Being God

[LightBeam]

Last night I had a very vivid dream. Not lucid, because I did not gain awareness, but when I woke up, I felt like I have just returned from Tibet in the physical world.

the dream had two scenes:

1. I was in a small village somewhere in Asia. Came to the home of an old man. He was doing some chores, but his house looked like a small barn. I said to myself "oh, this precious soul is working so hard just to stay alive and not starve to death. I want to give him a million dollars and buy him a big house, and have him work only for pleasure if he wishes. I want him to know how does it feel to have a different life."

2. All of a sudden while in the Asian village, I thought of the Himalaya and I ended up in another village, but I knew that I was in Tibet. The mountains and the nature were breath taking. I started walking throughout the village. There were a lot of people around. As I was walking I realized that I was wearing a long flowy dress with earth tone base color and many small colorful flowers. It had an opening on the front, so when I was walking I my legs were showing. I was wearing pretty sandals. At that moment I had a realization that I was God, but not in a sense that we all say that we all are gods. I felt like I was the larger concentrated essence within me and I was ALL THAT IS, observing from that body. But at the same time, I knew who I was from this physical reality. As I was walking, I held my head down, staring at my feet, because I did not want the people to recognize that I was God. I walked for a while through the village feeling like that, but now that I am analyzing the dream, I did not have a specific purpose being there, just walking and observing from a pint of view of being God. The people seemed peaceful and content. However, if I gained awareness though, I may have thought that it was arrogant to think I was God, but in the dream I did not question that.  There was no ego involved either.

Today during my morning walk, I was thinking about the dream, started looking down at my feet as I was walking, but I could not bring that feeling of being God, although I knew how it felt in the dream. Just like if you have been in love and at the time, your hart is pumping, butterflies in your stomach, hearth and mind overflowing with love. However, if you part and time goes by, these feelings go away, although you know how you felt once, your body and mind now do not react like at that time. This is the difference between knowing about certain emotions, but not feeling them.

I dont know what triggered this dream, but feeling like being God is definitely something that I didnt know it was possible to experience. And again, we can all say, well yes, we all can create and are Gods in a way, but my experience was from the perspective of the greater essence, the core if you will.

[Nameless]

You have such wonderful experiences LightBeam. I don't for minute think ego was a player in your dream. Sometimes Greatness just IS and there is nothing to do but except that be content. Perhaps on a larger scale than you know you are turning the tide.

I say God Bless You and let that light shine and carry you where ever it may.

Love