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#126
I would never choose to be here. i was coursed, I used to be some other being, not going to say which one, got on the bad side of some other being as far as love was concerned, and jealousy. once this vehicle dies I will not be returning. believe it or not i know who i was, and i been trying my hardest spiritually to get back to it.
#127
I here by present to you project Avalon, maybe this can help with your search as well Nameless......... http://projectavalon.net/lang/en/klaus_dona_2_interview_transcript_en.html

at least this is how I came across these artifacts, well I googled them after my experience and it lead me to the project Avalon. I read that the project has been discontinued but it doesn't hurt to still look into to see if anything jump out at us...... supposedly they are flutes, and their sounds create a vibration the same as our brains.
#128
Cool still looking forward to hearing more on that. Do you think these stones do what I described in my experience? also I write stories too somewhat guided I guess, but not about my non physical adventures, I've written 6 books working on my  7th now already have six chapters done. I haven't got them published and the works yet. but when I write  the words just flow so smoothly, like i'm being told what to say, cause I come up with some crazy scenarios, that I can't believe i came up with, or maybe I am just creative, the mind is a mysterious thing. once I  accomplish my current journey to meet with my higher self to get abundant knowledge in the astral, I will start looking more into this past life astrally.
#129
hmm let me know how that pans out, sounds interesting, it would be kool if we were somehow connected in that life at some point, maybe  it will shed some light on somethings in my experience as well. will be looking forward to your findings. i'm going to look into the project that these artifacts are apart of.
#130

these are exactly the artifact I was talking about can't believe I found these


#131
Yes this is very achievable, how do you think most people got their stardom, some of the most talented people got some of their material from their dreams, musicians, writers etc. Their are stories here and there of people getting their inspiration, and skills achieved through dreaming. Its sort of something I'm trying to do, but through astral projection, but getting out hasn't been easy for me lately. I wish  I had the links to post, but you can research it.
#132
Many people don't think having abilities like shifting and sorts are possible, but I just had a recent projection to my pastlife that says differ, and this was my most recent one. It ran a little long so I will tell what I can. the only two people that I recognized from this life that was with me in that life was my Mother and brother, everyone else from that life I do not know or just haven't ran into them in this life yet, and probably won't with the way my life is carrying on in solitude. any way, I was also young, maybe in my teens I'm going to say 15 or so. I was at this round table with these stone artifact, that suppose to bring my abilities forth with my brother and father, if i'm not mistaken I think my brother was older then me or just more mature, any way my father past this stone artifact to my brother who right away knew how it worked and started putting his finger on what looked like keys to a piano and started moving the artifact in a rhythmic motion the moment he did this some weird sounds started to come from the artifact. then it came my turn and I tried to do the same thing but it wasn't working, I was told by my father that I had to move it in a rhythmic motion which I thought I was doing, but turned out I had to do my own pattern, so I did, I became in a trance and the sounds started but it was more coming from my mind than the artifact, I don't know what was happening, but afterwards I guess it sped up a couple of years to my death, I saw a woman in a red dress being chased by some unseen force on a train, so I went after it, but my brother told me to wait for everyone else, but I didn't listen, I somehow turned into smoke and when I got to the scene I began fighting this being who had turned to black smoke, to try to save this woman. I guess the being got the best of me and sent me crashing into some wooden crate or something, all I know is I never got back up something went through my head leaving me dead, the last thing I saw was my parents and brother standing around my mangled body all sad and hugged up, I was seeing from my cold dead eyes, I was trying to communicate with them, and I guess they heard me they told me I was dead or dying, they told me I should had waited, and then I blacked out. all I know is I had powers and so did my family. this experience was way longer but that is all I remember since it ran so long, I even for got names, I wish I knew what to look up to learn more about this life I had. however I do now know why its hard for me to develop or do things like Astral projection , because whatever killed me went straight thru my head from the back and out the front piercing my brain. I came into this current life diagnosed with the disability called Developmental delay. I been trying my whole life to get powers that I somehow knew were real and thanks to this experience I know I wasn't crazy. maybe my abilities are locked away or lost forever. this has made me very sad to say the least. I cried after viewing that pastlife. I though a visit to your pastlife suppose to help heal you but all this did was sadden me more.
#133
the past couple of days I been trying something new to try to project, i'd go to bed and set my alarm for 10 mins, the 10 mins goes off, I wake up from what ever state i'm in turn it off then set it to wake me up again in 30 mins to and hour, but that 30 or hour never wind up happening. So what I think is happening is that i'm waking up that first time astrally and setting my phone, cause when I wake up for real it shows I never set it after the 10 mins. so may be I need to just get up after the 10 and do a few RCs...though my original plan is to get up after the 30 mins to an hour and sit up in bed and meditate to try to Project to see what would happen. if this is the case I will continue this method since this has happened twice until I notice i'm out.
#134
hmmm from my understanding you start on your back, then when the sensation that eggs you to switch positions you actually do it, and continue with your process? most expert projectors say to ignore the position change sensations, now i'm wondering if they were right. I mean tossing and turning is part of the process of sleep, getting into a comfortable positioning, then you start reaching these altered states of consciousness, and as long as you are aware you can even project from it awesome, I might actually start doing this and see how it works out.
#135
Hello and welcome fellow projector. Wow 60 projections that's awesome. Have you been keeping a journal of you adventures, it can really help with situations like this? with me I've been in a long dry spell as well. I find that meditating and watching a lot of vids and reading others experience help in spire and put you in the mood before laying down to induce. And also recreating the situations that brought you to projecting, like the position you were laying, and the method you used, and even somehow incorporate the feeling in there too. can't wait to hear about some of you experiences, again welcome to The Pulse.

