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Welcome to the community. .  I am a writer also. 

Thank you much for the link.  I will give those a read when I have a chance.

Congradulations on your first success.  I have often heard that it is easier after the first time.

I have thought about it and would like to try it, if I can find some in my town.  I don't know how common it is.

I will have to try that.  Thanks for the tip.

I have never made it yet either while trying to do it.  I have only OBE spontanously while asleep.  You arew right though, reading about the other's successes is motivatoin for me to keep on training

Last night I did not take my meds.  BAD idea!  I thought I would have a good chance to practice, but I could not unwind well enough to do much.  I did meditate though, but I think I am doing just as well with the pills.  I think I need to look at other things, like my level of stress and such, and I also need to relaz more.  I like the idea of trying magneseum too.  Anyone know where I can buy that?

i read over the page several times.  It looks preety neat, and easy.  I want to try it tonight in bed.  I think I will unless I am really tired.

I will give that a try.  I suppose I must be able to buy that at any pharmacy.  I would love to get off the meds.  They make me so tired all the time.  I sleep for so long at a time, and am still sleepy a lot of the time.

Congratulations .  That sounds really cool.  I think that if I ever got that far though I would be a little freaked out.

that sound amazing.  But speaking of psi balls... I have come close to making them I think, and I was wondering what a person can do with a psi ball

Not compatible.  Yes, that is what I was begining to suspect.  Me being who I am thouhg, I am not willing to give up just yet.  Do you think I may get somewhere if I took the meds after practicing?

I have begun to notice a slight problem with me hopes to AP.  I have major trouble sleeping, and am on meds for this.  The problem is this... if I take the meds, I am to tired to do much practice at night.  I usually just fall asleep practicing.  If I don't take the meds, I don't really sleep well at all.  I kind of doze off, and wake up, and doze of and wake up, and in the morning, I feel awful.  Does anyone else have a problem like this, and does someone know what I should do?
Thanks, Chantal.

Would you mind posting it here.  I cannot seem to find it.
Thanks.

Congratulations on your first AP.  I am sorry I can't give any thoughts on your experience because I have little personal experience of my own.  All I can say though is that you give me hope.  If others are making their first successful APs then maybe I will one day as well.

That does make a good amount of sense.  Back in those days, I had so little to worry about.  Now there's all the stuff that people need to think about day to day.  Combine that with an anxiety problem, and me being someone with trouble concentrating in the first place... hmmm I see why I don't just 'step out' anymore.

Thanks for the link.  I gave it a quick look.  I will read over the whole thing when I have more time.

Sorry if this has been asked before.  If it has, then mods, please go ahead and get rid of this.  I have heard a bit about something called phasing one htis site, ans hoped that someone could please explain what Phasing is.
Thanks, Chantal 

Wow.  It's neat to hear that others have had things like that happen too.  I guess I'm not crazy, lol.  I do wonder though, why children seem to be the ones to have experances like this.

When I was a child, between about the ages of five, and twelve give or take, I used to do something really strange, but I thought everyone could do it too.  I would be laying in my bed, half asleep, and would have to get up for soem reason, maybe to use the bathroom for instance.  I would ofter get up, and walk across the room only to realize that I had not moved, and I would snap back.  Sometimes this would happen several times in a row before I would finally get up and go the the bathroom.  I just stopped doing it as I grew up, and it became something that faded into the back of my mind, but I always remembered.
When I was an older teen I mentioned this to my mother one day saying something like, "Of course you must have done that to when you were young, I sure we all did it."  She said no, we do not all do it.  She thought it was strange that I was able to do such a thing.
I had one last experiance of this kind when I was eighteen. I was taking care of a baby over night, and heard him crying, while I was laying in my bed.  I got up and walked over to where he was sleeping in my room.  I snapped back before I made it all the way across the room, and then got up to get him, thinking, "I'll be darned.  I did it again."  I have never done it since that time seven years ago.
When I was a child, I never scared myself, 'stepping out' like that.  It just seemed normal to me.  The worst that ever happened was that more that once I became fustrated because I had to get up, and my phyical body just would not do that.

Looking back on all of this, years later, I wish I could still do that now, because I think that if I could, then it might became an easy jumping off place to project from.  I wondered if anyone has any thoughts on why I did that as a child without knowing what I was doing, and why I can't still do it?
Thanks, Chantal

No, I do not have vibrations duting these times.  Thank you for the advice on htis, and sorry I am not very good at explaining it well.

I am going to give that a try.  It sounds interesting.

Sorry if this is  in the wrong place.  I had no idea where to post this.  I wondered about some experiences I have been having in the last couple of years. 
Once in a while I will wake up in the morning, and feel like I am only partly awake, and cannot wake all the way up.  This is very hard to explain.  In this state, I will look around the room, hardly able to see anything at first because my eyes won't open very much.  what I can see is that the room is all turned around.  Sometimes the wall will be where the ceiling should be and such.  Usually I can't get my body to move, and can only will myself to move a bit at a time, to try to pull myself out of bed by reaching for my doorknob or something solid.  After doing this for a bit, I realize that my body has not moved, and yet I have been reaching up or forward anyway.  I have long been aware that in order to get out of this state I would need to go back to sleep and wake up again, properly.
Does anyone have any clue what that is all about?
Also, it happened so much more often when I was sleeping in a differant room than the one I sleep in now.  Why might that be?

That is so cool.  It sounds like the old man wanted to give you something good to think about.

Sure.  I' check it out.