Alchemy from Lead to Gold

[redcatherine]

85 tuesday 18 jan
went into merkaba and went to wormhole then another
both with eyes being held open by hands of angels  
and stars beyond and a hanged  man upside down
looking at me thru a long lashed eye
saw temple and bushes like greece
came to ashram saw knights like humans
but different some how edge of universe is here

then went to see the planet
saw  brown people long face like dinosaur or snake and reptilian eyes browny golden short tall as a child
model of golden city on a table
direct attention into it
went to a building was a museum
square roof with golden dome in center

saw a hall displays both sides first on left deforestation pollution wars chaos destruction other side relgion philosophy
then a little further we see the same for their world

we see carpeted stairs and a christed child like lizard
on the stair rail beckons us to climb up

went to room on right a table like last supper and we sat facing them
a grail given and we got it and inside a a vision for each of us about the planet below then we drank and said amen got a sphere red golden studded passed it round saw golden snake tony
then stairs bill
a door at top
a cat -the door open :tom

volano went into it stairs descending and went into lava we are spirit cannot be hurt by fire
and found a tunnel and door to shamballa
temple of wisdom saw the dome

went to tibetan monastery
saw the lizard monk there too
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Nevertheless, the burden is on the investigator to understand the material reported instead of ridiculing the reporter and offering outlandish reasons to doubt her.
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Nurturing the Inner Nature:
A Meditation to Open and Reveal
the Four Holy Seals of Resurrection:
Inner Sight (Light), Inner Sound (Music),
Inner Taste (Nectar), Inner Vibration (Holy Name of
GOD, Paradise or Primordial Vibration)
take my hand child and i will take you to the edge of the universe on the breath of God -sai baba in hot tub
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moon who eclipsed the sun is gone
rise up children of the new dawn
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"I am the poison-dripping dragon, who is everywhere and can be cheaply had. That upon which I rest, and that which rest upon me, will be found within me by those who pursue their investigations in accordance with the rules of the Art. My water and fire destroy and put together; from my body you may extract the green lion and the red. But if you do not have exact knowledge of me, I will destroy your five senses with my fire..."
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The rusted chains of prison moons
Are shattered by the sun.
I walk a road, horizons change
The tournament's begun.
The purple piper plays his tune,
The choir softly sing;
Three lullabies in an ancient tongue,
For the court of the crimson king.

The keeper of the city keys
Put shutters on the dreams.
I wait outside the pilgrim's door
With insufficient schemes.
The black queen chants
the funeral march,
The cracked brass bells will ring;
To summon back the fire witch
To the court of the crimson king.

The "black queen" is Kali, the destructive aspect of the Goddess (Persephone in the Eleusinian Mysteries). The "court of the crimson king" is consciousness (the head). The "black queen chants the funeral march" (representing the death of the ego). The "cracked brass bells (the divided psyche or the golden dome buddhist bowl ) will ring" "to summon back the fire witch" (Kundalini-Shakti) from dormancy at the base of the spine to consciousness in the head.

- Aurelia Occulta online about the rock music Crimson King
all about alchemy
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[redcatherine]

86 Wed 2 after circle

On the ground there is a hill
          Also a serpent in a well
          His tail is long with wings wide
          Already to fly by every side
          Repair the well fast about
          That the serpent get not out
          For if that he be there agone
          You lose the virtue of the Stone -ripley scroll

So when the dragons grow wings it is time to make the moon merkaba
and do it before they crawl down the arms
they become lions and do not fly away then
the stone is the philosopshers stone
seek alchemy literature and medieval imagery online on the net
rich resources there esp try to Google it

Debbie had indigo fog around her
and looked now as maggie did
when we first met her
she had also indigo colouring in the space of the hula hoop halo
in a ring  around her head
and she had tiny little white wings forming there in the centre
we were told drink water and sleep
look again in morning .

SO : Manifest an indigo fog around you as you sleep
will the halo to be shown above and around your head and shoulders
make it moonlight pale blue bright white
and get lots of rest drink lots of water
maintain energy as magnetic
think and will moonlight
and keep checking clairvoyantly
to see when you are ripe for next stage

87
Thursday arvo
Sveta now looks like debbie but red and green dragons are on shoulders not lizards or winged ones and her  ring is not coloured yet

Jodi -ring above head and  wings are full and auric purple with gold brown spots these are human wings they unfold displaying our own aura colours

Cath- as sveta but the dragons hold hands now at the waist

SO : all must manifest a second ring like a snow man from shoulders to waist in moonlight pale blue bright white make it so

and the auric colours come out of the ring and into wings there is a face where the wings were at the top -it is a dragon mine has ears  but look again it becomes an angel then our higher self visions of future development

Debbie-green and reg dragons looking like lions now and crawling down to hold hands at waist and the dragon has auric wings on top

the green is on non dominant side the red is developed comes after the green the green is the first and the way it is before the alchemist stage

Maggie- had a ring of white light from her shoulders
and far above her about a metre
there were tiny golden wings like a pilot at the top
they were about .25 metre length each .
She had a purple alchemists robe and a golden crown .
She had two dragons
one green with 4 legs out
and another emerging from the right shoulder too .
She had a bar of white light
as well in her energy arms
one eye open on the right dragon

Previously online sitter :indigo fog green dragon with four legs emerging from left shoulder his chakras were eclipsing
he had the crescent moon with a smiling lady riding on it
over his solar plexus the corona showed thru .
He had a moon merkabah and it looked like a nit on a hair
when closed to ride on the grid lines .

SO : just as the kundalini rose naturally the first time so do the kundalini snake heads become revealed and then develop over time into dragons that run down the shoulders and out - this happens naturally as the seeker desires it to become so and develops the energy body over time and practice with will . Flying to the window on the edge of the universe
touched this off like a catalyst for us . We could not go through until we became a moon merkaba now we must make our whole body become moonlight but how we look to arcane images and texts especially online medieval engravings coloured in by collectors

88 Fri morning
first star on a wheel
bridge from wrist to wrist
tree of life spread out behind her

SO : this means we have climbed the tree now
the kaballah path is over too

the mother of all worlds appeared
indigo and white in nature
sitting in lotus position
she is  perched on top in moon robes  
her eyes are covered by a veil
blue lantern in one hand
pink sphere in other
lovely image of her drawn by Blavatsky's artist mate in Russia
that is how she appeared to us

SO : she comes to the seeker
when we leave the local universe through projection

the dragon body gone now
a crown there in ring instead
lovely white feathered wings of the swan the end of that stage
the ring covering it from view
and holding a celestial sphere indigo golden stars in hand

debbie -crown on head
two golden normal sized lions under her hands clairvoyantly
turquoise auric wings
and white feathered wings too
spear and weapon
flag in hand is red first there from our group
the crimson king on a throne appears
this is the dearest one i hear
she will conquer
( she is a warrior )

higher self with glove gauntlet
-a green sphere prickly

gold stuff coming out of right hand
So : the sunlight soon returning

peacock on your wrist for all =Jesus
then eagle =sphinx
then falcon= Horus

from jesus to the universe
to see and to fly
what you missed it sees
throwing it a weapon
it makes them sleep poison
not death
a spiritual warrior initiation for her
white pillar appears
mary and christ child
animals coming in new totems

wolf black to hunt against other grey  wolves
we see this in the alchemy images too

Catherine - the lions are there but not the flag
i see the peacock has brought all of us to the tower with debbie now
in the chalice which is shaped like a tower
with three crowned snakes
one for each of the ,alien to us but, sister star systems

this is the  tower
as within  so without

we come to the feast by the grace of God
with  Jesus we drink from the Holy Grail
this is the seer of all things  

no doors no windows
must fly to the top  

an eye around it all
like lord of the rings

the moon eclipsed the sun
we look into the unconscious mind
become saddened at such sorrows
must leave them to unfold the wings further
but  we have golden armour under the sorrows to protect us  
the sun will come out again
rest in the moonlight it is so beautiful
do not be overcome by the sorrows
let them go
as you sleep
to work out in your dreams

SO :  you must now let go of the sorrows of this life
to move on to spiritual gold

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The three-headed serpent signified the "Stone," which is supposed to be composed of spirit, soul, and body, proceeding from a common source.also the three systems on the star map from the body of earth

http://www.rexresearch.com/alchemy/figulus.htm
Metaphorically is our matter compared, Being the Red Lead and Red Earth, With fools despised and valueless. It is called the Red and Green Lion.

to us it should mean leaving behind more of the physical to become more spiritual less ego less negativity

The Red Man - sophic sulphur (or gold)
The White Queen - sophic mercury (or silver)
The Ascending Dove - a white sublimate
The Grey Wolf - antimony
The Black Crow - putrefying matter
The Winged and Wingless Lions - mercury and sulphur
The Green Lion - green vitriol (ferrous sulphide).

The metals with which they worked were given additional resonance by associating them with the heavens, thus:
http://www.autumnleaf.com/hermes.htm
Lead - Saturn
Iron - Mars
Tin - Jupiter
Copper - Venus
Quicksilver - Mercury
Silver - Moon
Gold - Sun.

we are not really using metal
but there are mysteries here revealed
the lead is our base human nature of course
the gold is the sun which we become again
but first we do the little work and become all moon or silver
seeing the images of the animals given to you in meditation
tells you your progress and next step to aim for
all of these metals are in the tibetan metal singing bowls that generate alpha waves and ring the chord to begin the great work
you can listen to them online if you dont have one available to you

http://www.songsouponsea.com/Promenade/LizardA.html
"The Black Crow, sometimes also called the Raven, is the beginning of the great work of soul alchemy. This indicates the initial stages of the alchemist's encounter with his inner space, through withdrawing from the outer world of the senses in meditation, and entering what is initially the dark inner world of the soul. Thus this stage is also described in alchemical texts as the blackening, the nigredo experience, and it is often  pictured as a death process, as in the caput mortuum, the deaths head, or as some alchemical illustrations show, the alchemist dying within a flask."

"A sight, a sound, a gift by chance conferred, Transforms your life, and leads the soul beyond." - verse accompanying the Magician Tarot card

the crimson king is the magician who becomes the fool again
the alpha and omega as the fool he began

 0        The Fool  prodigal son, Parsifal, minstrel, Tom Sawyer  
 1        Magician selected destiny, transformation, Alchemy  
 22      The Fool Lao Tzu, Parsifal at end of Holy Grail quest

Other representations of the Fool include: 1) Tom Sawyer or Huck Finn ambling along the Mississippi River, carrying their belongings in makeshift satchels -- both out to find high adventure and learn life's lesson first hand, 2) the prodigal son , 3) an innocent Parsifal seeking redemption in the Quest for the Holy Grail,and/or 4) the wandering prince and minstrel, experiencing the slings and arrows of  those who don't respect or even trust any wandering individual,The Fool is the quality in each of us that stirs at the thought of adventure and responds eagerly even to the hint of a new challenge.  The Fool wanders in where others fear to go.  

In the Tarot, the Fool card symbolizes the Creative Force or Power that initiates and guides the Universe.  "The Fool card is actually the God card in the Tarot." [1]  It is Spirit seeking to know itself by choosing to manifest on the earthly plane -- experience yet another reincarnation -- in order to  seek (and reach) perfection.  With the powers of creation, it is no wonder that the Fool's potential is so vast! In the Tarot, the Fool is typically shown without a care in the world, carrying a knapsack of his worldly belongings, in the process of stepping off a cliff (unaware of  the divine protection prepped to save him), and accompanied by a small, white dog (representing the Fool's Higher Self).  This is strictly speaking, the Fool at the beginning of his journey.The journey is one's path, one's destiny, one's... life.  It is represented in the Tarot and  The Fool's Journey by the twenty one additional cards of the Major Arcana, the  so-called "triumphs"

Blood and Gold- Michelle Emerson
Has anyone looked at our incredible blood under a microscope? What color was it? GOLD . . . sparkling, shiny beautiful GOLD.
For the alchemist, it represented the perfection of all matter on any level, including that of the mind, spirit, and soul. It is associated with the operation of Coagulation. If we take time to look into the Science and Spirit of gold we will find many interesting links and start to realize why the purest aura around the body is golden-white light. We are Gold, precious and rare.

.....will make a chart later describing medieval imagery and post it later
which is much easier in hindsight lol

[redcatherine]

89 Friday 22 Jan 2005
In meditation we saw a fairy tale vision of the Mother of All Worlds ,
the Crimson King ,Prince Rupert and the Golden Dragon . This imagery is a mind puzzle for the soul . It helps us to recall the path to Alchemical Redemption .

http://www.polenth.demon.co.uk/myth/alchemy.html
A Few Basics of Alchemy...Alchemy is a mixture of philosophy and science, which has been practiced for centuries, and is still practiced today. It works at two levels: the physical, and the metaphysical. At the metaphysical level, it works to purify and transform humankind. At the physical level, it works to purify and transform metals. The first step of the transformation of metals is creating a philosopher's stone. This stone can then be used to transmute metals into alchemical gold. When a substance has been purified, it becomes philosophic.

The Mother of All Worlds is the White Queen of the cards and alchemical imagery . She is the ultimate Goddess of The Moon and all the Heavens . She is real and exists as a manifestation of the Godhead . She is a divinity beyond the logos of Mother Earth . When she appears to the seeker it is both a recognitiion and an invitation to the starry systems of other sentient beings beyond the Window on the Edge of the Universe .

http://members.tripod.com/~chippit/mother_world.html
This is gorgeous image of her done by the artist friend of Blavatsky's
called Roderich http://www.roerich.org/index.html Note the two rings of moonlight .These will occur on the energy body as moon halos and become clairvoyantly witnessed the third like a snow woman really goes from the waist to hips .http://www.roerich.org/wwp.html

The recognition comes that we have entered her domininon which is that of the worlds beyond ours. Her message to us was that we have family to visit . We are all one . The three closest places of sentient being habitation are so very far away but they can all  be visited spiritually through alchemy and projection .

The philosopher's stone points to them .It is the three headed serpent which is also a star map showing the trajectories to Alpha Centauri , Pleiades and Sirius . These are not the places the sentient beings live they are stars humans have named . But they line up to show us the way past Ursa the Bear and  Canis the dog we find their homes.

The three-headed serpent signified the "Stone," which is supposed to be composed of spirit, soul, and body, proceeding from a common source.also the three systems on the star map from the body of earth

the 3 heart serpents-The Twelve Keys .... They depict how to prepare the prime matter for making the philosopher's stone. The keys show the King (ordinary gold), and the Queen (ordinary silver), who undergo separate adventures, before combining. Serpents appear several times in the keys. One of the appearances is in the ninth key. Part of the ninth key shows three serpents: the principles of Mercury, Sulphur and Salt.=Body mind Soul.

In contrast the Crimson King is not real and appears flat to the seeker like a cartoon or fairy tale image although spirit have been known to present his part . He is the path of Alchemy personified the Fool the Emperor the Magician and the Fool once more as seen in Tarot . It symbolises the seeker and the God the man with an aim or Stability, power, protection, realization, a great person, with authority and will and the  intention of the mystic  . So he is us the seeker .

Prince Rupert Awakes -"Hermes is the God who puts people to sleep and wakes them at dawn. The name of the Prince was given over the years in literature and  in contemporary fairy tales and rock songs . The prince is a figure representing the fool from the tarot too . So Prince is the (physical self ) or the prodigal son coming back to reunite with the Crimson King (God and Higher Spiritual  Self ).

The Golden Dragon is the Kundalini that we empbraced and encouraged the growth of in our human energy body to escape the baseness of unaware humanity . The dragon represents so very much the kundalini the base nature of man extinguished and the golden nature of man re-established . The dragon did speak to us and embodied some conciousness . It hastened us on . It gave us a tooth we must gather 8 to enter the Leviathan .

The Green Lion devouring the Sun is most profoundly the clue to eat the sun away to become the red lion . We do this by will and intent and with the help of spirit when our energy body is ripe for the transmutation .
We know it is ripe when we can meditate , trance to a small basic degree and we can project and see clairvoyantly and clairaudiently .
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One can skip the steps outlined here from 1 to 88 if they have :

kundalini raised three times in the colours of the three fold flame
yellow blue and pink .

ability to see clairvoyantly and hear clairaudiently at a very basic level
do this in meditation if you were not born with it

ability to meditate and interpret imagery as clues in messages you get

ability to project astrally to spiritual realms
to Shamballah and the Akasha to the Temples of Wisdom and most importantly to blow off the Capstone in the first and Great Pyramid . This can be retained in a past life memory and I have seen first hand Maggie do this in a few weeks .See her  path chronicled here in this thread . If you cannot project meditate and you will learn try a group approach the energy is higher and you can learn easier there in a circle .

completed the path of the  Magician it is just enough to read the works of Hermetic Resources . You do not have to be a Hermeticist . You just have to get the golden nuggets from its path too . Skip the part about entering the body of animals and others . Skip anything that is not with the light . Do only the light part it is all that is necessary really . Just read  Bardon's book or the Kyballion and use discernment to understand the 4 elements the magnetic and electric polarities and dualities and to be able to manifest the spheres of energy in ones hands as a basic level is all you need .

Do not think you can't do this ? You can I am sure .  IF you don't have the beginning steps you can get them all in a short time . If you do have them it will be evident in your energy body which i am happy to view for you for free if you like online .

