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i have had a few dreams that i thought were real. in fact, one was so real i even started to get ready to go to work one day when, as i was putting on my shoes, i realized i don't have a job. d'oh! at one point during my life my dreams were becoming so real i began having a really hard time distinguishing when i was dreaming from when i was awake, while i was awake. so i told my brain to dumb down my dreams to the 8-bit variety, and it did for a while, until they finally returned to normal dreams that were unclear enough that i could tell they were dreams but detailed enough that i could enjoy them.

~kakkarot

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well considering that many people on this board have said that they have tested their oob projection and found it to be real, i can't really say that it is a lucid dream.

i can, however, put up the theory that perhaps an oob projection (oobp) is remote viewing capabilities combined with remote influencing capabilities. unfortunately, there are many that have said they see other spirits as well as themselves, so that takes out the idea of remote viewing since remote viewing allows you to see things far away from you, but doesn't give a "physical" presence in that place.

as well, i have a friend who oobp's by seperating his spirit and his body via a plane of energetic force, then creates a tether to which he anchors his spirit to his body while he projects. so this gives credence to the idea of the spirit actually leaving the body.

~kakkarot

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in another topic you talk about how you have lots of spirits in your house, and how you have one spirit in particular that likes to tap things. it was probably the "tapping spirit" changing into the "rattling spirit"    . unless you felt yourself rattling the drawer, then you should assume that it wasn't you.

~kakkarot

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maybe the fighter pilot is lonely and wants to talk.

as for the "tapping spirit"    , if you don't like how he feels, ask him to leave. if he doesn't tell him to get out of your house (if MAY have been his in the past, but it isn't anymore since he is dead and just has to live with that). and if he starts making a fuss about that, fight him and boot him out.

regarding the spirit in the ground, call him up to you and ask him to bring the cage. if you ever see the cage again, try to break it; this might free him, if he needs freeing. then give him a prayer for his passing away so that he can have the death ceremony he might want. just some thoughts.

~kakkarot

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well, when you leave your body a demon can possess you because you aren't there to defend yourself. but, a demon would have a much easier time of possessing you when you are awake because you aren't as conscious of the spiritual when you are in your physical body.

the "Church" of human make is merely a religion and is of course fallible (spelling?). the Church that God has created is not found in a building of in a denomination, is not defined by doctrine, and is certainly not governed by the whims and stupidity of mankind. But nor is God's Church found by any who God does not want to find it; primarily because you have to understand the Church of God (the "bride of Christ") is made up of God's chosen people, not some buildings. Not everyone who claims to be one of God's chosen is, and not everyone who claims they aren't God's chosen isn't. but this is all irrelevant isn't it?  

"The Church instilled the idea of praying and calling on angels to defend ones self and ones house against demonic attacs". that is one messed up church then. try calling on God's protection, and he will protect you in whatever way you will need it best; if he chooses to send angels then he will, if he chooses to give you strength when you need it then he will, etc. But have faith when you pray, and most importantly if you decide to call on God for help, don't turn around the next minute and start dissing Him of anything that claims to be with Him. while not everything that claims to be with Him IS with Him, it will be up to God to deal with those who misuse His name.

sidenote: i have been to one church where the preacher actually advocated to use one's own power to heal diseases instead of asking God for help. The "preacher" actually said to not bother to call on God, but to do it yourself. Now that is someone who i would never say is a Christian.

~kakkarot
(boy that's long. whew.  :p  )

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try searching the house for a spirit. if you can't find one, then try ap'ing again. if the drawer rattles again, then it was you.

~kakkarot

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life is a choice; in order to live, you must want to. if you want to die, then who is to say that you cannot kill yourself? who has control over your life? if you should decide to kill yourself, why should anyone say you cannot, or that doing so is evil? it is a choice. you were given the chance to live, and so you can decide to die instead.

the biggest question is: Why do you even bother to live? if you cant answer that, then why do you bother to still be here?

~kakkarot

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the "twisting of fate" perhaps?

i know that there have been a few times in my life that i have been able to alter "the way things should be" into "the way i want things to be". but this can cause that darned ripple effect and can also prevent you from learning certain things that you maybe should have. i have not tried to twist fate on a very grand scale, just like trying to get people to show up when i want to see them, or having a certain movie be available when i wanted to see it. well, maybe this is all just in my head; after all, how can i PROVE, even to myself, that i did those things? well, i can't. fate is so fickle that how can anyone prove that what happened wasn't supposed to happen, even though you changed it (or thought you changed it) from what it "was supposed to be"?

