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It is beyond cliff-hanger.

More like you're hanging on the edge of a cliff, dangling 1000feet above a chasm of jagged rocks when a pterodactyl flies by and rams you in the testicles with it's head.  subsequently you begin vomiting all over yourself while you're struggling to not let go of the already loose grip  between you and certain death.  then for not apparent reason a squirrel with a hot poker walks by on the clifftop and starts burning your fingers one by one.  then he calls all of his squirrel friends and they are start chewing off your finger tips, bone and all.  you are now at the point where you want to just let go and fall to your death because right now you welcome the sweet release of entrails splattered across the valley floor.  and right as you're about to let go a have a leisurely fall into oblivion, the a-hole squirrels return with the hot pokers but this time they jam them through your hands, effectively pinning you to the cliffside with no hope of freedom.  so while they continue to slowly gnaw off your fingers, a vulture flies by and thinks you look suspiciously like Prometheus and being the dedicated vulture that he is, he decides not to take any chances and eats your liver which proceeds to grow back just as fast as he can eat it.  and this continues over and over until october.  all the while a big tv screen in the sky repeatedly plays the few short teaser clips from the next season.

hypnotism is essentially the exact same mind state as that of AP practice so it would make sense that someone could remember astral experiences under hypnosis.  it's like state dependent learning.

in all seriousness though, you might want to consider seeking clinical help.  you seem to have crossed that line.

nevertheless, let me tell you what i know of this kind of experience.

a conscious entity cannot inhabit your body.  only you can inhabit your body.  however, conscious entities can make a connection to your energy thereby creating a link through which they can siphon your power and influence you to generate more power for them to eat.  this is technically the definition of a "psychic vampire", though a psychic vampire doesn't have to be immaterial, it can be a physical being.  Often times, when you know a person who is a psychic vampire, they aren't aware that they're doing it. It's just in their nature to feed off of others but they just feel it as a need to interact to an extreme degree with others.

all of that said, more often than not, what people perceive as an actual entity feeding off of them is likely not a conscious being but rather an energy form that you have picked up and is now a part of you.  on a daily basis we pick up other people's energies and merge them into our own.  if you have a healthy energy system, your own power will often neutralize or detach this energy.  but sometime we pick up something that is very dense and very strong, in which case it clings to us and our natural "energetic immune system" can't remove it.  kind of like a virus that one's immune system can't defeat.  When this happens, the nature of that energy can bleed through into your daily perception.  a common example is when you get into a heated emotional "fight" with another person.  you pick up some of their heavy emotional energy and you can't cast it off so it is absorbed into your energy and alters the frequency pattern of you energy.  when this happens you may start to exhibit the characteristics of that particular energy form.  let's say you got into an emotional situation with someone else in which the other person was very sad and felt abandoned.  if you can't clear that energy form from yourself then you too might feel depressed or lonely for no apparent reason.  this may even manifest as "hearing thoughts" that don't seem to be yours, even though they are, they're just your thoughts that have been tainted by "alien energy". 

incidentally, this is often the cause of apparent hauntings or apparitions.  Rather than the "ghost" being an actual entity it is instead an imprint of strong emotional energy on the substrate energy in that location.  for example, people who live in a place where a battle once took place may often see the entire battle being played out over and over again.  it's kind of like an imprint of a specific scene of a movie that was particularly emotionally charged.  the imprint just plays that one scene over and over. 

the easy fix here is to do two things.  the first is to cleanse your home and yourself with a white sage smudge stick which you can buy at most metaphysical/ritual supply stores or even at natural markets.  you just burn the sage and spread the smoke around your home and yourself.  the second thing you can do is spend some time meditating and increasing your ability to focus.  once you have brought yourself to a relatively deep state of focus you can use that to direct your personal power through your body to "cast-off" any energies that aren't native to you.  a continued practice will ensure that you have a sufficiently strong energetic immune system to protect yourself from this kind of thing in the future.  i might also recommend a simple protection ritual.  it's not as esoteric as it sounds.  it's really simple, just get into a light meditative state and visualize light (white or golden are the common colors used, but it's best to use whatever color intuitively comes to your mind) coming out of the top of your head and encompassing your whole body and then going back into your body through your feet.  do this every morning and not only will it protect your for the day but it is also a good way to exercise your energetic immune system.