We all can do this Great Work . This is the beginning . If we did this ,10 oridinary humans , then so can you . Maggie did this in one month . Debbie in one year . I am typical coming in  to this body nearly unaware only clairvoyant at birth and nothing else . It has taken me nearly 50 years to accomplish this . So whatever your path or age begin now . It is fun it is free it is beyond the imagination of any book video or play you have ever enjoyed . It is the lollies of the soul . And my only regret is not doing it earlier in this lifetime .
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To Make the Moon Rise with Will and Intent
We see the 7 chakras as lights in the heavens . We see the heavens dark
and indigo in the moonlight . We see our self floating as the resurrected Christ position turning in the air palms up and out embracing the indigo fog . We make each of 7 spheres indigo too . Like this :

We see

the dominant foot

as a midnight blue indigo sphere
as big as a basketball
with each inhalation it becomes bigger colder heavier darker blue
we colour it in from the hips (or shoulders ) down
bring in the breath as moonlight
blow it into the limbs

We employ the principle of Hermetic Rhythm here
each inhalation brings in prana we change to moonlight
each exhalation blows away the hot electric sun
in an out like a pendalum we slowly slip in further and further arcs to
fill the whole energy body with moonlight to soak in it fully
and eclipse the sun totally from the spheres to the chakras we fill it

go back and fill the spheres
the non dominant foot
the dominant hand
the non dominant hand
now the moon rises from the male storage centre the girdle of yoga
which is the area between the red and orange chakras
see it as big as a tennis ball become large as a beach ball
make it come out of your back and arc up your spine gently slowly

the sun will spit out then of your female storage centre
why because in the human energy body only one can rise at a time
so you set the moon the sun will rise the first time
and then the moon comes out in glory to rise for the first time too
see the sun rise above your heart and sink in the male storage center

now the moon comes up full and radiant above your heart
out of the female storage centre the caput of yoga
this makes the stars come out

the silver self or akasha or anu flame will stir and the silver star will shine
out of your chest over your heart
now make the sun go to sleep in each chakra
see the red light close like a door of a female moon face and the
corona alone peeps out the red chakra is now indigo blue
heavy cold sleeping magnetic female dark

use the magnetic force to close the doors on each chakra
see the door as a heavy metal door magnetically swung and sealed
with your breath and intent
the door has the face of the moon the full moon with a lady face on it
now as you reach the crown chakra you are the moon
and you have completed the Little Work

do not try to become the sun again
it will happen itself
enjoy this brief period of rest to recuperate and reflect
go into the sanctuary that is yourself
and examine who you are
be yourself
but let go of the past
this is the purpose of the Little Work
the time of dreams and sorrows that leave us

...a post later to let the sun come back by will if you want

instead reflect and meditate
drink lots of water
get lots of dreams
and sleep
sing the song of the Blackbird of Alchemy

Pack up all my cares and woes
down the road here i go
bye bye black bird
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light the light
i 'll be home late tonight
black bird bye bye

this is the time to pack up the emotional baggage
go to the flame of Mother Earth and toss it in
or to the violet flame of St . Germaine
or see the dreams like in Drop Dead Fred
and become the Divine Parent of the Inner Child
leave fear and sorrow behind truly to start again
examine the sorrows of the past to let them all go
cut the bonds away no karma fresh  

and get ready to become as the sun fresh and new
but not now in a few more days

http://www.tarotforum.net/archive/index.php/t-20643.html- the "rage of the green lion?" The Green Lion devouring the sun is vitriol -- conveniently not just a chemical substance, but also the word for corrosive rage and fury. In Jungian symbolic, The Lions of Alchemy (http://www.antlionpit.com/alchemy.html), "the alchemical "green lion" devouring the sun relates to the experience of consciousness being overwhelmed by violent, frustrated desires, often masked by depression."

(http://www.triad-publishing.com/stone20e.html) by Beat Cruncher also explains that the Green Lion, and Vitriol are code for the original substance of the philosopher's stone 'Vitriol um' is a contraction of the initial letters of the following Latin sentence: VISTA Interior Terra Inventions Occult um Lap idem Vera Medicinam. Or in one of the possible translations: "See in the interior of the purified earth, and you will find the secret stone, the true medicine".

The Centre of Purified self is the heart–that night Debbie's heart was golden. We saw it floating outside of her chest and we heard this is  the angel of the little golden heart . –Debbie the youngest of our group was the first to transform in our group . She began her transformation by being the first to go to the tower beyond the window on the Edge of the Univers . She came back in armour holding a flag from its parapet . Her higher self chuckling that she had beaten us all there . That night Debbie's heart was made golden -the angel of  the little golden heart we heard .I feel her curiousity , her innocence and youthful enthusiasm and energy led her to win the flag .

The Jungian idea of the psychological Shadow is further suggested from the Green Lion's association with the Red Lion --Green = shadow of Red -- the Green Lion is the beginning, from his blood will emerge the Red Lion -- the reddening and then the final transmutation –

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All of these mystic symbols become clairvoyantly witnessed in the human energy body . They are much more than the human archetype that Carl Jung presumed .

http://www.psychics.co.uk/alchemy.html
The psychologist Carl Jung recognised that Alchemy is a symbolic system for the transformation of the human spirit from its lead like state of ignorance into the gold of enlightenment. Jung was the first to make alchemy psychologically accessible to the 20th century by showing how alchemical symbols were similar to archetypal dream images.Jung recognised that the alchemical work parallels the individuation process.Originally, alchemy was an ancient tradition of sacred chemistry used to discern the spiritual and temporal nature of reality, its structure, laws, and functions. Today Alchemy can be used as a system of symbols to help us with our spiritual progress.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Carl_Jung
Jung's concept of the collective unconscious is often misunderstood as some kind of race memory, with the archetypal symbols being somehow transmitted, perhaps genetically. In fact, what Jung meant by the term is that we share a common psychological heritage, just as we share a common physical one. Symbols have a certain similarity and fall into similar patterns in different places and times, simply because all human minds are basically similar. Thus we can often understand the symbols arising from the unconscious by comparing them with similar processes occurring elsewhere. Jung said that it isn't a matter of inherited images, but rather of an inherited predisposition to experience certain images. Many of the commonly repeated criticisms of Jung's work seem to be based on a misunderstanding of this last point.

http://www.tarotforum.net/archive/index.php/t-20643.html- the "rage of the green lion?" The Green Lion devouring the sun is vitriol -- conveniently not just a chemical substance, but also the word for corosive rage and fury. In Jungian symbology, The Lions of Alchemy (http://www.antlionpit.com/alchemy.html)), "the alchemical "green lion" devouring the sun relates to the experience of consciousness being overwhelmed by violent, frustrated desires, often masked by depression."Of course, alchemy cannot be discussed without also evoking the search for the secret of the "Philosopher's Stone", another kind of Holy Grail Quest.

Verdigris, Green Lion and Vitriol: The Basis of the Philosopher's Stone (http://www.triad-publishing.com/stone20e.html) by Beat Krummenacher also explains that the Green Lion, and Vitriol are code for the original substance of the philosopher's stone 'Vitriolum' is a contraction of the initial letters of the following Latin sentence: Visita Interiora Terrae Rectificando Inveniens Occultum Lapidem Veram Medicinam. Or in one of the possible translations: "See in the interior of the purified earth, and you will find the secret stone, the true medicine".Perhaps this directive encoded in the symbol of the Green Lion - to "see in the interior of the purified earth" to find the secret of the philosophers stone, sheds light, on MP's reference to "the Secret" which will be found "in clarity". It also reminds us of the the work of freeing the Shadow.

Sophic mercury was volatile and white in character, while sophic sulphur was fixed and red in color. The alchemists thought the former to be silver while the latter was considered to be gold, because of the great importance they attached to the colors of the respective materials. The Great Work referred to the making of gold and Little Work to the making of silver.

[redcatherine]

90 Saturday 22nd Jan 2005 am
Mapping the progress as witnessed clairvoyantly in the energy body

Svetlana -My 17 year old daughter green lions under both hands
eclipsed sun on chakras moving away towards the right hand side
seems to mean she is making the sun come out again a flag captured triumphantly in her hands she has been there too but not as developed
yet as Debbie -staff of crescent moon on top horizontal  

Billy- My 7 year old son a clairvoyant and spiritual warrior -golden armour upon a white horse in a red robe neath red auric wings that have third eyes on them a triangle above ringed in yellow feathers an indigo face with a third eye in a triangle showing . We do not allow him to sit in circle as he is too young but he possesses greater abilities than anyone else in our household had at that young age and he shows what he possesses already in past life abilities .

Myself-corona on head hinged to dominant side indigo face beneath
red lion under dominant hand ( mine is left) green under non dominant
the lions emerge as willed they climb up the arms to the sleeves and back to the spine as I watch incredulously these lions represent the seekers ability to become magnetic or electrical will and as needed they represent control of the body and merkabah . The green is the female and magnetic and moonlight she eats the sun . She develops and unfolds naturally . The red is dominant though it is electric and male and the sun . It eats the moon . So we may have only one rise at a time or balance our heavens .

90 continued  Sunday morning 230 am  23rd -
I had a late night debate with my (peer student and mentor )
all in one . He shows me how we are all indeed students and teachers of everyone we meet on our path . He asks me not to reveal his identity .

all famous gurus sacrificed their ascent ...and they are limited, the millions of cords of attachment, you see, are holding them back and it is doubtful that they are able to progress much further that is why those that go higher don't speak about it in the open (and we shouldn't, too, i would be grateful for not mentioning my progress anymore here)

I have heard of the vow of silence of the sphinx in the latin Tacere .
It is no longer my way but it was wrong of me to violate anothers way and their right to privacy on this account . I do apologise . i went back to delete my post but i believe it is gone . I will be more careful .Please forgive me my esteemed mate . I meant no ill . I believe the vow of silence that I used to maintain was misconstrued and I see now the cords of connection follow us like a wave and we bring them along effortlessly . We no longer are tethered by their slowness as we once were . Now is the time to reveal and to share . By sharing we shine and we move faster now not slower . Ask and see if what i say is not so .I asked and I was told  Noscere . This is a latin word to mean the sign the mark to know .I am told this means to not sleep to not close the eye to continue to share . We are one . We have one eye let us use it .

Then I saw 10 coins and looked this up in the morning another epiphany !

Ten of Coins -(http://www.tarotforum.net/showthread.php?s=&threadid=20420),  In the bowels of the earth, you will find what you are looking for, the treasure, the diamonds, radiant and pure, freed from dross and sediments. --suggesting that delving into the innermost depths of the soul, (and facing the shadow), will reveal great treasures. With the Father of Feathers (feathers/swords being more concerned with mental aspects) this delving within means quietly observing the ragings of the mind, to bring its fury to peace. The Jungian idea of the psychological Shadow is further suggested from the Green Lion's association with the Red Lion --Green = shadow of Red -- the Green Lion is the beginning, from his blood will emerge the Red Lion -- the reddening and then the final transmutation –

http://www.triad-publishing.com/stone20e.html Visita Interiora Terrae Rectificando Inveniens Occultum Lapidem Veram Medicinam. Or in one of the possible translations: "See in the interior of the purified earth, and you will find the secret stone, the true medicine".Thus vitriol was a code name for the original substance of the philosopher's stone. It should also become understandable with it, that verdigris or common types of vitriol are not the true Vitriol of the Philosophers. This becomes clearer still, if one takes seriously the warnings of fair alchemists, who wrote there among others: "You must take in our work the vitriol of the philosophers, and not the common".The household name 'vitriol' stands therefore not only synonymously for the Green Lion of the philosophers as a substance, but it is also a symbol for the whole process of the operis magni. This illustrates a copy of the text of the Tabula Smaragdina (Figure 1), stamped among others in: Secret figures of the Rosicrucians of the 16th and 17th century, Altona 1785, p. 17. It concerns a circular emblem, which simplistically reproduces the process to the philosopher's stone, around whose edge the cited Latin sentence winds itself. By the way, it is typical in alchemical works, that the same household name was widely pulled near for different matters or process steps, and conversely an individual matter or process step was illustrated with different names. The alchemists had consciously chosen this action "to forbid the unworthy the access to alchemy", as they said.

Tacere does not mean to keep silent forever
tacere can mean to hold on to
not the tongue
but the ideals
To learn without words to hold on to the meaning
to hold on to the knowledge
in this life
and the next one

spirit asks us no commands us
reveal the shift is upon us
the new motto is
NOSCERE
look to the sign
hasten the seekers to become majestic
to fulfill the prophecy
to wake the new dawn

This is all a seeker must really know about the basic magician path
to begin as an alchemist it is the very Basic Magician as Seen in the Energy Body :

dominant side electric odds always first in pairs male destructive closing

non dominant magnetic evens female creative opening the balance is magic and manifestation

colour space element  fluid gender weight saturation brightness temp body
1 pale yellow SUN electric male light dry bright hot around head and later trunk as beach balled stripes on a enlarging sphere

2 pale silver platinum blue MOON  magnetic female heavy damp dim cold  as the sun it stripes larger and larger to envelope the trunk

3 Salmon pink orange red Earth electric male earth heavy solid moist dark
warm dominant leg

4 Cyan yellow green AIR magnetic female light gas dry bright cool  
non dominant  leg

5 Amber orange FIRE volcano and little stars electric male light gas dry hot bright dominant  arm and hand

6 Indigo blue WATER waterfall heavens oceans female heavy wet  dark cold non dominant arm and hand

7 Black NIGHT darkness male heavy destructive closing dominant palm

8 White DAY light female light creative opening non dominant palm

9 Gold MAN mantle of protection honour male heavy dry bright warm chest shoulders

10 Silver STAR anu akasha self female light dry bright cool heart
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11 Violet red KUNDALINI snake head male light dry bright hot dom crown head alph aperture one

12 Aqua turquoise blue KUNDALINI snake head female light dry bright cold non dom crown head alpha aperture two

13 Crimson KUNDALINI snake tail male heavy wet dark warm
omega aperture one beneath the last chakra

14 Teal green KUNDALINI snake tail female heavey wet dark cool  
omega aperture two beneath the last chakra

15 Red Dragon head and 17 later arms evolves from snake and 19 crawls out dominant shoulder from spine to become the 21 red lion at dominant side hand 23 then a golden lion 25 then crawls back into spine

16 Green Dragon head and 18 later arms evolves from snake and 20 crawls out dominant shoulder from spine to become the 22 green lion at non dominant side hand then 24 a golden lion 26 then crawls back into spine


Now I see that the lions crawl up the spine and can re-emerge by the will of the seeker . They come by bidding and act under our direction as projections of our energy body . I feel this means that we will will our bodies to become as we need them to be with intention and control as often and as easily as that within one projection . It happens automatically after a while like shifting gears . I also observe that the sun and the moon on the face are now like hinged doors or
rather the corona of the sun is evident and there is a golden face on its door that is hinged on the dominant side which may open and reveal the moon face inside . So I feel that the human develops the ability to do either at will .

Debbie -swan wings double necked facing towards each other then away both crowned red lion right hand - green lion left hand

The swan song is the end of each stage it appears to herald the alpha and the omega the end is just another beginning .

91 continued :That evening I projected to the house of a professional energy body developer . He is the best i have ever witnessed . Then I saw Maggie . I wanted to see if he had come to go beyond where Maggie has shown me we all go . I projected to his home and found him awake in his study at the computer writing as always  . I  sent my voice down tunnel from the astral mouth to his ear and said to his higher self please let me see your work ,your great work of the energy body .

I was startled to see dark bat wings
and foolishly retreated
and then thought of it again hang on these are his auric wings
so I went back and saw purple black blue bits of gold on wings
saw the indigo fog  asked him to change again
saw yes corona and indigo face can change at will
energy from the rings affect this
the top two become electric first top then middle then bottom
the halos of sun or moonlight can become
so this is a short cut !!
then all and back again that fast
kundalini red fountain from top of his head
like blood like pushing these drops
turn to golden specks like fireworks in a cascade
saw him taken by  God to the hall of crimson king
saw three snakes with hearts this was a revelation to me
this is the stone the star map too
this is the soul spirit and body
it is all going that way
the soul spirit and body purple robe becomes dragon scaled ermine
on top golden crown
a portal appeared 5 doors reminded me of fingers on the hand
with 5 choices also 5 staves on fire
then went to bed saw
5 green pearls on string become 5 green apples then 5 red ones reminded me of lions and thought these are the steps as above
i know have written
stoplights eureka
red means stop green means go
green lion eats the sun images = means it makes the body become magnetic and the moon
this is how i first understood it

91 : Sunday 23-woke up with dream 930 am of the sphinx
saw the man with great energy body as a dragon flying to become that sphinx looking as a dragon himself but with human head and a beak of a bird
I saw the alchemical image
(fingers pinky key lantern sun star )
(thumb +crescent moon over crown )
fire on palm the fish inside the flames on  4 pyres supporting it

i feel this means the moon we must become eclipses the sun
and this gives us the crown to fly the stars and become again the sun
the lantern to light the ways of others
and the staff to help us follow the path of those gone before us
the key for one or all of the 5 doors now

the fish is the sign of the christ the flame the christ flame the pyre

alchemy =The word is derived from the Arabian phrase "al-kimia," which refers to the preparation of the Stone or Elixir by the Egyptians. The Arabic root "kimia" comes from the Coptic "khem" that alluded to the fertile black soil of the Nile delta. Esoterically and hieroglyphically, the word refers to the dark mystery of the primordial or First Matter (the Khem), the One Thing through which all creation manifests. Alchemy, then, is the Great Work of nature that perfects this chaotic matter, whether it be expressed as the metals, the cosmos, or the substance of our souls.

