Crazy Sensation!

[Ybom]

As for guiding you without really being you, but still similar, I'm not sure if I can. I'll still try though.

As for your sensations, no one has seemed to be able to descibe what these sensations are like other than by touch and sound. You have taken this a step further and describe what these sensations are to your sight. Most people would just say they were just blind or they were awash with color. My question at this point is was the color truely orange, or was it more gold, and were there any other colors (even subtle ones)?

As for your hearing, most people describe more of a buzzing or humming rather than a static. For me I hear a very high pitched tone, similar to the whine a TV makes, which I'm assuming is similar to what you heard.

I'm wondering if you truely felt numb, or could it possibly be that you had feeling all over at once (giving a constant feeling therefore equalling numbness), but for sake of arguement I will accept that you weren't really that focused on whether or not you were truely numb (more interested in the sounds, the fighting adrenaline feeling, and the orange color.

Given the above, could you accurately give a timeline as to when certain things started to happen, or when you specifically noted things and focused on them?

As for the experience, it was 15 seconds long and it seems to have had a major effect on you. Could you describe how you percieved things before this and how you percieve them now (do you feel more distant now, did your beliefs change at all, do you feel more focused, etc)?

Remember, I'm posting what I see here based on helping you progress. Answer only what you want to, but the more open you are to being accurate and true, the more you will gain from posting back. Additionally, your edit2 information doesn't fully align with parts of your preliminary description, such as "completely removed from myself" (I take what you said as wanting to be removed from yourself, but not completely, to the point to where you could hear things louder, but you still recognized being numb and the colors and sounds, etc). That's just what I see (meaning don't accept quotes as being your own to try to explain unexplainable things, try to assess them for yourself COMPLETELY, and take those quotes as general guidelines as to something similar that you would experience *maybe*).

I feel this has gotten a bit long winded for a response, but there are many more facets of accessing a situation more than most people give credit for that can change an experience that you had in subtle ways. Again, just answer what you feel you can, and try to tap into what you remember more deeply.

[HonChi]

ybom: yeah the EDIT2 was just emphesizing that what happened to me happened to other people (when i say thats exactly how i felt, i mean the parts that apply to my post...)

[HonChi]

ok so im relatively new to all things ap, but ive read tons (well i think so) about it, and i realize that the vibrational stage can take many different forms.

anyways, i was sleeping last night and thinking about the method of projecting that you begin the instant you fall asleep. well i woke up at 3 in the morning and when i went back to sleep, i realized that every time i was entering the sleep state, my whole body would just get mega relaxed for a few seconds and i would realize this and than i would wake up after a few seconds.

the point: one time (probably the third time of entering the sleep state) though, i didnt really realize that i was entering this state and out of nowhere, my whole body had the feeling of being MEGA pumped up (the feeling like youre about to fight someone...) but i was all numb and asleep feeling and stuff, and there was this crazy medium-high pitched staticy sound and my vision was orange-ish... the sound was similar to (if you have brainwaver generator) the BUILTIN: Attention Focusing 1 (cyclic) preset...

well, do any of you guys, pro or not, have an idea of what happend? i figured it was the my vibration state and it felt mega sweet... but... a little guidance maybe? answers?

EDIT: i could also hear myself breathing very loudly and my heart pumping loud, yet i know i wasnt breathing hard/loud, and the state only lasted what felt like 10-15 seconds before i broke out of it [!]...

EDIT2: sorry for posting so much [xx(] but it was just a weird experience... whats interesting though, is that just a minute ago while reading about obes and ap, i read this: **Some of the experiences people have reported during sleep
paralysis are: "I feel completely removed from myself," "feeling
of being separated from my body," "eerie, rushing experiences,"
and hearing "hissing in the ears," and "roaring in the head."
These events appear to be much like the OBE sensations of
vibrations, strange noises, and drifting away from the physical
body (Everett, 1983). Fear has also been described as a common
component of sleep paralysis (see the "Question and Answer" in
NightLight, Vol. 2, No. 1 for a discussion of overcoming fear in
sleep paralysis.)** now that explains EXACTLY how i felt...