This mornings NP experience and dream (short)

[urshebear]

2 June 2004
I felt myself in the mind-awake body-asleep state so I rolled out of bed
I fell on the floor with a thump; I felt the carpet underneath me and was not sure if I had fallen out in my physical body. I stood up and was blind (which was validation that I was not in my physical body). I asked for sight and began walking down the stairs (although stairs lead down from my bedroom, these were not my stairs, they were wider, shorter to step and they winded a bit)
I made a mental note to myself that I could feel the carpet against my feet.

(I am struggling to remember everything that happened and in what order so will just tell it best I can)

I started walking down a hallway, the floors and walls were like that of a hospital, there was a room coming off the hallway with a little boy and older women in there she was comforting him and there was some kind of creature down the hall (can't remember if it was a lion/dragon/bear or mixture of the 3) anyway the women was shushing the boy but I could sense she was also scared. I knelt down to the boys level and told him there was nothing to be afraid of, I taught him that he was stronger than this creature and if he willed it to be gone, it would disappear.
The next thing I remember is getting ready to fly...there was nothing more I could do around here as I thought this I passed a mirror and told myself "no, I should try going through that mirror"
I did just that and ended up in blackness...can't remember what happened after that.

(There was more to this NP experience but I just can't remember, I know I talked to more people and I remember jumping at some point but just can't remember the details.)


Later I had a dream that I was in a hospital and behind the curtain of the room I was in was an elderly lady...I was with my friends and a nurse walked in and said "Please be quiet we are trying to revive this women"
I peeked through the curtain and met the woman's blue eyes, she looked exhausted and over it, they had her on the defibrillator. I turned to the nurse and said "this is cruel! Let her go she wants to go!"
The nurse agreed and then I saw her trying to persuade the doctors to stop.

[EscapeVelocity]

Good experience!

You showed your willingness to help someone out and you noticed a mirror and used it as a portal like you intended to from an earlier post. Not keeping awareness past the transition is frustrating but still, it's good progress, well done! Maybe intend that, next time...

I don't get a read on the hospital part, but the fact that you have some subliminal sense that more went on maybe after the mirror transition is very good.

I know that it seems like very small steps, but do you see your 2nd NP Personality slowly beginning to develop?

You should, because it is.

I assume you mean't 2014, right? Just noticing...or are we discussing your progress that predates your current experience? I still have trouble with that time concept, personally...lol

[urshebear]

haha I didn't even notice that!! I must have been half asleep, yes I meant 2014...didn't even know anything about any of this in 2004 :p

I more often than not find myself in hospital type surroundings when I am in NP, another reason I included the dream part was because I wondered if it was tying in with the fact that the hallway I walked down in the beginning was a hospital type corridor.