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Okay so I'm going to attempt to make a very very long story short -- about 5 years ago was my first "abduction" experience. I was in SP and I saw a light through my window. I was completely frozen and all of a sudden I was "pulled" by a force that felt magnetic, I couldn't fight or resist it and I had no intention to (I have been Aping since I was 15 so I am not afraid of beings or situations but rather I observe them without judgement to perceive the whole experience without interference) I was pulled by this magnetic force into the light-craft that was outside my window. Suddenly I was laying down inside of this craft and I saw these creatures, they were short and grey skinned and had big dark eyes with no mouthes. When they spoke it came as a robotic voice that seemed to surround me. "What do you want" I asked. They said they were going to do some tests on me. I asked "Am I going to remember this in the morning?" I heard "NO." then it went black.

Fast forward 2 years, I am freshly pregnant (within 2 months) with my daughter who is now 3.
Again, I was taken in my sleep during sleep paralysis. This time I was placed in a flying machine that looks like a missile, and it is very small there is not very much room inside. A dead girl is beside me propped up, her skin is pale and she has a carved mark on her neck that is bleeding. It seemed to be cut into her. I was yelling and I could see my house as I shot up into the sky super fast & uncontrollably. It went black, then I woke up hooked up to a big machine. My arms and legs were spread out and I was stuck in upward position. There were hundreds of these needle things going into my skin except they weren't going into my skin but rather, pulling my skin outwards. I heard a voice "DNA does not match" it was painful!!!! Then it went black again.

Fast Forward, I am 10 weeks pregnant with my third child and last night, I dreamt they were coming for me again. It's very, very difficult to consciously remember, but my partner claims he woke me up 3 times last night and I only remember him waking me up once when I told him "an alien is trying to take me away" we are spiritual beings so he chased it away with ceremonial medicine. This time I know for sure it didn't take me, I was in sleep paralysis and I was screaming and yelling mentally for those beings to leave me alone. I vaguely remember them standing at the doorway in one second then standing beside the bed and hearing something along the lines of "experiment". I think maybe they were trying to reason with me and persuade me to go with them? I remember being very, very, very afraid and very, very angry.


Does anybody have any idea why this has happened? Why they seem to be contacting me and wanting to study me? Particularly while pregnant! I have encountered many beings in my time as a Traveler but I can always 'feel' if they are positive or negative. From these creatures I cannot feel anything - there is no connection at all, as if they are soulless.



With Love,
M

I am very spiritual and practice many ceremonies - I haven't done anything to try to open my third eye, it's jus happened naturally, on it's own through my ceremonies and my lifestyle. I am an Indigenous person (Anishnaabe) of the Canadian/Ojibwe Nation. I honour the spirits of the Earth, the moon, the sky, the sun. I smudge and cleanse my energies with sage, sweetgrass, cedar and tobacco - I live everyday with a ceremony within me, practicing conscious-based meditation, I use a drum to envoke the spirits of Bear, Eagle, Sabe, Horse, Grandmother moon, Mother Earth, Father Sky, Creator etc. and it's just through the way I live my life that my third eye has opened. I live a life completely clean of drugs and alcohol and spend a lot of my time making tobacco ties to offer to the Earth, sitting in Sweatlodge ceremony with my brothers and sister (going into a lodge to Sweat and calling the spirits), I spend a lot of time working under medicine men and using traditional medicines, drumming to the Earth, etc. Through this lifestyle the Spirits are very much present and a large part of my life, because of how deeply I respect them and spend time honouring those traditions and the energies of my ancestors.

