Tak - Not much I can add to the excellent observations LB has already offered.
I will just add that working, as you do, in a public facing position, you will inevitably be confronted with the entire spectrum of people from the highest to lowest vibration, and sometimes very low. While this can be considered to be an excellent opportunity to advance Spiritually, by rising above any negative emotions invoked - observing, not engaging - and only seeing everyone as they truly are - Expressions of God, and to Love them as God Loves them. "Love thy neighbour as thyself" - it can be challenging at times..
That said, it is also very wise to extricate ones-self from negative people and situations that can weigh heavily on the Soul. LB's suggestion of a YT channel documenting life around Argentina, or Buenos Aires, sounds wonderful - I am sure it is very varied and interesting culture. To supplement your income, especially while building a YT following, you could find a part time job that you really enjoy. But ultimately, we all create, or project, our own reality, our own experience, and are free to chose any experience the Heart desires - if you can imagine it, you can experience it, without limitation. So first meditate on what situation will bring you the greatest joy, and then, especially just before sleep, imagine, with as much feeling, emotions etc. as you can, that your are doing this right now, and Believe it. This will be impressed upon your Subconscious Mind, which must and will bring it into your experience, in due course. Patience is key and never engaging any contradictory thoughts.
I will just add that working, as you do, in a public facing position, you will inevitably be confronted with the entire spectrum of people from the highest to lowest vibration, and sometimes very low. While this can be considered to be an excellent opportunity to advance Spiritually, by rising above any negative emotions invoked - observing, not engaging - and only seeing everyone as they truly are - Expressions of God, and to Love them as God Loves them. "Love thy neighbour as thyself" - it can be challenging at times..
That said, it is also very wise to extricate ones-self from negative people and situations that can weigh heavily on the Soul. LB's suggestion of a YT channel documenting life around Argentina, or Buenos Aires, sounds wonderful - I am sure it is very varied and interesting culture. To supplement your income, especially while building a YT following, you could find a part time job that you really enjoy. But ultimately, we all create, or project, our own reality, our own experience, and are free to chose any experience the Heart desires - if you can imagine it, you can experience it, without limitation. So first meditate on what situation will bring you the greatest joy, and then, especially just before sleep, imagine, with as much feeling, emotions etc. as you can, that your are doing this right now, and Believe it. This will be impressed upon your Subconscious Mind, which must and will bring it into your experience, in due course. Patience is key and never engaging any contradictory thoughts.