[redcatherine]

92 Sunday pm 23 Jan
Tony Bill tom Cath Maggie Meghan Debbie Lynda

The portal there
To space as light
Thru wormholes
And then to celestial sphere

Gabriel make this bar of lead into gold
Then Phanuel arrives
offers us a lesson on  making enegy body
moon and magnetic throw  moon blanket over top then go
From the bootom fill up each of three rings
green bleu purple white
cover me in the night
Then open each chakra to reveal indigo face
Then golden thin blanket and light from botttom red ornage yellow golden white take the darkness from my sight
Close the doors on chakra make the sun face over them
so this is another way to make the moon come out
and we can make the sun come back again this way too

Golden grail vision and communion

Become ebony crows all of us  
go into fire I saw as manger straw
Invigorating flame stimulating and loving cleansing
Consumed as ash become the phoenix
Rise and meditate alone 5 minutes
Met with teachers angels
Saw purple table with golden goblets for us
We each got a little golden lantern
Write one thing on our heartspads
that we will consume in ashes
write another one thing that we want to gain
To hear better clairaudiently and to get rid of more anger lol
Went to our college
Came back saw non dominant foot with lead boot now
one is gold one is lead
we are tethered and cannot fly away as the phoenix
we have to do our homework
oh no
where all the negativity still sloughing off must make both feet light
both must become gold
Balanced now on one foot the dominant one
To fly need both golden air and light
The round dome of light appearing on our heads
as a tibetan monks hat of light
now becomes spoked inside like an umbrella on every head
Each to their classes
Look at energy bodies again tomorrow
Rainbow chakras now like phoenix
Golden centre ) purple) turquoise) gold )green) gold )purple

[redcatherine]

93  26th Jan Wed
.unicorns from one side  and dragons from the other side of  the water under the bridge in shamballah and then we see the maat double headed crocodile as we see we know
BUT
if we dont know enough
THEN
we google it lol
so the meaning of the images come to be known by disernment dreams channeling and meditation and by the
newest  goddess named Google

The Double Current: That of Horus, the fiery energy of the vibrant and explosive age we live in today:  the 93 Current. Through Love and Will, we channel the Red Flame of Passion. /  The Current of Maat, The 'Future Aeon' - Omega Point when N'Aton, the united consciousness of Humanity, awakens: the 696 Current. Through Love and Will, we channel the Black Flame of Balance.-

Monday am Jodi brought in Lugh who appeared bricks torn out of Bill V.chest to make him love more We hear  do not confront a warrior as a warrior and we manifest an emerald for the heart chakra to place in our floor large as big as circle to radiate love thru heart chakra balance heart
and cleanse it  Then  Lugh said o ask what we will then trust it shall be done to remedy the negativity and division in our group . He said use the Knife  and stone (stone of fal ) He appeared to be tall broad shouldered blonde brown hair long there was another with him (Fal ?).

Monday arvo  :Jodi Maggie Catherine Debbie Sveta 94
Kill the red king 3 times he must die
by drowning burning and burying alive
The King Drowns in the Red Sea
shows the King caught up in the waters of Dissolution.
"Whosoever catches and rescues me," he cries,
"to him will I give a great reward." (from Atalanta Fugiens 1618)

One foot silver one foot gold =His right foot is on the wing of the Phoenix and his left foot rests on a seven-rayed Sun identical to the one on which Leo stands. These seven rays are the seven steps of enlightenment that make up the Emerald Formula Behold mine inverse image, As I hath said before though now I say it from the Sphinx's maw:

From left to right: the Black Crow of Calcination (Saturn), the White Goose of Dissolution (Jupiter), the Rooster of Conjunction (Earth), the Pelican of Distillation (Venus), and finally, the Phoenix of Coagulation (Sun)

Know that the Phoenix is the soul of the Iliaster (that is, the first chaos of the matter of all things). ... It is also the Iliastic soul in man. - Liber Azoth, S. V., Practica Lineae Vitae.

The Philosophers Stone and the Black Sphinx -Tarot meaning=The conquest of mind over primal forces of nature and emotions.Here a youthful vitality and strong desire to forge ahead and fight the morally correct battle is helping to accomplish your goals. Strength of will and character will bring victory with honor. Under all the celestial influences that abound you have managed to gain control over the forces of nature. Your mental and physical powers are admirable traits that lead men and women to greatness-A princely figure is show on a chariot carrying a wand of authority and will. He uses this wand to control the two sphinxes. There is a star filled canopy hanging above him and the Hindu sign of union on the front of the chariot. Above that the wings of spirit are shown.The white sphinx represents mercy and the positive life force. The black sphinx represents stern justice and the negative life force. Here the rider must maintain a balance between them with his wand of authority or they will pull in different directions. The star filled canopy suggests that there are celestial influences at work.In a reading this card can signify certain victory for the querent in all matters from health to financial difficulties. This card shows that with self control and the right positive physical and mental attitude, harmony can be restored.

oh so the discord is temporary and a test and harmony will be restored

Wisdom of the sphinx :1.to be silent was the way now it is to reveal
:tacere To learn without words to hold on to the meaning
Main Entry: tac·it Function: adjective Etymology: French or Latin; French tacite, from Latin tacitus silent, from past participle of tacEre to be silent; akin to Old High German dagEn to be silent Date: circa 1604 1 : expressed or carried on without words or speech 2 a : implied or indicated but not actually expressed <tacit consent> b (1) : arising without express contract or agreement (2) : arising by operation of law <tacit mortgage>- tac·it·ly adverb - tac·it·ness noun

The Pentagram further represents the Four Powers of the Sphinx, crowned by the fifth Power of Spirit. In Latin the Four Powers of the Sphinx are Velle for Will, Audere for Courage, Tacere for Silence, and Scire for Knowledge. The Fifth Power of the Sphinx is called Ire in the Latin tongue, and it is the power "to Go".

the 6th wisdom of the Sphinx is NOSCERE
as revealed by the illuminati in the 6th dimension
at the 5th eye of the soul

The grade of the Dominus Liminis is a symbol of the Power to Go, which is the function of a God, or the act of doing one's True Will. The Dominus Liminis is an initiate of the Four Powers of the Sphinx, having truly mastered them in the Grade of the Zelator. S/he is now to synthesize these Four Powers into One, into a Fifth Power of the Sphinx called "to Go". This is the highest and final stage of the Man of Earth Triad.The Lioness-headed solar Goddess Sekhmet (head of lionness, body of  woman) as an inverse image of the Horus sphinx (head of man, body of lion), together forming the Double Sphinx of Hrumachis ('Horus of the Two Horizons', ie. rising and setting sun), the Lord and Lady of the Sun, double-Wanded One.The serpent tails of the two figures wind as kundalini through each other's bodies, emerging as Uraeus serpents from the Ajna (third eye).

The Double Sphinx is an expression of the double current of Horus and Maat, SekhMaat being one of Her primary masks in the current Aeon. The active powers of the Sphinx -To Know, to Will, to Dare and to Speak- are balanced by the powers of Not -To Know Not, Will Not, Dare Not and Be Silent. The union of these Powers is All (Pan) and the union of these Powers of Not is Naught (Nuit), who together form the DoubleWanded One, Baphomet or Hrumachis.

http://www.thelema.net/hml/hru.htm The white sphinx represents mercy and the positive life force. The black sphinx represents stern justice and the negative life force. Here the rider must maintain a balance between them with his wand of authority or they will pull in different directions./The two Sphinxes:    They represent sensation. The Black Sphinx represents painful or negative sensation. The White Sphinx represents pleasurable or positive sensation. They represent
the pleasure-pain principle where people do things either to gain pleasure or avoid pain. In this case, the two sphinxes have been brought to rest, meaning that through the invisible reins of the mind, the Higher Self is in control of the senses and therefore the personality (chariot) is no longer pulled to and fro by the pleasure-pain principle (Sphinxes).

The black and white sphinx are noted in the black and white palms of the energy body that later become orange and indigo as the arms are . The black and white are also the colours of the 2 pillars we are born with the male black severity discipline strength and the female white devotion compassion and mercy

Y Rod of Aaron  one makes fire with a rod Fire Tarot Rods
H Cup of Joseph one drinks Water in a cup Water Tarot Cups
v Sword of David  one fight in the air with a sword Air Tarot Swords
h Shekel of Gold the shekel is related to materialism, matter,  earth Earth

The Philosopher's Stone: " the path of the Magician is the path of the healer, , being our own therapists of sorts. I think, and this is my own thoughts, that the path of the Magician contains two grades, the adept who becomes Magiciain and the Magician who becomes Mage. Many stop at the level of Magician and don't realize that there is another level. I feel the path of the Shaman is the other side of he coin to Mage. When one truly learns the responsible use of power, one becomes a shaman

.At this point in the alchemical work, we re-enter the Fire, with our hearts connected to community and to Spirit. As we dance the Fire, the circle of life, new issues will arise in us, and the refining process begins again.The alchemical furnace and container that is Firedance is very much like the laboratory of our body. Both are continually evolving: processing blocks, and issues,pushing boundaries,and separating the "subtle from the gross, gently with great ingenuity .Yours in the Great Work...Magnus & Spinner[/quote]

Philosopher Stone is a metaphor. It represents the greater possibilities of the self. As everyone knows, certain people have special gifts that allow them to perform extraordinary feats such as clairvoyance, telepathy, telekinesis, polymorphism, etc. The Great Secret is this: Everyone has these abilities! A sorcerer is simply one who performs the necessary 'rituals' to hone these abilities. I place the word rituals in quotes here to emphasize the fact that there is in fact no true 'Sorcerer's Rituals'. All mystical rituals - be they Christian, Hindu, Druid, Native American, whatever - will help a Sorcerer get there. For they all preach the very same thing: the attainment of an altered sense of perception and visualization. The sorcerer understands that magic is simply proper visualization in the correct frame of perception.

Alice Bailey :It is not possible here to state the order of the application of these varying types of energy, nor to give the initiation during which the man contacts the different types. These facts involve the secrets of the mysteries, and no purpose is served by revealing them. Other types of force from certain of the planetary schemes, as well as from cosmic centers, are brought into play by the Initiator and transmitted through the medium of the Rod to the various centers in the initiate's three vehicles, the mental, the astral, and the etheric centers. At the fourth initiation a specialized type of force from a center which must remain nameless is applied to a man's causal body, and is one of the causes of its final disintegration.

In thinking of this matter of the attainment of the sons of men, we must recognize that as mankind completes one unification after another, the "Heavenly Men" on intuitional levels and on spiritual levels are completed, and in their turn go to the formation of the centers in the great "Heavenly Men" of the solar system. These seven Heavenly Men, in whose bodies each human Monad and each deva finds his place, form the seven centers in the body of the Logos. He, in his turn, forms the Heart center (for God is Love) of a still greater Entity. The consummation of all for this solar system will be when the Logos takes his fifth initiation. When all the sons of men attain the fifth initiation, he achieves. This is a great mystery and incomprehensible to us.

The Philosopher's Stone: As lead to gold, so every thought.

[redcatherine]

94 Friday 28th Jan 2005
We hear The red king dies 3 times and we recall :
by dismemberment
which symbolises his seperation from the base nature and the spirit from the body as to project and the seperation of the consciousness as in bi location ,

by drowning
in his sorrows of the Red Sea the physical world he must leave behind

and  by flames
when his negativity consumed in his immolation

Then we saw Jesus
his Legs severed by death -broken at the cross
at fireplace goes into the steam box then baths then red sea drowning-
crucified on the cross
climbed on funeral pyre and burnt-into the tomb for 3 days
but lovingly dressed by Mary and joseph and joseph of aramethea too
-honoured one
and then we saw resurrected christ floating

fissure of stars appeared  then
and went to our College
I got a baby to rock
no class for me
told i must wait until the school is running smoothly
we are young in our infancy so wait I must

Achmet lantern base metal tin given to our college by White Eagle
we begin to light the way

Stork deity overseer brought students in spirit  to bill
and live to maggie from the sorting hat in great hall
Totem pole appeared in Tom's class
in corner between Tom and Maggie's
Museum of all worlds above it

With us in purple in the fissure
is the Mother of all worlds again
she gives us the 12th pillar to head thru neck and back shoulder

We see a celestial merkaba like an H on its side
the boats entered effortlessly swam thru the rainbow edge the curtain lifted now like aurora borealis
saw ahead of us tonight
the window on the edge of the universe is gone now

we cannot pass through with an electric merkaba not here anyway

Mother said "Welcome children look to your arms you have earned a wing "- saw non dominant wing of an eagle,  bird part of sphinx

We saw Milky way journey two boats appear as the ark
all of our students go with us on excursion to the edge
Bills class up there now and a egyptian boat
says tom with one sail
Saw the milky way ,Orion's sword
leo scorpio sagitarrius big bear Ursa Major
Mother  showed us a little bear and waved his right paw then
a bull with a ring in its nose Taurus the Pleiades  in the stars
and said
to hence thee shall go
With us a deva and we look and see the children gone now
she gives 3mm thick key ring big as a head
to maggie
to hence will thee go
mother showed it going round the galxy and out again to the next one

red kings throne is  empty
this means we have left it behind
to go beyond the throne of earth
and to travel to return again once more
like a prodigal son again and still the fool

through a fissure an alien man of all worlds comes
a "christed" reptilian appeared to each at once
as the holy child on another planet
told us to go to museum of worlds
to see about his world and ask him questions on our next journey

[redcatherine]

95 Sat 29 Jan 2005 Sat am
sveta :on Saturday roundhead beak and two wings of the black raven
debbie: :golden traveler with wrapped linen legs and japanese samrurai armour and over her lefts houlder the raven ¡V I have conquered the raven I walk before you

We saw a rune in meditation it was Sowulo

Runes-=- SOWULO =Wholeness and Life Force
,,h The sun is shining and the life force that sustains you is at its maximum potential.
,,h The true light of your being will soon be shining brighter than ever before.
,,h The challenge is to realise your potential and become whole in the process.
,,h There is no better time than now to come into contact with your soul and integrate it into your whole being.
,,h Know that what you are striving for is what you already are.
,,h This transformation is active even at a cellular level.
,,h You may even need to retreat in order to facilitate a successful full integration of soul in your body.

96 Saturday pm
the auric wings became a coloured dragon tonight
as tom is a blue dragon like his ray
jodi no longer pearl and orange but golden and  then the golden dragon flew and merged into finally becoming  a white lion sphinx

sveta shows me white winged lions we are now she has  one black wing already a headress like a crown of cloth with 2 long strips hanging from it
evolving to fly to the black sphinx

We intuit that we have become the white sphinx after manifesting the moon energy body entering the moon merkaba and passing through the window on the edge of the universe but we must now fly to the Black Sphinx we are not done with the Great Work at all .
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97 Sunday am
Bill says Mother Teresa there all night
Tarot Card images flash before us
we see
seperation
marriage of the Crimson King to his female aspect of self
to become his own divine mother and recreate self
a baby from the divine parents
than white queen the white sphinx symbol
black king the black sphinx symbol
each squeeezing a purple heart into a golden urn
the magnum opus they show is the great work of the heart

A man with  hammer appears
could split the table to temper it
a pick axe too
Achmet appeared to bill van de berg
a babylonian hat pointed blck curly beard and hair
tall cone shaped hat gave bill staff black with snakes
like a mop pointed upwards all snakes burning
he is our leader warrior protector of  ascension
we see a well our ladies of sorriows
one gold one black in a cemtary on gravestone
crying facing each other

A golden well a golden bucket pulling up dark black water like oil undrinkable and the ladies sitting on well legs dangling inside and on the bucket too .

we feel this means the golden work must be done in life

Two women in a circle facing each other black and white
A sagittsrrius symbol in  circle white with arrow
Pulled up a screw like water up a straw
when the finger off the cap
the cap came off and we went up with her calling

We saw achmet take us into the mouth of the dragon
climb stairs golden arch into the monster belly
and in volcano went into lava
had to sink into wim and get message
saw Antenna tower radio need to send and recieve messages
from each other without words must develop this

Rainbow coloured long grass had to cut it I was told
this is the kundalini nadis that will have to be cut

Saw we got a another shaft the 12th in our heart for our personal mekaba on energy body
must try to trance he tried to come over us and talk
he will come 5 times in our dreams
a horn like form a brhaman bull golden laced and golden capped
the golden bull of the golden sphinx
Museum of worlds
the alien name sounded like
hikto armenai
he was a christed avatar of their world .

He showed me there were 4 kings and 3 queens they fought and lost immortality now there were 3 kings and 3 queens and 1 had great sorrow as she had no mate.They came to Egypt and live as humans now .

I feel this means the spirit on earth is divided against itself and must rejoin again .

Mer" means Light. "Ka" means Spirit. "Ba" means Body.

