I see images in my left eye when shut and before going to sleep

[StarStar]

Hi, I'm a newbie here. I am a 53 yr old female with Multiple Slerosis. I am still mobile. Here is what happened to me. Two nights ago, before I went to sleep, the room was dark, I was concentrating on relaxing my facial muscles to go to sleep. In my left eye, toward the lower left, appeared two puzzle pieces, one red and one blue.  I had been working a jigsaw puzzle earllier in the day and laughed to myself that I am seeing them with my eyes closed. The two pieces moved upward together morphing into a puple blob that ended up looking like a human baby fetus. As soon as I recognized the shape as a fetus, it's little arms motioned "come here". I freaked out. At age 18 my parents made me get an abortion. I get along with my mother, but she thinks I make to much about me feeling hurt and her not apologizing. I have a 24 year old son that I thought of right away. I felt like the baby was calling me with it, like to heaven?  So I wrote a letter to my son telling him how much I love him and that if anything happened to me, etc, etc, I gave it to him and told him what happened to me and the vision.  He understood. Last night after I went to bed, he knew I wouldn't be alseep yet, so he came in. He just asked me, "Anything?"  I stayed still and told him that I had just seen a child climbing onto Santa's lap, and a child peeking from under an umbrella. I didn't see anything else. After I got up this AM I fixed fried eggs for myself, With the first bite I started choking, I blacked out, and fell on the floor, started coughing again and finally coughed it up. I really thought that I was dying. Any ideas Any one?

[NoY]

it sounds to me like you have some isuses you havent delt with yet
and also that your getting some help you may have needed

If your physically upto it id keep at it

Good luck 

:NoY:

[Stookie]

Welcome to the Astral Pulse StarStar!

My advice when it comes to visions is to take a look at the feelings and thoughts that immediately rise from it and how they connect. Sometimes what is seen isn't as important as what is experienced. I also wouldn't over-analyze it or immediately assume it's a "message from beyond". Maybe it is, maybe not, but if it means anything it was probably meant to make you feel something or make a connection to something - and it sounds like it did.