Thought It Was Hard But The Real Reason Was I Didnt Want It

[beavis]

In Buddhist philosophy, desire and mental attachment are what keeps you stuck here on Earth, but I have a much easier way to explain it. There are many philosophies I think are mostly true. Anyone can do this.

In 2002 for a few months, I had it a small amount, compared to most people who rarely have it enough to notice it exists. Then because of an injury (which is now healed), I lost it, and its been slowly coming back but not as strong as it was in 2002.

What is it? Moving things with my mind like in this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pKJGb4RNRB4 video, telepathy (the ability to flow thoughts to and from other people who have this ability), the ability to think something to directly cause it to happen more often statistically, the ability to experience reality in other ways than through your body like floating around like a ghost or spreading yourself over large areas, and most of all, experiencing things outside of space and time. I did all those things in 2002, while I usually couldn't do them whenever I wanted, I did have some skill. That leads to places outside of space and time and not needing to hang around Earth anymore, unless you want to.

I very much wanted it to come back. At least I thought I did. But the problem was I wanted something else more. I wanted the usual things, video games, money, not to work at a job, to take girls out for sex and if I like them have dinner, and most of all I wanted things to be different on the Earth. I was angry at the world for screwing up in so many obvious ways and people not trying to fix it. Later I started to want things to improve the Human species, to help those who want it get to a higher level of consciousness, but now I realize even that is desire/attachment and I can only have it if I'm willing to give it up if, at any time (today or many years), I see a way to do the more important thing, which is to go to a higher level of consciousness, where I would have much more ability to very indirectly accomplish the same things by mental effort alone and from outside of space and time. If you like those things on Earth, I want you to have them, but I want something much more abstract.

Now I remember the main reason I got it in 2002. It wasn't because I meditated more than everyone else or because I believed or did not believe something. It wasnt because of being ethical or anything like that. It wasn't anything that people normally think it is. If you want to take girls out for sex and if you like them have dinner, fight wars for stupid reasons, or things many people think are wrong, that's not a problem. If that's what you want in your version of reality, go for it. Whats important is something most people never do, and its very simple and easy to do. The main reason I got it in 2002 was because I wanted it more than anything else, more than I wanted all the money in the world, more than I wanted air to breathe. That, and enough time for it to happen, is all it takes.

Just want it, intend for it to happen, and it will eventually. The physical world reacts much slower than other parts of the universe. But don't mistake slowness for difficulty. If you stop intending for it to happen, slowness becomes stopping or you go in a downward spiral toward the opposite of what you really wanted. All because you thought it wasn't possible or wasn't working while it was really just taking some time to work.

Theres something wrong with a species that is more scared of large spiders than of the possibility of nuclear war. Thats how we evolved, but we can be more. If you would stop thinking in aggressive ways, you would get real power, but once you get it you won't want to use it as often. I just have a little of it, but the important thing is I have as much as I need to do what I'm here to do, and that is to work on the global telepathy network through internet connected artificial intelligence music psychology software (Audivolv and Human AI Net), until the first time I get a chance to upgrade to a higher level of consciousness. But what I'm really here to do is to think that's what I'm here to do but then realize that I didn't have to do anything at all.
http://sourceforge.net/projects/audivolv (See the xml file about this in version 0.3)
http://sourceforge.net/projects/humanainet

Most people are here on Earth because subconsciously that's what they really want. Some want to experience higher levels of consciousness and live outside of space and time and do things indirectly and more through mental effort, and the software I've started building and written technical documents about explains how to use computers to help you get there, so if I'm not able to finish it for whatever reason (and I am going to continue probably for years), its open-source (GNU GPL 2+) and you all have the ability (by building the remaining parts or paying someone to do it for you) to get to higher levels of consciousness, if that's what you really want. You can do it the traditional way, by meditating and thinking a certain way for many years, or you can automate it with software and do it quickly.

