The toad, the spider, dogs and a man with gold eye's

[manuel]

This morning, I experienced an experience which left me bewildered and blown away, and I find my self sad because I cannot seem to recall all of the experience despite the fact that it was incredibly vivid, despite that during the experience I could recall every thing I was doing in remarkable detail, the fact when I awoke, I seemed to forget everything! it was great effort after I awoke that I could only recall bits and pieces of my experience.

It started with a dream, in this dream there is a very large, wet toad in my living room, next to it on the left sits a large tarantula spider, it's body covered with thick hair.

In my fear and disgust, I try to kill both creatures by spraying them with insecticide, I sprayed them both vigorously with the contents, and the strange thing is, it neither killed nor annoyed them, at best it made the toad move a bit away, but still in sight, the toad was quite a sight in its self, it's skin wet and almost slimy, and it was so large!

I cannot seem to recall what happens at this point, but I do recall my next memory, I am standing in a city street, and I am 100% lucid, my mind was sharp as a tack, thoughts that cluttered my human state of waking where all strangely absent, earthly desires and emotions where all too oddly absent, in this state, I felt alert in it's most pure form, my vision felt incredibly acute, it was a perfect state of being.

My next memory is of a man next to me, he wore a light coloured robe, it seemed to me that it was made out of a straw like material, he spoke to me "I will show you why you keep seeing dogs in your dreams"

"No need I replied, we can search for it on the internet"
"No, he replied, this is no ordinary dream symbol, this is some thing else, I will show you"

And we began to walk down this street, my mind still sharp, I could feel suddenly my body pulling me back slightly, I focused inward and pulled out of it, we walked a short while until we reached a cafe of some sort, out side where people queuing up, suddenly some thing dawned on me, every one within this vicinity can read my thoughts and mind, every thing was an open book, I could feel the minds of the people in the que probing me, trying to see who I was, there was an air of slight curiosity of who I was, I than felt some one looking at all my dark, naughty Earth secrets that I hold, I became mortified, embarrassed and a ashamed, I looked to my right and it was my robed friend, instead of reacting with disgust, he gave me a warm understating compassionate smile, he did not care.


I than noticed his eyes, they where not like any I had seen on Earth, they where gold in colour, they where not flashy or gaudy, yet...they where gold, not an earth gold colour...

I began too feel my slipping away, and once again I clung on, trying to stay here, we than walked inside the cafe, and inside was filled like any cafe, with tables and chairs, the cafe seemed to have a very earth coloured theme to it, just as we where about to sit down....I awoke.

[Selski]

manuel

What a fascinating experience!  Thank you for sharing.

It started with a dream, in this dream there is a very large, wet toad in my living room, next to it on the left sits a large tarantula spider, it's body covered with thick hair.

In my fear and disgust, I try to kill both creatures by spraying them with insecticide, I sprayed them both vigorously with the contents, and the strange thing is, it neither killed nor annoyed them, at best it made the toad move a bit away, but still in sight, the toad was quite a sight in its self, it's skin wet and almost slimy, and it was so large!

I did have one thought about the above.  Perhaps the toad and spider are two obstacles in your life (or issues) and you are resolving them the wrong way (i.e. by using insecticide and having no effect).

Just a thought. 

Sarah

[violetlight]

manuel,

i agree with sarahs interpretation.  meditate separately on the images of the spider and the frog, and see what words come to you.  these should give you an idea of what they represent.

one thing that came to mind as i read the paragraph about the man with golden eyes, was the image of a lion. kings of the jungle.  it sounds like you were in the presence of a very enlightened being/ aspect of your unconscious. could the man have been your higher self?

i am really curious to know- do you actually dream about dogs?

peace,
violet