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hey DH thanks for the prayers but i guess happiness is a long way from me.  or maybe i'm not destined to be happy at all.  god has always hated me from the very beginning. 

im thinking of doing two things:  commit suicide or runaway

is there any shelter anyone is familiar within the Virginia area?  i'm willing to work and help pay for electricity, water, and food bills!  please let me know.

i've tried suicide but it think its time i give the runaway idea a try

you are right about attracting negative energy.  i hope your back doesn't hurt that bad and you are doing fine.

i prayed to bring peace back in his life.  i hope things will be ok soon.

Lily i can feel you there hun.  though i've never had a lover or someone i dearly loved my whole life but i can tell you it hurts to lose someone you dearly loved.  i have lots of friends who've been through breakups and their depressions made me sad too.  i wanted them to smile and laugh like they always did.  but it takes time to heal and i hope you will soon get better.


i have been depressed ever since i can remember.  and the reason i am depressed is because i was not just molested as a child and teenager but i was physically and verbally abused by my mom through out my childhood.  when i turned into a teen she stopped the physical abuse but the verbal abuse continued.

and recently my dad had started to verbally abuse me.  and no neither my mom or dad do drugs or alcohol.  the reasons i think they did and do it is because unlike all my cousins (female ones from both mom and dad's sides) are 10 times prettier than me.  i can tell they are embarrassed of me being a below average looking girl.  they always compare me to other girls and tell me that with these looks of mine i am nothing and i will be nothing all my life.

there isn't a day when i dont think of dying.  it hurts a lot that they say nasty things to me and they they never never realize how much they are hurting me.  i guess i'll have to live with it.

so my question is, is there anyway i can block out the negativity?  or is death my only answer for peace?

hey skippy

thanks for the advice i would surely give it a try.

i cant seem to sign up

every time i click on the 'join the newsletter' link it takes me back to the main page.  if only email address is required to sign up, can one of the mods please sign me up?  i'll pm my email to them.

Of course, look for threads about phasing by Frank he has massive amounts of info written on it.
here is one http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/index.php?topic=17413.0

thanks for the link

though i dont know who Frank was but i would like to wish him well.

he has one of the coolest website on Astral Projection i've visited so far

http://www.dreamjournal.net/index.cfm?do=getdream&dream_id=94911

uh...its kinda embarrassing but i would appreciate it if someone can interpret it for me

i'm using firefox

edit:  its doing the same thing whether i use foxy/ IE

its doing the same thing even though i'm using the link you, Adrian, provided

i went to all the pages and tried the links, the same thing is happening for the links that lead to a different topic on this website/forum

i'm sorry for sounding like a nuisance

so there IS a problem after all.

thnx for letting me know.  and you're welcome

hi

i've been hogging the Technique Center thread in the Welcome to OBE Discussions topic. some people have posted links in thread which contain detailed info on how to achieve the technique. 

for example:

not sure where I read it but I used something that was very useful last night.  I wrote a C on my right index finger and every time I would wake up or think to look at it I would.  I had 3 obes last night.  It worked so well I think I will do it tonight as well.
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/viewtopic.php?t=19400

the problem is, every time i click on the link it takes me to the main pagewww.astralpulse.com.  same thing happened when i tried to sign up for the newsletter.  can someone please let me know what i'm doing wrong?

appreciate the help.  thanks in advance.

hey nice to meet you 3588897 *hugs*

you know i haven't been practicing on my chakra lately.  i think thats maybe thats why i am unable to feel anything?  thanks for the response.  HAPPY NEW YEAR!

hello i'm new here.  the reason i joined was to get some advice on Astral Projection.

i've been having trouble having an AP.  the reasons:

1- can't seem to minimize my train of thoughts
2- which explains why i can't enter the trance state <_<
3- i've never gone beyond that

..but once i was able to feel the floating sensation but i slammed back in my body.  that happened to me two days ago, that to twice!

anyone has any suggestions on how to calm my over active mind

NICE MEETING YOU ALL! ^_^ *HUGS EVERYONE*