Vibrations and blackness

[ANMonte87]

So the last few nights (and naps ) I've had strange dreams that are very vivid and sadly I lack control in them or this would be much easier! However today I was taking a nap and I was having a strange dream that I was trying to cross a bridge with a group of people. The Bridge was unsteady and probably condemned.

I was hooked up to a harness and slowly making my way across this bridge. I had a partner just behind me spotting me and making sure I was ok. The group was hanging back to be sure it was safe. Below was a fast moving deep muddy river with large rocks. The distance from the bridge to the water looked to be about  15 to 20 ft.

Something happened. Suddenly this old rusty bridge jerked and I lost my balance and rolled off the edge. I was holding onto some kind of a cable that was attacked to the bridge running from one end of the bridge to the other as some kind of light support. My harner somehow got caught on a sharp old rusted piece of metal and was breaking. My spotter grabbed my line and was trying to pull me back up onto the bridge. It seemed impossible.. I was pretty much under the bridge doing a flex arm hang for my life or so what I thought would be my life. The bridge shuttered again and my line was cut. I tried to reach up to the side of the bridge and slipped. I just remember looking up at the man and suddenly I was in water. I was moving fast, So fast I didn't know which way was up. Suddenly I hit something and everything went dark. ( probably a rock )

I became conscious at this point but did not open my eyes. I tried to play along with my dream that I was dead now. My consciousness level was borderline and I started to feel vibrations. At this point I was not sure if i was awake or dreaming the vibrations. But, as they intensified so did my consciousness. I felt them come over me strong and I thought to fly... I reached up with my arms, I felt my arms separate and my legs and I suddenly felt as though Nothing else would move. My sense of disconnectedness was there and the sensation of flying was there.. but I couldn't see... Even when I tried to clear my view and say " clarity " or whatever would come to mind. I couldn't feel anything either.. It just felt like I was stuck in some kind of black abyss.   I realised in that moment.. my head was stuck... I couldn't be free of my head! I struggled but a little too much and ended up moving my body and snapped back


I had laid down for a nap with 0 intention of projecting but the dream was very " inspirational " ? I dont know if thats the right word but it put me in th right mindset to free my astral body.  I ended up staying in bed and taking another nap instead of writing it down. Had it been a just part of the dream I would have forgotten it.  However the emotions and my memory of my consciousness is a little hazy and I do slightly question weather It was just a dream or not. But even if it was, i had control of it.

[ANMonte87]

Too add to this, I just noticed a change in my diet that may have contributed to this. I haven't had caffeine in 2 days and im addicted!

Also when I was reaching up with my hands it felt like I was moving really fast or was being met with some kind of strange resistance like I was trying to swim through the air or something. Is that normal ? lol it has always been my experience in the past when separating it feels like im trying to walk against the wind in a wind tunnel.