Stork headed god Thoth invented hieroglyphs, the picture writing of Ancient Egypt. He was the measurer of the earth and the counter of the stars, the keeper and recorder of all knowledge. The ibis is a bird rather like a stork, with long legs and a long beak which it uses for prodding in the mud to find small fish. It was a symbol of wisdom and learning because it always looks down and has a beak shaped like a pen. Relations: Husband of Ma'at

The "ka", the "ba" the "akh" and the Egyptian body embalmedDuring life, the body was known as "khet" or "iru" meaning form or appearance. The corpse was known as "khat". When the corpse was transformed into a mummy, it was known as "sah". Mummification was considered the transfiguration of the corpse into a new body which was "filled with magic". The "KA" was considered to be the essential ingredient or dimension that differentiated a living person from a dead one. Difficult to directly translate, possibly one of the most concise interpretations is "life force" or "sustenance". The "ka" is represented in hieroglyphs by a pair of arms pointing upwards. Each individual's "ka" would come into existence at the moment of birth, subsequently serving as their "double" and sometimes depicted in funerary art as a slightly smaller figure behind the living being. Sometimes the creator god Khnum was shown modelling the "ka" on a potter's wheel, at the same time that he was forming the bodies of humanity.Although every ndividual would eventually die, their "ka" would continue to live on after their death,
Ater death, the "ka" would be "at rest" whilst the body was prepared and transformed into a mummy. The ka then needed to be reactivated so that the spiritual transformation of rebirth could take place. The deceased could then travel to join their "ka",and the link to the land of living through their tomb would then be established. It would be the person's "ba" that would make this symbolic journey.similar to our concept of personality in that it comprised of all the non physical attributes which make each human unique. It was necessary for the deceased to journey from their tomb to rejoin their "ka" if they were to be transformed into an "akh". As the physical body could not do this, it was the job of the individual's "ba" to do so.In order for the physical bodies of the deceased to survive the afterlife, they had to be reunited with their "ba" every night.The "ba" was associated with the stork, which had the same phonetic value as the word ba, and consequently the "ba" is often seen depicted as a bird with a human head and arms.Another journey followed, to the sky, sunlight and stars, and it was in these celestial realms that the deceased hoped to reach higher status, second only to a god, and resurrection as an "akh". Often translated as "spirit" or "spirit form", the "akh" is represented in hieroglyphs by the symbol of the crested ibis.  a ghost or spirit,  it was believed that the "akh" could reach beyond the limits of the tomb to have both positive and negative effects on the realm of earthly life. As a member of the starry sky, known as the "akh-akh", the deceased is now free to roam on and over the earth. After the successful union of the "ba" with its "ka", the "akh" was considered enduring and unchanged for eternity.The ka, the ba, the akh, the name and the shadow were the five principal elements which the Ancient Egyptians considered necessary to make up a complete personality.

The Mer -Ka- Bah is the spirit vehicle we are born with to complete our own journey while still alive using the projection of the spirit

THE PHOENIXThe Bennu,STORK the sacred bird, is the quintessence of rebirth...by Athon Veggi and Alison Davidson Bennu... To Rise, To Shine
The wonderful Bennu, with its brilliant red and golden plumage, was the sacred bird of Heliopolis. Identified as a heron with its long straight back and head adorned at the back with two erect feathers, the Bennu was later called Phoenix by the Greeks and fabulous stories were told about it.In Heliopolis, the Bennu bird played a major role in Egyptian mythology, dwelling on the ben-ben stone or obelisk within its sanctuary and revered alongside Ra and Ausar (Osiris). For it was in the City of the Sun where the work of creation began.The Bennu bird was said to create itself from the fire that burned on the top of the sacred Persea tree in Heliopolis, ... In the 'Book of the Dead,' there are formulae to transform the deceased into the Great Bennu. Here, the deceased says, 'I am the Bennu, the soul of Ra, and the guide of the gods in the Duat.' In another verse, he says, 'I am pure. My purity is the purity of the Great Bennu ...For the Bennu is the quintessence of rebirth, it rises from its ashes as the spiritual body rises from the dead physical form, as the new sun rises from the old. It is the new condition reached when the return to life is accomplished, namely the resurrection of Ausar (Osiris).
Herodotus records the Bennu bird -- making its appearance only once in 500 years -- as coming from Arabia, carrying in its beak an egg of myrrh that contained its father's body. This egg is similar to Geb's egg that was laid on the primordial hill and gave birth to the sun, the egg within which the whole alchemical process of transformation is effected.When the Bennu became old, he built a nest of incense twigs in the sacred tree, and lay down and died. In Pliny's account, a small worm appeared from his body that metamorphosed into a bird, and thus the Bennu was reborn.

"Benu" means as much as "the Ascending One".  It had a two long feathers on the crest of it's head and was often crowned with the Atef crown of Osiris (the White Crown with two ostrich plumes on either side) or with the disk of the sun. She was a kind of primordial god, which built its nest on the willow which is on the top of the primordial hill.
The deities Re (Ra) - and Atum were akin to the symbolic meaning of the phoenix. Because of its birdlike nature, the phoenix was called "ba of Re" - the soul of Re.The soul was believed to be a birdlike spiritual being. As a deity of creation and life it was also associated with Osiris.The phoenix was called "the famous ba, which came out of the heart of Osiris". There was a connection to the deity Kepera (the scarab-god), the Lord of Life and Death.The phoenix supposedly burns itself in his nest on the hill (sunset) and is being reborn the next morning. The hill is being located on the Flaming Isle of Re in the East, where the sun rises. At Koptos in Egypt, the Bennu bird is depicted with two human arms stretched upwards and outwards toward the star Sothis - Sirius , which appears in the early sky before the sun rises.The Phoenix/Bennu bird is said to arise 'at dawn from the waters of the Nile'.It is linked with summer.The Bennu was the sacred bird of Heliopolis. Bennu probably derives from the word weben, meaning "rise" or "shine."

Alchemists sometimes used bird symbols to represent the five stages of alchemical transformation.  The color "black" (in "black worm seed') is therefore used to signify the first stage of alchemical transformation, referred to symbolically as the Black Crow. the Swan and the Peacock represent, respectively, the second and third stages of this process,

"A sight, a sound, a gift by chance conferred, Transforms your life, and leads the soul beyond." - verse accompanying the Magician Tarot card
"The Black Crow, sometimes also called the Raven, is the beginning of the great work of soul alchemy.

This indicates the initial stages of the alchemist's encounter with his inner space, through withdrawing from the outer world of the senses in meditation, and entering what is initially the dark inner world of the soul.

Thus this stage is also described in alchemical texts as the blackening, the nigredo experience, and it is often pictured as a death process, as in the caput mortuum, the deaths head, or as some alchemical illustrations show, the alchemist dying within a flask."

The Four Color-Phases are (in sequential order:)
BLACK: 'Massa Confusa'-In this initial Stage, the 'subject' seems both confused and vague; disorder is the keynote,
WHITE: 'Purifactio'In this second Stage, the emerging product enters a rather extreme period of 'purging;' it sheds the confusion and vagueness of it's origins.. but may seem to have completely missed the intended direction of evolution! Further patience reveals that this Stage has further solidified the Product as a "workable nucleus" which can later be turned into a more desirable direction of growth.
RED: 'Fulminato'Now in this third Stage the Alchemy becomes quite apparent; the formerly rather distorted Product now begins to show clear signs that it is moving in the desired direction of growth. Patience is less needed now than is CAUTION; the Alchemy here can be sometimes quite 'explosive' and fast-paced! At times, one may feel that it is all getting QUITE out of hand!, and then suddenly..
GOLD: 'Magnum Opus'The Product solidifies into a FUNCTIONING or 'living' REALITY that fulfills the goal intended (and usually quite a bit MORE than ever expected!) One may be tempted to think the work 'done' when it attains this Stage; but it may still need to 'cool' or temper into final form over a brief period of functional use. Sudden 'proofs' of the final Product's desirability emerge, to inform the Alchemist that his Great Work has been attained.

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98 Sunday PM all 9 here !
Cath Tom  Bill Andrew Debbie Lynda Jodi Sveta Maggie
Lesson on the third flame of kundalini the electric red  prince  

Over seers council of Devas here
Mother Teresa gave us a large volume of Book of Life for the group
The Book said that we have to share we are all one universal mind
as we learn and share the consciousness grows for all the universe

Mother Teresa placed purple and golden jewels on our third eyes and heart to know and love the word of God

A purple golden fissure opened up
golden tube screw up to top Mother of all worlds taken up

Tray with cloth given to Tom and bowl shallow for a grail of sorts
and a golden straw like Rapunzel to turn us to gold

The breath of life the third flame of the Kundalini
the first straw of the wheat of life of the worlds from Mother of All Worlds
as a host we sat within a white ring for the whole group
we were charged up

(Then the white light came down to light the amethyst crystal
jodi said 7 marbles first of 7 the crown chakra )

given 2nd straw of life
used the beer brewer thump lol
to take energy from the floor up thru chakras 3 times together
holding breath until we got to top
then breathing out as we willed it to course down both sides
then we went to the first cave of darkness
saw Jesus et al spent 5 minutes there alone

then to the college saw fireworks from white eagle
box white choc lollies given to us
seven sisters
sweet women
mothers to us all
Mother of All Worlds said
as jesus is the bread of life to this world
I am the breath of life to the universe
each planet has my son
the son of the universal logos
I am the mother of all
the mother of all these worlds

We got purple and white light strings magnets
to have others follow us on the path

At the college we saw the fireworks the 7 mountains stairs
to the stars from white eagle

Bill and I crowned the Mother of all Worlds like an empress crown
tall in middle ornate silver inner and gold on outer

Then we got an  indigo blanket and bowl around our circle
Jodi says we are one tree of life one body
We got lightning thru our purple heart of our tree of life in the foyer

Went to our classes for a short time saw a dragon head around the castle
jesus blessed school tonight and the reed hut church bill made

And a ridgeback dragon as bridge to fairy realm from the dragon to our forest ring of 7 mountains connect to the stars as above so below

The first mountain earth shamballa
the bridge the pick axe
the cave first one
and the second eden and the ley lines to cities on earth
The third we went to was the edge of the universe
a blue and golden galaxy a net to the stars
then they  asked us to create in light on the mental plane

We created Andrew's tower on our ashram
connect it now to our school

We had to white light some planetary cause
we decided on throats to open to share to break the silence

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99 Sunday PM after Class
Sveta Debbie in hot tub
lesson on the higher soul above
the lower soul below
two heads one up
one down
no legs lol
just as in alchemical imagery of the seperation
where we see a two headed man with no legs
funny as
to see spirit show it to us in the hot tub
then we read online
that meditation groups
are having hot tub retreats
seems it makes the energy higher
go figure

100 Monday am
we look at the energy body and see we have 4 heads now instead of 2 they are arranged on cardinal points
within an x
across the chest
like the four on a sphinx
on the Tarot Universe card

101 Wed PM
Thistle in a  mortar pestil will  cure aids said  Bill send to tower
Debbie : ivy wall on edges of school now
a crocodile crawled out of an external  door
in the college crystal ball in its mouth a silhouette
of all these people standing on a balcony
this door does not go into the college
but instead goes inside the mountain  
and the sky  was red and blue not earth sunset there

Guardian angels jesus buddha mother of all worlds
Mother Teresa White Eagle

Bill saw staff with cobra golden snakes 4 of them twisted to ceiling
A man with stars in beard long white beard white mane of hair like a merlin holding the staff

A fourth kundalini flame =green terra earth humanity the princess

feel the pressure burning in spine it is in the rear behind the yellow one we feel it  coming up

Deep bowl to wash hands
Goblet one for each of us

The breath of life in it flower of life at top a bouquet of flowers
red green gold blue white

One poured for each of us what we need to balance us
personally to ignite the 4th flame completely
From mother of all worlds

Fissure in snake went alone after test
which animal what colour where??

Four test of spinx 4 rivers of flame
light with four animals of sphinx

blue water buiffalo blue dining room north
green air eagle couch  south
yellow fire  human angel pool table west
red earth fireplace lion east

black and white sphinx inextricably entwined as are the sun and moon we learn to control the wisdom of each to become
as we need to be a the moment of truth personal

I heard : Silly girl you never walk alone my hand is on your heart
and on your children I seal you from thine enemies

Maggie pulled a lantern from the water 1 metre long gave it to bill;

Bill took it to shamballah and added it to the lighthouse our light for all

Then a vortex appeared

Teal water in ring of fire slipstream
become water ring and fire body
twisted into black holes next to each other
then to the window on edge of universe
Saw rainbow coloured edge bigger than before

Asked andrew to pilot he twirled a violet light and opened turquoise vortex then saw crystal merkaba hard sphere of rainbow

We were like a line of rainbow prism it landed and unwrpapped like banana peeeling down crystal lights then we saw huge purple building

huge arch doors largest one entered and down the stairs following bill
and the man in white hood light all around him carrying a lantern
Entered catacombs a throne of hercules there all indigo and golden a snakeskin on his left side of head

A sphere of indigo golden shafts out of it ruby tipped floating like a bomb sorta like a mine porcupined all over

Then it emitted a cappa wave an alarm and the catacombs filled with spirits of their people

We saw four drums yellow on side like a wheel the first left side of head like monks in discord  tom said

the second the front of head like alpha

the third like a whale song subtle low melodic

the fourth back of head then again 4 3 2 1

the vibrations came out like fire in spirals sound waves

Each corresponding to a wave

the male  father   God           gold         on right   alpha Yahweh
the female mother Goddess   blue/silver on left    beta  Mary also buddha  
The son   Avatar    pink/red     in front  kappa  jesus  whale song

Then become  grandparents the blue and yellow Shekinah
also Uranus Father SKy Ra Osiris  +  Gaia Mother Earth Isis Mary
sons : Horus Buddha Jesus

as the pink prince  marries the green princess
and the nadis of the garden are raised
in the delta the terra  green

only one different per the planet that is the avatar
all planets of this universe have four energies
father sky mother earth

then a being came to bill measured him found his colour asked his purpose

bill debbie andrew fell asleep very deep meditation this time

the first one with  a helmet on square on front
like keyhole on either side
like a receding hairline then down back to collar like hairline
I had to show how we got there
Then taken upstairs to the left of the throne
I saw a beautiful chamber of queen was a goddess
showed me the four parts of us

She had love and light around her
a snake head
dark eyes very tall
she had beautiful colors and halo of light gorgeous

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102  Friday Feb 4th

Nancy appeared in a cactus garden
ouch old nemesis shoo shoo
i was supposed to pray for her
those who cause us pain are our teachers of lessons

1st cave of sadness fear letting go of future fears
and reconciling with sadness injuries =victim

2nd cave of darkness anger letting go of past =bully

stanchions 8 squares
separate the animals
arrange the staging  
the post for the lights
vertical lines that hold the lifelines

four lights at shoulders and hips that grew into a crystal heart and expanded into crystal tree of life at the end with like a palm tree top of silver and crystal

ignited the silver flame of spirit
jesus ignited said put this crystal in centre
of table and your heart

8 pillars of  white light on table
white blue spider on ceiling
also roach metamorphosis becomes rainbow Egyptian scarab
removed the front of the turtle shell

(there are actually 5 two at side two front and back ??)
became a doorway they shifted over our solar plexus
need 3 more doorways
with 4 flames of kundalini so far
in the middle sphinx silver
flame and  water grass and sun
pink  .......  blue...green....... yellow
buddha jesus quan yen and mary but
not lined up in right order so all move to the
widdershins 4 times in circle with a swish noise
jesus arm left arm over the table in full apparition
alice bailey came in too she had written about 4 webs
jesus said yes but 4 planes in body and 1 above the head
vortex will be inside us now
have to go deep within
had to go thru purple in
green out
fissure
we had to bring the light up thru the nadis from our feet to the crown

1lotus bloomed last time
2this time the brachial  shoulders
3 then repeat rib cage neath the breast bone ,
4 solar plexus,
5 sacral region

makes the 5
told to go within easy  for jodi and bill
very hard for the rest of us
saw fissure purple green
jesus gave us water of life and purple solar heart
and drank to nourish each neuron
says we were take this and eat of it it is your body this time
we need to tear down blocks remove veils a revelation .
see a grain of sand all is in one grain ;
new merkaba as egg opened out with petal leaves -jodi
peace could do anything
tranquility and achievement
and infinite possibilities: Debbie
floating in hope peacefully -lynda
inside no worries nothing bothering him centred-bill
purple silver spiral stairway set off beacon tiny inside infinite expansion of consciousness outside
everything is within that is without but smaller a pathway an illusion
tiny golden ring in center of each plane web
make it expand and open self up
globe of earth lion and lamb in revelations bible

we all opened the purple and silver spiral up
next part of energy body

memories past let go i
gnited the purple flame female gaia descends slow hard
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then future realized volcano fire phoenix father ascends quick and easy as the flames ignited pressure on sinuses and also tingling in elbow and shoulders no female pressure but male open female close female tingling resistance male current
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over lynda were 4 flames purple orange black and white then these went onto table as spheres
and interspersed the 4 spheres of yellow blue pink green kundalini
and the silver of spirit in the centre as crystal
the table itself water with fire all round the edge
crown of jewels on table give to each other
widdershins so i gave to jodi
then around the table and the marbles fell down the spiral of silver
jodi said last week shown marbles going down in spiral
we took them backwards
black cleanse end  seperation peace( gives death )
white new life protection ( gives life )
purple mother  lays the seed (ovulation)
orange father (fertilised )
silver neutral was not a marble it is us spirit and the spiral (stairway )
green terra grass growth and (our planet )signature
pink creation avatar (son)
blue  moon female (mother )
yellow sun male (father)

then the divine parents become divine grandparents
as the son marries the princess and the self is reborn

death on one side life on other
death and life holding hands
bill rings for females
jodi spoon with medicine  
debbie for absent ones iron shovel all else was lynda
golden dagger ,dragon claw & sphere, book , scythe
bill candle
catherine golden straws the wheat of life
jodi feels all are new roles too
around each chakra 3 rings rotate around each other

