Exiting Earth ! Last Call !

[shineling]

I had a really bad projection a few nights ago. Tonight I had the best one on record. Ever!

The thing is... I don't think I came back from it! It's still happening whatever it is...   ...and I'm awake! Did I come back? Oh oh! It happened again didn't it?

I projected and was immediately dragged into some kind of drama with some souls trying to do something to me. I think hurt me...

But once they found out I couldn't be hurt and I was actually flying and creating beautiful dreams in the astral they gave up and I was free.

It this projection I was in the Astral World but not everyone was as free as me. There was something wrong with 99% of them... they probably had Bad Karma is my guess.

Anyway... I was just flying. Raibows lights were coming off me and everything.

I went into this restaurant and saw my old friend Steve who had tried to beat me up in high-school. He was a waiter there. The first thing he said to me was... "I owe you lunch." Then he was gone to serve a customer. I said "Steve!" "Steve!" cuz he's still my friend and I wanted to talk to him. But he couldn't hear me.

So everyone around me is going about their busines but hardly anyone can fly... or be free more accurately. They just have no raibow colors on them.

Then I see this old woman who does have some rainbow on her. She is free and flying trying to get some steak from the pantry. We don't even order at this point we just grab stuff off the shelf. Higher ups and all.  

So I go up to talk to her and she turns into the most beautiful maiden ever. And we start dancing.

I thought! I thought! I knew what Love was.  But this dancing was so out of my experience. I turned into a cirlce of soul and so did she and we fractalized together and there was the most beautiful music that orchestrated itself around us. So beautiful!

Too bad I woke up! Oh too bad! Because I really thought I was dead.

Upon waking up my Mom had come home from work and I heard her in the kitchen talking to someone "I could of done it too. Just because I'm not so beautiful" she was saying or something like that. I hate when people turn into phantoms! My Mom dood! Ugh! Everything that was happening in my astral dream was still happening while I was awake. The TV was talking about me. The cat was looking at me like "what did you do to deserve it?" You know??

Anyway... Exiting Planet Earth... alive and well. WHHHHHOOOOOOAAAAAA!!!!! CHZZZZZZ!

[AlanRK]

Are you on any mind-altering drugs?

[Psionic]

Congrats on your projection Shine, I'll be starting with mine soon...

[shineling]

No, no drugs...

It's so much fun being out there but it makes my mundane world - this world - the one I have to come back to very boring. When the astral gets mixed up with this world it makes it all that confusing. Earth must not me as solid as we used to think anymore. Maybe 2012 and all.... eh??

Plus I have this problem now... my bones and skin feel like they are on fire especially when I want to just rest for awhile.

I did some research and it's called the Ailment of the Bireh (feeling of separation). It happens to people when their astral bodies are undergoing change. Almost like God is burning you from inside-out to align you for further travels into Heaven. It hurts man! It's so uncomfortable...

Geez almighty... what have I gotten myself into now? lol!  

[Naykid]

Are you on any mind-altering drugs?

That is exactly what jumped out at me... I could almost feel the effects while reading the post.  I see Shineling, that you say you weren't...but I don't know, something is out of place.

[shineling]

Nope... just my antidepressent from Doc Chetowsky.

What the heck?? Like I give a crap what you guys think... you guys have no idea what's out there man.

Maybe the reason it sounds so out there is because the world isn't as simple as your comfort zone allows.

It's more awesome than can possibly be imagined. I am a *warrior*. No forum phantoms are gonna give me second thoughts about my journey.

With adventure music all the way it seems! lol  Neat universe we live in ey? how about that? Phantom fu***r!

[personalreality]

lol, fantastic shineling.  perfect.

[Xanth]

Yeah, I'd like to ask people to try and not jump to such conclusions... it's one thing to ask if someone was on a drug induced journey, but it's another to imply that they were.
Thanks

[Xanth]

lol, fantastic shineling.  perfect.

I'll second that!  Very awesome, indeed.  

[AlanRK]

Nope... just my antidepressent from Doc Chetowsky.

What the heck?? Like I give a crap what you guys think... you guys have no idea what's out there man.

Maybe the reason it sounds so out there is because the world isn't as simple as your comfort zone allows.

It's more awesome than can possibly be imagined. I am a *warrior*. No forum phantoms are gonna give me second thoughts about my journey.

With adventure music all the way it seems! lol  Neat universe we live in ey? how about that? Phantom fu***r!

When Naykid said that I thought "Well, that's not appropriate for him to say", but based on your defensive and immature reaction to his reply I think I'll second his sentiment. Something is definitely out of place, otherwise you wouldn't feel the need to act like this.

FYI, anti-depressant does count as a mind-altering drug.

[Naykid]

Nope... just my antidepressent from Doc Chetowsky.

What the heck?? Like I give a crap what you guys think... you guys have no idea what's out there man.

Maybe the reason it sounds so out there is because the world isn't as simple as your comfort zone allows.

It's more awesome than can possibly be imagined. I am a *warrior*. No forum phantoms are gonna give me second thoughts about my journey.

With adventure music all the way it seems! lol  Neat universe we live in ey? how about that? Phantom fu***r!

Look, I wasn't out to upset you, nor was I trying to pick a fight, I'd like to get that out there first and foremost.  It was my OPINION that I felt, when I was reading your post, that you were on some kind of drug.  It wasn't an insult, it was an observation on my part.  I don't understand why people are so sensitive these days....?  It's the internet it should be expected to hear something you don't like, ya know?   I'm pretty straight forward and I don't censor my thoughts so much but it comes from a place of love.   

My apologizes if you were offended. 

[personalreality]

Nay is a girl.

Shineling's reaction isn't that strange, especially considering that most people on this forum (me included, unfortunately) seem to take pleasure in telling other people that their experiences are bunk in some way or another.  If I had a very profound and powerful experience and you all told me that I was just high, then I might get a little upset too.  

We don't know what effects anti-depressants have on the psyche and perception in relation to AP, but I don't think the effect can be good.  The few times that I've taken anti-depressants I've felt like they stifled my creativity and spirituality, but I know other people who say the exact opposite.  My issue probably comes from my overly paranoid belief in conspiracy theories and brainwashing with pharmaceuticals and overall distrust of the modern medical system's perspective on disease (treat the symptom not the cause).

[Naykid]

When Naykid said that I thought "Well, that's not appropriate for him to say", but based on your defensive and immature reaction to his reply I think I'll second his sentiment. Something is definitely out of place, otherwise you wouldn't feel the need to act like this.

FYI, anti-depressant does count as a mind-altering drug.

You asking him if he was on any mind alter drug WAS appropriate??    I merely expounded on your comment and I'm a mom of three but my less than gentle approach gets misunderstood all the time.  

[Xanth]

Ok, so now that is all out of the way and we're all buddy buddy again... let's get back to discussing the subject. 

I would like to add though that a refresher of the AUP would be good all around.
http://www.astralpulse.com/aup.html

[personalreality]

\o/ We're Buddies Again!!

[NoY]

Maybe if we had a board for arguments like a shout room
problems wouldn't ruin threads again and again and on and on and on
YAWN and on and on and on

we are supposed to be enlightened and yet behave like children

:NoY:

[personalreality]

indeed. 

like children.

[Xanth]

Maybe if we had a board for arguments like a shout room
problems wouldn't ruin threads again and again and on and on and on
YAWN and on and on and on

we are supposed to be enlightened and yet behave like children

:NoY:

I'll bring that up with the other moderators. 

And with that said, and with a request... we're locking this one.