I would like to start my response by explaining a bit about the beliefs and my personal experiences:

Like you, I have had many experiences with Beings, entities, energies (whatever you choose to call them), to the point of even being stalked and Raped by them. Yes, raped! They have tried time and time again to make me feel like I am going crazy by speaking to me with voices in my head, draining me of sleep and even making me very very sick. (I had been to 8 hospitals in the last 3 months because of what had been happening) I cannot express deeply enough how vital it is that you FIGHT BACK. Do NOT give in to the fear, the negative energies, the darkness. Darkness cannot exist in the presence of light - I cannot express how important it is that you are firm in this belief. No matter how scary they are or what they do to you, they CAN NOT  beat you if you don't ALLOW them. Through everything I was experiencing, I fought back. I attended Sweatlodge ceremonies (I am an Anishnaabe/Aboriginal woman of the Ojibway Nation in Canada) I visited medicine men and was given natural medicine Muskrat root and Bear grease to cleanse my spirit and keep it free from negative beings. Every day, I smudged with the sacred medicines, I combatted every negative thought with positivity and love, I put a ring of cedar around my bed to protect during sleep and wore a braided ribbon with the colours of protection around my head and my childrens heads at night --- I offered tobacco to Mother Earth every single day, used my drum to envoke my Spirit guides / Clan (I am of the Wolf clan) to protect my family and I. And I remained sober and clean during this time, those negative energies are attracted to drugs and alcohol so do your best to keep yourself in a positive space.
It isn't what you use that has power, it's because you BELIEVE in it that it has power. The greatest medicine to use is your own mind, body and Spirit. The same can be done by saying the Lords prayer, Hail Mary, keeping Holy Water, the Bible, crosses, etc. it all does the same work if you believe it does.

Whatever you practice, you need to truly BELIEVE with your entire heart and soul that YOU are more powerful than these entities. It is true that OBE and AP are not for the faint of heart, entities/beings/energies will prey on the weakness of Fear and you will be tested time and time again on your ability to overcome the Fear with Love and KNOWING that Creator/God/Great Spirit/whoever you refer to the ultimate being as would not let your existence be taken over by the dark entities. They are Spirits without a body, lingering around feeding off of energy and the more attention/fear you feel, the more power you give them.
YOU are only as powerful as you BELIEVE you are.
Believe in you.

I cannot even begin to try to explain all the experiences I've had through the past 6 months. Needless to say, life has completely changed for me. My awareness and understanding of life, energy, chakras, Being, etc. has completely altered to the point where I can literally "sense" the energy being emitted from every single blade of grass while going to sit in the stillness by the hill, for instance. Every Being, every creature, every plant every flower every energy having it's place in the Universe and exchange/flow of life force within her.
I have also battled 'demons', negative spirits /energies for months straight. I was being stalked and bothered to the point of the Spirits making themselves a part of my everyday life. I was being harassed and 'raped' by these entities, as they would take on the form of my partner usually and force sexual acts on me. I was hearing them clear as day speaking in my head, or they would talk to one another. My children were seeing them and sensing them and needless to say it's been a serious battle.
Nontheless, we have cleansed our home and our family of the negative entities and have once again surrounded ourselves with the Light, the positivity, Creator, Angels, and the Force of Mother Earth.

But in all this that has been going on, I have noticed a few things happening recently --- I have a permanent ache right in the centre of my forehead. A few weeks ago I noticed a friend of mine was "glowing" and I realized I was seeing her energy, it was like looking right into a lightbulb! I've seen several auras since then. When I meet with the medicine men, I can see the energies/spirits of the animals and our ancestors dancing around them, flying around them, twirling, spinning etc.
About a month ago I had a dream that I could see the spirit world out of my right eye. I could see the spirit world almost as an extra layer ontop of this world, I could see them both at once but on the right side it's like there was a hazy layer and I could see the Spirits.

Also, out of my right ear it randomly feels like I'm "tuning in" to a different station, a different vibration, per se. I can hear another world out of my right ear at random times and although it is a brief experience it is usually when I am doing something productive or speaking about transitioning of the Earth, guiding youth in the right direction, or speaking of peace, and project development towards peace/conflict resolution. at these time I can almost hear something speaking to me and I have recently started communicating back with it , last time when I 'tuned in' I said (in my head, within my self) What do you want? And I was immediately responded to with "We are Here".... again I wasn't hearing this with my ears the answer just came within me.