1. Sushumna- sun father yellow
2. Ida -  moon mother blue
3. Pingala - blood son pink
4. Gandhari -terra earth
5. Hastajihva silver spirit
6. Kuhu       -
7. Saraswati -river goddess
8. Pusha
9. Sankhini
10. Payasvini
11. Varuni
12. Alambusha
13. Vishvodhara
14. Yasasvin                     

103 in pool that night
two hands the four fingers on dominant are the kundalini fires
yellow blue pink green
the thumb is spirit and the spiral stairway up  the silver little work of spirit
the palm the white sphinx
the dominant hand is the four fires of the transformation and in genesis
first there was the
1-light day           =white
  darkness night  =black

2-seperation of waters from heaven   =silver
 as above so below ( and beyond ! says baba )

3-waters seas      =blue
  volcanic earth   =red
-life earth seed     =purple mother all worlds breath

4- stars                 =orange
Hand dominant red blue orange purple silver /black

4contd   sun         =yellow father
   moon                =platinum blue mother

5-life sea               = silver spirit
  life air                 =green

6 life earth            =pink
  life  man             =golden alchemist  
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4 fingers
yellow           = sun father yahweh
platinum blue= moon mother shekinah
pink              = earth  avatar Jesus
green            = air      

thumb
silver             = spirit little work thumb

palm
white    = sphinx female pillar compassion light
palm dominant

4 fingers
indigo  = firmament heavens Mother of All WorldsGaia
orange =stars Father of the Universe Father Sky
blue     =waters
red       = fire    volcano  

thumb
gold     = alchemist great work

palm
black    = sphinx male pillar severity darkness palm
non dominant last

must move all doors down shift one over each of webs
perhaps 5 altogether over the planes

Nadis are the astral tubes made up of astral matter that carry psychic currents. The Sanskrit term 'Nadi' comes from the root 'Nad' which means 'motion'. It is through these Nadis (Sukshma,
subtle passages), that the vital force or Pranic current moves or flows.
... the architect is the Divine Lord Himself .... Kundalini when awakened, will pass through Sushumna Nadi and this is possible only when the Nadis are pure. A detailed knowledge of the Nadis and Chakras, is absolutely essential. Their location, functions, nature, etc., should be thoroughly studied. The subtle lines, Yoga Nadis, have influence in the physical body. The gross nerves and plexuses have close relationship with the subtle ones. You should understand this point well., Whenever there is an interlacing of several nerves arteries and veins, that centre is called "Plexus." The physical material plexuses that are known to the Vaidya Shastra are:— Pampiniform, Cervical, Brachial, Coccygeal, Lumbar, Sacral, Cardiac, Esophageal, Hepatic Pharyngeal, Pulmonary, Ligual Prostatic Plexus, etc. Similarly there are plexuses or centres of vital forces in the Sukshma Nadis. They are known as 'Padma' (lotus) or Chakras.. All the Nadis spring from the Kanda 12 inches above the anus. It is in the junction where the Sushumna Nadi is connected with the  Muladhara Chakra.Out of the innumerable Nadis 14 are said to be important.    

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104 Sunday Feb 6th
Billy 7 yo watched the new video we ordered with us
Starseed voyage of a Merkaba - James Hurtak
he narrated excitedly when viewing this the  first time :
that is my merkaba
when i use my energy
it goes all flashy like this
it is the same one
it is always the colour of my lance and when i use my lance
it goes like this (around head like lasso)
that is my merkaba that is my beam of my light
that black hole is where i send my enemies
that beam turns enemies into angels ( lighted beings )
that pyramid is the sphinx pryamid
i will show you mine i have a green one
that is my training pyramid
that egyptian pyramid
that is the eye of gondu the water god - (eye of horus )
no the water god told me to call him gondu
this the place of the last sphere
that is the power i need
but i havent beaten everything yet
those are the three jewles of gondu
this is the temple of light and water
that is a tornado of light
that is the eye of sun god appollo
you go to the big pyramid
I have seen you have been there
but you do not go to the
two other pyramids
they are the pyramids of wisdom and destiny
those are  the merkabas of the land of fire which is
the planet of fire and unity and destiny
now that is the special sapphire
that is only the special ship we use to get to the spiritual world
dont touch the all black rubies
they are dangerous
this pyramid well this is the pyramid of the oceans
the taoists and buddhists form the pyramid that is so strong
it makes the game pyramid and the doors  of light  we must open
my temple where i train the two towers
a second training tower here
now you dont know this but that is special
that is the blade of God
that is a very powerful power
it is a weapon and a tool and a spaceship too
that is the china sphinx with a golden door of light
well that is the pyramid of water
that is the nile like the one on earth
light water fire
you see those are the real names of the 3 pyramids
you only go in the big one though
you should go to the other two now
2 sphinx one male one female
that is pyramid of gold
that is the game i play to get to the last temple
i am at the 60th level now
that is the tomb of powers
when i get thru all of the spheres
i will get the last power i need
than i could slay satan
no i don't  the real one
the one inside all of us
i could  be all light then
i can free another sphinx
I freed one from this tomb
they fly away
i need to unlock all the doors
and have lots of sphere
now that is nectar
it  is a special drink like you have in the special grail
that is the queen of devas she commands all of us -very powerful
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jodi : I see golden straws mother of all worlds
I hear whale song music it can  take us  to angelic realm
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journal wed 9 Feb 105
sword of damocles heavy head holds crown -
sword of God will combine with sword of damocles no more risk

sphinx golden heard : thenan phena phaniel ??

gabriel light candle put a fire sapphire crystal in it
we felt a ring of energy pulse thru us
to invoke to protect to celebrate and to honour

jodi maiden blue star sapphire

mother twins red male violet female
buddha and jesus    

crone black death seal enemies and end a cycle  =kindly ones

michael gave me blue rod and lantern
lantern had all 4 flames of kundalini
all 4 sphinxes the knowledge united
so that the golden can be unleashed
red green gold lions (white black gold sphinx)

blue  is the wolf we are getting now
we will build a new sphinx !

the gold fire of christ
blue lantern of four flames  to find way to blue wolf sphinx protection

gabriel michael
put lights together 4 lights
green gab blue mich
with red buddah  gold jesus
2 divine human condition merging with the 2 of angelic condition
now we see a crocodile  on tom
an owl on debbie  
a wolf on Billy a guest after the video episode lol

crocodile protects spirit
wolf protects human

wolf sphinx silver purple gold and indigo armoured cub shaman path
crown of thorns from jesus today is ash wednesday
which turned into crystal flames

queen of devas appeared like a flame of pink and white and lavender in striped chevrons like a V

she gave us a wrench which was a rod staff with crescent moons one out one in both curved side out either direction

ladies used swan wing to the right and widdershins our square on top

men got key given to tom billy and bills higher self turn to deosil the two squares merge then disband

we swam inside as dolphins then  we flew as swans there are 2 currents there turquoise and teal silver

elohim council chamber of queen of devas two swords there too white light and pink cobwebs spendid

twirled kaleidoscopic energy before our eyes and the third eye and the eye of dolphin merged becoming the fourth eye

which unmasks and breaks the illusions
sets us free from the ring of despair

there were braided colours of scales twisting up from a circle
making a vortex in the floor we shall return there it was 930
so we wanted to end
whale song is delta wave
then we heard new one gamma
the vibrations open
the abcd g   oh cd  ef gabc scales hugely important
I am g
tom a
bill b
Etc abcdefgab
the highest of the higher self was overshadowing us
this is the highest of the lives that we have ever lived
enemies sealed unttil they turn back to light in the black crystals
we are told watch our backs and look with love and mercy send
what comes with sorrow or pain  back with love
less we be  judged ourselves

it will be right it must be right
she  shall return to light tonight
her 7 days of sorrow are over .
and thus the new moon shall rise


105 Friday Night Journal 11 Feb
up red blue yellow green thru nadis
crown of thorns emerged then crystal flames
then bring it down
down purple gold indigo silver
water broke and the water rushed up and came thru table as our flame baby born to us

music 2 guitar chords make a key
the flame of our transformation
another beacon


106 sat night late early - sun morning
"upstairs and downstairs in our ladys chamber "
wake up it's time to go up the hill
dark haired live lady teacher
believe it is despina who came to class next time
taken to water pyramid the first and smallest of pyramid
sof wisdom saw the blue wolf sphinx
fly up bar the passage
at her feet rod of pink light from queen of devas
green mother of earth gaia
blue mother of worlds
pink queen of devas
and golden   next ?
yoke of burden had been placed on us by ourselves
at the bull stage of the sphinx
it was removed with the pink rod coming up
and becoming the keyhole
the burdens of the past become the doorway of the future
each of us settled our arms into the paws of the blue sphinx
naked our backs went into the back of the sphinx
then we flew into the pyramid
I saw 4 rows of 8 in a row chairs and angels a
s 32 chakras all assembled like an image not alive
Waiting the coming of the messenger
The shift of human consciousness
they wait to be woken to hear the new sounds the new harmonics
We have to play the chords
The black keys are the planes-webs
the white keys are our vertebrae our spine
In these are the music of the spheres
and the delight of the chakras
A blue silver snake opened it mouth as if to bite me
It s head bigger than my body and dropped a box
similar to a coffin in my hand

New moon
chinese muslem ash wednseday christian holiday too all this week

Phenial means a tower or hill the place to see the face of God for the power of the struggle

107 Sunday am
the crocs  are baby dragons
wolf cubs

Cath wolf
Tom croc
Bill croc wolf

Andrew wolf
Debbie owl wolf
Lynda owl wolf

Jodi wolf
Sveta wolf
maggie croc

to elohim council to ascend to our ladys chamber
two squares had to realign them men had keys ladies the swan ring turn widdershins men turn keys deosil what was up is down two squares formed a 8 pointed start female square and male square
opened vortex to queen of deva chambers  next day

[redcatherine]

106 numeration errors earlier Sunday 13  Feb 2005
a reptilian appeared his name sounded like Ir rek keh dee
he was an avatar

Despina Cath Tom  Bill Lynda Jodi  Maggie
Who is murtak ?

Crystal Throne become crimson and gold path
with five finger lotus flames as lights
either side of carpet to cavern green and gold
White eagle throws the staff with feathers
and we get egg with an X over it
Meaning End of level 106 now then ??
We saw the green lady in a golden crown she is earth
The pink lady queen of devas heavens angels
The blue lady mother of all worlds
The gold lady ? us the seeker ??
no this is not right yet

A spirit came out of ground a female avatar
green and gold an avatar of the green lady
Ceremonial daggers we had to go into the hilt
and stand on the hilt on the table and sing as it spins

The mystery of the sword
Went to edge saw a porthole
Saw a pillar of light Yod
Saw a city floating white domes and spires and a castle
In there i saw a balcony the  lord mohmamed style avatar spoke as golden fairy dust in a pillar
He was the warrior and became the peacemaker martyr
throwing away his helmet
Maggie the Queen upon the throne
oh so she is the golden queen for us tonight that is it

We entered the cavern to get gifts bring them to the queen
These gifts were for us what we would give to others we get for ourselves
I got a necklace of blue sapphire and white diamonds
I was given by my higher self an astrolave music box
of gold and jewels for Maggie

Despina had milk jodi a dagger bill a huge crystal tom ? Lynda ?
Then we gave the gifts to the newly crowned like egyptian queen Maggie
Which she interpreted and gave back to us
what we give we receive in kind
We see two dragons now form green gold chest fire is female and red silver chest purple trim and water ice is blue force

We learned Lynda was the key between Bill and Maggie
as the cocoon we will travel thru her to the heart of maggie

Up the stairs we went we saw the hand of God
we saw a magician end of level card
so we finished 105 last time this is 106
all levels in multiples of 7

Lynda the raven stretched out to the heart of Maggie
We entered the cavern up the stairs
Hand of God put fingers into bowl
The green and gold lady there
We got a blessing by her hand above our heads
We sat in  a spinning pink and gold room

Pink rings big a a quarter and a a shower random acts of kindness
The green lady gives us a tiny chalice tastes like chinotto and tablet plates of lead and a stylus

Write your reasons and goals for being allowed to continue on
Put our hands in a bowl one hand my left puts energy  in and the right hand draws out

We are one universal consciousness

Lesson :

Parsifal's lance, the miraculous wand of Moses, the flowery want of Sn. John, the stuff of the Popes, Hermes and Mercurius caduceus, etc. All this represents the "initiatic power" and the authority of the mage or esoteric king.Spear of Longinus -from another's AP post online

We researched more on these and saw the film Constantine too lol
There is a connection it is called the Mystery of the Sword
,,h Serpent entwined around the Tree of Knowledge- Genesis
,,h Blade of Ra
,,h Pharoah's Ankh and staff
,,h wand of Moses, Exodus 13-22
,,h rod of arron , Exodus 7-12
,,h Staff of Asclepius-http://drblayney.com/Asclepius.html- the staff of Asclepius with a single serpent encircling a staff, classically a rough-hewn knotty tree limb. Asclepius (an ancient greek physician deified as the god of medicine) is traditionally depicted as a bearded man wearing a robe that leaves his chest uncovered and holding a staff with his sacred single serpent coiled around it, (example right) symbolizing renewal of youth as the serpent casts off its skin. The single serpent staff also appears on a Sumerian vase of c. 2000 B.C.
,,h staff of Hermes and Mercurius caduceus,
,,h Sword of Damocles-heavy is the head that wears the crown ¡Vthe ever present peril
,,h Sword used in Garden of Gethsemane live by the sword die by the sword
,,h Spear of  Longinus thrust thru Christ side= Spear of Destiny
,,h Parsifal's lance,
,,h Arthur's Sword Excalibur
,,h Papal Mace and Staff
,,h the flowery wand of St. John Bosco ,
,,h Blade of God
represents the "initiatic power"
and the authority of the mage or esoteric king.

16 Wed Feb  107th lesson
Mary queen of Scots appeared religious tolerance lesson
= surrender your little will to jesus and your greater will to God

Scroll given to lynda by Jesus
¡V yea this is the word of God Judge not less ye be not judged

Enoch with tablets in one hand forgot what in other
with huge pipe cleaner bristle like as big a our bodies are round

Black Candlestick to silver crucifix to a golden key given to Maggie

Heard song I will not rest until Jerusalem is built on these golden hills of England ?

Chains around neck slavery and around wrists the key is truth love wisdom

Maggie  look at a pond there is the surface and the reflection and the deeper truth within

4 pillars on a dais the city of new jerusalem behind it

we saw a bridge from fireplace to the stairs inside Buddha on throne opposite jesus at doorway

and quan yen mary either side 4 cardinal points

walk gentle on the path o seeker
who is not as smart as the teacher but not as stupid as the stones

(lol ok you have to smile here for a bit anyway )

so shall you walk on
gaining more knowledge and yearning for still more learning
as you go there is no end

taken on angel wings up to a room
knights templar
see michael ready to pour the flask upon earth of pestilence
and then two demons each holding a sword to let loose the apocalypse

we are asked why humanity and earth should be spared
gave many answers :love , not deserve it , we are worthy , you promised if one was faithful , you promised jesus saved us from sin and death
beauty and wonder ,

but then buddha came in and  said ¡§because o god I am you  you cannot destroy god or yourself I am your favorite divine plaything and amusement and must be worthy of saving and because we are your most beloved children . and  I am your lesson and I am your student

3 jewels of Gondu faith wisdom consciousness
etc .fat finger like a dragon pressed on our hearts
by what shall we be measured
by whom
by best ourselves .

jesus gave us the holy grail as blue flame we had a vision
temple of souls little humans all make the crown of God
and  making the room all one universal mind etc
he gave us a giraffe as a message
grace gentle mercy walking as seeker on the path
to here and so continue to do so

saw blue snake golden scales dragon head flames coming out of mouth and our chakras blazed and out of our throat
came blue flames and orange ones

we dissolved and entered as a mist into forest behind our college we had a brass lantern from white eagle said we are doing fine there still we followed thru a ring of fire into a door near Bill¡¦s class and food hall and thru a cavern into

portal with the moth the spider and chrysalis centipede the hundred year journey down hall to the stairs up to lighthouse view
in shamballah down to ra room and moon room and upper room

down to river up to kings chamber saw horus osiris isis Ra
jesus dead body there
our death  
become dead to sin to save him we are measured again
our resurrection
¡§jesus remember me when you come into your kingdom ¡§heard this song

went to new jerusalem -
saw buddha take us into pink pool of prana energy the first pond of universal mind just a quick dunking
this is the mouth or tongue of universal mind
the prana the living breath

we were picked as flowers by mary  again given as bouquet to
jesus who surrendered us to the quan yen who fed us to the dragon .breathed up into nostrils of dragon then breathed out as flames to the hall of justice the divine throne of judgement

we saw one throne at top of stairs a god
no head only light stood up split into four pillars
of light the dragon dropped us there at the feet
we were picked up as one group
golden ball of light
but as god held us we became blackened
and de husked 4 times smaller still
our light began to sing a song
and we then became one with the pond
and went up the feet of God and bloomed
as a lotus blosssom out of the 4 heads at once
splitting ourselves into 4 then we heard applause
and golden shower we light the earth
then the chohans of the rays appeared some behind each of us 1 to 3
we must resolve to solidify our goals our path
we had a one minute audience directly
had to surrender my heart offer myself as servant and my love
we were given rubies and gold symbols of alchemy blood and gold of souls transmutation

tom a mandolin too
and bill a sword of God that none can wield save God
our answer we are God
the mystery of the sword

golden winged crimson heart over our solar purple heart in ashram
all doors open now to other portals
spirit of earth gaia is eternal but she dies
and a new soul is born
as she shifts forward in consciousness from 4 to 7
2 groups from our  one group
ring split rejoined again like magnets to each other
angels holding open hearts solar eclipse inside the moon

additional days :
whole energy body indigo dark blue blue dragon
like kimodo dragon with blue wolf sphinx body
but frilled dragon head bearing teeth and flames out of chest

[redcatherine]

18 Fri Feb  107th lesson
Golden dragon  flying upside down and a sword beside it then in it  
this means the golden dragon earned in the Great Work
is not enough
we must go on
but we knew that
we are not enlightened
not now
not nearly even
so this is just another step
to become a bit closer
to go a bit further
on the path

White horses in air flying but no wings .We must surrender ourselves in sacrifice to God This is my body which I have given up to you –Jesus over Jodi

Cut off our head –surrender our mind -bless my mind that I might understand our hands –surrender our body in service –bless my hands that I might serve thy will o lord -thy works and stab ourselves in our heart –surrender our soul for all time –bless my soul that I will consecrate to thee –bless my heart that I might profess –thy wordspirit bless my lips that I might profess and give witness Gabriel with stone of fal became a cup and a pillar of light the Goddess and the  Holy Grail. Michael had the sword of God .He is the blade of God too.

