Scared! Am I doing something wrong?

[jilola]

You will get two kinds of replys to this: either it's negs or it's you that's causing the phenomena.

I suspect it's a side effect if your energy work that will diminish and perhaps evenr cease as you get more proficient controlling your energy body.
During the initial stages of energy work its possible that the activity attracts entities to the area as well as cause you to perceive things  originating from the higher realms.
Stay calm and focused and things should calm down soon.

Try not to pass hasty judgement on what you are experiencing. Often what we experience is tainted by our conscious minds but sometimes ther may be something else making itself felt.
A cool head and a friendly and compassinate outlook will help you over most of anything you will encounter.

2cents & L&L
Jouni

[Leanna]

Thanks for your prompt reply, Jilola.  I appreciate your advice.  I hope it will diminish because it is quite bothersome.  It's like the presense wants to scare me.  I have had things of this nature all my life.  I just remembered that I have a neighbor that is into black magick.  I am not.  Never have been.  I wonder if it is something that hangs around her property that is sensing what I am doing.  Could that be possible?  I have seen apparitions ever since we moved here four years ago but lately I have noticed I see three separate looking figures.

One is average height and has colored clothing.  I definitely see red for the top and some dark pants.

The other is a dark figure that walks passed me when I am busy doing normal everyday things.

The third, and last, is a brillant white light figure that radiates literally.  I get a strong pleasant sensation everytime I see this one.

Oh, yeah!  I live on land that once was used as a Indian dumping ground for pottery and arrowheads.  We find all sorts of things in the yard.  One night I was sitting outside, contemplating my life when I saw the apparition of a wolf walk up to me and sit down.  I felt a strong sense of recognition when I saw the wolf.  

I don't know if any of this clarifies anything or not.  Just hoping someone can shed some light on this for me.

~ Leanna

[nekodaimyo]

I'd say you may be drawn natuarlly to this kind of paranoia for some reason and that developing a new way to interpret such things may be amplifying it for now. In the long run though it should help to balance you better and calm you down. Keep at it, and work past the hard parts.

[WalkerInTheWoods]

I will not claim to know something that I do not, so I cannot tell you what is going on with you. I do know that you should continue your development and energy work. It can only help you. You should not fear anything, for the only thing to fear is fear itself. Whatever is happening will only aid in your growth and development. When you come through this you will be much wiser. So do not see this as something bad, but face it head on as an experience to grow and learn from. Good luck.

[coben]

Why put fear outside of love?

Respect fear like every other emotion God gave us.

That does not mean stop the work.

When I look around outside me I see so many who go past fear
and this causes (has caused) so much damage.

There is no hurry.

Fear deserves love and time, just like every other part of us.

[pod3]

Charging up doesn't necessarily cause hauntings but it surely makes you more aware of them. Perhaps this is a question for the self defense forum?

[keos]

like you, i recently started working with energies.

i read carlos castaneda's 3rd book, the journy to ixtian, and it made me feel quite scared about things, it opened me to the possibility of a new world that i'm not even aware of.
i talked with my kung fu guide, and he calmed me down a bit.

later, whenever i was near my deceased father's bed, i always felt a stange sensation after i used a meditation with white light.
that scared me, i didn't enter that room that day. i really felt something in that room, something queer, "not from the light" is the best way i could describe that entity.

being frantic, i decided i want to figure out what i felt in there.

i bought Sanaya Roman's book about channeling, and the way it was explained in there really calmed me down. i felt calm, and loved just by the words of the book.
i tried communication with a higher guide, from that room.
i felt the love and a path openning for me. i felt intervention by the entity in my living room, however i made it CLEAR i do not want to be in touch with her at this point, and i continued my attempt to channel.
after that attempt, i felt as if i found myself a higher guide. i felt really really queer and bizar, though in a good way. i was no longer afraid of that entity, and felt completely protected. that entity did not bother me that day, even though i felt it there.
i do not sense the higher guide near me anymore, it's been a week from my first (and last) attempt to channel, tomorrow will be my second.

i somewhat advice you to get Orin's (Sanaya Roman's guide). it would make you feel more loved, secure about your way, and give you a warm feeling.

hope it helps you somehow, reading your post sure did help me

[Fat_Turkey]

Well, when you started raising energy you energy body started to becoming "in tune" with things you never used to notice. Whether it's you causing this phenomena, or a neg, it doesn't matter. Let's relate it to a radio. You raising energy is tuning the radio to frequencies it wasn't tuned to recieve before.

Either way, don't fear what is happening, and perservere with the energy development. It can only wield good results, plus you can have more control and presence over the presence of menacing things, if of course, they are there.

If worst comes to worst, buy Practicaly Psychic Self-Defense by Robert Bruce, so you can start defending yourself.

~FT

[Leanna]

I am new to raising energy and chakras so bear with me.  I hope I posted in the correct place.

I follow Robert Bruce's instructions for the energy raising and I think I do OK.  My problem is that "Little Nasties" are reeking havok with me so I stopped.  I hear things in my room.  With my own ears, taunting me by singing to the radio.  It gives me a terrible sense of menacing presences around me.  It is also affecting my dog, who has stopped going to his regular place, I think to hide from them.  I get the feeling that they are playing freaky games with him as well.  Should I stop raising energy and forget trying to learn this?  Also I have begun to have strange dreams where I experience a person being killed up to point of his/her spirit leaving their body.  In the latest one, I saw the a vehicle similar to the one in the dream I had several days after I dreamed it.  What is going on?  Should I continue this or stop?  HELP!!

~ Leanna