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#1
Welcome to Dreams! / Re: Mind Refurbishing
March 17, 2022, 05:26:32
Quote from: LightBeam on March 16, 2022, 20:59:05
Both! Perceiving in the astral the most probable event that may be experienced in the future based on what is being created  by the thoughts, believes and emotions of the individuals involved in certain personal or global events.

I know. This is somewhat connected to my other current corresponding posts. Multiple Personality disorder, right...? (sigh)
When thinking about this, i realized that certain creations or events result after an appropriate vehicle is used. It's like a form of
encryption. One says: "The thought has to have a vehicle", meaning it's functioning like on some carrier wave being an encrypted message.


Quote from: LightBeam on March 16, 2022, 20:59:05We don't have to go to the astral in order to create. Every point of consciousness constantly creates whether they realize it or not. Every next moment we perceive is a result of previous thoughts, emotions and beliefs. Every thought is alive somewhere in the raw energy field and it becomes a stream of probable events in the pool of infinite possibilities. One may focus on a specific goal and keep charging it with energy in order to intensify its manifestation.

I have serious problems regarding this, probabilities or not. I don't really like this universe. These kinds of powers
are not meant for a human being. You need to become some type of hybrid in order to be able
to process it. And even then...i don't know.


Quote from: LightBeam on March 16, 2022, 20:59:05But again, this can be done from any state, physical, non-physical, sleep, awake, etc. It's just when we observe the non-physical worlds we can actually perceive the creation itself and the energy flows visually. We can experience immediate manifestations out there. The materialization in the physical will depend on many factors, but all probabilities exist. The question is which probable event we as individuals and as masses will get to experience at future given moments based on what has been prevalent in our thoughts and beliefs.

Yeah...
#2
What do you mean with "local levels" ?

Like, for example, denying some experiences?
I find this hard, as the desire for more can become too intense.

Or as in, temperance?

Let me give you another example. This is what i actually mean by "monsters begetting monsters".

Say you're gaining a piece of knowledge, the following: The idea that the whole physical universe
is built out of sin. Now one can talk about Christian concepts et cetera... . What i mean by this
is the realization that city infrastructure; roads, houses, skyscrapers, buildings in general all result
from the pain of others. Where does the inspiration of an engineer come from? Do you know what i mean?

If today 10 people suffer and die, tomorrow a building is erected. The other way around, if 10 people have had
a joyful experience, a building is torn down... .

This very powerful thought contributed to me becoming a recluse. It's too much
to process sometimes. It puts a whole different perspective on the idea of "service to humanity".
I'm still hoping i'm missing something out here, and that this thought is false.
#3
I was reading Valdemar Valerian's matrix series when i had this experience.
I found out this is a typical experience from the conspiracy theory world.
I have it a lot, that i am reading something and connect to the corresponding network.
In this case there was a lot of right wing paranoia involved, and corresponding types of
experiences.

One time also, i was reading a book titled "demons of the flesh". It talked about tantric
yoga and obscure hindu sects practicing black magic. The resulting imagery and
following astral experiences were not exactly positive. At one point, when i got out
of a trance, i made the sign of the cross, instinctively: Good Lord !! i thought.

I didn't know humans were capable of such atrocities.
#4
Welcome to Dreams! / Re: Mind Refurbishing
March 16, 2022, 09:28:08
Quote from: LightBeam on March 16, 2022, 07:51:36
This should be done by genetic DNA modification by ETs. It has nothing to do with drugs. Larger amygdala means a person is more compassionate and empathetic. That will solve a lot of issues with violence and greed.

I know. The only problem is that drugs makes you more compassionate and empathic. Also please understand that i am
not advocating the use of acid for anti-war purposes. Heck, i have never even used the stuff. I'm just saying a lot of
hippies were after the same thing using the same techniques.

It is something like resorting to religion in order to solve worldly problems. The invasion of Tibet by the Chinese was not prevented by the
power of thought, despite thousands chanting and dancing. It's a lofty thing though. Worth the admiration.

And yet... . Manipulating the astral before things manifest. I certainly experienced these things and i know them to be true. But sometimes you're up
against forces we cannot possibly comprehend.

