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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pBjEG5azuNY&start=41

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Thanks  I'm still working on a topic. I also still want to keep doing what I'm doing here just I won't spam if that's ok. Posting these videos with at least an illusion of an audience is very satisfying and its an interesting conciousness experiment well too me at least.

Sorry you guys are right I'll try to make a post that doesn't have any links probably sometime later today.

can you possibly pin it so it doesn't spam. this is sorta of like my own personal therapy one could see it as. but if its really a problem I'll stop

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCO2mw4SlDM&feature=youtu.be&t=262

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It began with me becoming aware I was in a place with a whole bunch of kittens. They were everywhere. I knew that they couldn't stay where we were and needed to be "adopted" as soon as possible. But they were still kittens and weren't old enough to leave. So, the answer was to force a evolution on them, as of "aging" them a bit so they could be easily adoptable. I did this, then the questions began flowing. What gave me the right to do that? I cheated them out of the teachings and experience they would acquire as they grew. What would happen if I "de-evolved" in age, as of, if my physical body was to be restored to what it was 20-25 years ago or more? Would I still be where I am today? My answer was no. I would have done so much more if I had that chance again. It was one of those Dreams that really hit home and has still got me contemplating all that went on it, typing this at 12:05 midnight here.

That's the exact problem I'm kind of facing right now and I'm unsure what to do... Sorry I only post youtube links this is just how I talk I've never really been good with my own words so I out source. I guess its only fair to describe the clips so people can get at least an idea of what they're walking into.

these contain some graphic content so mind.

https://youtu.be/qb5Z8E0MoLY?t=674
This has to do with Lumazas dream

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bonz97dJOyU&feature=youtu.be&t=2296
This is one of my truths... this isn't the whole truth or maybe it's a lie.
I know what humans are going to evolve too... but... I don't know what I should do... Are humans ok with being part of the universe/god as if they were a machine how much humanity will you sell for the truth... also sorry I don't mean to upstage the forum or anything

There's a point in human evolution where you hit what could be called an event horizon once a person is made aware of a specific things about the universe they won't be able to turn back.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VUuDbQeGlCY&feature=youtu.be&list=PLUBVPK8x-XMi0g3a-dUp0d9Ly4n8uuP3N&t=790

I'm doing most of my work on this discord server. its better you go there then me trying to explain it on the forum.

discord is a free and very safe software almost everyone uses now these day so don't be discouraged in downloading it. https://discord.com/download

https://discord.gg/ZQ5TtjQ

who knows it might be best if no one sees what i'm working on, as people can easily misinterpret my research. I'm a bit of a mad scientist so not all of it makes sense to most people. If anything, I would ask people just humour my research and take everything with a grain of salt. what I have posted are truths and lies but that's not for me to decide.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kQZgc9VvPAM

Hmmm interesting, sorry don't mean to intrude but I have an odd feeling this has to do with what I've been researching and working on. I don't like elaborating too much on what it is I do because honestly it's hard to describe. The information I have is sorta forbidden in that it's very hard to express, but what you all are experiencing there is truth within those dreams. I also need to be very careful with what I say.

I'll look into this more tommorow. If you have questions ask away hopefully I can answer them.

that seems like an interesting idea. what I may do is post a discord link and just post stuff there it's a better platform so i'll just throw the link in the forum so I don't spam so much.

https://discord.gg/ASQyBes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jk-E9v1e1iU&feature=youtu.be