My October 05 Journals

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Any suggestions, ideas, assistance are welcome..

What are your ideas for me to project farther, more often, more strongly, etc..

10/10/05 – 114 – I lay and relax. I had awareness of my left arm/elbow as if it was through the floor and through my body. I waved my left nonphysical elbow through the floor and outstretched my right nonphysical arm and waved it around a bit.

10/12/05 – 115 – I went to sleep at 1 AM. I awoke by alarm at 6:30 AM and went back to sleep immediately after I reset the alarm to 11:30 AM. Immediately before the alarm came on I became aware of hazy, hazy perceptions signifying awareness in theta. I put my nonphysical self into spin and spun over and over in place like a log rolling in place on water. After a bit I maneuvered myself into an upright sitting position, consciously aware of my out-of-body state. My vision was extra hazy. My alarm came on moments later and I felt as if I was lying down again.

P.S. At 1 AM I went to sleep focusing on my mouth, chanting mentally stuff like "my mouth/jaw stays/remains relaxed during sleep" while relaxing my face/jaw (in an attempt to offset grinding my teeth) – I slept on my stomach to start

10/30/05 – 116 – I had several days' sleep deficit working overtime at work. I lay for sleep and gave up everything but forgiveness. I forgave my physical body for being sleepy and needing sleep, etc. I had many vivid dreams, became lucid, and decided to fly and explore for just a moment. I then looked at my hands and rolled to the side in an attempt to roll out of body. I'm not sure how far distant I got from my physical body as I went straight back to sleep. I may not have fully displaced but I got some kind of conscious separation.

(In a previous but recent experience- the first time I gave up everything including OBE for God- that night I had an easy OBE. It seems it wasn't long after falling asleep- if I completely fell asleep. If I recall I log rolled in place before displacing.)