Michael Stonewing....come back!!!!!!!!!

[Dark Knight]

Nay!

I have PM'd this guy already! If you don't want the mulitple posts fine, but don't put it here. What has happened here is gruesome, ugly, and immoral and has no place in Astral Chat. If it can only be in one spot, put it back in PSD Forum, but not here.

This is a person's life, please respect it

[Nay]

Sorry you feel this way, but it seems to be a chat... and very personal.  If he comes to the forums he will see it, no doubt by the title of it.  If he has not responded to you as of yet...then maybe you should respect that.

I will speak with Adrian about moving it back.[^]

Nay.

[Nay]

OK, I moved it back.  I thought you might blow a vein if I waited for Adrain to tell one way or the other.

I still think this seems to be a personal thing that should transpire between just the two of you..did you ever think that HE doesn't want this in the public eye?

Nay

[Dark Knight]

DOn't listen to Nay Michael.

I know what you've been through. I know what's going on. I think you can get help here. People have to start knowing what's going on, looks like you were trying to drop a hint but didn't know how to do it without being aggressive. You're that far gone.

Michael, you know we're not the only two people this is happening to. People have to start hearing about this. You sound like you want help but didn't know how to ask for it.

Come on, Michael. I know how the boundaries are annihilated, I know what pattern they take on. I know what the brainwashing does to you, the dissociation of self, everyone else is a part of existence except you. Everything else has value but you. You're fed off of, so you're forced to feed off of others to stay alive.

What else have they put you through. Did they try to program you to kill and maime the way they did me? To go after other people, ruin them the way you were ruined. You're a valuable killer and nothing else, that's what they told me.

Come on Mike. I think we can help people through this. But you need help first.

But no more feeding, taking, we'll find a way to make sure you're needs get met without you having to take.

Come on Mike please. Don't let them pit us against one another any more.

[xander]

Originally posted by Dark Knight[/i]

DOn't listen to Nay Michael.

I know what you've been through.

>how presumptuous.

looks like you were trying to drop a hint but didn't know how to do it without being aggressive. You're that far gone.

>Actually he didn't sound that aggressive, however you at the moment....

Come on Mike please. Don't let them pit us against one another.

>May I suggest you let this rest for awhile? first you hate him now you want to be his best freind? Let him figure out what he needs and work on himself. You need to work on yourself rather than become emeshed with another.

Xander

[Dark Knight]

This has to be felt out, (with what litte feeling I have left)...

And I'd rather change my mind and make the best decision possible than stay in my anger (Mick, I'm putting it on the shelf).

Xander, there is a lot going on here, and no, I don't see myself taking on this guy on my own. I wouldn't put the offer out without knowing where to find help, besides here.

The people doing this treat it like the sick experiment they want. Let's pit people together and cut off this thought or this feeling and see what happens. Let's make her think this, let her feel this...in the context of this situation and see what happens. Let's have her associate these feelings with this situation and nothing else.

Xander, they wanted me like a little puppet, had me calling up members of the UFO community, wanted me isolated and alone so they could keep me under their thumb, their control, their sick little holographic world.

All for what...test subjects.

If Michael is similar to me, and is what I think he is,...the hand is there.

He alledgedly and publicly acknowledged someone who might be my attacker.

He doesn't have to bring anything out in the open if he wants. I brought MY stuff out.

If he wants to write back to say no it didn't happen, either publicly or privately...fine, I'm ready for that to.

[Stonewing]

May I politely enquire why my forum account cannot be accessed anymore?
I have logged in (more time than I want to say) this morning and it will log me out imediately afterwards.

No, computer settings are the same so was I banned sometime in the past two or three days?

This is of course Michael_Stonewing.

[Anonymous]

Are you certain you were banned? I'm no moderator, but from what I have seen, one is only banned if they violate the terms of the user agreement, and that includes making others feel uncomfortable. Of course, before you are banned, they usually PM you a warning. If you did not receive a warning, then perhaps... PERHAPS... the banning was unjust and/or done by a new moderator. They usually give people many chances here. Just my thoughts.

[Nay]

Adrian is the only one who can do the banning. [^]  And that has not been done, it must be his browser.

Nay.

[CRIMINALMIND63]

Michael,
I also have to sign in every once in a while even though I don't sign out. I don't know why it happens. You would probably get a letter telling you your band. You may just be having problems with your computer.

[Nagual]

Maybe check your cookies...  My 3 astral pulse cookies expire "at the end of the session" (if I close my browser)...  But that's my browser settings.

[Dark Knight]

Michael,

I checked with James S and Adrian, you weren't kicked off

You're fine.

Whenever you're ready.

[CRIMINALMIND63]

Hey Mikey where you be. Like to here from you. Didn't answer back from private message. You seemed to concerned about me when I was in a very low period. Are you sending your consciousness out to those being attacked? Thought for sure you would reply when you asked me "If I was feeling alright?" Well my attacks never stop. Are you helping in any way?

[Aries]

Im lost.... what happened?
-Aries

[CRIMINALMIND63]

Mike PMed me and asked me if I was all right. For some reason he knew I wasn't. Would like to know about it Mike.

[Dark Knight]

All right Michael...I've thought about this. I am inviting you to come back as I think you may be more similar to me that I care to admit.

But there are a few rules here...no attacks, and no "plucking of energy without permission."

I know what it's like to be reduced to a state less than an animal. All you're coping skills, boundaries, and identity ruined, you can't function in normal life the way other people should. With your needs going unmet and unacknowledged you resort to being an animal to stay alive, preying on others to sustain yourself. People lash out and attack you, which makes you more defenseless and more dependent on the animalistic ways of staying alive...all the while, a group of all powerful morons of watching the whole affair as the "test specimens" go at it.

For starters, get your hands on some hematite. Metal Ice is right, it works (but I only have one stone Metal, I got a necklace off of ebay. I'll be going back on ebay to find more stones).

I'm hoping you're financial situation isn't as dire as mine and you can actually procure these things.

Yeah, I think you were luring me into something. I've noticed that's how these a**holes operate, pull the string and watch Dark Knight jerk. I have a feeling they wanted me freaked, so I'd take actions I wasn't ready to perform, discredit myself so they can continue playing. Then there's you, bash you, you get no support, you stay under their control.

I didn't send you any energy Michael, and I am not going to. You have to learn how to operate on your own again without attacking people. I know how hard that is, but it isn't impossible, I've done it.

I'd tell you to open up and feel natures energy, but I can barely do that. That's what I hate about these a**holes. They shut you down so far and so fast, you can't get energy the way normal people do, so you're reduced to taking. People don't seem to have a concept for that. That's one of the reasons I stopped trying to do certain things. I'm so shut off, the only way I could get it is by force.

If you guys still think I'm nuts...I've got something else to come clean on, and it was what I became when these guys were all the way in my head. Some higher power intervened and freed me. If not for that, I'd be insane, dead, or worse.

I have to do this.

* I moved your topic to the chat, and deleted the others that you are posting on every forum.  If you feel the need to get in contact with this person, please PM him*
Thank-You, Nay