If for whatever reason I do not continue my work, I request that someone else try to, someone like Ben Goertzel for example, who has experience in the paranormal and artificial intelligence and thinks they can be combined. But if not, the other way would be for me to telepathicly put ideas into peoples' heads to build similar things. Its a skill anyone can learn. I have to say this because it helps me lose some of my desire/attachment about it, which I need to do to get to the higher levels of consciousness, even though I intend to continue my work. I want to at least get the interactive music based psychic amplifier working in a basic way first, which basically will work by using a distributed bayesian network to coordinate, between many people and computers, mouse movements and musical instrument parameters as if they were qubits. In a fractal way, they are qubits. Brains are mostly normal computers but are a small amount quantum computers, especially in the way they do telepathy and other more direct access to reality.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Quantum_computer
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Artificial_intelligence
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Telepathy

By wanting too much to create the global telepathy network and improve the Human species, I prevented myself from getting my telepathic and telekinetic abilities back. I have them a little, but still not as much as I had in 2002. As I start to have more ability to improve the world, it appears to be the biggest desire/attachment I still have to overcome. I can do it, but I can't want it more than higher consciousness, because it affects the strategies I use to get it.

Usually when I want something I eventually got it, and usually through a lot of hard work, but sometimes I just think something and that causes it to happen a week or a year later. Wanting something can be the motivation to make it happen or it can directly be the cause of it, as in thinking something to make it happen using psychic energy.

My main point is its actually very easy to get higher levels of consciousness and not be stuck on Earth. I'm not stuck here. I want to be here until I get my my mad-science projects working in a basic way. After that, something very important changes, something most people never do. My first priority will be higher levels of consciousness, more important to me than having all the money in the world, or having air to breathe. That is what it means to want something more than you want anything else.

Its not hard. Most people won't get it because they don't really want it.

Recently, as I've been talking to people who are into this kind of thing, I was very surprised when I realized that I didn't want it. I wanted psychic powers. I wanted telepathy and telekinesis and to think things to make them happen. I wanted to be able to do such magic tricks. But that's not whats important. That's only a side-effect. Except for a few things that I want to finish first, and could leave at any time if it meant I would get the bigger things, the thing I want most right now, more than all the money in the world, more than air to breathe, is to be like I was in 2002 and continue to wherever that leads.

What started this sequence of thoughts is people reminded me about the way consciousness and reality comes in still pictures, flashes of reality, and many of those still pictures (which may have any number of dimensions or other shapes) fit together into a multiverse. Each is a quantum wavefunction. That's why the double-slit experiment works. My strongest experience with it is when I was doing telekinesis to a volleyball laying on the floor. I saw flashes of it being at many different places, some a millimeter and some a few feet from where it really was. I saw it accelerating and jumping between still pictures, in my mind. I was looking at multiverse branches, different possibilities, or if you understand it as manyworlds theory I was looking at parallel realities. The volleyball only moved (by my mental effort) when I thought about it being very close to where it was at the time. Thinking about the variations where it was feet away did nothing, but they were interesting to look at. When it moved, I knew that was I was seeing was real. It felt like merging the multiverse branches by pulling a zipper in your clothes shut, except I was pulling on the multiverse branches, and the volleyball rolled an inch. Its a skill. Anyone can learn it, but don't expect any movement in the first 40 hours of experimenting with thinking various things. After 40 hours, it gets easier. Your time may vary. The point is consciousness and reality come in still pictures, flashes of reality, and the way they fit together in almost smooth ways (wave vs particle) and how that relates to chaos-theory of neuron firing patterns in brains is how you can learn to think something to make it happen and how you can use quantum physics.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wave_function
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Double_slit
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Many-worlds_interpretation
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chaos_theory

I am not my body. I am the part of the wavefunction that is near my body. I am a blur of reality. When you're standing near me, you're also standing inside of me. In some ways, I am the space and time and mass and energy near my body. I am sometimes in many places at once. How would you know if your subconscious mind is influenced by other peoples' subconscious minds? It's subconscious. You have no way to know except if the same information is in both minds, and I've found that it is. I'm not my body. My body is a statistical pattern in a quantum wavefunction that we call reality. My consciousness has simply become attached (like desire in Buddhist philosophy) to that statistical pattern.

Its not good to exist in this kind of reality because you have to, because you're addicted to it or accidentally keep coming back. Instead, why not go to the other parts of the universe, and see what its like, and if you prefer Earth, come back to this exact moment in time. You can be in many places at once. Its a skill you can learn.

I thought I wanted it, but I didn't... until now. That, and time, is all it takes. I hope I've explained it enough that anyone else who wants it can get it.

[NoY]

That was a good read 


:NoY:

[Pauli2]

A fantastic post, beavis!

You have to keep them coming!