It certainly also begs the question: Are we dealing with precognition or creation? That's the sixty-thousand dollar question.   
#5
Once, not to long ago, my guide appeared in a dream when i was confused. He told me that this spirituality
business (Ap'ing and individualization processes) was all about "watching out for the beast". Then in an episode of the
x-files, a senator says that this universe is all about monsters begetting monsters.

Do you choose to become a hermit? Is there any escape out of all the madness in the first place? This same guide i mentioned
also appeared in another form in a dream, and said: "once upon a time i was also a prisoner, but then i developed 'stereovision' ". But to
what end? To gain power?

I mean, is a person able to process the power that comes with the ability to astrally project. Power corrupts they say.
#6
In the book "GĂ´del, Escher, Bach" by Hofstadter Douglas, the author states that the human brain is organized like a totalitarian
state. Without going into the issue if this is true or not, i realize that our models largely shape the world we are in. The author
also talks about the nature of meaning. Related to the brain; if we consider language for instance in conjunction with the interaction of this
brain with the environment, i wonder how far this goes. We read about things in the newspapers and interpret it in Aristotelian terms, two-valued logic.

Does this mean that when our models of the brain change, the world also changes? Not being a neurologist, i feel like a victim of my own brain.
I cannot choose the most optimal model. I can't help but to see the world and the beings using language as if this western world is all about ego and
becoming rich and famous. I am fighting this tendency day in, day out. I see and interpret things on several levels at once, but then suddenly, this
forms a single category on its own and i am a prisoner again. I cannot seem to objectify things. I mean, not that i want to objectify
recognition and fame. Absolutely not.

It's all like some hierarchical nightmare, where people are trampling and piling up on top of each other to gain fame and recognition. And when
the truth comes out regarding this, a societal security protocol surfaces telling us to shut up about the secrets of the universe, because empowerment
has to stay secret. We have therefore hierarchies, and "entangled hierarchies". In how far this latter conception anarchistically solves the issue i do not now.

I am a victim of language. Do i give meaning to it? I don't think so. Sometimes the analogies are fully consistent, resulting in total equality
and chaos. I don't get it.
#7
This happened a while ago, but the experience is still fresh in my recall.

I found myself in a limo with three MIBs, me in the back seat with one of them. It was dark outside. I felt i was somewhere in
the USA. Suddenly the car was stopped by a black cop. One of the MIBs opened the window. The cop asked where we
were heading in a somewhat frightened and soft way. One MIB then said: "Beat it spook". The whole thing had all the
characteristics of a normal dream. Then suddenly i looked out of the front window and saw a large circular portal
opening. We drove through it. The whole dream character changed here. We were driving on a road, but this road was like...suspended
and isolated floating and extending in "midair". It was like we entered a large dome with only the road and a house in the distance
to were we were driving. There was no sky, just a big colored astral giant membrane enclosing our space with a somewhat 2D character,
because when we took small turns the whole background stayed the same. It was like a giant computer simulated thing.

Then we arrived at the house. Suddenly i found myself inside the house. There was a woman there but i didn't see her clearly. Then,
i was carrying a child and ran down some stairs. I needed to get out of there with this child. I almost fell when going down the circular stairs,
but managed to keep my balance. I had the feeling i needed to save this child from the mother. This was it. I woke up.

I have more of these types of experiences, with criminals in particular. Sometimes i tune into private conversations
of nasty characters also. I don't know who they are and why i unconsciously keep spying on them. It seems i do not have a choice. 
#8
Welcome to Dreams! / Re: Mind Refurbishing
March 16, 2022, 05:11:57
Quote from: LightBeam on March 14, 2022, 17:34:52
I think amygdala enlargement will do lol.

You're selling acid ?  :-D Remember what happened in the sixties ? I don't think this will do it. Everyone went nuts.
#9
Thanks Lumaza,

There's also this obsession that i have with "controlling it" rather than to quit entirely.
In 2019, i quit for 6 months, but then i started again. I thought to myself: " alright, i have
proved to myself that i can leave it". And yet i'm still not happy with it.

I am going to do it when my current pack's finished. Thanks for the support.