Lugh turned the wheel of time widdershins - Lugh is a god of craftsmanship or a solar deity, also known as Lamfhada. As leader of the
Tuatha De Danann, Lugh defeated the Fomorians at the Second Battle of Magh.

We see a tall Tower  then 4 tall towers
We see a pyramid in Europe and Gladiators ??

Pyramid of Spain - http://www.crystalinks.com/pyramidspain.html

Colisseum of Rome Catacombs Holy Relics
–lantern 4 flames and a book in it
sword tablet spear of destiny .
Greece Parthenon
Knights Templar
ruby order induction of Bill Van deBerg as sacred duty to bind the dog of the apocalypse Cererbrus. The pet of the destroyer .Billy sees in future will be given power to slay with white light arrows
like the archer sagitarrius
the demon slayer .

The bringer of light who returns all to light
.Jesus has the dog of heaven which was sent to destroy the dog of hades pet of the creator a huge grey giant of a dog

But God said no  do not destroy it
bind  the dog that  I might l keep it as my own
until the time  of mans demise
than I will release it if they do not prove
of earnest heart to me and Worthy of my salt .

Bill elephant , lion tiger
Billy lion eagle tiger bull  
Cath elephant

Asian belief totems of four elements :In particular applications, one should recall Devi and her Shaktis as being seated on lions, tigers, elephants, horses or Garudas. According to that which one
wishes to achieve in specific meditations, one should think of her as having a dark green, red, yellow, black or purple body.

Towers were new type of  protection for our home and circle.Buddha lotus position in a crystal sitting .Jesus sitting on a griffin eagle sphinx red crystal .

Blue Mother of All Worlds -water
Green  Mother Gaia -earth Pink Queen of Devas- air
Golden middle aged lady flaming hair Solar Goddess  –fire
Not yet ? Silver Moon Goddess ??
The lady of gold put a white lotus blossom in our hearts

http://www.friesian.com/elements.htm


Hermacles /Heracles rides the griffin to destroy the demon Gods will to bind not destroy sacred duty of knights templar

Red crystal pyramid created by the man who has no name the man who was made without a woman from God himself he is the eternal one
The not begotten –has no name for he has no mother

Followed the griffins into vortex rows of harps Lugh  celtic
Behind Bill we became as crystal white dragons

Then we came to the lady of the lake the griffons were given water
A sword of crystal becoming one red one blue on one hilt  Arteries and veins

Magnetic and electric male and female
We went into a red dog winged lion tailed sphinx up the tongue

Under the ribs of brilliant white as a canopy we looked beneath us to see all the stars of the universe

No longer as above so below now
as within so without
all the galatic within us

Given a mark on our fourth eye a blue mark thumbprint of God

A galatic shield oval on ladies
triangle on men
blue lions on them

Hands of god and goddess around us
Golden water below
plasma above
golden fire gas
To explore the limits of galaxy need the other arm
have red griffin blue water right arm now

Jodi Heard RADION the tuath de Daath

Red griffin became as blue water into my right arm disappeared

the red griffin has become part of the new sphinx and part of our energy body

The Egyptian Sphinx is a goddess of wisdom and knowledge.
Griffin / Gryphon is a Greek mythical monster, the guardian of a hidden treasure. The creature is composed of the body, tail, and hind legs of a lion, and the head, forelegs and wings of an eagle. The griffin represents speed and majesty.

Sphinx Creature with the body of a lion, wings and a human face. A version called the Gyno-Sphinx is depicted with a woman's head and breasts. The Egyptian Sphinx (also called an Ando-Sphinx), has a man's head, wearing a pharaonic head-dress and has no wings.

Chimaera / Chimera is a fearsome beast in Greek mythology, with the head of a lion, the body of a goat, and the tail of a snake/dragon. Modern interpretations have given it three heads and dragons wings.Homer and Hesiod report about the Chimera as an awful, fire breathing monster who terrorizes the land of Lycia. The local tyrant, Iobates, asks the hero Bellerophon to get rid of it. Bellerophon carries out this task by flying over the monster on the winged horse Pegasus, firing arrows towards the creature. Others say that he thrusts a block of lead with a spear into the creature's throat. The hot breath melts the lead, and the beast dies suffocated.

Dragon a composite of reptile, lion claws, wings and fiery breath.
Manticore a medieval heraldric beast. It has the body of a lion, the head of a man (sometimes of a lion) with many rows of teeth, a scorpion's tail and a flutelike voice.

Griffin The head, breast, wings and claws of an eagle, with the hindquarters and tail of a lion. It has swept-back pointed ears. If rampant it is termed segreant. Also called a Gryphon or a Griffon. A male griffin (also called a Keythong) has no wings but often has horns and a spiky tail.

red     ruby          griffin         eagle  warrior      heart    soul       water LOVE                    emotional  flame of desire    noscere

blue   sapphires   wolves        man   servant      hand     body      air     LAUGHTER            physical    seeker                  tacere

green emerald     croc dragon cow   messenger  mouth  spirit      earthCOMMUNICATION  spiritual     path                       velle

gold    topaz        chimera       lion    alchemist    brain    mind      fire   LIGHT                   mental     lantern                 audere  

silver  mercury    owls          angel   magician     wings   akasha   self POWER      metamorphosis    attainment   communicare

communico -are (1) [to share out , give a share in]; hence [to communicate, impart] a matter; without object, [to take counsel, confer with] a person. (2) [to join, unite]. (3) [to take a share in, participate].

[redcatherine]

23 Wed Feb 108
Pyramid top blown off
Opened up  lying as a four pointed star now
The red griffin on top
Each of us has the red griffin now
Then look around to see energy body but no other animal is fully developed only Debbie has owl
No men this evening
hear unzippered the plan becomes undone unraveled
We saw the owl purple and silver on the table huge and athena minerva and Diana with white unicorn and silver stag daytime
athena with owl on shoulder under full moon
Minerva over debbie the white web of spider
night time pentacle and then 7 pointed star 4 above 3 below
it has 5 animals each for a different stage of the plan on lunar calendar
the doves the fruition of plan
the unicorn female imagination inspiration day
the silver stag male the power and the tools to make it
the spider the protection the justice the for the greater good
the owl with green ethereal ghostbuster opposite of purple magic manifestation
we saw athena with purple cape white gown

raise a silver wand and make the eyes of owl on lynda
see at night with great clarity
ear the prey move then the talons

over jodi grab what you want hold onto it be careful what you grab it stays with you and you are it you are what you eat

then wings over maggie the wings at night stealth majesty power

the green over me the magic of manifestation
opposite of purple and also augment it with earth energy

then the web over debbie the spider as above become owls the left arm over volcano to negate it the red girrin over female cold water arm
and the magnetic cold owl over hot electirc male vocalno arm
we became as owls on a tree with our mother ready to fly off

Cath :Jesus said you think these are powerful hands
but they are so weak still
you have only learned to manifest
all of us create like tiny purple spiders over the earth
we create our own futures
the future comes to us willy nilly
as we scurry and scatter
but  now you  must make it with skill
Look to your tools get more flies with honey than with vinegar
would you use a fork to eat pudding no use a spoon ?
he leads me to water and bades me to drink
as  we led the red griffin to good water
and so in the 23rd psalm
does God lead us too
the good sheperd I am the good father I give you what you deserve
and you need so prepare your heart your arms your room and your homes to receive me and what you ask for

I flew as an owl and saw a mouse
i was told to get it to bring it to the master
so I hunted the white mouse
but as my talons went around the body
I was told you will be as I was once you are me now
and I became the mouse
good that I had not crushed or injured me lol

the predator becomes the victim the victim becomes the prey .
the others too got animals to kill
but also did not as they did not need then
but the head came off jodis snake
and the "duchess" cat became a mink on the arm of jesus
as it went making noise on the crystal lamp of my grandma
jesus said shall I smote it destroy the cat
I said no lord i will call it down .
testing our limits our answers our hearts

maggie :mitre bishop hat red stripe on it pale green citrine like stone

Cath :blue hindu God walking legs spread sitting as he walks long tall crown on his head Shiva the destroyer the end of a stage

jodi :egg crystal justice time black and white floor earlier so with gate of justice at angels of death too

lynda:  red ruby opened made a city fo snakes industry pollution change

debb :pale crystal golden watch
went with jesus thru purple vortex silver lined gate
up to rainsbow clouds sat on coils like ring
there were 5 grey ones then 2 crones then 3 fates
then we went into cave purple crystal and silver mine
a womb comfortable calm no warriors down stairs into mother earth
into the tomb of power to collect two spheres also
the hall of creation jodi said  

got orange eye palm of indigo arm and indigo eye on palm of orange arm
le monsieur et la madame -the man and his lady  
known powers throughout time
be careful what you ask for you might get it
for the greater good
at the right time
with love and light
with justice
so mote it be
hands are last part of body to be given in energy body very powerful tools
the palms were white and black from the sphinx

the silver purple  owl silver stag and white unicorn the white spider and the white and silver doves

green croc can see in the muddy waters of life  unmask the illusion see the truth thru the emotional garbage and angst stiff upper lip become the croc on the chest at heart

the red griffin on the right arm in the waters blue the warrior the protector the guardian the bearer of red rubies that bind until undone not
the destoryer the binder

109 Dream Sunday night
the eyes in our hand help us to see what this way comes
as in meditation
By the pricking of my thumbs something wicked this way comes
See the shape of things to come
Know it for what it is feel it for the truth
Feel  past the illusion
Sense it and know it to be so
Make it and know it to be manifest
As within so without


110 Before class given to me :
to pull thru light from top thru 4 nadis
then light up from earth 4 nadis
then send energy into hands
and blow it out into a sphere
and blow into it with our breath too in widershins
create spiral wind of breath of life into it and flower of life spheres

Put each of my children in the sphere mentally healthy physically emotionally spiritually healthy strong powerful loving all is good able to do God's work in love light and laughter

put all we wish to manifest in spheres the same way
make it right
say it is to
accept it to be

[redcatherine]

111 Friday 25 Feb 2005
blue wolf sphinx
six white lines in blue star sapphire

lycanthrope the shapeshifter wolf the werewolf we have two doors right and left both eyes of the wolf the one is pain destruction
blue wolf coming thur glass broken window full moon the other peace

green mossy jodi either bot hlead
andrew the right lynda the left
as bill and cath
but andrew night so honour him
and thru right we See the pan as stag
and his lady in the forest
bar the path  
and then we see a cave deeper in forest off the path
and go inside
see the wolf mother with shaman gma there too
ap ast life of hers
necromancers
the gray warriors appeared hundreds over in wolves clothing
as a pack the good mother the good father the shapeshifter
she hits ground we see sets of 5 come forward all males
in young boy to men initiations
we become hercules tonight
we see a fissure go thru top fairy glen
see sprite and the fae in the woods and the midnight summer dream sort and hear a gray sprite say
hail agatheras
halagaath thee ah
we see the lady who pulls the heart from  jodi
as lion touches nose and lynda becomes griffin
and then andrew croc and bill the wolf i the owl
we become one of the animals one of the team
then we have to become that animal in full
and fly to form a voltron like mega beast
and we do so

We became a Hercules over the body of Lugh
with a golden stagg
with a whailing ball like bog oak at the end
that has white lightning in it

the griffin lynda in one arm me in other as owl
andrew the croc out of chest
and bill as warrior owlf skinned
and jodi as lion mane and face

we are the HeRCULES this is the new sphinx

then given 6 wolves in line
bowing howling at full moon was full moon tonight
given three chances
if do black deeds
will be smote and fall from the gathering up of god's grace
and if l good 3 times will increase strength to next level grow stronger
we put mirrors around Shaun and net below the flower fo sveta and then we tell him he is to find love in his life
and see himself and the sorriow he gives to others thru his pain
to sveta to be filled with love and light to step outside of self and love self for who one is to see true innner beauty
debbie appeared higher self

[redcatherine]

on film constantine
no one with as much love as gabriel could be turned
Film said vatican still called  suicide  unforgivable
but this is wrong
but the rest pretty cool
The spear of longinus the spear of destiny  

112 fri 25 Feb 2005
White eagle staff end of stage and level 112 now ?  hands of God
Phonix crying and rising from ashes in talons golden arrow ring of fire on table and then holy book legiosn will protect you from the minions of hell my angels shall come at your call

Knights templar in the wood thought I walk thru the valley of death
Barbed wire prison camp opened a pillar of light from the angels
and told the prisoners that there was good there a feast to come quietly not tell guards the war would soon be over

The guards like buring cinders flloating down in to hell a bridge over fire the mouth of the dragon and then Gates of hell  

had to find and save a soul  given a knot necklace like on the movie constantine but 3 colours red green gold blue

Fissure
queen of devas
golden coins over eyes and golden eyes twins set fire killed selves and others maggie

And thin lady hoarding food whlile people starved did not eat it hereself either WW2 now helping people up the mountain

The struggle to get back to God feel that worthy of saving if they help others not step on faces off others

A woman killed her own child w/ andrew

with Bill an angel of death euthanasia nurse
that lost the plot and started killing them p.aying God

with me an old lday WWII who hoarded food allowed others to starve
stayed thin herself would not eat the food did not any one to suspect she had enough and more than enough to share - was helping others now up the mountain extending a hand and counsel

we had to pray for them and bring them to the Gates of Death

Etc took them all  to Michael to the gate of justice
to judge themselves and move on

went thru fissure pink to the throne of the queen of devas
and then we saw the egg of life around her in colours around it

We became as dragons on pillars before her
then flew ot the college and sat upon the roof
became College gargoyles our dragons

White eagle gives us a silver lantern and I have 11 students
but they are teachers from the other school new one on the left
that we have to find it We have to see them next week

[redcatherine]

113 27 Feb Sunday

Ra- ka- el a Herald angel announced the birth of a notable one called to destiny
Place of birth Holland a shorter than average dark straight  hair political leader  the blade of God a warrior of God a man
but a man  to make peace to rally the war cry to protect the innocents
or not at all
We went to the place he was born
watched his mother taken up to spiritual realm while asleep alone
and angel coming to bring spirit or soul the over consciousness
to his body we all went with them
to the  place of crimson and gold where many stood around
as he was blessed like sleeping beauty with gifts we offered
love of others
eyes to see beyond deceptions
love of God and self beyond the love of fame and lust
he will be a john Kennedy young saviour without the womanizer part

raguiel came purple and blue

We followed  thru a tunnel to a place of pink
a tunnel into the gates of hades again
in lower plane to the bridge
means friend of God one of archangels
– angel of ice and snow calls forth other angels
during final judgment to deal with the unpure
one of the 7 in Enoch writings order of principality
takes vengence on world luminaries for cause
brings other angels to account judges the angels
and those loved by God ...the guide for the souls of the faithful after Michael leads them to sentencing or bringing to justice those who broke the laws as the suit against the defendant the prosecutor

then we find one lost soul each
and lead them to the light
some are in fear running away
small ds looking like monkeys on shoulder
cause  depression anxiety
Debbie says give them monkey sticks and monky repellent aerosols

Jodi got on podium
told them to go into water and cleanse and then seek the light
and a large group did laughing as they left

I followed a lady of quick speed
who runs like a stream there eternally
the blue wave followed her as she ran through the alleyways
causing them to come into her water and light at once like a magnet

and they came and she presented them to Phanuel
who ushered them into a pillar of light
saved once more
how many life times
do we go
managing not to ever learn a thing that counts

icky oozing or red rubies black rubies she cast from her hands
a red rose to free a red ruby to bind
and then freed they are atrttracted her
like magnetic force and our pulled to the waters and up again
Lynda saw god reaching his hands down to them to bring them home

those bound in the red rubies stay there unable to cause harm
until they call out and become as light again

over the bridge and lost sea of souls to a place in lower plane
a purgatory sort of place
the angels  stood arms up
light coming from heavens
we prayed for their delivery to heaven
and then we had to pray for sveta too who came in higher self only
she is still run away from home
living with a violent partner

she sat crying see what will come to pass
should you continue on this path
he will kill you
and God will still not stop loving you
but your choice will bring you to this end
where you will counsel other souls to deliver them
and work here instead
this place is sad and you do not want to dwell here

she was seperated from her monkey
by Gabriel
who placed his hands firmly on her shoulders
and made her to look

the monkey d. climbed walls outside  
brought by a mouth of God angel
one of a group of angels that will be heard and cannot be silenced
he had his stern hands upon her shoulder now
he took the place of her beloved guardian
with out him she could not even see her biological  mum there in circle
who is deceased and was there still praying for her
with her too or hear her guides or guardian angels
we prayed blessed and created over  her
we were told
she is right
she is safe
she is happy
she is one with God
all is well

we are learning to say it is good instead of praying to God to make it good for us to believe it done and it will be done if it is for the greater good
then we closed

