Lucid dream.. OBE... mixtures.. can't really get rid of my manifestations, HELP

[AJDIN]

I have had a few full blown OBE's and AP's where i know im not dreaming and not in my head, this was a little while ago and i decided too stay away from all this because of an experience of girl spirit talking in my head after one experience of her trying too seduce me, (It was on one of my previous posts and too sum it up i think a spirit was trying too seduce me and when i said no she got angry)

Anyway... whenever i project/obe/lucid dream i always start up either at my current house, or my old house... or sometimes at my girlfriends house if i am at her house and trying too do it

Now i can tell once im in those three locations that im still in my head and alot of dream manifestations happen, such as cars that i want too buy i always see driving around the road where my court is.

Anyway this experience today i ended up at my old house in my backyard, i asked the higher self if i could see my mum ( who had passed away when i was little ) i turned the corner and saw a woman with blonde hair and she turned around and i didn't really recognise her face, she greeted me like she had not seen me for a long time... i started crying but i could tell that this wasn't my mum (i think) because of her accent... it was really Australian like when she was Born Bosnian and im guessing had very little knowledge of english

So anyway after this experience i knew it was too good to be true and didn't think much of it so i decided too go exploring, i went up my driveway and my vision started getting a little fuzzy, i started too stare at things too make things more clearer and vivid and i would look at my own reflection(another hint that im in a dream state?) and would stare in my eyes and my pupils would dilate and i would feel like my focus and awarness level got stronger

I started seeing cars drive by and i kept asking too see a spirit guide and was saying "could i please see a spirit guide" then switching too "i would really like too see a spirit guide" thing's started popping up around me but i dismissed them as dream manifestations

I was walking down the road and i saw this woman that was unpacking things out of her car and i noticed a mirror next too her door (this scenery is 90% spot on with my old neighbourhood court) and i asked her was that a portal?

She answered yes - its your deepest secrets, obviously after hearing something like that you want too get in, so i did

As i got in the only way i can explain is i was kind of viewing a whole bunch of things right infront of me, looked like kind of like code and it was just layed out infront of me... for some reason i had the feeling of this is ALL the infromation i knew within myself and all bits of it was scattered infront of me... actually going through the portal felt like i was  shifting into another state

After this scattered "code" went away, i was back in the same driveway and was looking around and it was very purple this time, the roads looked like they were purple rivers and the atmosphere changed from being outside too inside now, i saw a black ship off in the distance and it looked pretty interesting, i kept calling out for a spirit guide but no luck.. so i decided too end my exploration and come back too reality... Was hoping for some contact with spirit guide and was going too ask about different dimensions, and the golden age and this and that but no luck

But i am still happy with the experience

Now i think that i still need too learn how too shift my consciousness and my awareness levels higher before i can fully get out of my "dream trap" so too say... and all this little things like staring into details too get more vivid scenery and staring at my reflection also help me achieve things like that

If anyone gets what im talking about, i would appreciate some wisdom and insight on how too get past this barrier (I used too be able too do it but have kind of lost the way or method of how too do it kind of thing)


THANKS

[Under_the_Midnight_Sun]

Hey AJDIN,
nice experience. The Higher Self usually acts in ways we can't understand, or even perceive as to what's really going on. When you asked to see you mom and saw the blond woman she very well could have been your mother just with a different appearance, or alternatively a parent from a past life.
As to the reality fluctuations where your mind subconsciously creates manifestations. . . it's very common . . every projector experiences it. A good trick is to look down and observe your astral hands, then look back out into your environment. For some reason this focuses your attention, and helps you see the actuality around you.

UMS

[MDM]

Hi AJDIN, we are just discussing this on the next forum:
Multidimensional Realities - various OBE phenomena explained:
http://www.astralpulse.com/forums/welcome_to_out_of_body_experiences/multidimensional_realities_various_obe_phenomena_explained-t36302.0.html

[AJDIN]

Thanks for replys guys, and thanks MM will read into it after i try project again today