#10
I failed miserably regarding smoking. I have all the willpower in the world, but i can't seem to crack this one. Is it then right to say
that i don't really want to? I don't think so. I don't know why i keep failing.
One time, i took a walk of approx. 17 miles, to a street called "Stopping avenue". When i got back,
totally exhausted, i managed to quit automatically for 4 days. And that was it. I am
not going around the world for this however.
#11
You can't lose your spirit guides, never. What can happen however, is that other guides could be assigned to you, relative to the path you're
choosing to take (based on your own free will). But on a very deep level, these differences are nonexistent. So your guides are always
there for you, in whatever form.
#12
This is a classical topic, regarding the recurring appearance of certain numbers.

I have found the numbers 11, 22, 33, 44 and 55 of paramount importance, relating to behavioral cycles, experiental,
These numbers tend to denote major angles as gyrating points in spacetime. There are lesser numbers relating to these,
as these form a part in the subsystems of experience, of which these major angles form the greater nodes. Greater changes.

It has occurred to me that these greater numbers manifest whenever we turn into other activities, like anchors, wedges, connecting separate cycles.
If you pay close attention (bypassing the antagonistic working on short-term memory), this seems to be the case. However, they appear
less often compared with minor activities, but they keep impressing, also as "minor major" turns. Thus whenever these
numbers appear in greater numbers, meaning more often and clustered, major changes tend to nonlocalize (verb) awareness
in the perception of singularity, fueling our readiness for the next step.

Personally, i also found a lot of confusing terminology all over the web regarding this numerology.
They are the "angel numbers" of which you find yourself almost paralyzed with. I am working on the de-conditioning process
myself with this, gyrating into a more scientific worldview, excluding the positivist attitude (not relating to angels).
So personally a more systemic approach is preferred. I am learning.

My general attitude (seeing the above) is a generalized view. To counter this, for example, i cannot fully understand yet what 11 is
compared to the other numbers. I cannot seem to identify the frequency types, as no relation is obvious, meaning i don't know
what quality they stand for. It would be a mistake to consider 11 as the "lowest" node, as nonlocallity and hyperspace do not allow
separation. My intellect cannot make anything of it.

I tried meditating on the hypercube, but the image itself tends to separate things. Meaning, the little cube inside the bigger one
with the angles connecting it to the greater one, should denote the greater one, superimposed on it. But it still looks as "positioned lower". I learned that
the cubes in hyperspace all occupy the same space, but this is all i learned from it. Manipulating quaternions isn't exactly my turf.

Maybe i should meditate on the connected "angles", not "angels". But, do you see the problem here? It is as if the angels built in
a safety device for us in the construction of meaning when the apple is being bitten. The difference however, ironically put, is obvious.
#13
Nice spirits. There's a hidden bird in that tree also.
#14
Quote from: Lumaza on March 11, 2022, 20:21:01
Just curious, what was your former name here on the Pulse?

Trepkos.

I was still in my second initiation back then. Some of the things i wrote were OK. But when
attempting to think logically, i failed most of the time, resulting in pseudo-logical monologues
which weren't even that good on themselves. Idealism. Faulty ambition. The tendency to crush
others' viewpoints and trying to mask it...

I'm not the same person anymore.
#15
Quote from: Nameless on March 07, 2022, 14:20:27
I'm sure that doesn't make our astral partners happy at all and definitely doesn't make those of us here happy either.

I noticed.

As if systems of awareness are equivalent to swirling vortices. First there was the one, then came the two,
and from the two came the potential suck-ins. The conclusion is always one over two. A variation on Confucius.

But that's the way it is. Sometimes, to let go means predicting the potential outcome first.
#16
Quote from: omcasey on March 09, 2022, 18:00:16
Yes I began first with just feeling the presence of the beings. Then the OBEs started and I would get visited in the more visual/physical-type way. Then I began seeing them everywhere, even in physical space. The very first was a 2D almost caricature-looking creature in the trees. <-- This was more physical. But shadows and light, light and movement, almost anything like this can form in my awareness as a living being. I've got this sort of vision that can penetrate the layers. So all kinds of light appears in my field.

