The Matrix & Mold of Energy

[David Warner]

Ap Friends,

Stookie as you said 'Aw Inspiring' that people say when they see the matrix in your response to route 49. I had four obe's this morning and the last one was beautiful. I was talking with a friend and we kinda of figured it out that I've touched a bit into the astral and mental plane.

In short, I started flying east and the physical basically started to fade where I found myself in a cocoon white egg shaped vehical. I looked down at my feet because I felt a little cold or they were exposed. The whiteness morphered around my feet like a warm blanket. Inside this vehical I had a window that I could look out and see blackness, but also red,blue,white dots - almost resembling a runway for airplanes scattered all over. It was beautiful and definitely inspiring.


Inside this whitish mold, vehical it was like a hard shell plastic, comfortable to be sitting/standing in. As I looked around inside, I was able to feel the texture hardness, and sense. I kept moving into some sort of tunnel or conveyor belt and noticed in front of me other similar whitish molds, shells crossing my path like a assembly production line.

Afterwards, I started to lose my awareness and drifted into a physical setting then awakened.

When I returned - not only in my accomplishment of reaching this matrix and seeing this vehical of energy, I was able to recall my intent of mental exercises of moving upward/sideways to elevate my awareness, show kindness and love by helping perform a simple task, see the matrix grid, rise into the mental, see transparent physical bodies, call for my guide "Tiarek Muhefah", and most of all enjoy, be still, have fun and thank God for these experiences.

I tell ya it is some really interesting weird stuff out there - mindbending and hard to explain in words. The last two months my experiences are growing to 2-3 a week and making beautiful progress..

Tvos

[Stookie]

Wow, that sounds so alien and beautiful at the same time. It's good to hear that you're reaching your goals and moving forward. It's inspiring.

[David Warner]

Stookie,

I will have my rendering drawing on my web site of what this white blob energy vehicle looked like. I am not able to upload the file because it says that the upload container is full. I also realize that when you mean 'alien' not referencing the term ET, SETI kinda of exploration.

Do I wish that I could bring back photos with a digital camera of these experiences.

Tvos

[Kodemaster]

TVOS, what a wonderful experience! You must be having a blast with your projections.

You can host your image for free on http://www.imageshack.us

After it's uploaded, just copy and paste the link in the "Hotlink for forums (1)" section (you may have to scroll down to see it).

HTH,

Jen

[David Warner]

AP Friends,

Here's the image, now I know its not the best but imagine the blob image textured with a hard shell white plastic coating.



Yes, I'm having some fun lately and it seems all this hard work is paying off. Slowly, patient, and lots of work.

Tvos

[David Warner]

Ap Friends,

Well, I finally got around to narrating the experiences and they are up on my web site. I've noticed lately, my obe's have been occurring every 3 days which is good. Just hope I can keep it up and decrease the space inbetween.

Tvos

[LavenderGirl]

Tvos,

Can you please suggest ideas or techniques to ease projection fears. I know I sound like a little scary cat but I really want to overcome this. How come you're not afraid to project?

Much love,
Lavender

[David Warner]

Lavender,

You will always fear no matter what in the physical or astral. Its human nature of the unknown. Honestly, I've my own obsticles to over-come and I'm not all guns blazing, still after 19yrs of projecting. Alternate realities are hard for me to swallow and over-come but I've been managing.

Ttake little-steps, not giant one's to start off with when projecting. Start with a comfortable starting point, maybe it will be your room at your mom/dads house, or your present living location. Possibly a beautiful sunny day, in a grassy meadow with a warm breeze.

I've found after projecting time and time again the fear will start to slowly dirft away once you get familiar with it, but in the back of your mind it will still exist. I start at my mom/dads house because its a holy temple (starting place) for me to project. After that, there is no limit to where I travel to.

Hope this helps!

Tvos

[Stillwater]

Thanks for sharing this, silence, it reminds me in an odd way of something that happened to me.

Hmm, I am not sure if I have ever seen this matrix, by I think I might have caught glimpse of the "mental plane".

My experiences are few and far between, probably because I do not have time throughout most of the year, sleep being a high priority, but this one is ingrained in my memory.

I became lucid from a dream, and I was climbing a sloped-plane which had the color and texture of tar-board on a roof, which is what I perceived the plane to be, only it touched ground level. I climbed the slope, which was about 15 feet long and 3 wide, to what I would describe as another flat roof surface. It had a similar flat tar-board texture, but it was closed on the south and west sides by walls (suggesting a second story), the slope I climbed being on the right corner of the south end.

Against the walls were long tables where all sorts of shellfish were arrayed. I touched one with a long spine, and immediately got the sensation of imminent death. I slowly turned north, and looked upon what I thought was like a sea and horizon (having the peculiar thought in my mind then that I had hitherto never really seen either). The sublime and airy transcendentality of the view shook me immensely- it was like having goosebumps, spine-shivers, and "the chills" all at the same time, and about 10 ten times as strongly as normal. I looked back behind me, to a companion that I had ignored up until now, and said dreamily, "I did not know it was this beautiful." She merely looked back with a gaze that said "I know."

