Seeing imagery with my eyes closed.

[schockstuhh]

So, in one of my earliest posts, I described being able to see patterns of color flowing through almost anything if I focused on it well enough. I've come to believe that I'm able to see an energy flow and recently, I've been been noticing that with my eyes closed, I can also see something similar. It's almost as if I might be able to see the energy past my eyelids. Yesterday, I was laying down and resting and I attempted to focus on the flow. Normally, everything appears blurry as if moving too fast for me to be able to focus on any individual particle, but yesterday, I was messing around with how I was focusing my vision, and I was able to put into focus a very clear and distinct shape. The patterns that made up the shape were somewhat intricate. Last night, before I slept, I tried focusing on the same thing but was unable to. Instead I began seeing shadowy images that took the form of entities. I wasn't sure if they manifested from my thinking, or if they actually existed, but usually there would be one or two at a time and would move around my vision often in circular motions. I can't be certain of this, but I can recall being fully conscious of what was going on, and I do not believe that I was falling asleep and seeing dream imagery. I opened my eyes curious as to whether or not what I was seeing was real, and in the dark of my room, along with the colorful energy flowing through my room, I saw dark shadowy figures flying around my room in the same motions I saw with my eyes closed. It startled me for a bit and then they faded and disappeared. Am I hallucinating and simply seeing what my mind thinks I'm seeing?

[GodsProxy]

Hallucinating - yes and no. More no than yes. If you're seeing the shadowy shapes then you're seeing the live beings.

Yes - in the following case only: you can use your imagination to at first seed your vision. You need "anchors" to act as reference points for the entities. "Imagination" maps into "God Postulate" = postulate. This rehabs your postulate on vision, but then you need to step back, and release your hold on the postulate.

You are using the energy field which surrounds matter as a "canvas". This is a context-blanket. You seed it with your postulate. Entity maps reference points onto the shimmering mass of dots which is the energy field. When you anchor the entity's reference points, you are co-postulating (the theory here gets pretty way out, so let me leave it there).

Anyway, try this: Write a "YES" in ticker tape on the energy field. Then write "NO". You should perceive all. Then practice writing all the letters of the alphabet "ABC... XYZ" to float across you on the chosen background. Then step back, and ask questions, and try getting yes and no answers, by stepping down off postulate.

The longer you practice the clearer you perceive the letters. The problem is, I started this way, and its a harder trick, to step back, release your postulate, and to allow someone else to write, and you perceive.

You (I mean me) keep on thinking you're creating the images in your head - bunk - you've got entities dying for you to see them!

When you see entities flying around eyes open/closed - well if they're not anchored in matter, thats a good thing - trick is, you will override almost every time when you look directly - rubbing your eyes so to speak - thats the conundrum we are overcoming with contexting (ie, you look directly and train yourself to see directly) - anyway, when you look directly you erase the image from your vision because you've been trained by years and years of brainwashing that such a thing cannot be.

In theory: look direct = copy back mundane reality back into Personal Universe; switch context back to consensus reality which is the "Shared Universe". In the Unbelievable Existence they used to use "Shared Universe" as a meeting place, here it is a trapping mechanism.

Evidently contexting = focus on Personal Universe; agree let trusted Soul Mate/Guide/Lovers co-exist in PU; switch view to PU. Evidently one of your Lovers may kindly context you into their own PU; its more secure than into yours.

Always consider: they are the real beings; you are the trapped one; you are being contexted by them; you're just doing your best to assist.

[Chris J.]

It sounds like it could be hypnagogia. This is also called Focus 12, and it is a signpost that you are on the right track to having an OBE. I wouldn't be surprised if you can see them for a short while after bringing your awareness back to Focus 1.

Or, it could be phosphenes. You might have been tensing the muscles around your eyes without realizing it.

[schockstuhh]

ahh thanks for the replies. i have a feeling some of what i might be seeing might be the entities godsproxy speaks of and that it may also be from hypnagogia. i know sometimes when i'm falling asleep and i am able to view visions come in and out of focus. this time just seemed like i was much more conscious because i had just gone to bed, but perhaps i was more tired than before and began falling to sleep much faster. nevertheless, ever since that night, when i focus on the visuals on my wall, it seems that i see many more shadowy images moving about the ceiling (this is with my eyes open). it may just be my eyes, it may not. i've been very interested to see whether or not entities were keeping me company from time to time. once i awoke in sleep paralysis and saw a silhouette of what appeared to be a girl or some being standing next to my bed over me. for some reason, when i experienced it, i felt completely fearless. i simply watched it for a few moments with keen interest and either fell back asleep or woke up. i cannot remember. i felt like it was just some paralysis hallucination (which it may have been), but last night, i had a spontaneous OBE that occurred whilst i was sleeping on my stomach which has never happened before. i crawled out of my bed and ended up in my room. i had very little control and my room was very dark, but as i looked back at my body, i noticed a shadowy figure next to my bed in the same spot where i saw the silhouette. i was able to catch a small glimpse of it's face (i can't remember what it looked like though), and the moment i saw it, it quickly flew off to my left and vanished. i'm not sure if what i saw was something i had manifested or if it had it's own existence.

[GodsProxy]

Whatever hypna whateverria I'm sure its part of the process but you're well on the way to concious perception non-physical.

So why not join up on my mailing list, this requires lots of practice and focus to develop what you've started seeing, yes we all need validation, yes it is the entities you so need to see, so join up, we can help each other progress further in this.

Love is all there is.