~kakkarot

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distant bell: "what happens when you sit down and suddenly brun those ten years of old chemicals that have been loocked up in the body fat? Could this not be a bad shock for the body?" yes, yes it could. that is why fasting takes time for the body to heal. it isn't like what you just described as you "suddenly burn thos ten years of old chemicals", it is letting your body heal itself. by forcing your body to burn off those chemicals (say, while meditating and focusing your energy on burning them out of your body), you have to maintain the focus of the meditation and the energy after the "burning" is done, and then you have to manually set your energy paths back to the way they should be.

i have destroyed the cold virus (and everything else) from my system once, and i won't do that again (have i said this before?). cause, even though i set my energy paths back to the way they should have been, my immune system also decided to relax (since it had nothing to do) and the next day i was so sick i almost couldn't even get out of bed to go to the bathroom. so, forcing things to happen isn't always the best way to do things.

~kakkarot

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oh and another one. when hugging. just close your eyes, embrace the person, and love them (even have your spirit hug theirs). i did this once with a good friend of mine who was doing the same thing back, and even though the temperature was like -20 Celcius out, we were both warmed by it. and it feels so good to both get and give a hug like that.

~kakkarot

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maybe scientists need complete dark to "manifest" ectoplasm because the ectoplasm is so subtle in its appearance that too much light illuminates the objects behind it better than it, thereby rendering it invisible to the human eye. by getting rid of the light (or most of it), the eye does not dull itself in its perception of light and therefore can see the more subtle light given off by the ectoplasm. just a thought.

~kakkarot

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dig up your floor board and find out what's down there.

~kakkarot

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try going to the bathroom before meditating. whenever i drink a lot of liquid before going to bed i wake up in the middle of the night with a strong pain in my heart, but when i go to the bathroom the pain goes away.

it also might be some sort of illness that is causing the pain. when i meditate, i know that i become even more accutely aware of my body and its problems than when i am not meditating. try cleansing your body; this might get rid of the problem.

~kakkarot

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some more practical uses: as a busboy i use ki so i don't burn out my body as quickly (combined with a ten minute break to heal fatigue, this is a great combination   makes everyone think i'm some sort of superman    ), i've been starting to be able to get running water to change from hot to cold really quickly as of late (useful since i HATE washing my hands in hot water), manipulating the wind (ok not so much practical as it is fun), BATTLE!!! (spiritual battle for me since i can't manifest it in the physical yet. i can kick the crap out of tons of spirits at most times), manipulating others (if i am trying to get through a narrow hall way and there are other people in my way, throwing loads of negative chi at them makes them want to give you LOTS of room  :p  ), cleansing my body (i once destroyed the common cold virus, but the next day i was so sick from catching it again with my immune system down that i have decided that i don't want to do that again    ), and i also used energy while doing my first and only spell.

keeping warm: just flood your body with energy and will the energy to be really warm. unless you have lots of energy and lots of control over the energy, you probably aren't going to be able to wear shorts and a t-shirt in minus 20 Celcius weather, but you'll definately not freeze so quickly while waiting for the bus    .

stealth: two ways i have tested, and a third one that is theoretical. first is to use your energy to allow more fine motor control so that you can force yourself to not make as much noise. the second is to put up a field of energy that sends out the message "nothing here, don't mind me, i'm not important, i'm just inconspicuous, and harmless, " etc. the theoretical one is in trying to get rid of the noise energy that is created by your body (clothes, jewlery, footsteps, etc) by using your energy to muffle it or transform it into spiritual energy.

and remember, energy should be supplemental, not the driving force. unless you are fighting a "mage war", in which case BOMBS AWAY!  

"What's more dangerous than a Mage out to conquer the entire world? Why, a Mage at play, of course."  -Realms of Valor

~kakkarot

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actually, i got the basic stance from tai chi's first position. and it isn't dangerous if you can keep your balance .

i've experimented with trying to throw energy around, but i haven't had any success (especially since i don't have someone to do it to    ).

~kakkarot

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umm, whether it is energy raising or not i don't know. i just thought it would be cool for you to try. it doesn't take any more time than for you to feel your energy and move it from your stomach to your chest and back. no real point to it, just something to do   .

it can be done while sitting, with lessened effects, but i haven't tried it lying down. i don't think it will work while lying down due to the workings of the physical body, but if you can try it and it works, then it works, right?    i know that if it did work for me while i was lying down, it would be barely noticable.

~kakkarot

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my experience shows me that fear is a very valuable tool for keeping someone alive.

i have been robbed twice in my life; both times i knew it was going to happen; both times i let it happen. the first time i let it happen cause they only got three bucks or so and they were being pretty nice about it up until they were running away and one of them yelled "If you tell anybody, you're dead". that made me angry: here i was being a nice guy and letting them have my money (which they needed so badly, they said) and yet they still have to threaten me.

the second time i was robbed, as soon as the guy sat next to me i knew that if i were to fight him i would loose.

it is my fear that lets me know when i am in a situation that i can't handle; when i should run the frag away. so fear is a good thing, when it doesn't get out of hand.

