Never give up

[firefly1722]

Last night I had two short OBEs. Both were very similar. I felt tingling of my whole body then felt a "whoosh" of acceleration. I saw basic object shapes in orange and green color, vision not that good. I had a few drinks 7 hours prior.
   I believe Monroe and Kepple both felt that alcohol would lock you out of an experience for 24 hours. Everyone is different. If you're struggling with alcohol, try to get a few days dry but keep trying no matter what.
   No drinks tonight, here I go....

[tides2dust]

Hi firefly.

It's a wonderful attitude. Never stop fighting. When we fall, knowing what we want- what is desired, we pick ourselves back up and continue onward.

It's a muscle, and there are real chemical processes churning and calibrations/fine tuning happening within.

All of this, including the struggle, is meant to be understood. With proper understanding, we can free ourselves from undesirable attachments.

You got this.

Kind regards~

[firefly1722]

Thank you so much for the encouragement! In January and Febuary, I had 50 days sober trying to OBE, but when I didn't get out I relapsed. But I will keep fighting.