[redcatherine]

114 Journal  Friday 5 March -Jodi lynda andrew bill cath

Lesson from a members post on astral pulse
merkavah mysticism re ancient texts and wonders of the merkavah .
...those that delight God one in million working in groups shall come to see the face of the angels and of God
and then with such love an light offered to the seeker
much is expected in return
like the maxim the bigger they come the harder they fall

Also kundalini opening need to breathe
up volcano
down the waterfall
then breathe up again got two more flames the pink yellow orange one of male
and the white silver indigo one of the female
then a row of angels in a line
the first of the angels was Anaphirel with Bill
holding large book dressed in pink
silver white long hair

glasses on edge of nose why would an angel appear wearing glasses or old curious ?
perhaps a teacher of high energy no wings but the name suggest an angel hmmm??
An old angel behind her tall one all in fire pink orange light
holding up a wand
they stand one on each side now of us and cross the swords
over the feather of fire over our crowns
then a ring of fire around our male storage centre
and a crown of gold around our silver  third eye crown
we see the two flames come up

told to bring them up like a pair of pants
the name sounds like  Bokchoi
a tall rectangular prism
to protect our chakras
and to grow a fertilised nourished plant for our new life
a new tree  of life

An asian man in gold and green appeared
and said the rectangular prism is called bokchoi
Turned them all widdershins the male direction
it is the lord of time and the wind of change
The male angel reached in wrung out our hearts
this nourished us to grow like a tree
on the  tree of life that is for our group
I had a silver willow
jodi a red rose bush
save one black rose

the rectangle as wide as big man shoulders
and narrow front to back as one ladies hand length
then we are given a gift and a guide a new one before each of us
all these new guides coming in mirror us they are the  opposites of us
jodi heard Alavaencia -he is indigo  and ascetic cold unromantic scholar unafraid of battle

lynda heard phyrigia ?? a teal reptile man family friends extrovert not a recluse  
Andrew had scales in front of him –generous- (hard working prosperous) golden ants -ghost of xmas present or Hagrid sort of character
blows hole thru back to the heart
will receive what they are given as from the heart
comes so shall the hands receive in like.

Bill petite female pink angel she is a MaJESTIC glasses edge of nose the leader of the group Anaphriel

catherine red bushy eyebrows red ray trained in  martial arts formal suit black hair impulisve sponatneous warrior with a scythe
I hear Pheng Phat for my new guides name -we will sit in triangles to learn our ture nature now and how we can improve
teaches me that I am not physcially fit I am informal in dress and cautious to deliberate or break off from a know situation

Debbie 's new guide is named (in gah ray)  black ebony african male bald necromancer dark side medicine man

able to sell curses quiet and thin tall
a guillontine there we must surrender  heads  soon
but cutoff sheets of negativity now
had to go talk to them privately up to sphere in ceiling blue silver they were all strict and unbending I feel we are all flexible and liberal

we will have first one now
andrew jodi and cath
three swans
the swan song the end of a level and a new  beginnng new life  doors now

will slide in opposite directions
then turn 180 degrees and then apart not together and the further apart the better then back together from two wholes build a  new one

Saturday 115

After class had first triangle must break two stripes of energy
that bond us
one pink one blue
we can see them clairvoyantly between us by now
seeing fault of the person on either side of us that we also have
then we must find faults together we all have then a strength one of us has that other 2 do not
do not show then the weakiness one has that other 2do not but be positive list strength of others
ie : jodi is a good listener

She knows how to go to the crux of the problem to the centre of the wheel doesn't waste time going round the outside
and touche engarde comes back quickly know the source of problem the root
Andrew will dig in heels and not capitulate that can be a good thing  I cry way too much ashamed of my faucet
jodi avoids confrontation even when it is necessary to stop someone from being hurt

Cath we three  find the negative traits but I see the optimistic outcomes how it will be better and make it so
We three are  overweight take in too much alchohol to much food
We have had major illnesses slow all of us down
We are slow to process and accept the bounty of universe
We are  indecisive fence people
sit and see what the future reveals instead
of making it happened
so we have a lot to overcome still

[redcatherine]

116
Went to the violent partner of my adopted daughter's  home spiritually the home was infested with demons without wings they were lounging like ladies on a piano like lions on a rock they were hairless and smooth long headed with tails there were golden nets over them which allowed me to see them everywhere they were like quicksilver in colour I spoke to  Sveta in the higher self . The partner had one on his head one on each shoulder and one on his back when I told him he laughed and pointed to me saying now they are on you you have broken a rule you have cast them on me and I was back in my own bed being feasted on by these 4 demons . I called on Jesus and Gabriel he said why did you go there ?
God spoke thru Jesus and said Daughter why did you go there the place is full of inequity and I have sanctified you . I said I went to rescue my daughter out of love yes he said but that is not a complete truth  you have gone there in anger too . I tell you now you are not to return there . Even if you were to stay there from dawn to dusk casting them out they would come back just as soon as they left for they are called there invited there you daughter draws more of them to her even now . She is deluded she feels she is master to them and that they are her pets but they control her and they will consume her . I will not suffer her long to live like this . Should she come back to my good grace she shall be so much stronger but should she die I will make her a princess of purgatory and she will act in mercy to other lost souls the way she could not offer mercy to herself  

I was shown how to use trinagular sheaths to control and create I placed sveta in the first one in the present and told the truth without judgement
In the second one in the future saying that she is not will be clean and healthy spiritually mentally emotionally and physically .
In the third one I went to the past and remade her empowered her I will not let anyone destroy me or hurt me I am worthy of the love of God and I will not turn .I was to go back to the present then to the fourth one but I was told then no this is enough this is her lesson now not yours .

[redcatherine]

Wed 117 online reading of a peer

overcoming isolation and reevaluating my relationship

hey good to catch up

hm, you learned a lot  different sig

how are you going and what is going on spiritually with you now

my pleasure right now i am opening connection to all people

cool

but i have a bit of trouble with keeping their thoughtforms from interrupting me

can we link let me get water first please

k

yeah universal mind taps perhaps use a faucet to flow
and isolate and stop the inner voice as you will

nah, i mean that i have set up walls before, to maintain my integrity now i am learning to maintain my integrity while being fully open
and have some funny things surfacing, my twin flame is helping me out, k makes sense

see a black room no light i see black fog ,a male hand holding the fog by the tail cloaking at will

hm, maybe some leftovers from past

the perimeter of the room is shown as a rectangle with a square to one side i suppose a storage unit or robe closet

ok, uncloaking

the perimeter is glowing in bright blue white , you are seen now as a flower tall and full bloom thick stemmed on a chair growing out of a chair holding  a mirror up to the viewer


so unmirror  

I see a bridge now that is white blue in midnnight ebony blues clouds
and below it a blue lobster from the tarot cards, I see a bridge now that is white blue in midnnight ebony blues clouds


i was wondering why i have so much peace, no wonder with such cloaking .. lobster


i feel this is the next kundalini nadis animal ,so ahead of me
you are again

well, i haven't read about that, so some explanation would be welcomed

it is dark blue black ebony in water magnetic female cool the ocean currents the deep dark force of cold thermal climes

yeah, dealing with emotions right now

after the human energy body develops the primal sphinx it completes the great work and becomes moon or sun at will as you know ,then a new beast is manifested, this one is the colours of the chakras but each animal and colour represents control of a base nature of humanity and it is all about strengths and weaknesses of self and universal mind so the red griffin appears first  ,he protects the innocent guards fiercely but does not kill or destroy as it would pollute self

the orange was skipped we saw a volcano and opened the colour on the palm of dominant hand but it is not complete,doesn't sound good, maybe take a look at me i have been working on it heavily recently

the yellow is the golden lion chimera snake tailed it is the voice speaking with truth and righteousness without malice,when one is afraid to speak bring on the lion , no it is good and green is the croc dragon serpent who sees without emotion the truth of the situation and can find the soloution
blue is the wolf i think you know it well, the indigo is the lobster it comes last of the 7 you have earned it now , the purple is the magician a purple owl but it forms as a dolphin then unicorn then stag then owl, each animal shapeshifting at the phases of the moon to manifest a creation the imagination to the fruition of the plan

symbolism  

so we just created this new sphinx we became Hercules which is written in ancient text .yes symbolism but  visible on the energy body and part of the progression and the archetype, just an extension of the lion bull ox eagle sphinx higher level, now each of these animals must be manifest when you need them to help overcome the physical trials of this world each represents also the opening of a nadi of the kundalinit , so you have 11 open now well done

out  of ? how many of them are there ?that  (you know about  )

the symbols show us this too
most think only 1 but Hindu yoga et al says 14 major ones and countless numerous ones

well, i am becoming one big kundalini channel recently
 
i just wrote a bit on astral pulse on this with some urls as a lady said no it is red white and blue the first three


but still i cannot bloom, this takes too much energy to maintain

but they are not so some texts will say this but most will show pale yellow sun male son and then steel blue white is the moon female,  then pink red then cyan green , these of course parallel the energy body developement and the hermetic four elements etc

well, there is still akasha element

this would mean you have already earned the amber orange animal
,i would like to see it please i dont have either of these i am at 9 and working on 10-11 now. tell me what is akasha element sorry dont know do you mean the archives in our body in our spirit ? or ??

the element of which fire and the rest was created ,bardon theory

k you are showing me a two headed phoenix in orange ty, the kundalini flames course through the tubes the channels not the main but in a circuit ascending : yes the kundalini flames course through the tubes the channels not the main but in a circuit ascending descending enlightening and causing the progression of the soul even as they open thru the enlightenment themselves circular and faster as each step com


hm, do you see some snake heads above my head in large quantity ?(some other source   )

you tell me two years and your heart is on fire in the centre reunited it is red with two golden lines thru it and floating above your physical heart you lay down now floating in a coffin symbolic of death of older self rising of higher self to new life, yes i see a crown of golden snakes not moving

yeah, + compassion chakra opened

i feel we must learn to make their energy permeate us
we were taught to breathe in a different fashion now

to breathe up the orange volcano from the soles of feet to the crown with each breath stop at a chakra exhaling and going on forcibly, then to breathe down the cold ocean from crown to soles the same way
then bring down the cleansing breaths as normally before beginning work or meditation, this is to open the next two

to each, his own   lol

well it worked as you have it now, oh you are growing new tree
you have climbed the tree of life and it whithers away, this is planted in each new life,

i have found my primal pattern

now you grow your own plant by will and by choice and create new divine parents to your new self


from the cating of my highest part of the soul , and burned the rest accordingly


at this stage you create your new self for next life too, choices given, where to live, well, the highest i could get to.: what souls you bring back to you next life.

yeah, i know, but i dont bother

as parents children siblings

for the time being

better to set the stage then let another set it for you this is the lesson of the lobster, i  so remember telling you this in dreams cool

funny but i was told this yesterday  

have little idea who i talk with in dreamtime, lol

the tree you have chosen looks like the whomping willow from harry potter lol

but sure are entertaining from what i recall

but also like the beautiful hawaiian monkey puzzle tree

lol, mothe teresa sprang to my head

it is shadow and magic and strength and humour and warriour and father and good choice


yes she comes to our group a lot,she is speeding thru the lessons, when we first met her she was at our second level said her goal was to appear to teach the unaware masses to  as we raise our vibration from human to spirit to see the archangels and devas and teachers , so they must learn to lower their vibrations so that the less aware can see them.Of the ones i have met only gabriel jesus and michael buddha white eagle quan yen so far can make even a unaware see them


it is sad that the ones who need to see and hear the most are the clueless have the hardest time getting confirmation, what a paradox

what strikes me funny is that i basicly resolve my emotions, yeah i h ve the hardest time getting confirmation


but mother teresa is now appearing right round the world so she is successful at reaching the ones that are aware now

this is th thing i had to clear in times to come

i see before you  a couch like a psycho analyst's
it is quite comfortable and in it you ly effortlessly
asleep on the lap of this huge angelic being who says to you
only you can cure your soul heal yourself we will guide you
you are your best divine parent refashion thyself with love and light as you will,the angel is male
   
well, this is what i am sticking to
    
the colour silver blue grey and red,it is raphael
he is with you now

well, i feel enveloped

inviting you to see who you are the hand mirror you held up was a question to you may i see myself yes he says

in two years the heart in four years the balance is made altogether

i always run ahead of the schedule  

the wisdom of the two new colours is re-creation the destruction of the old self and recreation of the new self,yes i think so too lol, i see a lady sideways her head is in the west, she has an alchemist contraption but she is symbolic

short hair ? k

she is thin modern woman yes  but representative, of four women you gather to shape your new self and after this i see four men the yin and yang

four women are in place  
one man in place

i see wife mother daughter female " self "going deosil and then going widdershins the son the father and the best mate and self again
self is south on female north on male,We gather our teachers from life and from spirit ,Your mother is here now, in north on female clock she appears as a cherub smiling holding her hands above the clouds she teaches unconditional love, the next lady is blonde young needs your lessons to reach her then she becomes a teacher of sorts to you too very strong one coming in, then south you are already complete there to make the moon merkaba you went way ahead and made the female split so that is accomplished already

the son the father the nephew the self, the one just married too most important now in your progression a mirror of self they way

an eagles talon in front of your face now you will grab what you need bring it into place like treasures gotten by a dragon and from this you shall build yourself anew better yet then before the best and higher of all past lives the highest of your selves

i have to go to work i am not done will try to see you soon thank you for your help i learn a lot too from reading you, om shanti

: ok, cya

[redcatherine]

additional days  118 brief notes recalled did not type up journal

Chameleon in spine , 12 and 13 nadis what colour?  , hanged man tarot , 3rd tier said Raphael , seahorse on Maggie , Bile in vial for Lynda and a  Bee goddess egyptian

7 initiations per stage 4 stages per level 2 levels per echelon meaning

going deosil then widdershins at 120 we begin the 22nd level as in the fountain less and less water smaller tiers
as we ascend
fewer make it
all are called
we must change the fountain so that more and more come
not less and less .
7 levels per tier we are on 21st level so this is the third tier we have completed

Wednesday 9 March 119th  pm  2005-
began with Raphael
he presented yellow as west blue north green east red south
we had to creat a best mate or female partner on west then divine mother or call the best or present one into place for next time then east was the child daughter granddaughter niece the best divine child female and the south was self or female aspect of self split apart then went

female circuit widdershins
for the male aspect
a balance
male self in south then east was son or nephew north the father then west the best mate male partner  -

we saw a pit in ocean a square in ruins upon which we sat
there was a goddess white albino hair to feet
indigo tail like mermaid and wings of angel underwater
she was not named
jodi felt sedna or covetina from goddess book
but not sure
she taught us about the rebirth of self the wisdom of the lobster
which lynda saw give our lower selves gifts
she helped us recreate our new self

posiedon helped us to destroy old self leave behind
listen to conch hear to honour old self leave it all behind
set the stage by casting new actors into place in advance
and recall the good memories nothing else
we would not want to swim to surface
with this baggage
so we went into the mouth of the leviathan
and eschewed to the pyramid
exited most ignobly
and came into a chamber with a blue floor
and golden walls as we climb the steps
shaped as hercules
we become ashes
and emerge as phoenix
we enter the queens chamber
surrounded by isis mary hathor and bee goddess
take only sweetness from life
lay in sarcophagus and into the oil let the flame come out of the heart immolate us and then our emerald heart chakra forms a crystal heart
all that is left of us –we rise as spirit to ascend to the kings chamber

where we see Ra and Jesus and Horus and buddha we are given  a torch to immolate ourselves again we light our feet to our higher selves now and burn it away all white gowns golden trim and belts and emerge with our face only on the phoenix jesus gives us the crux over   crucifix on our hearts sign of cross on third eye heart and mouth we are given  a staff with a perch on the top for the phoenix and our phoenix has two heads now . jesus invites us to the supper and we are told to put what we want on the plate of suffering for the next life -

the pink Majestic angel appears flitting quickly so fast she gives the reins to Bill of a chariot of apollo
we fly to the deva council through a vortex
and bow before yahweh and shekinah
we are given milk and honey from the mother
she annoints our lips and our heart and a flower
and a vial from the father .
the vial has medicine we need to balance
become as the majesty of God
Yahweh gives us golden silk sandals
and says to not stray from the path
the purple clad tall devas stand in a crowd around us in a circle
(a swan had emerged from the dove and the silver dove that came from the lotus blossom on the heart placed by Buddha on the crux )
this is the end of another stage
120 Raphael says and shows us a third tier on a fountain .
then Gabriel kneels in splendour with the hugest wings
in  perfect silhouette
to the godhead
michael at attention
as is raphael
then uriel appears in green cloud
and carries in his arms
that which may  set the banquet
and says we shall have a time of plenty and rest now
a time of celebration in this next stage .
he says look to Easter and Wesak for great celebrations this year

[redcatherine]