also here is a method you can work with, that worked twice for me:

well there is no easy ways to do it, you have to go thru the process of getting to it, but i shall give you  my method that worked at least twice for me
try my arm method it might work for you.....


i lay there with my arm up waiting on the body to fall asleep, ignoring all the itching and ticks the body does to mess with you, if need be i dabble just a bit in the images but stay focus on my arm, if i fall asleep my arm will fall waking me up, putting me in the right state of mind, then i put my arm back up staying aware, then the body easily falls to sleep, and you will know because the arm starts to inch its way down, and when its all the way down, the body is sleep, just wait 5-10 mins and your body go into Sleep Paralysis, and all thats left is an exit techniques......
#136
my guess is to test our readiness, for the guidance we seek. I also think that before we incarnated we ourselves came up with these like secret passage tests, so when we came to them for a certain thing, they employ the test to see if we were ready, but this is  just my opinion.
#137
yes I think you were close, sometimes animals can be your guide, it probably tried to scare you to test you, maybe to see if you are ready to see your guide, again you probably did go to himor her because , it had to see if you were ready, and since standing your ground had to mean to pass the test, the creature went to get your guide, but me personally have a feeling the creature was your guide,they come in all shapes and forms, you asking you see your guide to your guide probably let it know you didn't like the form it presented.

this was just like my experience, I want to meet with my higher self, I actually called out to it and I saw this blue energy coming in the horizon, but I never got to meet with it cause I woke up. i was close tho
#138
those sound great, you should also look into Ryan Cropper, very interesting stuff on the subject of AP, on youtube and his website http://www.ryancropper.com/

projection for beginners
https://youtu.be/0Mi7oEmw3DE

channel
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCaC3wrQpIfsn4G8stxQEbDQ
#139
well I sort of want that future to happen, for the simple fact of that extreme happiness, if I change the weight part then that future would be out the door, I wanna to be happy for once in my sad life, everything always fails that I pursue in this life, I wouldn't mind being that grandpa, as long as I was happy, I must had accomplished my feat that I been pursuing and that was transitioning into my higher self, which would explain the weird soothing vibration in his forehead, and the extreme happiness tho we don't see our family much, everyone is happy for me. we all happy for one another.

