Dream from a couple of weeks ago

[VesAn]

Before I've had this dream, I've been very concerned, slightly obsessed, about ways of contacting and communicating with my guide/higher self/oversoul, whatever the technical term is.

 I've had frequent dreams of varying lucidity where the guy comes by and hang out, but not all of MY attempts to find him on my own initiative have been successful.  So I've been feeling insecure and worried regarding this matter, sort of a "How will I find him when I need to?" thing.

 Then I had this dream.  In this dream I was somewhat lucid, I knew I wasn't in the physical world and immediately thought, "aha, another chance for me to try and find Kay!" (Kay being his name).

 So I walked around in the dreamscape, through the busy streets and buildings and whatnot, feeling more and more panicky as I go, thinking that I would never find him.

 Then as I wandered through this school-like building, I moved in front of a window or some kinda reflective surface by chance.  A random urge to inspect myself came up in my mind, and I went from viewing and navigating the dream from a first person's view point to a third person's view.  Much to my surprise, I realized that I WAS him!  He's been with me all along, because he IS me!

 I felt very silly, all the nice lucid dreams and projections I've spent looking for him, when there were never any need for me to have done so!

 So having realized this, I went on to spend the rest of this particular dream flying, and man, did it feel good.

 Funny, eh?

[fliesatnite]

Actually, that was quite cool!  Thanks for sharing it

Fliesatnite