Just because you're paranoid doesn't mean I'm not manipulating you..... 

oh ok, i thought radman was saying that there were depictions of green slugs in antiquity.  my bad.

well, we're living in a masculine dominated age.  one of competition and greed.  a need to be on top.  only the strong survive kind of thing.  whereas a more feminine age would be one of through cooperation we can all survive.  more nurturing rather than dominating.

even women want to be men these days.  they want to be "seen as equals", make the same money and blah blah blah.  they too want to be on top, they want to be in control as well.  while feminism may seem like "equality" its not.  women just want what men want, which is to win.  don't let their equality language confuse you because that's not what it's about.  they don't want men and women to be equal, they want men to see them as equal competitors, capable of competing for resources.  they want to be the alpha fe/male.

and that is the simple difference between someone in denial and someone willing to follow their intuition.

i meant the women need to be more feminine

not really.

in all honesty we don't really think of other businesses like that.  in fact i recommend other local metaphysical/magick shops on a daily basis.  if we don't have it here, i tell people where they can find it.  i'm much more interested in helping people expand than making more money. 

gathering what now?

No, but being that I work in a metaphysical shop near VA Beach you can be sure I hear about it all the time.

i hate the borg.

star trek i miss thee.

yea, or "they" want us to all be robots.

paranoia.

If you can't buy them in a store or at a trade show where you can touch the crystals then you can order them.  It's just that buying them in person is the better choice if possible.

I don't know if anyone else is watching Stargate Universe or not, but I need to express how ticked I am about the season-finale tonight.

Absolutely fuked up.  I cannot believe they did that shite.  I mean, the description said "conclusion", conclusion my butt.

You're supposed to resolve the season specific conflict and leave a new cliffhanger for next season.  This was just ridiculous.

And, to make it worse, season 2 isn't coming until October!!!!  OCTOBER?!!??!?!

Wait a minute, it goes even further.  Not only is it not coming back till October, but they showed clips from next season.  That means that season 2 has already been filmed, edited and is ready to go.  But nooooo, instead we get more Eureka and Warehouse 13 (I love both of those by the way) until October.  I am soo ticked.  Really.

BS.

If anyone has the line on some bootleg downloads of season 2 let me know!

lol.

i don't know if anyone gets that joke.

just by saying it i'm negating the possibility that i am enlightened at all.  (of course i'm kidding and don't believe that)

the last thing an enlightened being would say is "i'm more enlightened than you".  that phrase embodies the opposite of what one would suppose transcendence to be.  not that i would really know.

just wanted to make sure because i drop that joke a lot.

(it's also an inside joke between me and some friends)

Yin isn't a girl's name, it is a word that symbolizes the feminine.

The feminine is what we need more of, especially women.  Even they want to be men these days.

First of all, you should never buy crystals without being able to see and touch them first if possible. 

You are drawn to the stone and it to you.  They are conscious and choose you.  You could assume that the energetic connection would still happen online, but from experience I tell you that it's best if you can handle them.

Secondly, Soli don't be stupid.  You live near a fantastic metaphysical shop.  Go the the Heritage.

http://www.theheritagebookstore.com/crystals.html

what does that have to do with slugs?

Are christian's allowed to lucid dream...

Well, if not, then a lot of them should probably be burned at the stake. 

Lucid dreaming is an occult tradition.  Occult means "the devil's work".  So, I guess if you're lucid dreaming, then you're going to hell.

(Note: HEAVY SARCASM.  and occult just means hidden.)

Has anyone seen Christina Aguilera's new album?



mhm.

thank you

i was trying to find a nice way of saying i'm more enlightened than you all.

he is soli, sola, solarity and yin.

i don't think i'm forgetting any.

oh and apparently mike.

I suggest a bottle full of sedatives, taken all at once.