Scared to project

[KAL-EL]

Good evening everyone,
I know this is my first post and forgive me if I an being too abrupt by asking for help right away before an introduction. I just really need to know if anyone else has ever experienced this.

I am a fairly decent projector. I can't do it spontaneously but if I try at it, I would leave my body. I've been projecting for about 9 years now. I stopped for a while because of work/stress all that other good stuff. But for the past 3 of those 9 years I have been terrified to leave my body now.

Sometimes the vibrations would come randomly, which is fine with me but as soon as I start to rip away from my physical body, I come face to "face" with this darkness. All I can feel is grabbing, scratching and screaming. Sometimes when the vibrations start I can already feel something crawling on my legs or standing right next to me screaming at me.

One time I was able to get completely out of my body, leave my room but was held down by this darkness. I call it a darkness because it doesn't really have a human form, or any form for that matter. Its kind of hard to explain.

I've seen some pretty crazy things on my travels but nothing has really scared me. But this darkness just terrifies me. It literally waits for me each and every time now. I stopped projecting for a while and everytime I try, its there!

Has anyone else experienced this? Anyone knows how to deal with it or what it is?

Thank you for reading
KAL

[Lionheart]

 Close you eyes, the darkness is right there. You have been doing this all your life and you are still here. Believe in yourself, don't let the fear encompass you. I find the 3D darkness to be one of the most beautiful tranquil places there is. By changing your intent to a peaceful beach or water scene you can leave this darkness immediately and find a vivid world of color and wonder. Another useful technique is try to visualize and candle burning when you are in your 3D darkness. I do that technique when I am trying to calm and quite my mind after a busy day.
  Rise above your fear! It's the only thing that lies between you and total fulfillment.
Good Luck and Safe Travels

[Dreamshards]

I have not experienced this directly through projecting myself, but in the past have had nightmares i would wake up with scars on my body. My metaphysical teacher told me there was this negative entity clinging to my back. I was going through a very stressful time in my life and came to the conclusion that i was self inflicting these task-of course not on purpose. It sounds like the same goes for your negative astral experiences, and maybe the only way for it to go away is to not try and suppress it anymore. Face it with confidence and know you can turn this darkness into light.

[Szaxx]

Hi,
You've scared yourself as we all have done at times. The fact that you thought this thing would happen made it happen. Thats the way it goes. When exiting the physical you dont really need this space you place yourself in, just think of a happy location and know thats where you will go to.
If you end up elsewhere just close your eyes and think you are there more intently and it will be so. Dont lose your faith in yourself or you will stay in this silly rut. You control your surroundings so make them nice at the start and the bad bits are history.
Happy travels.

[KAL-EL]

Copy that. Thank you for all the advice guys. I really appreciate it!


KAL