilation, or something else?  I'm weird that way.

[Naykid]

I thought he was addressing Jub jub, so I didn't bother asking.