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#1
Hello, it has been a while. For some reason i am having such long breaks in between the experiences.

last night i had another vibrational experience and a short exit though. but something keeps on re-ocurring and has me wondering if any of you has experienced something similar: i so often hear my son calling me or see him scared. it is like sabotage, because each time i think it is real and i think that i need to get back into my body quickly. same last night. it was frustrating, because it was so long until i was finally able to exit again...

my son is scared of the dark and he is also very sensitive to OBEs, but in general it scares him too much.  We talk a lot about grounding ... i try to be easy on him, as there is no need to push or rush him.

so interesting though that it seems as if his spirit is sabotaging me.... or maybe my own psyche uses his fear to sabotage myself....  maybe it does not have anything to do with him at all?

Have you experienced something like this? Any input?

Thank you so much <3
#2
It seems as if for some reason I always need ANOTHER chance. And I wonder how much patience the universe really has with us if we keep on 'not getting it', can chances really be lost?

I have been dreaming each night of the house where I grew up now since 2 weeks, to the point where I am being followed into the house of my childhood and teenage years.
9 months ago I experienced an AP where I felt I was guided into a neighbor's house, but I did not want to enter, as i felt it was inappropriate to enter into someone's space uninvited by the owner. After that I did not have any further experiences whatsoever for 9 months, no SP, no vibes, no OBE until 2 weeks ago.
2 weeks ago I suddenly had vibes again and rolled easily out of my body, stood up and soaked in my surrounding. I was again in the house of my childhood at night. I could hardly do anything there, the experience would not allow me to go through walls or something, it seemed as if there was just one way to go: into the neighbor's house, whose door was wide open, it was all grey on the inside, but my favorite music came out of that house. i had the same issue though and did not want to enter, so i did other things until i wondered if it was actually an AP or just a lucid dream. Doubting if i was in my body or not brought me back into my body.
I have to say that most of my OBE's were only in my house, my bedroom, my terrasse, garden and close surrounding, so I am not so much used to waking up in a different location, that seems either out of time and space or 'dreamlike'.

Last night then I felt the vibes coming, fading in and out, for some reason I felt nervous, so I prayed a lot which made the vibes stronger until I decided to relax and float out of my body. I knew that I was in the bedroom of my chilldhood and even though I could see it I did not want to open my 'astral eyes'. So I kept them 'close'. So funny because I could still see... I wonder whom I was trying to fool there... In the end I got up and flew out into the night sky, on and on, until I was back in my body.
It was obviously not what I was supposed to do. It feels like I have to do something there in or around the house of my childhood, look at something, but at the same time there is something inside of myself that keeps on sabotaging myself from having the full experience.

Is this what happens to more people? being guided to certain revelations like that?
#3
Hello all!

I am so happy to have found you guys and excited to share with you and learn. There is so much information in here it is crazy. I answered many questions already through reading your posts. Thank you so much!

I am a 39 year old woman who is totally passionate about astral projection and lucid dreaming, dreams and symbolic language in general. I have been studying persistently the past three years. Anyhow, progress comes slow.

3 year ago I experienced for the first time a vibrational state spontaneously. it woke me up from my sleep and scared me to the bones. I did not know what it was, the sound was so loud, it sounded as if a spaceship was landing right on my head! but it came with a vision: a simple candle burning in the dark and a voice asking me if i accept that this candle cannot burn faster as it does?! I understood right away that it was a lesson about patience.
Only afterwards I learned what is a vibrational state and what you can do with it.
The next time it occurred was a horrible sort of 'attack' and it took me quite a while to get over the fear and find the necessary love, light and firmness to keep on going but eventually I did :)

Since then I have been meditating with the Hemi-Sync meditations from the Monroe Institute each night. I often put them on repeat and sleep with them until a vibrational state wakes me up. Last year I had a few months where I had VSs and OBEs each week and then suddenly NOTHING happened anymore for 9 months, until last week. And the experience picked up where I had left it 9 months ago: In my hometown, where an inviting situation occurs to enter into the neighbour's house. Each time I did not want to go in because i considered it inappropriate and the journey ended there. Now I try to go back to find what I need to discover, that's how it feels?! I also dream a lot about this... did anyone experience something like this before?

Unfortunately I cannot induce the VS myself yet, it seems like i can't do it without the hemi-sync. Is there a thread in this forum about how to learn how to induce the vibrational state?

I dreamt a couple of times that i am a man and can turn into a wolf... last week I was that man again and kissed a woman who could turn into a bat. but she was so scared because she had no clue that she had this potential, that she could be a bat. As I think both represent a part of me, I call myself here batgirl to hopefully step into this potential more and more. please don't associate it with batman, lol, i did not even think about that dude when i typed the name....

Anyhow, so happy, thanks so much,
batgirl <3