The throbbing/aching on middle of my forehead is constant, all day, everyday for a week now. I also seem to be picking up on what other people are seeing in their minds, and especially what they are feeling, I feel the emotions as though they are my own. I feel like I am awakening to a higher consciousness, a higher vibration. Has anybody else experienced this? When your chakras are activating, what other sensations do you notice? What physical changes/what mental changes do you notice?


I also seem to be dreaming about babies quite frequently, not sure why though - last night in my dream my partner, my son and a baby we had were running from something and when we set up a tent to camp there was blood leaking through the Earth - and my partner (who is a spiritual Ojibwe/Anishnaabe Warrior - Aboriginal/Canadian) was battling all night to keep my son and I safe from negative energies .


Any thoughts or ideas or experiences are welcome. I do not judge or criticize anybody for their spiritual beliefs.

Hey everybody! Its been years since Ive been on this site and after a really tough journey, I have found my way back to Spirit Travelling/out of body experiences. Last night was the first time Ive projected in a very long time and I encountered a problem I used to have alot and was hoping maybe somebody could explain.
I was having a negatuve dream and was being bothered by entities in it so I decided to "feel" for my body. I could tell in my dream that my body was too deeply asleep as it was very difficult to feel it, it felt very far away. I dexided to fly into the mosaic ceiling and bring myself upwards and as I did my awareness shifted and I awoke in sleep paralysis. I thought about floating upwards & becoming weightless and as my body began to separate, I had a horrible strong pain in the middle of my upper back. I was stuck! I fought through the pin and ended up separating from my physical body but even when I was an experienced Traveller I often encount et ed this problem and it was always always stuck in the same place. The spot on the midsectiono f my upper back feels like it would be in the same spot as my Heart chakra if it was in the front. I was wondering what this could be? Is it possible it is a blockage of energy through the Heart Chakra? Anybody else hve this problem?

So I have recently started using marijuana (medicinally) for pain relief as I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia and seeing as everything the doctors prescribe me cause severe stomach pain, smoking weed seems to be the lesser of two evils. I was wondering, does frequent/constant marijuana use affect whether or not you can consciously project and remember your projections? I haven't been able to project much at all, only about once every 3 months (I used to have a projection at least every two-three weeks). Regarding medication, I am on an SSRI, citalopram 30 mg daily and amitriptyline 10 mg daily. Both are to try to manage my chronic pain but right now it's unknown how effective they are going to be. Do either of these meds affect OBE'S? I have been having crazy dreams lately but having a very difficult time remembering them (just sort of a feeling - faint memory)

Lol I can't tell if you are joking or serious that would be extremely coincidental if you weren't

Sounds like an OBE to me! It's weird though because I rarely hear of people being able to interact with people while they are in the OBE state. I've tried countless times to awake somebody when I'm having an OBE and since they are in a different plane although I can see them I can't interact with them. Don't think you're losing your mind though it is a gift if these things happen without even having to try! It is definitely not schizophrenia

Last night I went lucid in a dream and decided to project I started flying quickly and had a strong pain in my middle back. This happens when I'm not fully "separated" and my body isn't completely asleep yet. I played around in my dream some more then awhile later tried again without the pain. I ended up popping out of my body quickly and flying into space through a meteor shower. I decided to visit the planes and I focused my intent on going there and flee quickly. I wound up in a beautiful world with a large castle. The people who lived there has pointy ears and looked very much physical although they didn't seem surprised to see somebody who could fly like me. There was a huge castle beautiful green hills with crystal blue water. The sky seemed to be a mixture of colours it was radiant. They had just finished building two bridges to get from the castle to the beautiful pond and waterfalls. I jumped on the bridge and they told me not to do that because the people who lived there can't fly and if I break the bridge they would fall. They told me they built it to please the "blue imp" who was coming to their land. They told me he was the creator of their world and their existence and invited me to stay to meet him. I played around a bit but ended up waking up. Has anybody ever heard of this imp before? What types of planes do you usually visit? Thanks for reading !

