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#151
Hey everyone, guess what i made it out again, and to make it even better it was the morning after getting blazed, so smoking isn't all bad for projecting, just make sure you do it the morning after. Ok so i got up staid up for 5-10 min, cause i had to go get groceries from the car, after putting groceries up, i came back to my bedroom and went back down to induce, i only closed my eyes to slits so i was sable to see a little out of it, one arm above my head, and just got myself relaxed, then maybe 10-15 mins later boom i'm out of body in my bedroom, the moment i was out i began calling out to my higher self letting him know i was out and ready, i thought he/she would just pop up but nothing came, btw the astral at that same time tried to play me by sending in distractions, it used my GF and brother to try to distract me, cause while i was calling out to my higher self, my Gf came into the room asking me what i was doing and folding clothes or something other, all i said was i'm calling out to my higher self, all the while i could barely keep my feet on the ground, i kept floating up, so i went from room to room calling on my higher self, but he/she still never showed, so i headed downstairs, the moment i tried to float down the steps my GF grabs my feet, i looked back like what are you doing, she said helping you down the steps, i said let go, i'm floating here, she let go and i continued down. When i made it downstairs, i begin again calling out to my higher self to come out, and that i was ready, no show again, at this point i started thinking maybe i'm not on the right vibratory level to do this, but then i looks outside, and i see this blue energy coming from the direction of the sun, towards my apartment, it floated over head and either onto the roof or into my bedroom where i first call it, but at that moment, boom more distractions showed, my brother came over with food,and friends, they all flooded the house, blocking my path to get to my room to go see my higher self, so i instead staid outside and tried to climb the apt to either my bedroom or roof, and at that point as well that is when my floating abilities want to leave me, so i was left with little to no floating juice as i try to climb to my bedroom or roof, and it didn't help that my bro and them came out side looking at me like what am i doing, like i was crazy, i never fell into those distractions, but those distractions was affecting my enviroment, and in turn messing with my energy, so i never made it back up there, i lost focus and winded up back in body. i'm getting so close i can feel it, i think one more outing and i might finally accomplish my mission, i'm so excited.
#152
So an experience like this what do we categorize it as, a sort of projection, though we still in the body?
#153
not sure what to categorize this as.


Confirmation:
ok this morning, I had my girlfriend come wake me up, cause she was on the computer while I was trying to go astral, she asked me did I go astral and come into the computer room, I said no
then she goes into it, saying she felt my presence in the room, I said well I didn't have a projection yet, but the story did intrigue me, she then went on to say that she felt the back of my old recliner at the computer jerk back and move slightly, I kept denying projecting in there cause I never made it out, then she said she saw the blinds on the window move, I couldn't help but smile, then she saw one of the cords on the computer swaying like someone moved it after she told me all this I sat there thinking about it.



Visualization:
after she told me what she experienced while awake, I went on to tell her that however I did visualize being over there in the room with her, I told her in the visualization I stuck my head out the window (which explained her seeing the window blinds moving), then I stood on the back of my chair she sat in (explaining the chair moving mysteriously) as for the cord swaying well that was something a little special, as at that point I was pleasing her went downtown on her (to which she told me she felt horny). my question is to all this how can this even be, it was just a visualization, but yet she experienced it all



Some time ago: this isn't the first time something like this has happened, in this one she was sleeping and I was awake, and I wanted to know if I could enter her dream (this was in my experimental stage), so I went to the room and placed my hand over her head (hovering not touching), I then closed my eyes and and let what ever happen happen (however nothing happened on my part) but my girlfriend suddenly hopped up out of sleep saddened about what she saw, she was talking to a man in the dream, and suddenly out of nowhere the man mysteriously catches on fire, then she woke up and saw my hand over her head, when she saw this she yelled out babe you set that man on fire, could I had really set the man on fire, though I didn't see anything on my end, couldn't my unconscious self have seen this and got jealous and set him on fire from just talking to my girl.