Same with me in a way. In the beginning i was noticing only faces that appeared in physical space/matter. Gradually, these images evolved from the faces to landscapes and so on. Currently, i can see a lot more. Especially people engaging in all sorts of activities. The thing is, the activities reflect those of my own.

I soon understood the nature of synergy and quantum entanglement. These are the selves on the different points in time you talked about. I learned that these "images of self" can be manipulated in all sorts of ways.  In your case for example, if one of those images appear in say a blanket, you could put a crystal beside it. One can also talk to the images, or use incense on them.

Also, considering the thought that history repeats itself, we are engaging in a loop. So manipulating these images of "the past inside the present" affect the future but especially ourselves when the activity loop starts over again. A lesson can be learned from these activities (Why do we do the things we do?). When the lesson's learned, one ceases the activity as the nature thereof is grasped.
#17
Yeah i saw it. Quite original. I didn't see anyone else making such images, but that's the way to go and interpret spiritual vision. Nice job.

I can relate to this, but i don't use crystals. I see them (ET) in a lot of other things. There were several times i thought of making something similar, but with digital filters instead, as this is also possible. I assume you can see them too in other things, but in this particular instance, you used crystals.

By the way, my question relating to the bus and the plane was an honest one. Maybe it sounded a bit ridiculous. What i meant was i believe we've got people inside of us, and we (the teachers and advisors) are like bus drivers or pilots carrying our disciples.

One time, being last year in January (2021), when i took my fourth initiation (it started the 17th of december the year before actually, until the 2nd of February) i made a mistake and was shown a crashed plane with everyone in it on fire. Then i realized i needed to first learn how to drive a bus. I am learning it now, along with a technique for inducing conscious OBEs.

I can exit consciously if i want, as i know the technique, but first i need to stop smoking (advice from higher up - not needed). So i discipline myself (trying rather  :-D). Because i know that smoking and inducing a high energy state creates headaches. Thought i 'd share this. So i 'm still waiting for the right moment. I also know that the right moment is always now, but... .

...sayin' it again, very good video!
#18
You drivin' a bus or a plane ?
#19
Quote from: LightBeam on March 08, 2022, 09:13:16
That happens to all of us, as we.........

Very kind of you. Thanks


I don't like the black widow though. Horrible creatures. I mean the girl yes, the other thing no.

QuoteThese entities may have no form at all, ........

Bingo !  

Except for the spider. There appeared one in my astral space recently, from when i talked to Nameless in a previous post. At some
point i said: "It's a spider thing in the end". Not much later i saw one, and today again, or something resembling it at least. Hideous.
#20
One time i experienced something similar during an AP. My intention wasn't stopping a war however. I don't remember the technique i used to exit, but after dozing off i found myself flying over a dark and moonlit ocean. Then suddenly by itself, i flew upward very fast. In a moment i found myself in the cockpit of a military plane inside the electrical panel. You know, like when passing through a wall. Suddenly the whole thing malfunctioned (with sparks and all) and i heard the two pilots shouting that they were going down or something along those lines i don't remember. Then i woke up. But i never saw anything on the news about this afterwards, when i wanted feedback: makes sense in a lot of ways.

Another experience regarding war was a brief one. I suddenly found myself being put inside some machinery. It was like a giant metal suit with weaponry. When i 'clicked' in, i exited to an area that resembled another planet. I knew i was put in this thing by the greys. That was all, i woke up after this.

EDIT: I already posted the experience of the plane years ago under another name here. By the way i reread some of my
posts from back then: Christ, i was so full of BS back then.   :-)
#21
Quote from: Nameless on March 06, 2022, 12:43:31
LOL, I never could understand what those Monks were talking about. They are way over my head. I much prefer looking at the SIMPLE answers and taking it from there before developing theories and hypothesis only to find them lost among the myriad ones put forth by countless others that can no more be understood or explained properly than my own,

The simple answers are my point:

This thread --> Spacetime continuum
Deletion ---> By a moderator
Burning a finger --> Emotional reaction

Reason --> Not respecting others (the animal thing).

...like seeing through the code in and of the eternal now. It's not that hard in this case. I was being metaphorical.
But yeah, my correspondences are just that, relating to hypotheses and stuff. You're right. It's a spider thing in the end.

