I had a really intense feeling today out of nowhere...

[Themisto]

OK this is kind of crazy but hear me out.
here is a little back round info about myself first. I just registered because i was so frightened by this experience although i used to read the forums alot   about a year ago. I am a young man.. 18. not a bad age

today i was in the kitchen thinking about myself..
. I get this thought that i've been dead.. for a long time... and suddenly my whole world became very shaky and i felt like things were starting to make sense. i realized that I've just kept living in my own thoughts and that nothing is real and i got freaked out cuz i had a near death experience a few months ago and suddenly something shuved the idea into my brain that i had died that day. all this crazy stuff is happening like I'm noticing synchronicity and weird coincidences that i feel like something is trying to tell me something but its freaking me out

i feel like either my sanity or my health is on the edge and i realize that that's a big burden for some people to respond to but i feel like telling some anonymous people might be the right thing to do

[redcatherine]

k
forgive me
for waxing poetic here
or trying to
but
you may have been destined
to have died
and now that makes you on plan B
and so
life is even more precious to you
than to others
ain't it sweet !
so
enjoy
life is too short
make the most of it
while you can
what a gift
has been bestowed upon you

[Dagalvyi]

Did you ever think that maybe you were dead. Your near death experience may have brought you back to life, so to speak. People can wake up every morning, go to work, come home and kiss their children goodnight. That doesn't make them alive. Only you could ever know. Do some soul searching, you'll find the answer!     Good Luck!