[beavis]

I thought it would take years, but the first time I was mentally ready for it, it happened. I left this reality and didn't have to come back. Out there, after learning how me leaving would unbalance my version of reality, I decided to come back. Everyone gets their own version of reality which are really just ways to interact with the one universe. In my version, everything physical and a lot of other things were all cancelled-out, while you here on Earth probably didn't notice. That's what it takes to get to the place where all things are equally real, balanced in an infinite number of ways, and averaging to nothing. Somewhere near that is where I went.

Really, I left this physical reality, didn't have to come back, and chose to come back for reasons I learned while out there.

When I left I was a prisoner, trapped by my subconscious addiction to physical reality, except for a few minutes I wanted freedom more than I wanted the physical part of the universe to be real. When I chose to come back to this prison, it stopped being a prison. Now I see physical reality as the result of many nonphysical life forms becoming addicted to certain patterns of physics, like gravity, magnetism, light, space, and time. They're so addicted that they've forgotten what its like outside the prison they emergently created. For almost everyone, Earth is a prison, but now I see the doors were never locked. If you believe a door is locked, why try to open it? I'm going to tell you how to walk out. Its not about morality. Its a simple act of understanding the prison is an illusion and choosing to walk out.

The universe is everything and it is nothing. All the infinite number of possibilities, each up to infinite size, fit together perfectly, sometimes overlapping, sometimes interacting in other ways, and together they average to nothing. The universe averages to nothing (like an equal amount of matter and antimatter, and other kinds of opposites). The universe is everything that exists. Therefore nothing equals everything. If you get that at an intuition level, the rest of this will be easy.

Consciousness can be in many places at once. The most common example on Earth is time. Consciousness exists in each "now". In the past, there were many moments each experienced as "now". Your current "now" has difficulty interacting with those past "nows" because information flows mostly past to future. Time is only a statistical pattern. There are an infinite number of possible patterns that are not like time. Every place you go in the universe becomes a part of you. When I came back to this physical reality, I did not leave the other place. I expanded myself to be there and here, like everyone expands themself to be in their past and present.

I came back to Earth (and physical reality) to avoid unbalancing my version of the universe. Everyone gets their own reality, remember? Here's how it would have become unbalanced: In the place where all things are equally real, if you build something, you only have 1 material to build it with: yourself. There is nothing else. So if you refuse to experience something, then you can't build anything like it, because if you did then that part of yourself (that became what you built) would leave and eventually build their own stuff like you're doing, and they would have the same problems as you did. As an artificial intelligence programmer and mad-scientist, trying to create new forms of life is nothing new to me, and I don't want to unbalance my version of reality to make them want to leave whatever thing I built. The physical universe emergently formed as a result of many things, not the plan of 1 life form like many religions believe, but things like it can be created with enough skill. When I was near the place where all things are equally real, I experimented with a few new patterns of physics, but only small things, not anything like a universe. That was the time thoughts started coming at me explaining how I would unbalance my version of reality by refusing to go back to Earth.