Nice --- I don't particularly believe every belief the elders teach me about spirit travel or anything in general really, I choose what suits me best, gives me courage and take that as I go however I do identify with Ojibwe people because of the respect for mother earth and the spirits of the earth. Also because our rituals are very intense and release a lot of energy - sweatlodge ceremonies, shaketent ceremonies, Sundance, vision quests etc
I was more interested mainly in seeing the beliefs of other cultures around the world and how they practice and explain astral projection. Interesting points though.

I became conscious in much dream a feel nights ago and started flying upwards into the sky as I normally do to project. Once I become aware in my dream when I fly into the sky I 'pop' out of my body in the etheral world. This time though, I woke up with my body in a world that was almost identical to this one. I looked around my bedroom and saw a few things misplaced and a couple pictures I don't actually have. I focused and could see every detail of the room, every shade every crease in the blanket. I counted my fingers and they were normal . I then walked downstairs and saw my boyfriend sitting on the couch. His face looked almost the same as it does in real life but with less facial hair and thicker eyebrows - the layout was also very slightly different but I couldn't figure out how. I told him I don't belong here and I live somewhere else and he acted like I was crazy. Usually in my dreams I figure its a dream because I can never perfectly see people's faces. This time I saw every little facial line and detail. I tried a few tines to go back to sleep and every time I woke up in this world. I think the 4th or 5th time I went to sleep I had a dream then woke up back in my reality.

Do you have experience with parallel worlds and if so what did you encounter? I had a physical body the whole time. The world seemed slightly greener and more alive. Does this sound like just some crazy dream?

In my culture we call it Gichi Manitou (great spirit) I have never heard of that term

I'm well aware of that but every culture and religion has a different word and belief regarding what AP is. And nice szaxx that sounds pretty intense 

For everybody who practices AP what is your religion or culture and what is their description/belief of astral projection? I am a native American (Chippewa/Ojibwe) and my culture refers to OBEs as spirit travellers. It is considered a gift in which your spirit can travel to the spirit world, inhabit different bodies and experience different lives. It is seen as a feminine gift; not that only females can do it, but in the sense that spirit and emotion are seen as feminine energies and therefore if a man is practicing spirit travelling he must get in touch with his feminine self.

NO BASHING OF OTHER CULTURES OR RELIGIONS PLEASE! Lets keep this friendly
Ok... go!

When I am dreaming, I fly as fast as I possibly can into the sky, at which point I feel intense vibrations. They get more and more intense and then all of a sudden I pop out of my body into the etheral world. I don't know if it works for everybody, but this is how I exit every single time.

In the beginning your new awareness of energy can cause serious vibrations and I had a very similar experience my first obe. Oddly enough techniques never worked for me until I was already experienced with astral projection. I practiced about 3-4 hours a day for 3.5 months using techniques and I would get 'close' and feel like parts of my body were separating and then it would become more and more intense until it just stopped - the key to having obes (in my opinion) is just let it happen. Leave your body. You dont have to do anything per se, just keep uoure mind awake. Blank out everythought you have. Try not to get excited and just be aware of the darkness behind your eyes. Ignore EVERY sensation - the vibrations, the visions and the noises ( as yougetc closer you may start hearing screams, voices and random noises such as car honking, kid laughing, dog barking etc. - I have no idea why.) And automatically your consciousness will shift. You may not even notice you are already separated. The key clue is you will randomly be able to see the room around you completely clear. At this point, think of moving up. If you don't move up automatically, lay there for another 20 minutes and think of going up. I have only effectively used separation "methods" twice out of the whole 4.5 years of ap.

I was wondering when you first exit your body do you communicate with the spirits you encounter? I see many spirits (mostly in my room as soon as I exit - I usually spend my time traveling through the stars)  but I have never tried to communicate with them before and never even considered it until a co worker told me he usually travels places with spirits and helps them overcome issues that keep them here. I've been projecting for about 4.5 years now mad still can't control my thoughts as soon as I exit. If I stay in my room too long I will start picturing demons and they willmanifest front of me. I always feel afraid until I get out of my room , probably mostly because I always see at least one person standing in the corner or my room.. I cant usually see their faces. Do you communicate with spirits ?

