costant lucid dreaming

[canna-bliss]

in my time here ive been almost fatally injured several times before, including fevers when i was young, a bullet wound with no medical help, and unidentified intra muscular poison which was meant to be vascular with no medical help (neither selfinflicted). I'm honestly in a constant lucid dream and trying to live the normal life without having to constantly explain what is going on.  the constant feel of the connection with myself and my environment is fun and helped me through many rough times.  i try to be easy going about it and am waiting to be able to have a job and go to a store without people speaking to my thoughts but not addressing me directly.  many simple tasks can be very physically draining and i felt almost dead again when i had a labor job, i quit that one after a few weeks and felt instantly better. now I'm trying to get by monetarily but i feel much better spiritually and emotionally, and easier to interact with people when they are understanding enough.  any advice is appreciated and my advice based on my wisdom is to remember that all psi related activities are like exercise for your mind and that exercise of the body is almost more important so that you have a body to dream with... conversely, a mind not properly tuned probably could not keep a body organized enough to stay alive long. love is appreciated

[Caliban]

There is a shamanic teacher who has written a few books, Robert Moss I think the name was.  "Dreamgates" and "Conscious Dreaming" are two of the books.  Apparently he was sick as a child and in almost constant pain and that somehow allowed him to become loose in his body, if you understand me.  Journeying was easy for him and natural and his tolerance for pain was extremely high, to the point of being dangerous as he might not notice wounds or burns.  Your case sounds similar.  Perhaps you should check out some of his books.  If nothing else they are interesting reads on the topics of dreaming and shamanic journeying.

[Tombo]

Well. I would like to help you and I guess some others to but I have great difficulty to understand you. What you mean by "constant lucid dreaming"? at night or day? What you mean by "People speaking to your thoughts" etc.
I would recommend you explain exactly what your problem is in order to get useful help.
Cheers Tom

[canna-bliss]

tom say you were walking down the street thinking of your kids and someone youve never met socially or seen before describes your kids out loud to a friend to make sure you hear or even says their names out loud, but doesnt look at you or say anything to you.  what would you do if it didnt matter what you were thinking, but others did it, i mean this is a web site about dreams and telepathy right?  plus i see people impressed by the ideas i think, they admit it, some even flaunt it, famous or not.  by lucid dreaming i mean the fact that i notice my dreams while walking talking sleeping, constantly.  pictures sounds feelings everything.  i mean i got shot in the abdomen, didnt go the hospital, did situps days later, went jogging, went to class...i didnt even realize what happened till months later.  then after the poison i felt asleep when awake and awake during sleep, a consistent barely alive feeling. im trying to get along with others but if others keep insulting me or attacking me, i wont be thinking about much but my own survival.   i feel like i shouldnt really post or talk like this much but this seems to be a proper place to use these words.  some people, such as people who speak out loud to others thoughts, or their thoughts of someone else speaking, in public places hardly seem like their serious about learning about dreams and real reality or want to discuss the dynamics of thought waves and frequencies.


thank you caliban for the recommendation.




oh by the way thoughts can be detected by machines, even am/fm radios, just find the proper frequencies, but i dont suggest it, after all, if i want to say it ill say it, plus i like the shamanic all natural route, i can detect the energy myself, i am the energy.

[Caliban]

C-B, what you describe also sounds like, and don't take this as an attack in any way whatsoever, paranoid schizophrenia.  With this particular misfunction (well, thats how society thinks of it anyway) of the brain its common to see people, hear them talk, hear voices and see all sorts of things.
 I have a good friend with this particular disorder and since the medications she was on caused her to have regular blackouts while she was wide awake, she got off them.  She would be driving and suddenly not know how she got in the car or even where she was supposed to be going.  Caused by the medication.
  Anyway, she told me that she sees things similar to what you described AT LEAST a couple times a week.  She described one event to me where she looked out the window of her house and saw a man with a rake across the road who just looked at her.  Later discussion with other people there at the time made her realize it wasn't real.

  I'm not saying that this is what you're experiencing necessarily but what you describe sounds just like it.

[Logic]

I would definatley look into the schizophrenia aspect of this, as there is a lot to learn. I would reccomend seeking immediate help if these things are interfering with your life.

[filipcza]

Mr. Bruce told in some interview that he thinks schizophrenia is caused by astral body misalignment. The symptoms are so much alike. So it might be that because of your injuries you are "loose" in your body and could be diagnosed as schizophrenic by a psychologist.

[canna-bliss]

word, thanks filipcza.   Actually, it is only a problem to certain people who are uncomfortable around me... not to me.  but when these uncomfortable people start to come to me about things that are astral in nature and not in the realm of what most people would consider "the everyday man" sort of actions and ideas, its not only in my head. even on this website there is a forum on telepathy.  i post this mostly as a suggestion to be cautious when thinking of the astral, especially around others. if you can notice the astral, then others might too, so i suggest caution and awareness.
to quote William James from pragmatism, p.24:
"The point i now urge you to observe particularly is the part played by the older truths (that which we already understand and believe to be true)....Their influence is absolutely controlling.  Loyalty to them is the first principle - in most cases it is the only principle; for by far the most usual way of handling phenomena so novel that they would make for a serious rearrangement of our preconceptions is to ignore them altogether, or to abuse those who bear witness for them."
true in 1907 and true today

much love
peace

[Tombo]

tom say you were walking down the street thinking of your kids and someone youve never met socially or seen before describes your kids out loud to a friend to make sure you hear or even says their names out loud, but doesnt look at you or say anything to you.

Why should anyone do that? Especially the part "..to make sure you hear..." That sounds a little paranoid if you ask me. I'm not saying you make this up but I'm saying it is likely you are fooled by something (brain, mind, other conscious). Or at least you are tuned into a very different reality then I live in. If I were you,  I'll inform myself about  schizophrenia and be very critical concerning my own experiences. I mean, If you really suffer  schizophrenia you would be the last the notice!

 

what would you do if it didnt matter what you were thinking, but others did it, i mean this is a web site about dreams and telepathy right?
plus i see people impressed by the ideas i think, they admit it, some even flaunt it, famous or not.

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by lucid dreaming i mean the fact that i notice my dreams while walking talking sleeping, constantly.

What do you mean by "Dreams" ? I only dream at night, or do you mean daydreaming?

pictures sounds feelings everything.  i mean i got shot in the abdomen, didnt go the hospital, did situps days later, went jogging, went to class...i didnt even realize what happened till months later

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Strange indeed, What you experience is not common reality thats for sure.

 

then after the poison i felt asleep when awake and awake during sleep, a consistent barely alive feeling. im trying to get along with others but if others keep insulting me or attacking me, i wont be thinking about much but my own survival.

Why should they attack you, are you living in a war zone?

 

i feel like i shouldnt really post or talk like this much but this seems to be a proper place to use these words.  some people, such as people who speak out loud to others thoughts, or their thoughts of someone else speaking, in public places hardly seem like their serious about learning about dreams and real reality or want to discuss the dynamics of thought waves and frequencies.

I really do not know exactly what you are talking about. From all Info you give I would advise to seriously inform yourself about  schizophrenia, I mean of course you don't bother and you think it is real, that's how it works, ever seen the movie beautyful mind?
Either go to a doctor or use the shamanic way to go into your dreams and try to meet guides and teachers, ask for help there.

Just my opinion though,

Cheers Tom