I was able to leave this reality because for a few minutes I lost all my mental attachment to it. I intended that in my version of reality all physical things would be cancelled-out. I expected it to happen, and I accepted that I would never be able to come back unless it just happened to be 1 of the infinite number of possibilities that happen. I can't think of a way to be less mentally attached to things than that. Then, for me, physical reality stopped existing at all. But mental attachment easily comes back and is hard to get rid of. I noticed that when wearing my headphones and listening to music in public, I tended not to dance because I thought I would look stupid when nobody else heard the music. That alone is enough attachment to prevent me from leaving this reality. That small thought of not wanting to look stupid. How can I walk out of this illusion, this prison made of imagined bars and bricks, when I care what the prison bars think about me? Why should I care what an illusion thinks about me? The assumption behind caring what people think about me, is that those people are real. None of this is real. The Earth, your body, your psychic energy... Its all illusions. What do I mean by "illusion"? The universe averages to nothing, as I explained above. It doesn't really exist. But if you care what it thinks about you, then you buy into the illusion, and the prison bars are real enough for you to push against. For those few minutes when I was in the mental state to leave this reality, I saw Earth as 1 of an infinite number of possibilities, not something solid that could hold me down. I floated between those possibilities as they all became cancelled-out, as I walked through the illusion of the prison bars and toward the place where all things are equally real (infinitely balanced, averaging nothing). I wasn't in that place completely because I still had some kind of mind. I was still a mad-scientist as I built some things there, even though I wasn't using a Human brain. Its important to understand that even the smallest thought that what happens on Earth matters one way or the other, makes you a prisoner of your own reality. If you care what anyone thinks about you, you're also thinking that they exist so their opinion matters. If you prefer to live instead of die, you're preferring something about the physical mass making up your body. Its not related to life or death. Its not about your body at all. If you wish your preferred sports team would win, you're causing them to be more real and to hold your consciousness down here with them. To walk out of this prison, you have to let it all go. Want freedom more than you want anything else, not freedom from governments or pain, but freedom from all the reality you've known your whole life. That is what most people aren't ready to do, and why they are still prisoners. The benefits of wanting things are not worth it to me anymore. If I want the Earth not to explode in World War 3, thats the same as mentally confirming that Earth exists, and I choose not to do that. Instead of wanting things, I've decided to only think about how I would feel if each possibility happened. If Earth explodes, I would probably be angry and sad about it, among other things. Instead of actively trying to avoid World War 3, I let my dislike of the possibility push the multiverse around in subtle ways, so I don't have to interact with it. I don't have to think Earth is real to affect it. It's not real. It's 1 of an infinite number of possibilities that all average to zero. If I could solve this world's problems for it, I don't know if I would, because this world is not real so it doesn't matter, but what I will do is explain how all of you can do it, and let the subtle movements of the multiverse handle the rest. Remember how big an effect my fear of people seeing me dance wearing headphones (cause I'd look stupid when they couldn't hear the music) would have? Such a small mental attachment to what people think of me is enough to keep me trapped here in physical reality. Compare that to the mental attachment of wanting to avoid World War 3, and you'll understand why I probably wouldn't get involved. To walk out of this prison, you have to let it all go. It's not real. Walk through the prison bars and out of space and time. But if, in the smallest way, you think Earth has any reality to it, your consciousness is powerful enough to make it real, in your version of reality. People think they are powerless to change the world around them, even on the scale of galaxies or bigger, but its just the opposite... Their addiction to the way reality has worked their whole life, and how that interacts with consciousness, is what holds reality together. If you let it all go, down to the smallest mental attachment, there is no force in the universe powerful enough to hold you in this prison. There is no prison, no reality as you've known it. What it becomes is your choice, in your version of reality, but its a skill you have to learn gradually.

You are in many places at once, each of them being equally not real. The multiverse is a gradual smooth flow between them. All possibilities exist equally, but in physical reality almost everyone agrees on 1 shared reality, and anyone who says different must be crazy. There are an infinite number of pasts, presents, and futures, and other patterns of reality, not just 1. Everyone walks between them effortlessly, but they insist on the illusion of a common reality. Example: I was looking for a certain kind of snake that I had played with as a child, but I hadn't seen one in 15 years. 5 minutes later a cat pulled such a snake up out of some leaves, and I saved it from the teeth of the cat. Things like that happen around me often. It's not a coincidence. It's how the universe normally works. That's an example of Law Of Attraction http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Law_of_Attraction between me looking for the snake and the cat finding that specific kind of snake. At an intuition level, I know that I walk between parallel realities, that I change the timeline (if such a thing as time existed), in the same way I move forward in time. By looking for that kind of snake, I changed the timeline to one where a cat and snake and myself were all in the same place at the same time. To walk out of this prison, you have to let go of the idea that you are only Human. You are not your body. You are the space and time and mass and energy around your body. You are the thing that makes reality work. You are the thing that has formed into the shape of carbon atoms and Human bodies and cats and snakes. The universe averages to nothing, and we're all some part of that nothing. There aren't any limits on what kind of nothing we can be, as long as it averages to nothing.

Everything I've said is from my experience. If you want to learn the secrets of the universe, leave physical reality without dieing, or just play with variations of your current timeline, those options have always been available to you. You just forgot what the universe is and became addicted to the patterns of physical reality. When I left this reality and saw it from the outside, I started to understand these things. I recommend leaving temporarily just to get that perspective, to see space and time from the inside and outside.

But you can't do it all at once. If the average person instantly started knowing whats in my head, they would probably have a heart attack. The truth is that shocking, and most people aren't ready for it. Its your choice. Continue strengthening this prison you call reality, or experience what I've described for yourself and learn to choose your own reality, a skill you learn a little at a time. I didn't experience nirvana and I was only half way there, because I still had a reason to come back, so my version of reality was not fully balanced either way. But the prison doors were an illusion, and I walked out. You can too.