Thanks

Wish I could help you out but I don't even try to project it just happens . Sounds like an exciting experience though congratulations !

Well since I've been praying and burning sage, drumming and whatnot, I have had 3 experiences in the past 2 weeks which is my usual. Plus been much more aware at night and able to become conscious in my dreams, having spiritual experiences etc. And when it stopped it stopped with no warning I had experiences right up to 6 months pregnant. I feel I've gained the ability back and praying etc. Has really helped for me.

So if any of you have seen my posts before you'd be aware I was undergoing a dry spell as such, I couldn't project for over half a year and this is weird for me as I usually have a projection at least every 2-3 weeks. Anyways I have been praying, drumming and burning medicine plants (I am ojibwe - native American) and it seems that's done the trick since I've had 3 experiences in the past 2 weeks. I'll tell you about this one since it was weird. I prayed right before I went to sleep and ended it with Creator, give me the gift of dream.
I lay on my stomach not planning to project and ended up with extreme vibrations in my lower body and my head only. I would fall asleep and these head vibrations remind me a lot of withdrawal from pills - I used to be an addict and would have these half seizures/blackouts every time I tried to sleep. It felt different Than regular vibrations and I didn't like it so strangely once my dream got too intense I would be able to wiggle my toes and wake up. I felt like I had full control of my physical body while dreaming.
I dreamt I was being attacked and I woke myself up Then I dreamt I was in a big mob brawl and I woke myself up again . Both times I awoke I had extreme vibrations . This time I decided to make use of it and try the roll out method since I was on my stomach.
I don't usually do techniques I can usually project without any but this time I did it and it worked. I rolled beside my body and all of a sudden I started moving up while the focus was on my bedroom. I saw my bedroom from top view as it got farther Away. Next thing I was above my house then my city then the world. I couldn't control where I was going at all! I tried forcing my focus towards the world and I went back to a different city but I was being pushed or pulled backwards
reds by an unknown force. I couldn't control anything I just kept moving backwards. I went through one house then another then another and so on mad so forth.
I was moving so fast I decided to wiggle my toe and wake up . The whole time I was out of body I could still feel my physical body vibrating in my back and behind my head! I felt like I Had two focus points and two bodies and as soon as I decided to I wiggled my leg and foot and didn't even go back to the physical immediately I felt the transition between non physical and physical. So my two questions are why couldn't I control where I was going in my OBE and why could I feel my other body the whole time?
I read the book Astral Dynamics and Robert Bruce talks about astral wind is this what he's referring to?

To sum it up, about two weeks ago out of nowhere I felt a very intense 'calling' from God. All of a sudden, I could sense my loved ones that have passed on and I can feel my higher self and God in every living creature , in plants and animals and in myself. I feel like they are calling upon me or sending me a message but I can't pinpoint exactly what that message is. Since then, I feel...awake. aware. Full of life but ready for death. In the past two weeks I have dreamt I died 3 times. These are very intense dreams, and although I die a different way every time the sensation is the same when my spirit leaves my body. I can feel each one of my veins stop pumping blood, I feel throbbing in my head, my vision goes completely blurry, my words become slurred and muscle by muscle I feel my body die. It happens quickly but with such intensity. Two of the dreams I had I only died and separated in then I woke up, but last night I dreamt that I went to the spiritual side and was met by a guardian in a long tunnel who explained to myself and other people there that we had died and were transitioning. She said we could do anything during this transitioning  , create our own scenery and live wherever we choose while we wait for our loved ones to be with us or we could 're incarnate.i created a beautiful home from my mind overlooking the ocean and within moments my partner was there witg me. The lady explained that time is different in the spirit world and although it seems to take a long time for us to pass on in the physical plane, time would fly by in the spirit world. When I saw my boyfriend I hugged him and felt a rush of ecstasy flow through me; the lady explained that since our physical bodies are not coming into contact, it's our spirits that embrace one another and every sensation will be 100x more intense than here. So my question is what does this mean? I feel almost.... ready to die. Could this mean something else