also the guy that was with the kid I got a sense that he was my son, or son in law, or great grandson, all I know is that I had accumulated a huge family, in real life I have no kids, I sort of already have a belly on me and a little beard, and I am pursuing trying to transition into my higher self thru Astral projection, i'm sure you all read the experiences with that and I am getting closer in my opinion. and I mostly stay to myself in solitude with my girlfriend, I want to be active with my family but I just can't seem to push myself to do it, cause I feel misunderstood around people period.
#140
I'm a bit late writing this but I haven't been having any other experiences lately, so heres what my future looks like in 20 years possibly



I had a vivid experience, I saw my 50 year old self, I had a chance to actually get into( the body of) that version of myself, and it was like I was just waking up or something other. I was sitting on this couch, I was a big guy had a belly on me, with a beard. I looked to my right and there was this kid, sitting there he looked at me and said who the bonk are you I said who the bonk are you little bugger, he hopped off the couch and ran out the room (this kid was about 5 or 6 years old), then in the door way of the room was another guy, he was with the kid, he was hiding behind the other guy, the guy told the kid not to worry that I (me) was his grandfather, then the little kid then goes and hops on my knees and we had a chat. I also realized I was just happy butt hell, I don't even know why but I was, there also was this weird sensation coming from my old forehead, like a weird soothing vibration feeling, I tried to get up but it was hard to walk in this body, I kept stumbling, I know I wasn't crippled or anything. although I was estranged from my family they still loved me, and we were all happy. btw i'm 30 years old in real life, I sort of hope to be this happy when i'm 50, i'm on the search to find out what could have made me that happy, when in real life every day's a struggle for me, i'm depressed and stressed, ben that way for along time. so it surprised me to suddenly see myself happy like that.
#141
with all those sensations I think you hit Rem sleep, no need to get past it, just attempt an exit, since the body numb as well, you pretty much there. its at this point we all forget what to do next, because of the excitement
#142
unless you sleep walk, or you can put your body on auto pilot, i'd say that was an entity trying to be you, or another you from an alternate universe, people do run into their doppelgangers. its normal sight seeing in the astral to see stuff like that, but I must ask why were you in your attic, the lack of detail there has me curious. I haven't ran into my self yet.....wait a min I have in a lucid dream and it was an alien version of me, and I have ran into entities trying to pass themselves off as my siblings or something other, but I always see thru it, cause its always something off in their transformation.
#143
basically  the lesson was exactly what ThaomasOfGrey said, cause I did feel that it wanted me to except it in any form, I just couldn't bring myself to do it, cause at one point, I was thinking to just go ahead and do the transition with it in that form while I was in the bathroom but once I came back face to face with it I couldn't bring myself to do it.

as for the breathing tech I used which probably was just a placebo affect anyway was this https://youtu.be/S0meWkcH8Ow

together with this https://youtu.be/xaiE3fEXkUM?list=FLNWAgHXXzmxjO_fQoAf91CQ

and the mantra of my name. I wanted to do this one but knew I wouldn't be able to keep up
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=COTJ8G862jc&list=PL_Z0lLvJFkhBZQrBdB-WxSINnntehVyY0&index=73
#144
hey everyone, I got out again last night. I used a couple of breathing techniques that I learned yesterday, that helps release DMT into the brain supposedly, and also said my name as a mantra, then maybe 10 or 20 mins I start getting weird sensations and the floaty feeling, and right off the bat, the astral uses my gf as a distraction again, I fell for it a bit, as the distraction was her trying to get sex from me, but I swiftly though about my mission to meet the higher self, at that point I snap out of what I was about to do and called out to my higher self once, my gf got mad that I was ignoring having sex with her for the higher self, then right after calling out to my higher self, what pops up is a damn frog eck, now when I was younger I remember liking frogs a bit, but when I got older I started disliking them, they were creepy and slimmy to me now, and it was brown too, so i'm thinking maybe it was a frog or toad I could never tell the difference, and it was fat and had claws ( so my higher self decided to sho its self in the form of a frog/toad), the moment I see it jump, I got that oh hell naw attitude and started floating away, I floated quickly down my steps , and the frog/toad gave chase, so here it is i'm trying to get away from this thing, I quickly floated in to my bathroom and closed the door on it, and started thinking how am I going to deal with this thing, I then grabbed a towel and opened the door and the frog was stuck on its side or back, I took the towel and picked it up, then sat it right side up, at this moment I got this weird feeling from the frog like it feel in love with me, and it started going crazy trying to jump on me more this time, so I started running back upstair, and hopped onto my bed, then the frog was right behind me, I thought I was in the clear on the bed, but the frog made this weird noise as it jumped, like a noise you get when a girl likes you (mmm), it was too much. it jumped right on to the bed, and its claw cut me andi threw it off the bed (reflexes), and suddenly I was back in body. the weird love feeling I got from that frog, felt like it wanted to jump my bones, just creeped me out. I just hope my higher self show its self as something more pleasant next time.

