New here - Want opinions about my AP please

[Golden Light]

Hello everyone -

I'm Golden Light. I'm on another Astral board but wasn't having a bunch of luck haven't been there that long - very nice people so far though. I don't know if I AP'd, but it was so incredible that I can't believe it was just a "dream".  I have questions that I really hope you can help answer.

1. Does this sound like an AP (description to follow)
2. Does the color Gold signify anything?
3. Does anyone else recall "helping" people cross over?
4. Do your memories of it fade a bit after a week or more?
5. Has anyone AP'd to "alien" worlds?

Description:

I sense I'm above - going up. I find myself standing looking at three metallic exam tables. I know that where ever I am now is "above" where I came from - that feeling was very distinct. The middle table is the table I'm to lay on. I've been here before. I know the routine. It's an office of sorts.

A lady is to my left and she is like me - there to do something. She is to take the left table and does so. Another older lady is to my right. She belongs in this place and is not like me. I walk to her, turn my back towards her and lift my hair. She does something to my neck right on or near the large bone on my spine. Then, I walk to the middle table and lay down. I'm not afraid.

The area is white. I sense or saw filing cabinets many of them. Workers walked in the background - carrying papers (?) or files (?) I don't remember now. But they are from that world and they work there. Everything is quiet. There isn't any noise. It's very very peaceful.

I lay down and then I'm out. Quick as a wink. It reminded me of toothpaste being squeezed quickly from its tube or air escaping from a balloon. Now, I'm in the air over my body - looking face down at this hollow shell. I notice my clothes and everything are deflated on the table. I find it funny to look at or wonder - so, this is what it looks like. Then, I wonder what I look like now.  So, I raise my hand in front of my face.

I'm golden and sparkly and emanating light. I'm beautiful that's what I kept thinking. I'm so gorgeous and beautiful. And at that moment - elation! Joy! Happiness like I've never felt. I just can't explain the complete bubbliness I felt. Light (not heavy) and free.  So totally free. No cares - no worries - nothing but happiness.

And I snapped out of it because I had a thought like - okay, stop admiring yourself you've got to help the woman. Not a mean thought kind of humored by myself I think. And as soon as I thought "woman" or thought help the woman - I floated over the top of all the office - the people working and there she was.

The elderly woman was climbing a staircase. I sensed or knew she was very afraid. I was there to help her. I could see her - she couldn't see me. I floated near her but beside her. I floated as she climbed the stairs.  At the top, it was all white. (It gets fuzzy - misty here I can't remember and it is literally shrouded in a fog.)

I see a bridge (I can't recall the bridge now but when I woke up I knew what it looked like - can't remember now!! Should'a drawn it then!) She is to cross the bridge. She's afraid. I understand that I helped her cross and once she was across I woke up.

It's something I want to do again and feel again. I think I was a little sad when I woke up - because "life" and all the baggage was very heavy. And where I was there was no baggage - no worry. The sensation was of being so free.

I've had an earlier "dream" that involved an alien, but it's far too long and I'd really like to hear your opinions on this one.  Thank you in advance!!!

Golden Light

[CFTraveler]

Hello everyone -

I'm Golden Light.

Hi Golden Light.
Sometimes projections are not remembered as such, because of the loss of consciousness during separation, so a dream can be a projection processed as such.
I don't have any memories of helping people cross over, but know of at least two (that I know that have done that) besides Monroe and others.
My memories don't fade after a week or two but keep an OBE diary and a dream diary, and because of that I can look back and compare.  I realize that my OBE memories last longer than the dream memories, but I suspect this is psychological.

5. Has anyone AP'd to "alien" worlds?

Yes, but it wasn't that different than the astral here.  In fact, I really don't know what the difference would be, unless you mean the RTZ in another world or planet. 

I sense I'm above - going up. I find myself standing looking at three metallic exam tables. I know that where ever I am now is "above" where I came from - that feeling was very distinct. The middle table is the table I'm to lay on. I've been here before. I know the routine. It's an office of sorts.

A lady is to my left and she is like me - there to do something. She is to take the left table and does so. Another older lady is to my right. She belongs in this place and is not like me. I walk to her, turn my back towards her and lift my hair. She does something to my neck right on or near the large bone on my spine. Then, I walk to the middle table and lay down. I'm not afraid.

The area is white. I sense or saw filing cabinets many of them. Workers walked in the background - carrying papers (?) or files (?) I don't remember now. But they are from that world and they work there. Everything is quiet. There isn't any noise. It's very very peaceful.

I lay down and then I'm out. Quick as a wink. It reminded me of toothpaste being squeezed quickly from its tube or air escaping from a balloon. Now, I'm in the air over my body - looking face down at this hollow shell. I notice my clothes and everything are deflated on the table. I find it funny to look at or wonder - so, this is what it looks like. Then, I wonder what I look like now.  So, I raise my hand in front of my face.

I'm golden and sparkly and emanating light. I'm beautiful that's what I kept thinking. I'm so gorgeous and beautiful. And at that moment - elation! Joy! Happiness like I've never felt. I just can't explain the complete bubbliness I felt. Light (not heavy) and free.  So totally free. No cares - no worries - nothing but happiness.

And I snapped out of it because I had a thought like - okay, stop admiring yourself you've got to help the woman. Not a mean thought kind of humored by myself I think. And as soon as I thought "woman" or thought help the woman - I floated over the top of all the office - the people working and there she was.

The elderly woman was climbing a staircase. I sensed or knew she was very afraid. I was there to help her. I could see her - she couldn't see me. I floated near her but beside her. I floated as she climbed the stairs.  At the top, it was all white. (It gets fuzzy - misty here I can't remember and it is literally shrouded in a fog.)

I see a bridge (I can't recall the bridge now but when I woke up I knew what it looked like - can't remember now!! Should'a drawn it then!) She is to cross the bridge. She's afraid. I understand that I helped her cross and once she was across I woke up.

It's something I want to do again and feel again. I think I was a little sad when I woke up - because "life" and all the baggage was very heavy. And where I was there was no baggage - no worry. The sensation was of being so free.

I've had an earlier "dream" that involved an alien, but it's far too long and I'd really like to hear your opinions on this one.  Thank you in advance!!!

Golden Light

I love your experience.  I have had similar experiences but instead of golden light it involved 'color ponds' and feeling 'vibration' as universal information.  The feelings of bliss were indescribable, and I had similar 'let down' feeling when I had to come back.  This was many years ago in my early teens and I still feel the joy.  I have asked to go back but it hasn't happened.
I have had some experience with 'astral aliens', if the term even applies, but that's another convo.   

[Golden Light]

Hi CFTraveler! Thanks for commenting. I was wondering what: 'RTZ' is? 

Golden Light

[Kodemaster]

Hi Golden Light!

The first part of your experience reminds me of this experience that I had:

http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_dreams/powerful_dream_where_i_donated_what-t22033.0.html

RTZ stands for Real Time Zone. The definitions for this term, along with a bunch of others are located here:

http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_the_astral_faq/glossary-t17370.0.html

Jen