The view mixed with thoughts of death was like an exhilerating Russian symphony- a recollection of all the boundless suffering in the poor world, mixed with a hint of a mysterious and unknown, but still very real and awe-inspiring, timeless and indestructible beauty.

I will simply say that I cannot describe that surreal technicolor vista, but I will try anyhow- try to fill in the blanks with your imagination.

The sea and the sky were wistfully mingling, the two bodies were inundated with clouds and puffs expanding gaseously. All color had this flourescent and luminescent quality that nothing in our physical world generally has, unless it is a diffuse light source- everything was emitting multi-colored light of pastel hue with a sort of sodium-light texture and quality. It was as much a sea of color as one of water- azure, turquoise, emerald, chlorophyl, vermillion, magenta, indigo, coral, and lavender all melted together in a tumultuous swirling of hues. The floursecent clouds drifted along endlessly, as if impelled by the glorious continuity of creation. Light seemed to pour from the "center of the view", but I could nto determine a light source. Forms that I would describe as dolphin-like (but seamless and "perfect") swam through both the sea and sky, delighting in the song of being.

I became aware that my consciousness was changing somehow; whereas I was previously aware of myself as a person with a single fixed viewpoint, the longer I stared into this scene, the more I felt my viewpoint lose locality: it was like I was veiwing it from everywhere at once; eventually, I began to lose my duality of perspective: I was no longer the viewer, and it the scene, I was the scene, and it was me. I lost all awareness of existing sepparately; I just sort of melted into unspeakable bliss. Eventaully there was no longer any "time" anymore, and I cannot verbally explain that state. I simply woke up, after having the sensation of having died into the cosmos.

I wonder if this is how others have seen the "mental plane"?

[David Warner]

Stillwater,

Someone who I've spoken with about 10-15years described that sea of multicolors and swimming in it. Being at peace, beauty and pure love. How interesting you are bringing this to light after hearing it from someone's else story. I think its very cool and incredible that you were able to go that far. It definitely sounds high astral/mental that you encountered.

Have you been ever able to reproduce it?

Tvos

[Stillwater]

It was definitely one of the most moving and intense experiences I can recall- I had chills even when I woke-up. I do not think I can replicate it yet, as I do not even know how I ended up there- it was an entirely spontaneous outgrowth from what was previously only an intensely lucid dream. I would descibe it as living under a cardboard box for a year, and then someone lifting it off and finding yourself in the middle of St. Peter's Bascilica. When I become so experienced as to control the destination of projection, this mental-plane sea is at the top of the list, but until then, this isolated bit is all I can offer.

[Stookie]

I would descibe it as living under a cardboard box for a year, and then someone lifting it off and finding yourself in the middle of St. Peter's Bascilica.

That's a great analogy 

[greatoutdoors]

Hi TVoS,

Good post and I am glad that your hard work is paying off! 

It brings up a thought. Do you think that the ability to go OB is meant to be an end in itself, or could it be another step along whatever educational path we are following? I wonder if it would be possible to try for an OBE from the OBE?

I am a goodly ways from being able to experiment with this kind of thing, but would be interested in your thoughts about it. (where's the emoticon for really curious!) 

[Selski]

Just stumbled onto this thread.  Don't know how I missed it! 

Great experiences Tvos.  The white egg vehicle is ringing vague bells to do with Monroe - am I right?  Or was it Rosalind McKnight?  I'll try and locate it if no-one can verify it.

Stillwater - what an amazing experience.  It sounds utterly breathtaking and beyond words.  Thank you for sharing.

Sarah

[David Warner]

Selski,

Yeah, so far a few people mentioned that about Monroe and the egg vehicle being a way to transport of energy. I so don't know how I came about it, or what happened, but it did. Just like what Stillwater described on how he was able to reach that location. Sometimes, it feels like  your feeling the way around in the dark and then all of a sudden your able to tap into that energy or level.

I do remember in the experience last week moving sideways and upward, also being a little nervous as I moved away from the physical. So I do feel that the white energy mold that I was in could have been a safety net, crutch to help me inch a little more into the unknown.

I know that I am definitely getting closer to the matrix and the waves of colors that stillwater described. - That will be beautiful!

Greatoutdoors, maybe that is what happened when I moved away from the astral and into the higher astral/mental by shedding away from the astral/physical - a obe within a obe. Think about this too - when we are dreaming there are so many times I become lucid into the astral. Although, I am already out, I was in a dream bubble that I was able to break through.

I honestly do think its a path to spirituality, educational and being a better person and humanatarian. Just recently, I am starting up as a hospice voluneteer to help terminal patients. Another thing is that I might be able to start a support group on NDE's / OBE's and death and dying.

So I would say all in all - its good and something that I wouldn't think in a million years I would be doing if it wasn't for out of body experiences / astral projection.

tvos

[LavenderGirl]

TVOS

Great Site! Five star review

  :-DLavender

[David Warner]

DLavender,

Thanx - a lot of time and energy went into it - didn't think 19yrs would eventually come together, but it did.

Any ideas, or suggestions on improvement, add, change, or maybe delete..

tvos

[jub jub]

Tvos, what a wonderful experience. Sounds like you making good progress!