I'm not sure why but I Have a very strong 'sense' that soon something is going to happen to me . I feel like I am being called to from my higher self or the 'Creator', a strong sense of peace is within me and I feel something big coming my way. Has this ever happened to Any of you before a big event ? I almost feel as if Its my time and that worries me. It happened out of nowhere. I'm hoping perhaps I am undergoing a spiritual awakening or something of the sort

OK so here's the dealio. I got pregnant in about fall of last year. At that point, I no longer even needed to 'try' to project - I would have a projection evey 2 to 3 weeks regardless if I tried or not. I first started AP about 4years ago, it took me 3 months of working energy, 'training' per se, to have a projection. Over time I kept trying and trying (my son was a newborn so I had a long time to stay home and practice), and after about a year I began to project automatically every 2-3 weeks. I continued to project until I was about 5-6 months pregnant at which point, it just stopped. Try as I might, I could not project. I'd get vibrations, feel like I'm separating, but it just wouldn't happen. My daughter is now 3.5 months old and I still can't project. I am breastfeeding and don't know if that would have anything to do with it? Does anybody have some info as to why I can't project anymoe? I feel like there is a huge gap in my life now AP was my lifestyle

Heh, I had another baby and have been busy busy busy so very little time for the forum unfortunately! I still make my way over here at least once a week to read the new stories and experiences.  Anyway here is my most amazing experience, met an Angel and it was incredible!

So last night I became conscious in my dream and began flying upwards. I felt the vibrations and knew I was going to exit my body. I ended up popping out of my body, and flew threw my window into the sunrise. I could feel the clouds going through me, it was amazing. I flew and I flew and somehow ended up at this large castle situated in the clouds. Infront of it was a man wearing a brown robe, with golden wings. He told me his name was Michael and he was an Archangel. Now mind you, I am not Catholic, or Christian and I wasn't aware there was even an Archangel named Michael in the bible. Anyhow, he 'guided' me for awhile. I was with him for quite some time, I followed him around asking him what he was doing. There was an elderly lady who was with him and he told me he was preparing her for death by taking her spirit when she was asleep to this church where she would go to immediately after she died. She sat and sang songs with him, he told me she wouldn't remember when she awoke because her body was dreaming, and that as soon as she died she would recognize this place and feel at ease.
We returned to the tower and I asked him "Can you show me where I will go when I die?"
I was flying within seconds at such a fast speed I couldn't make out where I was even going.
We ended up in a beautiful, beautiful garden. He told me I would rest there. There were squirrels and animals, a waterfall and the most peaceful sound I have ever heard - nature. I am very close to nature and it made me very happy to be there. There was pure beauty, everywhere, such a calming feeling. I asked him after that, "Can you show me Heaven?" (I'm not entirely sure why I asked, because I personally don't even believe in heaven as I'm not Christian, maybe just to see if it really existed)
Anyways he whistled and a chariot appeared with two horses with wings, he got onto it and so did I and we zoomed so fast I felt the energy throughout me picking up and vibrating higher and higher.
We stopped infront of golden gates, the most beautiful sight I have ever seen, beyond these gates was a kingdom of wonder and beauty. Everything was amazing - colours I have never seen in real life, people with such a strong aura it glowed gold, everybody had wings. The buildings were made from gold. It was truly euphoria.

My memory gets kind of hazy, I recall asking what age I would die at and he told me an age that was way too young, I begged him to give me more time he told me that I don't take care of my body (I smoke, don't eat very healthy, etc.) I told him I would promise to take care of myself, and after that, I was back.

This is by far the most AMAZING, incredible experience I have ever had in my life. I have never seen such beauty, felt such wonder, amazement. The words I typed couldn't have shown nearly the beauty I saw today.