on a side note: another experience i had with fear. i was walking along a C-Train station bridge one day (about a month ago), minding my own business, when i see a group of "thug" type people in a group on one side of the bridge. i haven't trained in the martial arts for a year, and haven't had much energy for even longer than that. so i deigned to just try to remain inconspicuous and non-threatening as i passed them. but, before i even got to them, i passed another kid who didn't look like a "thug" type. as i passed this kid, my spirit sent a feeling of complete fear and terror through my body that almost made me stop moving. i looked closer at the kid and noted his feeling (though not too closely lest he notice me). i could tell immediately that, if he wasn't already, that kid could be a murderer without compunction if he so choose to be. even if i was at my best fighting condition and had as much energy as i was ever used to, i would still have the disadvantage if i were to fight him, that's how powerful he was. and as i was walking along, he turned and started walking in the same direction i was; in fact, he was paralelling me. i was scared, even though i knew that he hadn't taken notice of me. he joined that group of thugs and i just kept walking thanking God that he hadn't taken note of me. that is the only time a human being has ever been able to scare me just by walking near them.

~kakkarot

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distant bell: actually, fasting also has an effect on one's health. fasting actually cleans your body. i would guess that this happens because your body has no food to digest for energy, so it begins to burn off other things like fat and "unwanted" chemicals and whatnot. most people today don't fast because they put their faith in their medicines.

i don't fast (unless i miss a meal due to my schedule    ), but i also only eat when i am hungry. this sometimes means that i wake up at two or three in the morning and start munching on cereal, or that i will miss a lunch or supper because i am not hungry. i usually eat near the regular times of the day, but it's not like i look at a clock and go "oh breakfast time, time to eat" or anything. and i am a very healthy person. but this is just my three cents   .

~kakkarot

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here's something you can try doing rodentmouse. make sure you read the entire thing before doing it though.

stand upright with both you legs slightly bent, and your spine and neck straight. then try to feel your energy in your stomach. place your hands in front of your stomach, palms facing up. try to "connect" you hands to the energy in your stomach. then take a slow and deep breath, and at the same time "pull" the energy up to your chest by moving your hands from your stomach to your chest. then stop your hands and allow the energy a couple of seconds to sit in your chest. then push/pull it back into your stomach but make sure that the energy is being pushed/pulled along the spine. now, as you are pushing/pulling your energy down the spine, you should feel another surge of energy trying to go up your spine at the same time; let it.

you should get a pretty good feeling run up and down your back. the first time i did this it gave me a way better rush up and down my body than a sneeze gives me. you have to ignore using the chakras, though, and you have to be able to move your energy around when you aren't in a trance state (unless you can put yourself in a trance state while standing upright and being able to move your arms  :p  ).

~kakkarot

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don't worry about me ides; i get all the fighting with spirits/demons i want, when i want it    .

but to get rid of negative entities, i just like to beat the snot out of them. they leave and stay gone    .  unless they bring back friends, but that's when you beat them up too    .  jeez, i'm just a loony, aren't i?  

as for whether em fields have an effect on spiritual beings; well, there are many types of energy in the world, and they all seem to be able to interact with one another in some manner, given the right conditions. or maybe it is that there is one energy in the world and it acts and feels like different forms of energy based upon the properties that it has at the time someone uses it. who knows, who cares?    it's all philosophy from there.

~kakkarot

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thanks everyone.

good luck and happyness with your lives.  

~kakkarot

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ya know, fear can be a very powerful emotion when harnessed correctly. it can provide a surge of energy, and it can also set you up for a complete reversal into courage just when you need it most (providing a different surge of strength and energy).

and besides, what is the point of removing fear? if you really want to do those "works of mind and magic" that require the absence of fear, then you should wait until you are ready to do then naturally without fear, rather than trying to remove the fear just so you can do them. that's what i think anyway.  

~kakkarot

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well, remember that bruce said objects have auras. so maybe shadows are considered objects in the astral/ethereal hence allowing for an aura.

~kakkarot

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start slowly. the minister at the church i go to did a lesson on proper fasting, and the first thing he talked about was how you have to get your body to adapt to it over time (ie. don't try to fast for 30 days cause people say that you can). miss a meal one day. then after three or four days, miss another one. then the next week, miss two in a row. then a few days after that, miss another two meals in a row.

then continually miss more and more as time wears on. oh... and DRINK TONS OF WATER (NOT POP OR JUICE OR ANYTHING ELSE).

and if at anytime you feel like you need to eat or you will starve to death, eat. don't push your body and your body won't push back.  

~kakkarot

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"Ouiji boards and similar calling of spirits is a highly dangerous thing to do". yeah, but what fun is life without some excitement?  

i mean, if worse comes to worse with the entity, you could always banish, destroy (or as close to destroying as you can get), beat-up-really-bad, or scare it. but then, you could do all those things anyway right?

oh well, i guess my sense of fun is just not normal.  (in fact just yesterday i wanted to go to a node of energy that "belonged" to someone powerful, and try to lock it off. just for the fun of what would come next    ).

~kakkarot

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