My sister is a murderer

[Astralzombie]

I originally posted this dream on a different thread but I only did so to illustrate a point on how a phasing method sort of worked for me, even though it didn't work in the initial setting. So I cut and pasted it here and I'm gonna include more details. It was an important dream to me in several regards.

In the dream. my younger sister and I returned to our childhood home. The home wasn't our real home as kids but I accepted it as fact in my dream. I don't remember how long we were outside the home but a close childhood friend, Tiffany, of my sisters prevented us from going inside. Now Tiffany is real but the woman in my dreams portraying her was not (IDK who she was, but she is important to my phase). I always liked Tiffany since we share some crazy memories, she was wild, much to my liking. Back to the dream-Tiffany was distraught and acting weird. She told my sister that it was time to talk about "it" and face the music. My sister begged her not to but Tiffany grabbed a shovel and started digging up a flower bed that is real at my real home now. I felt bad for my sister as I thought Tiffany was about to reveal a terrible secret that my sister didn't want to relive. Tiff finally dug up a small shoe box full of bones that I instantly knew were from a run away teenager when we were kids. In the dream, I remember noticing that the shoe box was much too small to hold the bones of a teenager. The run away is not real to me in real life but I just instantly knew his story, though I can't recall the details of his story.

I obviously thought my sister was somehow dragged into this horrible tragedy but I was shocked when my sister turned back into a ten year old and had an evil look on her face, but this Tiff and I stayed the same age. Suddenly the ten year old Tiff (this was the real child Tiff) and some other kids came around the corner of the house but they were not aware of me. My kid sister smiled at me and went to join them. They then re-enacted the murder of this teenage runaway. The runaway was overpowered by all the kids and my sister stabbed him with a really big stick and he turned into a pile of bones. They turned on me and the adult Tiff stabbed me with the stick. I started to turn to bones but I grabbed the stick to pull it out of my stomach.

That's where the tactile came into play and the dream turned into a OOBE. As I was pulling it out, I could feel the roughness of it. I even recall feeling like it splintered my hands. I was still holding on to the stick while my body was returning to normal. I gained my awareness in that instance and the dream faded away as did my visual clarity. I was in a darkness but I knew my surroundings through instinct. I have no doubt that I could have navigated my way there. The new Tiff was still with me and since I now had my awareness, I asked her who she was. Originally, I did not post her response. She said that who she was was not important. What was important, is that I understand that everything is gonna be alright. I woke up at that point. I was sure then, that the new Tiff was a real being because during the OOBE, I thought she was gonna tell me something different than what she said. As many of you know, the biggest indicator that people or beings in our OOBE's are only a projection of our own consciousness is that they act in ways that we predict.

I was raised in a deeply religious Roman Catholic family. I think that we are a normal family, at least in the sense of our family dynamic and that we remain close. But they are intolerant of all this stuff. I have to admit that I have never found any real peace in Christianity even though I would have defended it with all I had. I have only very recently felt comfortable to even admit that to myself, much less post it or say it aloud.

I personally interpret this dream to mean that I shouldn't feel guilty for forming new beliefs. But in that regards, the new Tiff could easily be my own projection telling me what I wanted to hear. But why would a positive message be delivered from someone who has just hurt me?.

Anyways, any interpretations would be great. Also, I would like to know what some of the odd things symbolize,i.e.; the small shoebox, the fake "real" home, sister being a murderer. But please, no Freudian-I'm in love with my mother-garbage. Thanks.

[Lionheart]

 I look at this more in the form of a very emotional scenario bringing your NPR awareness to a peak.

You stated that you were in this scenario until all of a sudden a tactile sensation came into play and that's when you went OOBE.

You are already in the NPR or OOBE. That tactile sensation just strengthened your non physical awareness. It anchored you, which in turn pulled you in deeper.

The dream likely faded away at this point, because for the first time, you weren't just watching the Dream, you were at a point where you could direct the Dream.

This is when you realized what was really happening and that awareness knocked you out of your NPR state.

Congratulations, you have shown incredible positive progress!  

Now that you see this, you can go back and find hidden meanings in all your actions in the Dream before you gained your full conscious awareness. Like for instance the entire premise of the Dream.

Burying the past could be one for instance. Forgiveness and moving on could be another.

[roman67]

Long, but interesting dream. The scenario of your friend's murder was very strange.