all feedback is very welcome, we both (my girlfriend and I) are anxious to know what happened
#154
well just this morning 8/21/16, I had a OBE that I used commands for thru out the whole experience, the first thing I said was activate program higher self, and a balloon appeared and swooped me up, I then commanded this balloon to float to and such, here's the experience here if you wanna give it a read   http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_out_of_body_experiences/lucid_dream_and_a_projection_third_eye_balloon-t46766.0.html;msg363557#msg363557
#155
well I got out of body, it went half way as I planned, but listen here. When I got out I don't even remember planning this part to happen, first off as yall know I wanted to meet my Higher self, the plan was to meet him/her on the roof of my apartment, but I also was wondering what if I can't make it to the roof, I never made a plan for that, but as soon as I get out, the first thing I say with out knowing about it is activate program higher self, and right when I said that this African American balloon showed up with a third eye, it swooped me up in its flimsy arms and started to float, in one place, so I just went with it, guess it was waiting on my commands, so I told it lets fly thru the ceiling to get to the roof ( I think my higher self came up with this balloon bit to be funny lol since I was wondering about getting to the roof smh lol), and guess what this fool couldn't do it, it kept just a bouncing with its helium self off the god dang on ceiling, so i'm like hey try again so it did and again it kept bouncing off the ceiling, the more it kept hitting its head on the ceiling I could swear I seen it getting mad lol, so I said ok lets fly out the window, which is closed, so with quickness we flying toward the window, at that moment I remember its closed and freaked in my head, cause I know the same thing going to happen, but guess what yall, we phase thru that sucka and as soon as we make it outside it act like a balloon just floating just a little below my roof so i'm telling it closer higher closer higher, when it got to a certain part I knew it wasn't going any higher, it was running out of juice, so I took it upon my self to reach out for the roof. So now here it is i'm hanging off the roof by the tips of my fingers, as soon as I started trying to pull myself up and was almost on the roof, I was right there, and my body suddenly call me back, I felt a tugging on my astral, and as I was being sucked back, I was saying NOoooooo!!!!! damn it I was right thereee!!!!!!



the moment I got back into body, boom i'm in a lucid (60%), I was just laying there in bed, when out the corner of my eye I see this chick she was fine than a mug, I was like who are you and why you in my bedroom (forgets her name), she was my brothers new girlfriend, I asked her why was she in my room ( for some reason me and my bro was room mates), She said your brother told me to come over her, i'm like for what, she said well he having problems keeping it up, so he told me to come over to you, I was like uumm I don't think i'm going to be any better, she said what you small too, I said no I 'm big, i'm just not that good in bed, i'm a quick shooter ( I told her this cause hey that's my bro and I wasn't all the way sure he sent her, he was nowhere to be found for proof), she was like we can remedy that, she started forcefully removing my clothes, and the moment she got ready to go down on me, I don't know but I must of farted or something cause she jumped back the moment she touch the tip. Long story short we had sex and my bro caught us, when she got off she left blood on my john, my bro stood there laughing and confirmed that he did in fact tell her to come over to me, but he didn't think I would have sex with her, he play kicked me while I was on the floor and continued back to his room with her, and trust me the sex part way way weird, but too much detail, I woke up like wtf man (laughing) I was almost there that fool of a balloon jipped me.

