when you enter a deep relationship with another person your emotional energies meld together making imprints on eachother.
(by the way, relationship psych is really interesting when you compare it to bioenergetics)
anyway, you have a lot his unique energy mixed in with yours.
i'm not discounting that it was actually him, but it could have been his energy that you still have imprinted on you.
i think the important part here is that his energy is most definitely still with you, though maybe not in the form you'd expect (ie a ghost).
(by the way, relationship psych is really interesting when you compare it to bioenergetics)
anyway, you have a lot his unique energy mixed in with yours.
i'm not discounting that it was actually him, but it could have been his energy that you still have imprinted on you.
i think the important part here is that his energy is most definitely still with you, though maybe not in the form you'd expect (ie a ghost).