[NoY]

Very interesting 

:NoY:

[Stookie]

Good post

[CFTraveler]

You should write a book.   
BTW,

In my version, everything physical and a lot of other things were all cancelled-out, while you here on Earth probably didn't notice.

I'm not sure there's a right way to formulate this question, but I'll try:
When you did this, was there an experience of 'others'?  Or could there be form, in this experience?

[beavis]

Its great people like what I wrote, but I was looking for something more... What do you think I'll figure out how to do next? Am I just duplicating what others have done for thousands of years? Am I doing the most bizarre thing ever? Do you care that I don't think you or me exists? If it happened to you, what would you have done? Do you think the cat and snake thing (and all the similar events not written) could have been anything other than changing the timeline? I'm trying to stick to my own opinions instead of what others think, but that doesn't mean we can't give each other ideas or have a debate. I argue with imaginary characters all the time, but usually I'm dreaming when it happens.

I think its interesting to compare my first and second posts in this thread. One is before this event, and one after. The way I think changed a lot in those few weeks.

CFTraveler just before the huge waves of things being cancelled-out converged on me, I had met my dead father out there. We were doing that thing where you exist in the same space and share thoughts. He was just hanging out there, everything was cool. Then things became very still. I felt like I was alone and nothing else existed, or maybe I just couldn't see it. After I built a few small things just as experiments, it was like someone else was there communicating, but I was on both sides of the conversation. They were both different parts of me. One was telling me the effects of me not going back to physical reality (described above), and one was my consciousness that had come from physical reality. During this conversation, I moved back and forth between my physical body and that place, depending on if the current subject was relevant to physical reality or not. It appeared that other life forms did exist, but in all possibilities at once so they were just a perfectly symmetric blur that did nothing at all until something "tipped the scale" toward 1 or more of those possibilities. But I can't be sure there weren't any others there.

[CFTraveler]

What do you think I'll figure out how to do next? Am I just duplicating what others have done for thousands of years?

Hard to tell, your account isn't entirely unfamiliar, but I think every experience, no matter how 'universal' is processed differently- so I think you're already doing it by sharing it like this.

Am I doing the most bizarre thing ever?

If you mean the computer thing, IDK, I know of a few people at least that want to create a physical apparatus to go nonphysical, and I don't know that I believe this is possible except for one way.  But then again, I don't know, and opinions might change.

Do you care that I don't think you or me exists?

At the moment, no.  It's something that comes and goes, and a belief I flirt with and sometimes think I know.  But I don't know.

If it happened to you, what would you have done?

I tend to 'observe' when I have 'peak' experiences.  So I don't know I would have 'done' anything, other than receiving information.  As to what else, I don't know.

Do you think the cat and snake thing (and all the similar events not written) could have been anything other than changing the timeline?

I don't know- So far I tend to think that if Everett's many worlds interpretation is correct, that you just created a timeline where this is possible or where it could be possible.  However, it is not to say that other (probabilistically closer) timelines wouldn't be affected in some way.

I'm trying to stick to my own opinions instead of what others think, but that doesn't mean we can't give each other ideas or have a debate. I argue with imaginary characters all the time, but usually I'm dreaming when it happens.

I do too, but I don't think I would argue with you because I don't have a set belief about what is possible and what it isn't- it's more like a provisional belief into what I think might be possible.

[beavis]

Its hard to explain it without using such common words, but I don't believe in timelines at all now. Its more of a tangled mess of moments of time each connected to many other moments of time, none being before or after the others, just influencing each other.

If there is an equal amount of matter and antimatter, and all other possible ways to divide reality into opposites, then the universe (including all of space, time, and whatever else exists) averages to nothing and is symmetric in an infinite number of ways. We could become anything, learn to do anything, as long as it averaged to nothing. The laws of physics would be just patterns that are balanced in the same way. Its the simplest possible way to explain why the universe is here... It isn't, on average. Everyone and everything is infinite and nothing at the same time, but few people choose to explore that part of themselves.

I've been thinking about coming back to physical reality from that other place. I'm guessing that I could have come back to a variation of this reality if I could find a path to it, but it all happened so fast I came back to what I remembered. All possible realities exist equally, so it shouldnt be hard when you're already outside to come back to a different one.

