Does anyone else experience this? For me, this has intensified very recently. Simply being inexplicably drawn to other old souls. I am perpetually torn between cultivating deeper relationships and silently severing ties. I adore all of my friends of course, but most in low doses. A handful of them I find myself often thinking of, and desiring to see. But even when I want to make plans to visit, I just can't, or if I do...I back out. I'll want to talk to them, and then I prevent any possibility. My apprehension is unceasing. I think the scales tip slightly in favor of my yearning to be unattached...but it's a paradox, because I am already attached. Deeply. And with a few, I was instantly.