Astral Rape

[DejaClaireVoyant]

Energy Vampires come to me all the time. They never do anything sexual to me though..the only time I was molested was one time my boyfriend did it by accident..well not HIM exactly, but some deeper part of his essence..but thats a whole other story.
Usually my leaches run off once I wake up, I never even have to say anything to them.

[Dark Knight]

The entities that have raped me don't do it to get energy...it's done to keep me in line.

Everything that rape is, act of dominating someone by humiliating them and instilling fear and powerlessness, is pretty much what they've done to me in the past.

Humiliation doesn't even go far enough into describing what they have done.

[sargon]

I messed the entity up though, it can't get near me anymore. Have you tried fighting the entities or anything Dark night?

[Dark Knight]

My aura is black, covered, compromised whatever you want to call it. I'm trying to find the energy to do things like get up and eat or go to work.

In a nutshell, I have Bruce's book, draw religious symbols on parts of my anatomy as described in Bruce's book, throw Holy Water around, drink massive amounts of Holy Water (have access to as much as I want/need), have Holy Water flowing through table fountain, burn incense, burn oil, have stones/crystals energized in Kosher salt and Holy Water in sunlight/moonlight over the course of several days (only to have the energy expended in a few hours), have herbs (mint, rosemary, lavendar) that I have spread around my apartment, have burned garlic, have religious statues, icons, and I try to burn as much light as I can through my chakras. I believe in God, despite what has happened to me.

They don't care. I get angry at them and command them to leave and mean it, they don't care, because I'm too weak to stop them and they know thye can get away with it.

Attacking them has worked this way. I expend energy attacking them andsetting the areas under attack free...this takes a while (several hours). By the time I am free, I'm so weak, I can't maintain it. They requickly regain control, which is immediately followed by punishment for my rebellion which I can barely deal with because I depleted all my energy fighting them.

That's why I'm so reluctant to fight back.

[sargon]

Why do you think it's happening to you? Howl ong have these occurences lasted? If you PM me I may be able to be of some assistance. I feel for you, I truly do.

Please PM asap.

PS what did u mean by "to keep me in line?" how did this all start?

[Emrys]

DarkKnight, you should try reflection shields, those are good, It takes little to build one, and anything that those entities throw at you will get cast back into thier teeth, Offencs may be the best defence, so make your defence into an offence.  that way you can build up while they injure themselves by themselves.

Basicly,  you know the electormagnetic fields surrounding live wires, use that too, you have there an unlimited amound of energy to sap.  take that, and well, as i like to do, go bezerk.


Bull.

[sargon]

:huh:

This is kind of embarassing but also kind of funny. I've been sick lately and low on energy, I just quit smoking so immune system is out of whack because I did cold turkey.

Anyways I've also been lucid dreaming and APing, but I can barely move. I just sit there and meditate, I can't really fly yet.

Well this morning I took a nap, and this being posing as my girlfriend tried to get freaky with me, I noticed I was dreaming, and remembered that my girlfriend had school now, it felt different, and that it had 'attached' itself to my root chakra and I was being leeched!  <_<

I started spewing demon spawn priest talk, "I cast thee out foul demonic spore of hell", "Go back to hell you spawn of satan" In my commanding voice and pulled away, it took all my energy to do that. Then I collapsed on the bed and was paralyzed, thinking great... but it had disappeared. I layed there for a while, and it all faded away. I woke up again in the astral, and the stupid entity was at the doorway, still posing as my girlfriend. I could barely see, my astral vision was blurring but I could see out of the corner of my eye.

The entity knew I cuold mess it up and that I was wise to it's false disguise so it didn't attack or anything, I stayed nuetral. I guess it couldn't because of Astral law? I noticed that if I was afraid it would gain power, so I just watched it with a bit of contempt, almost daring it to try something because I felt used and abused and I wanted to mess him/her/it up. :angry:

Has anyone else ever had something try anything like this?