QuoteMy apologies if I don't explain myself well. I found this thread of interest. I asked a higher guide once what was going on with time. His reply was a hardy laugh and these words, "Time is a mess, it isn't finished yet." I got this along with an image of time being worked on a white board and with paper and pencils.

I also experienced something like this. I saw the planet earth, like on some construct. Then there were pencils and brushes floating all around the place.  :lol:  I thought wow! And you know how these astral experiences are. The imagery was more clear and bright than on the physical in the waking state.

Nice to know someone else also saw it.


#22
OK, but i wouldn't go that far as calling them lower animals :-D. In a sense they are, but on the other hand,
i don't want to spark that conversation. There are a lot of ethical questions with it. I'd rather call them 'the takers'.

I am a victim of the same synergy. You seem to put 'hive mind' on the same plane as instinct. I cannot understand this, as i have problems with spacetime myself.

Maybe Buddhist reductionism can solve it. In this way, i won't burn a finger myself sometime in the future and the spacetime continuum won't be deleted :-).
#23
Quote from: LightBeam on November 26, 2021, 20:51:05
I wanted to win the lottery" LOL.

hahaha, me too. I succeed in predicting 2 numbers from 0 to 9 from the three. I can predict these due to the colored boxes these numbers are presented on the site. These are yellow boxed with a number in it, in white. Then i go to google maps, using a secret keyword. The yellow colors that appear have a number on it, say from a yellow truck, or a street sign in yellow. If there's a number in this color frequency, it appears that most of the time they match. but i only succeed in predicting 2. The order of these numbers is also a difficult issue to solve. Then i learned that i needed to train my improvisation skills, in finding keywords bringin me to the answer, I found out that it also works with the complementary color purple. Sometimes, the numbers appeared in reverse order with this one. Other times it didn't.


Quote from: LightBeam on November 26, 2021, 20:51:05The third stop was at a clothing shop. The lady who was selling beautiful dresses, said to me "ah, here yo are. Where have you been. I have the dress you ordered" . I knew I had to figure out how does this woman know me. Because I had no clue who she was. I had to also link all three answers together into one significant story connected to me.

Have you considered that maybe with this one you were "riding a bicycle", if you know what i mean. The body you were in wasn't your body, so the lady in the physical recognized the individual you were possessing, not you. I believe this is your answer for riddle number three.

Wait, or has this something to do with me? I don't get it....the third number....hmzz...
#24
This is somewhat related to an OBE. A lot of times, i get signals from some source.  I found that whenever i have some thoughts, generally put, these tend to come back to me further up in time carrying more information than i'd experienced during the time i had the thoughts, like some type of advanced feedback that i get.

Another way to explain it, is using the MP model or multiple personality view. As an example, say i am cooking dinner, that defines a "cook identity". Now, if i burn a finger say, this then is also felt emotionally due to a certain frustration. Later in time, when i am reading something, i am "the reader". It is at It this point that i get a signal, like going first into a light or heavy trance, relating to the intensity of the emotional experience or burning. The signal that i then get consists of the thoughts i got when i burned my finger. The catch here is that i get more info about the "burning" that i had when it did happen. It seems that at that moment of burning, i also pick up signals from other individuals who burned themselves at the same time. So there's more info.

It is as if the activity of burning a finger is experienced at the same time by others, like af if there's a type of quantum entanglement or something, tuning in, into the "groupsoul".

The point is the same if for example i am lacing my shoe. Then probability says that someone else is also lacing it, at the same moment. This is the "looping lacing group", as it would not be the last time i would've laced my shoes,
#25
Welcome to Astral Consciousness! / Re: The Doorway
February 26, 2022, 13:57:55
Quote from: Lumaza on August 17, 2015, 07:20:15
Everything you can imagine is real."
             Pablo Picasso

...so true !

Quote from: Lumaza on August 17, 2015, 07:20:15Where does the doorway lead?

I use blank rectangular cards to connect astral shapes. They're like little doors. If i built a microcosm on the table in the kitchen, i place such a card connected to the proper plane of that microcosm. Then, on the table in my living room i have another microcosm and do the same.
So... they lead to another universe.


Nice stick! The techniques are definitely recommended.

Good day.