thanks for listening to this Raunchy, Hilarious experience, comments are very welcomed.
#156
ha what a coincidence WhiteMonkey that is very doable, and also will be life changing, and I been trying to do the same. With just a hug you can learn everything, and more from the higherself, because hugging in the astral is a transference of knowledge and information, and doing that to anyone you will learn everything about anyone, making you closer to the person, but the higher self whoa what a hug that will be, I made a post on it, if you ever get out and do it please share it cause I wanna know about it, its been my purpose for projecting, plus when you come back from that projection you might want to write that experience down quickly so that you don't forget the details, its easier to forget things the longer you stay up, an that is something you want to remember for a life time, good luck buddy.
#157
did you write down the experience when you woke up, when it was still fresh in mind? that's what I plan on doing, once I finished getting the info I will cut the projection short, so that I can write it down. and what you were saying isn't derailing me from still doing it, if anything its amazing me more and more as you talk about it, so if there is more don't hesitate to say it. Like you said intent is everything, so when I do hug my higher self I will be sure to have my intent in mind, and i'm sure he/she will have the knowledge I seek, pertaining to it  :lol: :-D
#158
well I like your experience, but when I said getting benefits or what not I meant it in a give and get situation, like what ever abilities I receive I want to use to help others, and inspire, bringing back peoples faiths and inspirations and such, wasn't meaning it as a selfish thing, I wanted to hug my higher self to become a new person, renew my energy maybe unlock something that were locked before , to use to help and share with others. in a physical sense what did the hug change for you, I just wanted a bit more detail, is it worth doing for what i'm trying to accomplish, but then again it was your guide that you hugged not your higher self, though most people think them to be the same? I guess what i'm trying to say is i'm trying to be something on a heroic level, there I said it lol, I just want to be something to inspire people something they haven't seen in this life for sometime.
#159
either way you still benefit from it rather its energy renewal/boost, merging energies you still will come out different than when you weren't merged, you are merging with your self, so you still learn things, you forgotten , like your past life etc. It's still worth doing in my opinion.
#160
you know how people say that when you hug someone in the astral, you gather or connect to everything about that person, and become closer to them. Well why haven't no one thought to do the same thing to your higher self, people always say meditate and talk to your higher self but, what about hugging your higher self in the astral planes, i'm sure getting the knowledge and info will be, most life changing if not mind blowing, may even give you a new perspective on life, and not only that, it could open you up for stuff that you can only get from opening your third eye. My friend said he met his higher self, and came to the conclusion he wasn't ready, but when I told him about just hugging him instead of obsorbing or transitioning, and he said that he would like to try that. So I want to know if you are willing (experts and frequent projecters) to give this a try or do you think you aren't ready or worthy of becoming something more? I want to do it but haven't projected in a while to do so or when I do I get side tracted from my intent.
#161
Quote from: Bluefirephoenix on August 05, 2016, 18:57:58
collie I don't know him personally. I wouldn't bother with it to be honest. There are better tools out there now. It works better if you custom make it for the spirit you are trying to contact.

This is a link to the one I used for John Dee. We only used it for a session or two then I went to the psb-7 ghost box and using a radio  https://1.bp.blogspot.com/-2h1F-pyYQnw/VrsoIDmyGqI/AAAAAAAAAUc/KuvITnmTGes/s320/Illustration%2B1-1.tif


I used a ghost box before the same one mentioned above. I once heard someone call out my name on it, it creeped me out with excitement, then someone started messing with my ear cause I felt the sensation on it, and I winded up having a projection or lucid dream that night
http://www.astralvoid.com/hydro1-journal/ghost-box-testing-t758.html
#162
Quote from: RobertForsythe on August 04, 2016, 20:58:08
You say you would like to use one in a group setting? Does that mean that the one you made by yourself did not work when you tried to use it as a solo user?

In my experience the Ouija board requires two users. I remember trying it alone and it did not work, either.



yea it didn't work when I made it.....I thought I had enough spiritual energy to attract a spirit, but I guess that proved me wrong when it didn't work. though I would be skeptical in in a group setting to be honest, cause anyone could be moving the planchette themselves.
#163
Again I will say we all have our Journeys to God status, towards the type of god we like to be, in my mind no God should be alike, if we all working to become just one way, it will be like becoming a robot, like most  already are, being bent to someone elses will, or way of thinking, we can be a whole and still be different. unlike the so called god we have now, or the way is depicted in a book, contradicting and judgemental, and jealous. that's definitely not the type of God I want to be there will be punishment for wrong doings but it will not be for an eternity or forever, what kind of heaven would be good without all your loved ones, when half of them burning in a hell forever, not my cup of tea, you will be punished for a time and let to be with your family and loved onesas long as a lesson was learned. anyway i'm going to stop here before I start rambling on.
#164
I made one of my own, but it didn't work, but I would like to use one, in a group setting, I always been fascinated by the paranormal, though I never had an experience......well once
#165
In a physical sense were not gods, but we can become God like, but it will take a while to reach. But first we must confirm what is a God, and for me a god creates, heal for the most part, but we do this in months, but a God does it in days. But I'm sure I'm thinking on a small scale, there is a lot more that a God does, and we as humans or as souls have barely scratched the surface. This is just my opinion. I think everyone must find their own way to God status in their on their own journey. I think I found my way to it, but I must test this theory first.
#166
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Pokemon Go!
July 24, 2016, 21:26:27
it's a tracfone