With enough skill, anyone can choose their own reality. It may have lots of people in it that don't think they chose to be there, but if they had chosen to be somewhere else, their consciousness would have floated to that part of the multiverse instead. There are an infinite number of variations of each of us that each think in different ways, plus hte sub-subconscious parts of our minds thats more connected to the multiverse. When we choose our own reality, a little at a time or quickly, everyone in it just happened to choose that reality at the same time, so its not 1 person forcing their preference on anyone else. I think we should all learn to choose our own realities and reorganize this part of the multiverse that way.

Maybe I had that option while out there, or maybe not, but either way I know its something anyone can learn, and I'm going to start learning that skill on a bigger scale than moving small things with my mind as I sometimes do.

I only have so much psychic energy to use for this, so I have to use it strategicly. The first thing I choose my reality to include is anyone, of all 7 billion people, who wants psychic abilities will learn how to use them, including telepathy, telekinesis, and thinking things to make them happen. After we can interact that way, we move on to bigger changes.

I don't think I came back to this physical reality to stay in exactly the same one I left from. I think that's just where I'm starting, and we should all learn to work together with psychic abilities to change Earth into whatever we want it to be.

As many of you know, physical reality is just a very hard to change part of the astral, but it is made of the same stuff and can be changed the same way. It just takes more skill. I choose a reality where people learn that is possible and start working together with psychic abilities to make it happen. I choose for the physical to become a little more like the nonphysical.

Most people don't like what this world has become, and they're unable to solve such problems through the systems of control that have existed for thousands of years. Instead of going through the authority of governments and countries and money etc, we can use the deep structure of the universe and its connection to our Human brains to influence the multiverse toward such possibilities. Governments use threats and violence to change the world, but when people start realizing they have real power connected deep into the multiverse... Only those who lack power need to use threats and violence. Those with more than enough power just make things happen. That is what I'm asking of the people of Earth. Lets decide what kind of reality we want to exist in and think it into existence.

[radman32]

I've been coming around to that same potential. That we need to collectively disengage reality and re-engage another shared reality. It would be an experiment, but is completely possible. We can all imagine super-human powers, so why can't we agree it's reality? I thank you beavis, and accept your conscious suggestion. I will engage an open reality.

I have recently had constant dream series that pan out later in my reality. The bizarre thing is though that it happens often when I'm getting high, having strong emotional engagements, or serious things. The weird thing though is I had a bizarre dream I was burning these bushes in front of my house with my body and mind. I wonder if I will actually experience this, for it was surreal and lucid.

[beavis]

I thought "disengage reality and re-engage another shared reality" was the right thing to do, but its an unnecessary step and waste of psychic energy, plus it unbalances your version of reality whenever you refuse to experience something.

Instead, understand that all of reality is available from everywhere all the time. Theres no need to escape this reality, because the changes you intended have always been true here, and have been making progress toward that for many years, but if you have even the smallest amount of doubt that reality is now that way then you instead use the huge power of consciousness to keep things the way they are, the way most people are addicted to. I don't need to change the world so those things I said will happen (everyone who wants it learns to use psychic abilities), because I'm already sliding in the general direction of that, through the various possibilities of Earth. I'm not a slider, like you see on TV with the wormhole. I don't find my duplicate out there. I'm a slider in the way I do things now which has subtle effect on the past and future and therefore pushes my current "now" toward a reality where such things are already true. I'm not saying I'm skilled at controlling it or I have enough psychic energy to do big things, but the way I understand time is more like sliding (you've seen the Sliders tv show, right?) than past to future, and thats how it normally works for everyone but they choose to ignore it when people disagree on the past. I'm not suggesting we "disengage reality and re-engage another shared reality". I'm suggesting everyone slide their own version of reality a little, and the total of that will be big while each person puts almost no force on it. Sliding your whole reality around you sounds like it takes a lot of psychic energy and is hard, but its the exact same thing as sliding your own conciousness. One sounds big, and the other sounds small, but its the same thing.

