etheric mosquitoes?

[dreamosis]

Moonburn33...

At the onset of an astral projection I have seen hundreds of tiny orbs of light (red and green light as I saw them) that buzzed and sounded exactly like wasps or mosquitoes.  They were huddled around the back of my crown chakra and I could feel them pressing into my aura.  At first I fought them off, using meditation tools, but then decided they might be sticking to me because I was resisting them.  When I decided to no longer resist them, they rushed en masse into my body/energy body and huge vibrations started and I instantly left my body.

While I haven't ruled out this experience as a kind of negative entity attack, I had an intuition that I was simply characterizing the pre-OBE vibrations as negative because of my fear.  I didn't feel depleted that day, but the experience--during the actual experience--I was quite scared and they were quite intimidating.  

But the reason I share the whole experience is because the buzzing sound.

In any case, I have found that the less I resist a neg--and simply let it pass right through me--the easier it is.  When I fight, they stick to me.  So I simply let it at my energy and then ground it out or use destroying techniques as neutrally as I can.

-Dreamosis

[Moonburn33]

ahh reason...

thank you very much for your help.  i tried to remain neutral.  what sort of fighting made them stick- the active kind?

[volcomstone]

most fairies don't hurt, but some feel like needles

[Moonburn33]

what do you consider fairies?

[dreamosis]

By "fighting" I mean I use Creating and Destroying techniques to deal with negs, or for personal transformation for that matter.

An example of Creating and Destroying would be envisioning/imagining a bubble and then blowing up the bubble with your mind.  Sometimes I actually see the bubbles during my astral experiences or clairvoyant experiences and sometimes I just feel the energy blowing up.

But you could use anything to Create and Destroy with--you could envision a cheeseburger.

I personally use a rose because that was a tool I was taught in a meditation class.

So essentially, you're transforming energy, changing it into something else.  I've never really been able to "destroy" a neg (the whole being) by using creating and destroying, but I use the technique to get the neg's energy out of my space--by changing their energy into raw energy.

[Moonburn33]

i like the last technique you use- changing their energy into raw energy.  

to destroy things like that i tend to be a bit spontaneous- i let my subconscious guide me.
so far i've fought with fish, tennis rackets, a spool and the traditional kinds of weapons.

i should attack the negs with a cheeseburger next time.

[Moonburn33]

so last night, as i was falling asleep and going into a medium level trance i felt something very odd.  it was on both of my pinky (smallest) toes.  it felt like something was drawing energy out from them.  now i could have been misinterpreting the feeling of getting bigger as an energy draw- but i also heard odd noises when i tried to interfere with the sensation.

any thoughts?  is this some entity or just some sensation.  the energy loss would have been negligable if it was going on.