Psychic attack

[GodlySmith]

Phew finally! I was able to remember my password and get on and wanted to ask around for what happened.

I was sitting in my room one night, reading about alien abductions the article was like 56 ways you can tell if you've been possibly abducted before. One of them was you feel like you are being watched, usually at night from a closet or somewhere like that. So here I am looking around my room thinking if it was possible and I think there have been times that I have felt like I was being watched, then I laughed and pointed around my room and laughed out come get me fake stalkers (derp)

Within a few minutes I was in a state of fear, I felt a very strange presence in my room in a corner by my window. I could feel this entity's vibrations/beings vibrations. One moment I'm all happy reading an article the next I'm rocking back and forth scared pretty to sleep, scared to even turn my light and phone off. I'm trying to talk to friends at a late hour into the night hoping that somehow speaking to close people will help me out of this 'psychic attack' sadly it didn't work, I then went to laying down with my back towards the window, within seconds of having doing that I broke into tears, and was pressed against my wall whispering 'why does it have to be me, I'm sorry it was a joke, please just let me sleep'

This went on for about 5 minutes until my dogs ran upstairs to me room, one of them ran over to me and the other dog stood perked up looking towards where this 'presence' was. Shortly after it was gone and I was able to fall asleep..

This happened a week later as well, I had done nothing that would provoke another attack, this time I was prepared though as I had it about a week before. I was sitting in my bed getting ready for bed and then all of a sudden I was attacked mentally, I went into a state of fear and panic not quite sure what to do, I pulled my phone out and took a picture with my flash on at the location where I felt the presence. What I captured scared me and led me to delete the picture. What I captured was a small acorn shaped head pressed against the wall, positioned on the head were two large almost almond shaped eyes, and a short length down from the eyes were the nostrils, you could see the start of the nose barely..after I took a few pictures the presence was gone and the attack was done.


I spent days thinking about this and came up with this slightly weird conclusion. I concluded that I had shared a lot of 'abduction symptoms' times where I had woken up with triangular dots on my feet and neck, and more. So I concluded that I was an abductee and I had drawn out the alien to my room and they are skilled enough to have cloaks of invisibility (haha comic book stuff right?) Then that is ruled out when I had taken the picture, it was truly scary, I tried replicating the picture but got nothing...

Anyones thoughts as to what happened here?

[Bluefirephoenix]

It looks like you generated a thoughtform when you were reading and had it attack you. The thoughtform is entirely under your control but complies with your beliefs. ( not what you want to believe)   
I personally knew abductees and have been in the same house when this was going on. I think that it is a spiritual phenomenon based on the above. The implants recovered are apportations. Generally the mental issues involved are ones also associated with powerful mediumistic abilities often physical mediums.  It's possible that another species is using the spiritual " space" to create some mischief but the human medium is capable of producing everything experienced and is the more likely explanation.
You've now reinforced your belief and the thoughtforms this created will continue to reinforce it unless you break that cycle. If you undergo hypnosis to try to remember it will be difficult to break and the memories will not be accurate ones. Going in with a set belief plus the desire for cultural assocaition with this group will reinforce what you've already created. It is better to nip it in the bud and understand what's going on.

[Kzaal]

I completely agree with Bluefirephoenix on that
Also there's the thing that you read about this stuff right before it happens,
Most of the time (it even happens for me) you would read stuff online and end up in the same situation because your subconscious creates the fear (or even the doubt) that there are aliens watching you.
This subconscious fear is then projected in your room and I guess that's why your dogs felt it.
I mean, I'm writing this stuff and as we speak I got shivers down my spine.
Alien abductions and stuff like that is always kind of scary to talk about.
It's very easy to create such thing as a projection of your fear from your consciousness because we see so many pictures of aliens and things like that.
We got TV shows and everything.
We may even project a fear that makes them want to "check" on you. Or even a vibration for all I know.
It may be a bad presence also looking to bother you, and try to make you face your fears.

You may even have had a true abduction for all we know.
If you have more stuff like that happening like those triangular dots. I think you should take pictures and not delete them!
It can also be an entity trying to reach you. Maybe a bad one, or maybe a good one.
On a side note, When I talk about aliens and stuff like that, I always feel watched and always hear weird noises near my closet.
But you know? maybe it's just my subconscious making things up uh? lol

[GodlySmith]

In regards to what Bluefirephoenix said, I believe I find myself just a tad bit stumped on what he said. Can either of you go more in depth as to what thoughtform is?

[Bluefirephoenix]

Sure thing But first I'm a SHE not a he.      Every thought and belief you have becomes something of a spirit in the astral. This is what surrounds you. Most people can't see it most of the time.  I am able to hear it and to a limited extent see this.   Every person makes these entities if you will. They're totally obedient to the expectations and beliefs of the person generating them. They can be made intentionally and unintentionally.  If you cross over or the astral is for some reason  your exposed to the astral you will see these first thing.  I believe the RT astral zone is in fact the thoughtform that immediately surrounds you.
. Strong emotions fears what have you will form into powerful thoughtforms. These can  sometimes be sensed by the person who made them, and  if strong enough can attack possess and possibly even cause harm. It is the only kind of being that is capable of doing so.  The person creating the entity has full control over it and is the only being who is capable of stopping it.

I have a couple stories that I give to people to help them understand just how powerful these things can be. I had to find out for myself and got into a rather embarrasing situation because of it. But the lesson was well worth the few hours of humiliation

These are made intentionally in certain sects of buddhism  http://www.tulpa.com/explain/alexandra.html

http://www.deeptrancenow.com/paradigm.htm

To stop it you have to realize it is your own creation and take energy away from it by ignoring it. It will eventually stop as it starves. If it is coming from and fueled by primal fears it will take some time to get rid of it. You must face and address the fears in order to be rid of it permenently.