#145
What your body is doing Is, what we call, sleep breathing, it is where your breathing is slowed while sleep, this is very normal, since you are less active in this state, if you are trying to project, it's best not to disrupt this breathing, by trying to regular breathe, trying to breathe regular will make things difficult, so it's best to go with the flow on this and continue with the projection process, actually try and exit strategy.
#146
i'm working on doing something that's very unrealistic with this whole higher self thing, which is why I thought it went great with your warrior cal out, I am trying to be that something that helps people and inspire them to raise up, i'm sure by now you have worked in your mind what it is i'm trying to accomplish, and yes it sounds crazy, but projecting was once sought out as the same.
#147
just recently I just got engulfed 100% into my visualization, when normally its about 10%, I actually felt the coldness of my window, as I thought I could phase thru it, but couldn't, but i'm not sure what it means though to be like that if its a form of projecting or something different, but since you seem to find some meaningfulness to wanting that exact experience I'll let you tell me. also it didn't happen  until I heard my body snore a couple of times, and it was very short cause of my excitement, I guess Ap and that have that in common that you can't be too exciting.
#148
hey what up Qess, i been working on becoming a warrior, by trying to transition into my higher self thru astral projection, but it hasn't gone well, cause i rarely get out, and I'm always trying to get out, i had maybe two experience pertaining to trying to reach my higher self, you should read them they are on here, let me link you to them,, they here on the site but i find them better on my other site i go to and that's where you are headed, but yea check them out. 

http://www.astralvoid.com/hydro1-journal/obe-and-the-higher-self-seeing-believing-t1170.html#p5251

http://www.astralvoid.com/hydro1-journal/lucid-dream-and-projection-third-eye-balloon-t1161.html#p5228

http://www.astralvoid.com/astral-projection/knowledge-new-perspective-and-the-higherself-t1158.html#p5214
#149
I use the same method except I visualize my whole room and visually explore my home, waiting to hear myself snore, cause i'm passively paying attention to my body as well, it has worked once or twice, and haven't since then, people say our body goes thru changes every day, and thats probably why most techs don't continue to work for people.
#150
well basically i'm not striving to contact my higher self via physical means, I am purposely doing it astrally cause I think this is my path to my higher self, I believe everyone have their own paths and journeys to reaching their higher self, and I found mine , which is doing it astrally, i'm going to finally try to transition thru astral projection, into my higher self, and hopefully come back as a new person, and I will have been able to finally do what I been striving to do in this life, I know it sounds far fetched what i'm trying to do , but pls don't destroy my dream of doing it, i'm finally close, if its not going to happen in the way i'm describing just let me find out first hand on my own. also btw when I usually ever got out ofbody I always fell for distractions and scenarios, I only made not in this experience that I didn't let it hinder me from accomplishing what I set out to do in all my projections....however I do like your reply, this is the perfect thing to say to a person who just so happened to fall upon this scenario but with me this was on purpose to accomplish a dream I been trying to accomplish for the longest. even if it is just a manifestation and not the real deal it will play like a placebo effect and work out anyway right?


also with weed I feel super relaxed, like when I lay in bed its like I lose my self totally, but like you said it affects people differently, or like a placebo effect they let it affect them that way, when in  reality they probably are able to do it, they just put so much negativity into it. but this is just my opinion.