http://www.walmart.com/ip/Tracfone-Alcatel-Pixi-PULSAR-Android-Prepaid-Smartphone/46716298

that's all I know, again I only have wifi no service


nothing has motivated me to want to exercise like this, I rather have fun exercising than any other way
#167
Welcome to Astral Chat! / Re: Pokemon Go!
July 24, 2016, 17:07:35
Man I wanted to play some bad, but can't get past the loading screen to sign up... was  looking forward to having a fun productive workout everyday. And that was very motivating to me. But it kept saying I couldn't find my GPS location so I never made it past the loading screen. Tried people suggestions as well. But I guess it probably would help if I had service instead of just Wi-Fi oh well, nothing else has worked out in my life so why should this.
#168
Welcome to Dreams! / Re: Supernatural Baby
July 17, 2016, 04:10:51
well in my opinion my experience says it all to me just take a look

http://www.astralvoid.com/hydro1-journal/astral-family-t826.html#p3921
#169
Welcome to Dreams! / Re: What Are Dreams?
July 17, 2016, 04:07:38
in my opinion, a little bit of both
#170
i'm listening to your experience as we speak, responding according to what I hear and stopping to reply here. so first the entity that has found itself latching onto you, is a parasite, it feeds off you negative energy, the best thing to rid yourself is to feed it positive energy cause it hates it and it weakens it, and the moment you feel it at its weakest rip it off and toss it, it will try to relatch so throw more positivity at it, or turn it into something positive by thinking it, but be sincere in you positiveness, cause the moment you waver and think negative it has you again. it probably didn't help that you watched insidious as well, so it was able to feed off that energy too.
#171
Welcome to Dreams! / Re: Pack of Werewolves
July 15, 2016, 14:25:19
I don't think I really reunited with them just watched over them from a far to keep the gov't off them. not sure why they were chasing, but if I had to take a few guesses i'd say the same reasons they chase down crashed UFOs, to keep the public from seeing thing they may not understand, and to avoid panic. another reason is to study us and do tests for their own agendas. and another just to have control.
#172
Welcome to Dreams! / Re: Pack of Werewolves
July 14, 2016, 14:50:18
yea that fight along side him was awesome, though he punked out near the end  lol. dead inside I have this raw beast energy and mentality, I love it, I feel more like myself when i'm in that mentality so natural.

heres another read:

http://www.astralvoid.com/hydro1-journal/gone-batty-t360.html
#173
Welcome to Dreams! / Re: Vampire Society
July 14, 2016, 14:43:38
what I mean is are you able to control every action you make, or is your character just that a character in a dream scenario
#174
Welcome to Dreams! / Re: Pack of Werewolves
July 13, 2016, 13:21:14
wow (claps) exilerating, I was right there with you, at first I thought once you mustered up all that strength and will power, it would had over taken you and made you exit the experience all together but you held your own wtg. I with me in my experience I already have these beastly instincts within me and I react on them, here are some of my experiences with a bit of similarity to yours.

http://www.astralvoid.com/hydro1-journal/iald-area-beast-perspective-t376.html#p1221

http://www.astralvoid.com/hydro1-journal/animal-instinct-bit-graphic-t888.html#p4223
#175
The astral can have that effect on people, but its suppose to change your outlook on things here for the better, at least it does for some, I haven't done it enough to make an individual assumption, but it has made me wanna go there more, and be there just like you, more so that  I try every single night with little results, I basically have my life on hold because of it. Sad I know but that's how it is for me.