Do you have an objective in life?

[Kazbadan]

Of course, it should come as no surprise to anyone that Kazbadan's love of life is located between his legs.

looool!!!  

"Thanks" Major, for the good image that you are giving to people about me

[knucklebrain1970]

Knuckle, i hope you dont be thinking on doing something bad to yourself...just think on the hotties outhere waiting for you

Hotties will not help me my friend. I do not seek plankton eating bottom feeders for women. I need a woman that can help me with my hate and misery. It's getting worse and worse. I thought I was out of the hole, evidently not. I need some serious help. I've been to probably 20 shrinks in my life. I've been on all the life robbing meds. I am not fit for this planet.

[Kazbadan]

I was in a dpressive state for years too.

The solution, in general lines, passed by changing my mind and view the world with different eyes. Spiritutality it was of great help too but i know that in the future this help (its starting yet) it will be even better.

btw, about the hotties i was kidding. I am happy, filled with energy and i dont feel any need for a girlfriend. Sometimes, wheni am really lucid and with an awakening mind, i see how useless its to have one. Its garbage for the mind.

Of course that when i am very tired or depressive (very rare the last one) i can think on having a fix girlfriend.

Budhism was of a great help for me.

Inyour case, maybe you should start finding a profissional help (psychiatrique doctor, something like).

When i was down, the only help i could get was from mysefl and i could act only in the days that, by any chance, i would awake happy.

In such days i would do something good for my future in order to get out from the depressive state.

It was a very difficult task and it was at little time that i got out from it (last year).

Hope these guidelines can help in some manner.

[knucklebrain1970]

Thanks chief. I've seen about 20 psychologists. They can't fix you. Nobody can fix you but you. I'm referring to me however. They are people, not Christ. They offer advice and push pills. No better than your family guesser (doctor)
I'm just odd in the hottie respect. Sex doesn't do much for me.

Kevin