120 Friday 12 March pm
Blue yellow flag of tarot above a grey castle
four indigo samurais on the wall above the castle
en garde
6 long white bearded men approach
they are the grey ones
the illuminati each comes to one of us
I heard Latin sounded like ( oscare os ¡sca reg are us )
mustard seeds aniseeds and a empress sphere of incense and music
mine was named (alanis or alisrone )he spoke a bit through me
he wore teal robes and green cowl
snake  mask
tiger  bill pink robes silver cowl sad bear
andrew dragon  crimson and gold
jodi purple and blue
each one of elements
we had to go inside one of the samurai statues
bill on west go to the first to right then me on south the 2nd
jodi east 3rd andrew left north

we had to decapitate our selves
let pillar of light enter our unhinged mouths
and fall upon the throne the platform of god
so that each nadi may become as a wide tube thumb

(This is like the unhinging of the capstone of the pyramid
and the removing of a veil to allow the pillar of living light to imbibe the subtle bodies )

heard the ladder was leaning on Y
¡The questions we ask WHY
the Y for yahweh
and the tube they placed in our throats to our heart
which is Y shaped
with two shoots off to the nostrils
(the tube is spiritually implanted only
it is to breathe in the prana to filter out the elements one at a time to breathe it in to control travel we learned this later )

a triangle number now 21 later 28

            01  
         0203:
      04 05 06:
    07 08 09 10:
 11 12 13 14 15:
16 17 18 19 20 21
1                 yellow
2,3             blue red
4,5,6    silver green gold

the row of four is the snakes
turquoise - burgundy , purple and teal

the row of five is the pitted fruits -the pits lol
the peach apricot plum and crimson clover

the row of six is the new one tonight black and white and lavender and teal and pink and turquoise

tried to allow  them to speak with our voices
then we went inside tubular clock of each body
and struck the chimes to make a alleuia

the waves resonate allow the opening
we try with our voices to make the wave we hear in our mind

with each breath we breathe in the pillar of wisdom and light from the illuminati -with each exhalation we breathe out we force open the nadis and see its colour coming in
we are planting the garden in the throne of God in our energy body

then we go into each others bodies as light and sound the alleuia
to help each other to open the colours
we do this a light into the throne
we see a prism of light sink down and see pillars which appear like
the pendalous weights on a Grandfather Clock

Bill had silver opened and yellow
-I had green
jodi blue
andrew red -

what one opens we all open so we help each other and move faster

After we went inside the colour
we came up like an umbrella arch of light
above that person
bill deepest
jodi highest
she was ice
he was flame
andrew and I almost the same air and earth .
the vortex opened

then a chariot of black with white horse
and angel driving sitting on its back
we as 4 samurai in the chariot
-We see a thin towering pyramid with the fourth eye on it
-We see inside the rectangular pond of light
with the perimeter light of flame white hot
and-We are given an x on our body
and a rapier which we hold  above our heads
and get a charge of lightning grounding the kundalini
-That came up tonight measured with a barometer
the flow cut with scissors symbolically
¡V the leader the 7th puts fingers in our fourth eye
then up our nostrils
then out of our brain
removes the core image of worthlessness
and fear then we get our ears cleaned out too
we fall to knees our flesh falls off
we stand as skeletons then get a pharoah beard and helmet
and then we cross our arms cross our chest and walk -up the stairs
we go into a brain of concord blue the dragons eye I am told now
-We immerse ourselves and come out with new bodies for next life
as we will
- and receive a sign on our new bodies
a mark by which we shall be known to others
and our message of union recalled
- mine a small cross betweent the breasts for christ in my heart
we see swords crossed and a flaming heart over them .
Bill is given a scroll with pharoahs head on it
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E.References :
Seahorse's Wisdom Includes:
,,h The Hummingbird of the sea
,,h Joy
,,h Understanding of the importance of the courtship dance
,,h Ability to hold on while in emotional waters
,,h Paternal rearing of offspring

[redcatherine]

121
Online reading Aunt Clair and anonymous peer-mentor again
Sat am 13 March 124
nope, my mother returned, but i do wake up when i need
even if i do not know about it, lol. last 2 days to scheduled talks, but noone of us had any idea before  

now reading

link establishd  

hi y i am between two poles and the flood gates are opening,
so we caught up with you again, this is what we did last night
this is a major rising of the kundalini it seems first one flame then one more then 2
like fibonacci
then three then five then eight
so you will have a flood of 8 new strands coming up through nadis to have a triangle of 21 in the base of your body
which sits in a square called the throne of God
(the perimeter comes last 7 in each triangle or another 28 )
so the row 1 , then 2 then 3 then 4 then 5 then 6
so  the back rows are filling up in a torrent

sounds fine  

this is how we were taught last night
we had to unhinge our mouths like a snake
a pillar of light came into us with each breath we brought it down
but then it burned in the base of the throne
a rectangle shaft of platinum around our chakras
the base golden
shaft  rectangular now wider across as the  shoulders
narrower from front to back
we had to force- with each exhalation
the energy to rise thru these tubes up
and escape we tried en masse
but is seemed to work better to open each one at a time  
starting with the ones that are fully opened to relieve the pressure
and then moving to the back rows
i see the nadis like thick spaghetti now in you
and you must open them to finger size some as big as a thumb
we met these grey ones one
people with long white bearts one is with you  now
they called themselves illuminati
we were taken to their hall
you will be
are being taken too
they are all male long white beards old ancient ones we saw 6 appear
and 1 in the hall
but they become all genders all races in later lives
this was theri beginning only
the colour of the robe of the one appearing to you
is a clue to your path your ray your present strengths or forte
the one with you is in a long indigo robe with a white or silver cowl
he bears a bright orange staff like a flame in front of you now
extremes the flame the ice the sun the moon you are indigo now and the colour so your element is silver white which means alone on your path back alone the self
the sole spirit
thru this door none shall passed that have not been called
...you are recognised now
see before you in your minds eye the tower tall like a pyramid in shape but very narrow very much like  a needle instead
and in the eye of the needle
the symbol of  the fourth eye of dolphin or an
you are inside
the stairs in front of you are golden
before the steps a rectangular pond of glowing light
the pond is luminsecent the edge is light too
but in flames cold  flaming light around naturally lit waters
like bioluminsescents
this is the living light the wisdom of ages
the light of the world the light from the Godhead for all to share
should they come to their paths conclusion
so this is a major step forward now
I  see a being approach you surrounded in pink and gold light love
and male
the transformation begins this  death of old self
your flesh on the higher self falls away
and you stand strong as a skeleton ready to be rebuilt in love and light
you mount the steps and climb into the dragons eye a pool of indigo smooth and thick like climbing into a ball pit or swimming in custard
like that you immerse yourself and the new body is formed
as you will
for the next life the new higeher self is chosen
chosen and called into being in celebration of your
fete accomplis
the accomplished feat
you are issued forth in  shaft of light
not unlike the mothers womb
you return as the phoneix from death to be reborn
now you stand in reaglia
they give you
the ones assembled now are 4
a robe white and gold
pharoah head piece and the beard ornament loin cloth and a mark
you must choose the mark that shall make you known
to all that understand in the next life
it is born upon your skin for all to see
i chose a small x over my heart love for the christed one
above you now swords crossed meaning a struggle overcome
and in the middle of the swords a heart of flame is there
with a holy grail floating in the heart
reach into the flames thru the spiritual heart and drink of it
this room is not just christ conscious the room is the room of light embodied here now is the buddha as a floating blue cloud
we ride upon it together now your lips tingle from the fruit of the holy grail
there is great love and strength in that drop
a book is opened to you
your book of life
you may choose now how to recall this in next life
so you escape the struggles of the path to get here
and can pick up from this point
you write yourself a message and leave it in your heart
go now to love and serve the lord by serving the love of the universe you shall rise to do great things in light and love shall you continue
to grow and shine you are  part now of the order of
auscare spelling sounds like os - sca- ray
a lady appears thin tall in robes of pink blue and white
the goddess she presents to you with a golden thread
she attaches this to your heart and then she hands the end to yo
she says to you be careful in the next life who you love
and who you fail to love
give your heart to all but give it truly and dont take it back again ever
and then your nose changes
you become a shark !
a blue shark and swim away
did not expect that ending i did not hmm
are you there

yes

do you did you feel the burning in the base of spine as the nadis opened and were flooded ? last night 4 of us there some felt a part
i forgot to see with you hmm perhaps you did a part before this

hm?

we had our eyes ears and hearts as well as the throat opened up and then the nadis we had to open in the pillar of light with its torrent
the leader whose name i did not get placed his fingers in our eyes and removed from our brain a core image of fear and unworthiness so that we will not give up the path .And then a tube like a Y in shape inserted from the throat into the heart to channel love the tubes came out the ears to hear to give off the messages.The Y for yahweh this part the male aspect of Godhead jesus and buddha there and the lady Shekinah before and after.He is the destroyer she is the creator.

sounds like jin yang all right

roto rooter pink rod thru your heart right now
i got this image today or yesterday
stirring cleansing removing
and piercing not pleasant sensation and feel pressure in your ears now
eyes burning too
like a spiritual enema lol
of some sorts, but this is continuous for several hours now
my eye are not burning though ,yes my mates found it started yesterday

yes

stronger climax at night 730 pm and continues today
oh i forgot a bit being told off sorry sorry , now presents the sword the lady from your rear she approaches you grasp it above your head  and lightning quickens the sword you take the charge it grounds you and relieves the pressure , so that you can absorb the fire of the kunalini without burning out the nervous system to cool you down it feels better
now i went thru it again with you and could not understand why it was burning.My eyes have burning from staring looking with 4th eyes to you to link.


well, i feel no pressure, nor i felt it in first place

i have to break now

ok ,i have rarely any disturbances connected with kundalini.,I used to worry about it lol

the process will occur naturally now over the next week if it seesm overwhelming then close off breathe with it i feel you will find this easy too

but it flows  
hm, most of things i set up occur over some period of time

this is the end of the major ones 21 of 22 given why 1 off  1 do not know yet

clairvoyance would be appreciated, lol

each is reflected in energy body so now i know 21 colours but not the 22 yet

hm, have you merged with the universe through kundalini ?

yellow blue pink cyan

there will be at least 36 nadis btw
so we shouldn't get overexcited  

yes but the personality ego negativity still there and such a struggle to remove self from that you get a glimpse of freedom and then a fear of losing self then a feeling of bliss as we do feel oneness  so not there yet no but trying still

108 also appeared in my head   well, did you had omniknowledge ?

no, definitely not

so this is what 22 nadi is for  

not that far more of a merge iwth universal mind,: part of path and another step accomplished

hm, rough guess, nope that wouldn't be it
the order of illuminati induction the 121st initiation or 122nd and a further opening

i feel you would gain your sight if you sat in a group

i know this too

i would love to see that happen and it would be a good experiment

do you still manifest group merkaba ?

not always we take consciousness directly thru a vortex to ones they open for us or ones we open ourselves but  we use group merkaba when we go to a higher realm we have not been to ....sometimes

i can experiment all right, but i doubt i would become part of the group

as last night they shaped it as a black chariot for 4 of us and then took us on a spiral twisting jerking fast ride

elevator  

yes we had that too another form of vehicle
you can tell when you float there
and when you are sucked there
the being sucked into it is like a rollercoaster
yes 8
sometimes you climb the stairs alone
sometimes in a group sometimes you catch the group lift
so you get there together at the same time and place
new questions
the shark the seahorse the grey ones the hall of the illuminati i want these answered next
the name of the goddess that appeared this time o  nevermind
that is shekinah

i would be interested if i have some additional chakras above my head, and sometimg shooting/sprouting out of crown chakra

just told lol

heh  
    
it is symbolic of the crown of nadis that has come thru  the snake heads moving like sea grass now and a rainbow above them

medusa efect bruce wrote about .. or something totally different

i see hands at a keyboard so i would say yes and then i see hands rolling a taco, i hear the spice of life, and then i see three children laughing
in a circle sittting crosslegged  : no idea ..: young ones: happy as Billy and Jayden and Daemon Bolton wanting to get together .  We are going now to the crab festival in Mandurah- the boys have projected this image to cause me to hurry up lol bye for now

[redcatherine]

122 Jodi and Catherine Saturday arvo 13 March (125 ?)pm

The mystery of fibonacci  0 1 1  2  3  5  8  13 the next is 21  but also add them and the sum is 20 up to 8  
I + 2 + 3+ 4+_5 + 6 = 21 the triangle number
adding them 1 + 3+ 6+ 10 =20
Bill given the scroll the leader the one
who asked for the group to go somewhere to progress meaningfully
1 squared  and a triangle 1
Jodi and I started the circle calling in mates
checking them out with Bill
2nd  triangle Bill Cath  Jodi
When andrew joined the first square the foundation
Then Tom and Sveta made the  next triangle number 6
Debbie joined us to make 7 the tree of life
our beginning of the second stage
Lynda and Maggie came and stayed making the tirangle 9
Many fallen away but some continue to climb on our tree
or rather fertilise it strengthen its soil to nurture us
And swim in our wake pulled along or as peers beside us
or as coaches motivating our best
Rhonda Karl
Tanya Shannon Kay Pam
Paul Sue
Emily Jo Barbara
John Trixie Heidi Penny
Lynda Maggie
Billy
anon
Karen Tony & Meghan
Despina
Nasreen -Balcatta 14 ??
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123 a Metasynthesis
lobster  bill
seahorse maggie
shark  danon
these 3 symbolic and representative of the indigo or first triangle of the mystery of the obelisk the foundation of elements for the throne of God

we completed the blue triangle now we move to amber
the phoenix  we went down from 1 to 21 we have 20 nadis now
we are going to go from 21 now back to the original square
from 1 to 21 indigo
then 21 to 1 orange amber
to  the fundamental basis the square of  9
in order of joining class
and the colours indicate the opposite polarity
Alter egoic
Penny -red  
Heidi -orange
Tony –yellow
Trixie-green
Karen-blue
John-purple
anon-indigo
Despina –silver
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123 musings
drew the square the designs in the rectangle of the patterms on the throne of God

What does auscare mean ?
Sca-re pronounced Sca ray
is  the origin of the word sky as obscure to cover up
so scare is to remove the illusion
to uncover something suddenly

care pronounced  care to remove blocks

au means to or down
au is south or with

divination to do to perform to digest to suggest as auspice auscare to observe the flight of birds to foretell the future or by killing them to examine their guts ,sadly ,because they were creatures of the sky that lived with the Gods

I was told by spirit it means to remove the blocks that keep us from being next to God ----clock in our heart is the body of the chamber of time we are the merkaba –jodi

124 unhappy lesson of astral pulse that we stand accused of being lucifer worshippers and lucis trust alice bailey
all of us
the aquarians
the open secret we will improve the state of man
remove evil from the world by submitting to satan
what a lot of CRAPPACINO
we love angels and God and Goddess
we serve the Christ and Buddhist Consciousness
we are not and neither was Alice luciferians
another example another lesson about why
humanity had to tacere remain silent
instead of tacere to hold onto what is seen esoterically
and to share
the sharing has been delayed
by the ignorant ones
who would continue to do so
but crucifying and burning at the stake
are illegal here now
why does one hand serve and share
while the other one hand steals and denies
we are all one universal mind

125
Joid said she went thru curtain Friday night
and saw lucifer sitting by the fire
his back to her
red black wings
he said come sit down beside me
she replied
" no I have to go get back to the group "
I have something to tell you he said to share with you
" no I have to go get back to the group "
it is a most comfortable chair
she said no I must go with the others
found herself back in the room again repeated her protest again
as she told me this Jesus came in
he said we must resist temptation the illusion of power  
afterall the master of deception and illusion
wants to see us fall that is his responsibility
sveta given the test first failed
that is why she is deluded and surrounded by demons
then Bill  who passed on and then Jodi  who had to be tested many times
as she avoided the answering
I was given mine after I asked her what did lucifer look like ?
This brought him right into her house
Jesus told me what to do as I find him
Jesus stood next to me advising me
like my coach
when i entered the ring
of the opponent
do not argue
repeat what he says
refuse him politely
no fear
no anger
look him in the face
he can win arguments
he is wise
just walk away with respect
no fear no anger no judgement
so when I see him there
I repeat I say yes it is a most comfortable chair
then I say but I sit on the throne of God
but I did not see a curtain or a fireplace like Jodi
I saw a palace with two empty thrones instead
an empty voice asked to choose which was best
to choose one to sit upon
I chose the one that was on my left  side as I faced the  throne
because it shone
But lucifer is the light bearer so that did not work
I thought I had failed as I had forgotten
jesus
though he stood there beside me still
i could not hear him or see him now
he sits on the right hand of the father
I was told by satan that I was  wrong "that is my throne
but I told him no they are both of God's neither are yours
both are the throne of God and anywhere I sit is the throne of God
we are of God
then devil fell away
and Jesus was there in resurrected self .
yes I  am the bringer of lambs to the slaughter
those who survive my scythe
shall survive the fires of temptation
and the comfortable torment of the soul that is everlasting
this is called the turning away
and by your vow your heart or your omission
you shall be known eternally .
so choose well
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Indigo is done at 21
Amber orange is 21-9 or 12 but the next is 13 so 1 step
Then we do legs but they are not 21 they are longer so 28 to fill them
If 28 -9=19 and next step fibonacci is 21 so only 1 more step or 2 total to complete first leg
then next fibonacci number  is  
1+2+3+4+5+6+7+8
so that will complete the next leg
so just 3 steps to finish this part