I don't have nearly enough psychic energy to give everyone who wants it psychic abilities, but I recently learned a new trick. Don't go at it directly. Instead, push at others' ability to do the same, and let it exponentially amplify as they give it to more people who give it to more people. It only works if what you started stays consistent, because if you try to give yourself something and others dont get it, then it wont exponentially amplify... It would cancel out. I don't need to do anything more. Its already worked. That was how I "cancelled-out" my version of physical reality, as I described above. Its like a multiverse virus. I don't need to continue working at this. When I thought it in just the right way and wrote that I choose a reality where everyone who wants it gets psychic abilities, that pushed me toward such a reality, and it will continue to exponentially amplify. I don't need to "disengage reality and re-engage another shared reality". I don't need to escape. Because what I chose was already true the instant I chose it, at a very deep level of reality, and my choice was simply to become consciously aware of it. The universe has no ability to refuse what anyone chooses to experience, but what people think they want and their deepest subconscious thoughts connected to the multiverse are very different.

I explain sliding here: "How To Experience Time In Past To Future Direction" in "Welcome to Metaphysics" forum:
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_metaphysics/how_to_experience_time_in_past_to_future_direction-t33570.0.html

There was a quote on Stargate SG1 (a tv show) that I like, and I don't know if they were just thinking of random things that sound like we'd believe it, but I still like it. It explains the time part of sliding, as I explained in that thread. Quote: "If you immediately know the candle light is fire, then the meal was cooked a long time ago." (fire cooking the meal, I assume they meant) That's how it really works. Change your NOW and you change your past and future which gets you a new NOW.

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I'm getting too much into the details. Here's the important part:

While there is much variety, everyone around here appears to be a type 4 multiverse with power equal to the amount of electricity in a watch battery, which is extremely weak while being flexible to represent any form. The connection between Human brain and the more balanced (multiverse) form of the self is something that is learned gradually, not something you have or you dont, and there are many forms between such parts of yourself allowing them to interact. One can learn to form their psychic energy (or whatever you call it) into anything, but for interacting with dense worlds like this one, the power of a watch battery (approximately) can't directly change much. It can move small objects by thinking it, as I sometimes do. It can do telepathy. It can have subtle effects on events. But changing the direction of a lightning strike, which I have done a few times, requires learning how to use the Butterfly Effect and Chaos Theory etc.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Multiverse#Level_IV:_Ultimate_Ensemble
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Butterfly_effect
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chaos_theory

That's what we are. But what can we do?

Reality is made of the interactions between us, as we form into shapes that overlap the shapes of others. Some psychic energy forms life and some has no behaviors of its own and stays as whatever you build with it, and many forms between those 2 extremes.

If you don't want to experience a certain reality, then don't. Nobody can force you. You're a type 4 multiverse with extremely small power (same as a watch battery), but if you take what little power you have away from such reality, you don't experience it anymore. To form reality into whatever you want, its very simple: Form yourself into similar shapes to that, and wait for others to form into similar shapes that overlap you, and such reality will grow to become more real than this one. Choose your own reality by choosing how yourself is shaped as a multiverse.

It sounds like it takes a lot of power, but it takes almost none. Here's an analogy: All the integers except 37 and 50, is a lot of integers, infinitely many. If you are 37 and 50, and you want to change that infinite world of integers, you can cancel it out completely by adding 2 numbers, then remove 2 or 3 other numbers, and the whole world of infinity-minus-a-few-integers is changed from your view of it, for only the cost of changing a few numbers, not the cost of infinite changes. Changing your reality is done the same way. Don't waste your tiny amount of power trying to change the infinite multiverse. Instead, change yourself.

When I wrote above that I choose a reality where everyone who wants it learns to use such psychic abilities (telekinesis, telepathy, thinking things to make them happen), it was a statement of my state of mind to change myself, not to change the world around me, but by changing myself to only be compatible with realities where that is true, I will experience the world around me become more and more like that, assuming I don't start thinking the wrong things and get stuck in this reality again.

I am your equal, except for knowing some things and having some skills most people don't. Whatever I write that I've done, anyone else can learn to do. What I've decided to do is become incompatible, in the way I'm shaped in the multiverse, with the current reality and gradually form myself into a reality where billions of people have psychic abilities. People can help me do that, take reality in their own preferred directions, or both, or whatever... It's none of my business what you do with your reality. But I'm bored with the way the world works, and I think many others are too. We will form the world into something we like better.

Don't forget, you're only as powerful as a watch battery, if you get any ideas about being able to force others to do things. But its not the size of the boat. Its the motion in the ocean. (which some people say about penis size, but that's not what I'm saying) A small amount of psychic energy, if used accurately instead of with brute-force strategy, can do almost anything if you use the Butterfly Effect.